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‘stay silent!’ - from ‘the exorcist’ by way of pete burns ‘rip it up’ live
'oh, well...i can pray too' - father karras still possessed in the excellent 'legion: exorcist iii' arguing it out with george c. scott the whole christ thing 'is there a god?' xo



from here, we venture forth to may 2018 right on time too...enjoyed that 'ghost story' movie alot that girl left at the altar so to speak...great ken olin and fred astaire was unusually strong...great all the way around...great picture of her in front of the house like ingrid bergman? the stance and all....




rita coolidge struck me down with all the freedom of air supply with this song recently 'higher and higher'
enjoy it

on this last day of april - monday april 30 - we're not in full swing yet but check often in the meantime doug moises at facebook is a good place to posit your usual pocket of lies...terry's parents leave florida for minnesota on saturday the 5th so keep all in mind...be back soon...x


kareem abdul jabbar? magic johnson - now get that...reggie jackson at end of page....


our next movie feature was to be 'ghost story' starring fred astaire and melvin douglas - hard to get for free viewing online yet but my dad had to take us to this show what when (click here putlocker did it for us)...is about a woman left at the altar now dead (technically a 'wraith' or as died waiting)...i know it's good stuff...see rolls-royce (they're beautiful now handmade or else plus bentley the demure) wobbling under holy spirit or power center woes - he's as yet unnamed to you...bartholomew...barlowe in 'salem's lot'....


i'm off to ralph's fresh fare jennie o regular lean is just $2.47 this week with card!



miami sound machine was hitting the streets with 'conga' when i got into nyc's studio 54...what? 1985?



pet shop boys broke in the palladium nyc (14th street) with 'west end girls' 1986...then



phyllis nelson lowered the house on the dance floor - palladium nyc 1986


-----------for now


tuesday, april 24: roseanne was a repeat on abc tonight but i guess i needed the review some of the topics so icky and ridiculing...fifty grand for what? you better let go and what about mark being dead? that little girl is him rebound? dry up...meineke wouldn't hire him he said 'no' it's the girls that entertain us...my home phone via cable bundle is working now - is labled 'beverly hills' no less...uhl...for linguists that's for 'oh' or 'i really like this' no hesitating....

saturday, april 21 'in like flynn': from atop the hill on hancock avenue our new address is 1027 hancock avenue #5, west hollywood, ca 90069 wait to hear...landline as yet unused is (424) 279-9582 then mobile again (772) 342-0638 alternate or official mail at ups is 7111 santa monica boulevard, suite b #106, west hollywood, ca 90046 one and the other one wait to hear...as we segue from non-person to account holder usually a job pays us to lease...electric, gas, cable...check check check pots pans and cookware abound...see ya later...family contact is now chuck moon, 7 pioneer court, west trenton, nj 08628...careful...out on a branch from new jersey is all i'd claim...county, court, school raised and delivered here thirty (30) years ago july 1987...see you with them over there...all after three months of motels to the day...honours my mother? hollywood motel 6 about $90 a night, holloway motel $95 a night, and alta cienega at $120 a night with one weekend at best western sunset its spanish feel out of season only $250 a night all-told...and simply...had a pool...valentine's day? february 10, 11 only...excludes stays at cedars...i planned to stay at best western a bit royale in the guilded sense with mom if we flew here...together...a thought ongoing...still, it's only april take heed...it's everywhere cold still....


from april 16 forward...the mourning period somewhat alleviated...trepidation abounds...'it's easy to share the good times' - dM

just applied for my first apartment - a fine one bedroom with bars on the windows right next door to my old friend karen adams from ucla psychology...we'll see has a pool in the ground and plenty of nice touches....

new message board alert so you can speak to the top unless damaged goods? noomguod the message board voy.com

a new lenovo superstar laptop is just $139.00 boxed at best buy in charcoal gray - the price is quite right...no disk drive is that important? not yet...p.s. we replaced the ipad2 also as 'not necessary'...but a confusing loss, nevertheless....


saturday, april 14 through monday the 16th tomorrow is tax day: we’ll be here at alta cienega 1005 n. la cienega blvd. #11 90069 getting things squared away still...no charge for the tip...my new mailing address is 7111 santa monica boulevard suite b #106, west hollywood, ca 90046 (be sure of that zip the post office now notified with 24 hour key access the address is physical yet)....

review phone: was (424) 326-6261 is (772) 342-0638 - although it took months i memorize the number now as three persons with only two seats available more to my mind....

the new apple ipad3 with apple pencil ability is just $329 plus tax as suggested to replace my ipad2 bought at ebay for $230 when wi-fi came about...thanks for nothing i guess....

we at the apple store in beverly center decided the in-frame quotation marks on iphone6 have to be copied and are not our friends ever as jerky rounded apostrophes...we’ll get around you again....

we'll be at the alta cienega #11 thru thursday april 12...happy birthday sole sister leslie moon wednesday, april 11, 1968....



also goto 'facebook.com/doug.moon.92' to honor the mother with ‘mother’s day’ the creepy movie at youtube.com
same vein - movies we made our father take us to rain or shine - this is another one from 1980
watch as adult - things change for us too


tuesday april 10 - received the first insurance payment for the mother within mere seconds of three months time...for your further edification of it...no talk

happy easter version 2 (orthodox easter) the cappa still in stores not on sale...not to be confused with russian christmas or party favors....


this page actually january 1 through the the ides of march at least...'til i get paid...earnings from online sales and mom's death january 12 working not yet
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april 12 our demarque...easter is officially april 1 - 8 take your pick, easter lily

a whole host of ills addressed, we begin saturday and sunday april 7 and 8 for easter 2 this sunday then back to cedars for a check-up on monday afternoon - we won’t book that yet the 9th or so...love staying here at 1005 n. lacienega when can don’t be a bitch....

two more nights here and about: thursday and friday, april 5 and 6...we’ll be here....

2018 update at dougmoon.com pray tell: wednesday, april 4 with one night to go here at the alta cienega suite #11 if sure of your whereabouts still awaiting contact $$$ from the great beyond hi mom! leaping out to the great unknown: the address here is 1005 n. lacienega avenue, west hollywood, CA 90069 my father further suggests nudity camp melrose spa for $35 a night with membership included no less. i love it here. p.s. jim morrison became talk soup’s john henson only right behind greg kinnear my grandmother’s brother with father alan arkin in tow hi hi old conversations i keep within....

cedars liked everything blood-wise on monday’s lab and potassium got upped a bit more...btw, you doubtfully bring big duffel bags to a bathhouse but okay do your part...we recommend hollywood spa over all men only is in north hollywood over the hill take the subway while old building in hollywood is not used yet...amazon has new lockers about but that is to receive their stuff only at supermarkets for convenient hours returns too amazon.com/lockers....

sunday april 1 to fool: goto facebook for continual updates anyway still at the jim morrison hotel tonight average $125 or so plus super comfort for me as i enter another appointment tomorrow...roseanne was great and lost nothing on the way...bless you.

saturday march 31: good friday was yesterday? oh...yahoo small business reworked their canned goods use index menu upper right then green dot if you don’t have time to read all else is good so far...cvs extra bucks tomorrow three months in the bag...i expect to be right here for the cash-paying weekend roseanne noticeably missing online runs again tomorrow night on abc easter her name on facebook?



vanity 6 'nasty girl' a great groove from recent travels


friday, march 30 here at completely acceptable alta cienega one more night. our mercedes reported stolen from mom’s house per chris? in the garage probably don’t be so sure...cutthroats and highly unlikely. when reported last night?

wednesday march 28 through thursday march 29...no bereavement funds as yet: hadda leave the holloway motel without too much explained after i reported to cedars for a potassium level of 2.2 yesterday morning (latest reported about 3.3 plus covered care). one night at cedars for observation then having to relocate across the street same side alta cienega 1005 n. lacienega blvd. west hollywood, ca 90069 about $130 plus but no bother see that my dad’s money awaiting me...unit eleven jim morrison died right here but upstairs? maybe. will try for another night here it’s cute but price dictates me...you know people...thank you all. final weight 184.0 pounds late thursday night with all afford in my room. doctors visit monday and god bless starbucks for opening at 4:30 am....

tuesday, march 27...defer similarly to facebook 'doug.moon.92' the year i dropped in to say my name if you think they can take it again (very successful idea-wise, we lie in wait? voodoo u)...still living at holloway 101 when can pay each night, mail is delivered dutifully however and my father called me first today after my cardiac care appointment at 2:00 p.m. pst we agree no need to house my case yet...will ultimately defer to a ppo at ucla medical center home base, usually with medical records and healthnet my $35 a month historical caregiver et al...made a non-stick chocolate cream pie with cool-whip in my lab and had a faculty-like carved turkey and sourdough glory box at gelson's too - all supreme sweetness the weight as low as 180-176 dipping down but sustained again upwards for the 184 driver's license weight of five years...crepey skin? crepe-y skin will do....


saturday march 24 happy birthday elton john monday 26 then plus one retail week for easter to passover spare april's fool 1 through the 8th...i’m king, not you again...three (3) days to a friday past the actual friday the thirteenth, sixteen days down in a hole less the fact of being too too early a rise for the eleventh my sister’s easter sunday birthday 1968...the abundant winter-surving easter lily unbulbed not yet bloomed fully each hydra as speaking in tongues... grow up, nigger where’s my easter basket unable to keep yours before mine won’t cum? takes it all them...seriously...don’t write gibberish as ‘unable to say’ be more clear store it to play more out loud and be friendly i’m not here to see you after all, too...facebook fun is big general questions pott vous (without asking anyone)...my coffee table book 'a stitch [or little giggle] in time saves twine [being explained to' corrects you before they do lollipop eye for an spacedot eye ‘knowing means something’ fifty shades of gray long after ‘blue’ brew moon...today's weight? 194.6


no ssn? leave it blank they look it up or ‘555 then none’ best advice? get one done is not secret everyone you hate has yours for fun in the sum my mom’s is a secret you’ll run home to see who won....

‘declines you that’s all’ be hassled not damned proud with credit report from paypal pay as you know to...zero credit means i don't know you to do...

all the hate three hundred dollars every two days can buy / another job for eats and the hand jobs you offer to do: from the 'breath so bad i should be you' file: ‘teeth so yellow you should eat’ bald as we are signed baldazar ghetti ‘coulda been a don’ been and done....

thursday, march 22 raining like jolly-time today after bitchin’ it up...still living for the weekend at holloway motel 101...welcome soon marc ondy (neil)? no expectations yet...wanna do odd jobs to help out here hate being unseemly to life fish in newspaper at a gas station pump cleaning...pay first...see my facebook for the house of blues missing in action now for mta or subway stuff...pills filled gratis by medi-cal now useful get at the hospital when and then my weight today is 196.4 we cracked that code finally my drivers license five years ago is 184 we are finally below 200!

late tuesday where’s the fuckin’ rain? i might be out on my french ass tomorrow...one less bullshit won’t kill you~

safely discharged i’m back at holloway motel 101 but off to pay my phone bill...thank you...cvs

discharge is scheduled for today tuesday march 20 waiting for marching orders...good deal then back to holloway motel thanks they changed my room? ok

federal return go well? get your state return done asap...olt.com

remember flat-out fraud: always coaxing you to put your money out after promising theirs...an outcome no one expects...god over says ‘no money’ unless you know why....

some of us welcome the ‘big storm’ ensuing so let’s see it this three-day rain event...keep you posted...and if consumer cellular allows wi-fi after the agreed upon payment date goes by my bill was due Friday only but i may not be able to get free only...i need this over $34 usually paid early...so nice...my weight is still hovering now at 200.9 the difference a pocket radio unit for vitals makes and here we are tuesday march 20, 2018 the last of rubberine taste in my food still demanding my services overhead plastic shopping bags and other yellow muck up and away the weather we move into a shelf, kinda.

monday, march 19 0800 still waiting for my breakfast weight at 200.2 get that not leaving yet cedars room 5030 i await their word....

my brother scott - about three years younger - inherited the van kirk estate outside of allentown nj in imlaystown a reform school palace....dr. imlay has a standstill manse in allentown is the deep dark inspiration for marilyn manson’s antics...neil and i discussed this place not long ago for being the setting of movie ‘fright night’ in particular this vampire dies bad there with stake in his heart james rehl was his name neil films as lighting, wigs....

oprah’s own network (new building behind target santa monica and labrea) is showing sitcom 227 one I got to see taping live at paramount...ordered me a late night snack for the occasion, mawee...as for ‘own’ the building a school of sorts, michael jackson reportedly has an office there...p.s. and despite rumors, mom owns the west hollywood gateway target 90% then k.d. lang 10% but it’s in ‘lockheed’ working out its debts...mystery ended the finest target they stock everything...i call it ‘corporate’ managing outward....

hello to the bisquik coffee cake from the 70’s (1976) the topping a mix of bisquik, brown sugar, and what - butter? make one today...remember karo syrup or boiled down and strained orange juice makes a nice complement to pancakes...same as aunt jemima syrup maybe you forgo any color...corn is necessarily for ‘corn balls’ your other cooking chore and note rice krispy treats aren’t what they used to be not so sweet or well done...sam’s club in florida was laughable withholding samples these days ‘they pay your prices, you know’ but would give a wrapped rice krispy treat out for you if you inserted your sam’s club card first in a machine...you don’t know how goodwill towards others obligates, do you? sam’s club one reprieve visit their snack bar for cheap candor a hot dog whatever....


planned discharge today hands off but still i’m here weight is 200.2 this march 18, 2018...heard the leprechaun fest at mann’s chinese went well (watched a great episode of ‘here’s lucy’ after mention bethesda academy with the kids) and syfy ran all leprechauns out of order the movies make me proud colorful and well photographed a killer really i have all the movies from columbia house on vhs mind you but hated ‘origins’ more later....

my weight never breaches 200 pounds ever but here we are wresting with the fates...someone suggests the recommended body weight range as a climbing zone i say no bone structure only....

with all this blood leaving the ford, i still consider myself a guavine or one who smears their blood on blotting paper only to see the hairs rise...elevated in triglycerides sees their blood blend with ground beef oil too much is smelly and oily in consistency / worth mentioning they got me when i was young citing the irregularity i was vegetarian no red meat from 1981 to 1993 bacon got me down...but vegan no eggs or milk too? bite back! thank you chrissie hynde hare krishna’s, my mom....

happy st. patrick’s day saturday march 17 no discharge today unlikely they gotta finish the job...another day or two...my weight lowest ever under care 202.5 pounds...good sign

‘wreaths around my head every day - i love it’ - my mother’s words today 03/16

7-eleven’s mobile app winds up being ultra-cute with starter points and food - check it out

ate at local oval ‘lemonade’ a patio at beverly and doheny about on monday upon my release pissed myself cashing my usps money order no bathrooms but madonna-like thick silk sweats on got a chicken yellow curry saffron and thai balls to boot $20 with free lemonade refill...vengeance is mine? two half-pints of blackberries from ralph’s for five dollars the raspberries at four dollars a half pint i got one of those too...bag of nacho cheese doritos chicken breast a coupla onion rings $0.68 in a bag a bag of thomases plain bagels all near the gilded bristol farms i used their bathrooms back near produce....

shamrock shakes ‘til the end of the month our government would kill and replace anything unhealthy e.g., cholesterol trust that...arsenic from aspirin helped that...otherwise their ice cream cones are magical and cheap soft serve...$1+

second stay still prolonging friday, march 16: had my blood drawn here i am no discharge yet and why bother? fans of raisin bran and granola take heed - getting sugary - but kellogg’s makes great granola bars with sesame seeds try ‘em they’re quite good nigger...at cvs cheap

olt.com for taxes still...cute guy on the cover

back to school: trump’s wall choices for china? tallest, flattest 400k each

smart food chain from florida ‘pollo tropical’ featuring chicken caesar wraps and jamaican style cooking they work hard period a bit pricy a bit popular next up is the wondrous buffet golden corral coupled with walmart i see it...rock on

terry sent me the andy warhol (and coupla of blacks they just do what they’re told to he says) love boat episode he talks not and gets touched twice by crew members and that was that...he just up and died one day...ok...i talk to him always still as smart shit in the art department....

thursday march 15 unlikely to be released today from hospital someone mentioned it...room 5030 still...will be at saturday’s screening (starring jennifer aniston if first film there are many) if sprung earlier and there is cash awaiting at ‘home’...(then krispy kreme by bus 15th street and wilshire) stopped into weho’s yogurt stop during the week to sample vegan coconut in a white pill cup and the cow working there is all ‘you need to buy something, you know’ as i left the shop now crammed head to toe with bagged candy and snacks...later i walked by with a mocha frappe venti size with whipped cream from starbucks...god over says strawberry quik a childhood demand has tons of quality calcium but doesn’t tickle the tongue like it used to...the movie is at 7:30 with free green beer $16 mann’s chinese...walk of fame....

top dog: keep the banana split in mind as punctual dessert - who will make yours these days? tip: sliced banana - one - three scoops ice cream chocolate vanilla strawberry, pineapple sauce, strawberry sauce, chocolate sauce, whipped cream, crushed peanuts, and maraschino cherries on top - eat up...el capitan soda shop for disney might make ‘em...that’s nearby...they have ‘em top of their menu about $13....

trivia nest: how long have you ever gone without eating? one third a day for me (sleeping it off is this) ‘you’re beautiful but it hurts’ - pet shop boys...or cvs’ have a heart the feds did a real vampiric number on many chains this last year what comes due comes for your stuff too here’s to a speedy recovery can’t suck on walgreen’s you know...target cried and died too...tennis courts at vista have a great food-oriented farmers market (kettle corn?) in the parking lot on mondays check the schedule plus city line goes right there but in the back at the checkers tables...need some gold coins around the holiday? the car wash in plummer park deals exclusively with leprechauns (say ’ebna-nevarians’) who like to wash their own cars (no quarters just $1 gold coins papoosa or state)....

the ides of march now concluded march 12, i should reveal my c.a.t. (computer automated tomography or inside plane) to have injected dye...no bother warm around the groin where the liver as radon burned skin seeks to discharge its almond-flavored filths around the testes somewhere (ever see them sponges for undescended testes with saline injections? no?) one more stab at the heart i considered it extreme medicine....

tuesday march 13 had a beautiful c.a.t. scan yesterday to see if i need the angiogram what i left over for delays and no eating breakfast on monday (despite raunchy food claims by the very same hungry i ate ours all again)...siemens made this machine with blue highlights throughout and i just laid there to the black man’s soothing voice inside ‘nigger, please - we’re here’...not bad but the angio had to go...no bother back to the smorgasbord....

round 2: the chinese theatre is going to feature the genius of mark jones this st. patty’s day with a special screening of leprechaun ‘deep sea leprechaun’ (my joke for the next foray into stealing his gold)...tip: the person mick jagger is the actor warwick davis with arrested development and tricks...other shrunken loves include toni halliday, richard’s mother i watched ‘ghostbusters’ today to thank them for the green hi-c drinks early this year, and tito jackson...like my mother, michael’s mother passed from being a week or two ago we speak of her often....

saturday, sunday probably plus monday march 12 (shamrock shake at mcdonald’s) back at cedars for benchmark and review smart eye wouldn’t let me stay but an hour but wound up keeping me for monitoring ‘til monday...rainy day weekend...over and out...p.s. love king of queens on tv love that stuff the moss abatement topics really interest me...see my facebook for a great picture from cedars 5030...doug.moon.92

renewed my stepmother joanne’s annual subscription to people magazine a great value at american airlines advantage program hope she likes it enough it’s not cheap 2,700 miles of flight....

friday, march 9 at still residing at holloway motel suite 101...waking up washing measuring....

thursday, march 8 (two months of wait is march 12) the days waxing by...heard a big daddy tate (check) is in the works or mail today so don’t be around we could move this weekend...by the way my last formal address is 987 nw mossy oak way it remains unchanged to this day write me at motel 6 then holloway motel suite 101 (8465 santa monica boulevard, west hollywood, ca 90069) my current location - my location for tonight - though my bill is loosely unpaid we owe a little i fret...we hate confusion these are stable physical addresses yet...mail must be addressed correctly is not a letter handler's job to discern please obey all points here for doug moon...me....

my father’s mail delivered here without flaw when hospitalized an overnight money order and box with leather jacket in it? supposed to have cash in pockets but no -- brand of jacket? ‘phase 2’

how are we doing? a little depressed, a little scared, a little ignored...nobody is here with just nuts ranting by email now blocked the sister the nephew...they can die too all nuts....

trying to maintain the type of diet i had in the hospital - i could drink apple and cranberry juice at leisure ocean spray and eggo cinnamon waffles, graham crackers some saltines, italian ices lightly made, cozy shack vanilla pudding (hunt's snack pack is made with carrots - get that), ranch salads before meals, jellos by cozy shack tropical yellow lightly flavored, not a lot of meat -- chicken tenders breaded, only ever real mashed potatoes, canned corn, no cheese in omelets, no salt period, generic corn flakes with milk, red grapes, hawaiian-brand rolls with dinner...no walking or shitting all week just condom piss bag sometimes leaking...no fat, no turds is the rule get that....

wednesday, march 7 stopped by alternate rental home on holloway (address is --22 a real beauty) to see if still available it’s $3,500 a month yes still loudly renting no finesse and still i can have this upstairs and downstairs next to the preschool loud and clear is another happy scenario with mom’s mercedes in tow nothing yet see the guy’s all ‘i'll have no my father’s gonna pay talk’ to my $100 a night track record since 01/18 where will this fucking end? my mother’s money still doesn’t eclipse my earnings with itunes etc. where is it all? not here yet...take heed....

that kind of paper play-time money is perfect here still you won’t make good on it citing illegal aliens and other bullshit...mom died january 12 halt the presses taxes are due joint or otherwise...the last time anyone can quote her...note that....

all my jeans fit me easily now and not since thanksgiving would they a sky blue pair 32 waist to be donated (check - done) has silk in it goodbye off to 'out of the closet' a shop on santa monica boulevard our clothes no charity but vengeance for no sale the new scale on hard tile reads 205, 204 or whatever heading down the belly button still protruding...yuck...the hospital still looms on this junk trust that....

someone left keys in my big blue nike bag labeled 7171 round white marker with pen for lexington avenue two copies each laundry and gate with a mailbox type key? not really one is for a unit two lock but but is locked inside...why? is not mine i have them both already gate and laundry add mail unit plus number two some now...some ky lube left under my bed i never use ky ‘keep yours’ but wet light no play with no home to go to...the keys may be mistaken but all my storage is supposed to be there...one day we'll wander over to citrus avenue for a look-see....

march 7 stopped by 7171 by bus and magically enough a key worked for number two locked from inside however and i picked up the laundry and parking at leisure meeting spirit gently enough some pig asked as i left under my own volition ‘may i help you?’ no faggot...the mail key for number ten box worked too...can i move in now? this is real selfish hate at work as usual no help no guide just hate....

tuesday, march 6 finished some laundry and called dad for some more motel funds while we wait for anything else...money spent but well spent...love 'the legacy' the movie refurbished jason’s last name 'mt. olive' is all the rage now with hershey’s pickling plant we honor you...good movie

monday, march 5 checked myself outta cedars to return to my room at holloway motel all intact got laundry done owe some...the ornate ralph’s where i received orientation? hollywood and western...check it out....


772 342 0638 is my phone number
8465 santa monica boulevard, suite 101 west hollywood, ca 90069 my address or default to 987 nw mossy oak way, jensen beach in florida 34957....

still at cedars on sunday 03/04 doing my books, eating well sleeping well wish i had your gift basket full of chocolates i’d say it’s dieting say it out weight is 204-207 by two accounts my old face emerged thank god but it hurts....

my mother died appearing at the airport diminished too many times what have we lost? define as a place you hafta stop by and do time in - her last report is a black box divided into three parts a townhome in the ground somewhere she loves it....

i keep my motel room for its excellent address and mail services hang in there...trying to get terry to drive the mercedes here (ed the husband doing ok on 03/09 but is sad) still was stupid with the honda ex and minnesota this isn’t far is it? that car is mine we drove it often...otherwise a thousand dollars to place it here gingerly we won’t sell it...someone could uber it here or there...we won’t have people who don’t have a return or point of view that makes sense always refuting you...get something going medic-cal when you are here....

still at cedars on saturday 03/03 thanks for nothing as usual...angiogram on monday? shit never ends

untainted by the light of the moon and its garbage: tootsie roll brand ‘dots’ each color yet savorable as long as shrink-wrapped great price!

03/01 on the dot thurs: becoming family here at cedars same room finally connected with medic-cal and we are fast friends for one month...the motel room grows cold tomorrow let’s get it over with i owe them they have things for me that’s worth something!




'the legacy' starring katherine ross


follow link to watch the legacy with me...still in cedars sinai getting mopped up this evening...wed 28...room 6823


'paracentesis' is the name finally a procedure but not diagnosis one fool notes


monday spent the night at cedars 02/26 the motel room held


hadda shell out exactly $300 to motel 6 one day last week for a tv i smacked with remote for not working lower right corner or get the fuck out immediately - dad paid it that night sending cash (we bemused the money used to cut locks at lexington always a tale)

one savior here is the lasko heater tower - it’s been way too cold to consider....

we watch bravo! tv over and over housewives of atlanta, beverly hills until it sinks in

mom’s first post-humous birthday february 23rd

pay attention sunday feb 25: still residing at the holloway motel $95 a night when paid up my suite is 101 still and nice enough i don’t get it you can go right into a neighboring cvs via elevator in their adjacent parking garage and still i sweat it...p.s. if you’re gonna have a moneygram keep it working (theirs works now - thanks) i hated their idea as issuing paper checks to cash not so you go the the register for real cash real money...do end your session with 'no thanks' just leave....

chris moon lent me money via money pak and that fails miserably certifying recipients in a separate system at moneypak.com again you need a laptop to convey identity say so $50 and another hassle is born....

nothing money-wise from the mother’s estate yet you spend everything i have as usual nothing else do i eat or spill...a sign in my window reads richard-dan 7171 resident with truck pick me i’m really here someone wakes me up routinely ‘get ready’ they’re on the way....

pushing a cart across major walkways eases breathing and stance - these things are major impedences towards keeping unwanted out a target cart eased me all the way around....

keep jan and feb together as all off-plate yet coulda been better: lost my big toenail left entirely yesterday it came out beautifully with a little cortisone cream on-top...still being unnerved by bus stops catching my breath almost crying...met unacceptable mgmt team at 7171 lexington you gotta get keys yourself this is no giftbox it’s an abandonment...all they do to thwart me no rent...my first and primary storage locker to have been delivered me from calabasas nothing yet pay yourself from my sales proceeds more hate in lading yet green velour futon couch dealt bed...nights at holloway motel yet very cruelly cold outside too...one meal that went down well was starbuck’s chicken wrap with cucumber slices and peanut sauce learning to use city line shuttle is free and vicious with stops all over the map left and right....
here’s hoping my azaelea dreams of storage come true all happy

feb 19 and 20 paid for here at $95 holloway motel suite 101 still through tomorrow 21 or else more moneygram pick up not at lacienega and santa monica lacienega and beverly boulevard is full service i walked there rather than suffer crossing streets gathering my air note the gay bus serves both sides...it’s that bad a feeling alone or otherwise

feb 18 just spent my first night at holloway motel after nights at motel 6 they keep selling out each night this place has ghosts that are pretty vicious but is cheap at $95 a night with recurring flesh-eating dreams that are annoying and stinky plus breathing attacks we’ll get by...one more night then i gotta go

still at motel 6 on whitley this feb 15 through tomorrow at least 7171 wants keys ownership papers a loan? i can go elsewhere...jerks...spending my money where’s yours? my website kept down over two b-52’s songs ‘53 west of venus’ and ‘dirty back road’ both on ‘wild planet’ 1980....

the whole ‘no room at the inn’ thing just sank in this morning with motel 6 booked up by schedule so i loaded up the truck and moved to beverly or the sunset strip best western at $209 a night room 205 a bit nice with spanish beauty but mom and i talked about spending time here upon arriving in town by plane so here ‘we’ are...still hounded by the fatty deposits behind the knees and other prepubescent features that have shelved me as fat and self-deploying but here we are...simply annoyed and annoying...signed my property management contract with zenplace online to make it official at 7171 lexington (last sale price was $228,000) and that seems ready to rock and roll soon.

valentine day guide: up until fifth grade boys and girls the competitive sports nature declines...until then lik’m’aid, nerds....


feb 7: no word yet on yesterday’s proceedings we’ll get details soon...motel 6 has a twenty one day limit and that’s fine gotta recuperate and branch out too - until then - something about the weekend too....


tues feb 6 leslie’s mass for mom is today at st. ann’s In lawrenceville...leslie thinks her mom’s husband is gonna ship it up there good luck on that one! again woke up at motel 6 we’ll drop by the ol’ homestead today before noon....

to date, no company whatsoever: add another night here motel 6 feb 5...national registries know you’re here address wise....


emergency rooms i worked at both coasts couldn’t put enough emphasis on helping new patients with wheelchairs - make sure you do your part right here help lift legs, foot plates it is sorely needed...what killed mom? the flu, period - watch those shots!


sun feb 4 we have one more night booked at $87 someone’s supposed to come and transport me this evening around town we’ll be here...209


wow! ‘v is for vendetta’ a great, great film - don’t get cheated a++


feb 3rd one more night here in motel 6 won’t hurt at $114....$30 for two notarizations i sent dad today add that in ups store a beautiful service...p.s. no vacancies on super bowl eve


no jinx: olt.com reports the first of approved direct deposit refunds on tuesday, february 7 is that you? as for exemptions, see $65 about in the old paycheck anew....


cost to ship mom’s mercedes c240 to ca as beautiful-useful? $1,045 as opposed to someone driving it here...kelley blue book states $3,000-$4,000 in value for a 2001 model year i thought $12,000 easy...nice-looking still


any alligator tears still up through you: mom’s obituary a very important family entry in trenton’s trentonian tabloid-style newspaper...expected to know in the absence of others honoring the right thing to do...thank you...as for flowers and stuff be willful around town when called for a la lady di and project angel food strikes a nice chord with us in los angeles (my favorite church issues big mac vouchers in the morning to a line up) ‘put it over there i’m going to the gym’ a funny joan rivers joke rip their givings selfless and senseless too see ‘divine design’ it’s angel works...

i go to church to be with the dead; mom’s namesake is mentioned a parish st. ann’s in lawrenceville, new jersey a veritable red rocks that married daughter leslie renee way back when albeit the priest a wheelchair....

pavlov’s bell? get it ready, bring it over...someone died lending it all

btw, mom is factually pop star madonna....

skittles representing super bowl culture? made from peach skins...starburst? cabbage excellent by-products wastes


today is friday one more day at motel 6 $110: the moneygram advertised at the hollywood and labrea cvs is very sleek and you receive money entering data in a small machine until approved at register no guessing games then until 10:00 pm that is - now i know what goes wrong what passes inspection and how...’bout time cvs my father expects windfall next week...his power of attorney arrived today....


thursday february 1: one more night here at motel 6 makes fifteen less one in the middle somewhere waiting for revised mail from my dad and one of my friends to materialize and stop by...for now i sleep in this grave of sorts it would be better underground trust that...the waiting sucks but it puts things in good order i’m here by some grace of god trust that...visit my facebook page for more photo junk doug.moon.92...more later


to honor my friend fran, i started watching ‘v is for vendetta’ on netflix that is one chatty bitch but we’ll stick with it i couldn’t bring myself to watch this film but ok he is at once reichpert of puppet master fame and john the baptist keep thinking with me....


despite cvs claims, good places to collect cash from moneygram include the 7-eleven across from home depot on sunset ‘ace’ check cashing and liquor-to-go on hollywood boulevard the cvs at hollywood and labrea untested but big sign yet moneygram no one listens....

fourteen nights motel 6 now comes the hard part: i emailed my fort lauderdale, florida and los angeles friend scott goodman (his mother is terri shields - always dying too according to him) to get involved with the 7171 lexington avenue property he knows it well...there’s a small person in unit two playing me for a fool (theme? richard’s mother liz taylor swift and her stinky white diamonds that is old lady stink itself) with quadrant pictures hung and this grand sweeping chandelier that equals the biggest turnoff to me but my keys probably still work all blockage in the way while i spend what little i have up-front these are units one and two failing to acknowledge me even citing jail as halfway stance on some authority...this wispy person needs to know i want unit two relinquished immediately or glass is going to break as planned...february 1 why wait? i have plenty of official bills and a lease we left to bring my mother and her death around why play i even gave unit one my phone number in mcdonald’s nearby one night why not use it hoping i go away? see it come....


tuesday 01/30: the president’s state of the union address nearly made me cry tears of joy....


motel 6 booked through thursday yet...february 1


brother scott alan moon is inheriting the (town librarian) van kirk estate outside of imlaystown, nj to match my lexington avenue property i love them both as units for rent...leslie gets a rental house in freeport, connecticut....


remember to keep your oven door cracked at 200 degrees fahrenheit if you need the heat...uniform, soundless...wait for ambience to be broken


i had a hard time getting foster farms chicken franks quality in florida, however, publix offered jennie o turkey franks not as good...the answer? slice up all that remain for pork and beans some yellow mustard and brown sugar - heated thoroughly this was a good meal through and through...beans can be used to make perfect dinner ‘escarole’ with ground beef drained and again brown sugar...i got to the bottom of my morning oatmeal problem it was the craisins i buy flavoring the brown sugar into a cherry wine oddball i simply hated it after adding walnuts too...careful with odd stuff craisins are very successful with me, however...what a great idea!


more green dot: there is no waiting with green dot’s pay people module as long as they have a green dot card of their own...you say who to pay, how much in dollars and cents based upon what you have on hand, enter their e-mail address and you’re done just submit...in mere minutes they get an e-mail from you with a link inside to click on...they click, enter their card number, and expiration date and three-digit code and press enter...the message will read you just accepted fifty bucks from so-and-so and you check your balance to confirm it is there that’s it!

fyi, ups shipping and packing stores have excellent notary public service ready to go our paperwork inadequate however be ready to go, be smart - it’s your time to waste no mention of cost yet...mailboxes there $102 for three months good enough nice place too....


found the museum of death today on hollywood boulevard getting around
the old location particularly gross with used coffins, heaven’s gate bunk beds, sharon tate photos from crime scenes, john wayne gacy postcards etc.
a gift copy of katherine dunn’s crime scene book revealed ‘douglas, you’re a bad person’ from grandmother moon and aunts


sunday, january 28...richard dan open up for me soon let’s get busy!


 
just forward the scratch off pin number (scratch off safely with any coin) the recipient to claim money placed - use moneypak.com it’s instant
the minimal reload is $20 cash and can be as much as $500? use cash only!
swipe your green dot card at dollar tree to reload your own cheaply
use money pak to reload someone else’s green dot card over the miles
use the send money feature to pay people or bills after reloading - all instant by e-mail
green dot cards are generally free for the asking and can be personalized by mail
see cvs, 7 eleven stores among others
simple swipe reloads available at pavilions and rite-aid...nobody is better than pavilions for same day cash and reloads they are the best just buy something

here at preferred model-price motel 6 all weekend resting up...in hollywood


things to keep from your last ‘foam joannie’: hoover wet and dry handheld vacuum; endust prosweeper or half-pole carpet sweeper tres rare....


martha stewart’s remembrance wreath




introducing ‘tivoli’ or then ‘tuillerie’ our online version of bitcoin...there is a collection scheme that goes around counterclockwise (no appointments) collecting small amounts at leisure from members’ debit/credit cards who consider theirselves well off enough for the email alert for the day...your nominal contribution hardly mentioned but rewarded with waves of cash when easily enough available and never to be equaled to contributions you set aside refusing the loaf when the baker is called for bread - all informal yet take and eat...stay away from language faires ‘fair’ and ‘your fair share’ be philanthropy oriented a veritable stand and sit wave game at stadium concert....


memphis music database of all vinyl through cd releases by label and content no jokes just the very facts made to fact...money made memphis the black steam engine coming through ‘mention us’...a database means fields no information per se....


01/25 got a brief reprieve with the cash problem via dad and am able to stay in my room here at motel 6 without further notice rest and sleep comfortably...much praise to bus lines #212 (to labrea and sunset from anywhere on hollywood boulevard) and #2 (up and down sunset to anywhere fast) at deliver me door to door without flaw...the weekend covered...papers flowing my way for notarization of some sort keep your eye on property mentioned above and below....


green dot says keep us in mind for tax refunds that come quicker than usual....


01/24 with no reply from my mother’s husband, i hadda call my dad for $100 yesterday and today to fund our cheap motel 6 on both days...i said use green dot money pak and he did moneygram what was fast and simple best thought of as an office next to 7 eleven across from home depot on sunset boulevard...the cash quickly dispensed with their eight-digit code and a mobile phone number with id not a penny less or extra ‘don’t call tomorrow’ it says we’ll see by the way these are not eveywhere as seem i hobbled with bags in a shopping cart the best answer so far the bags stored one night in our old laundry room at 7171 lexington avenue #2 so much changed and for one dead mom the community garden wiped out one strange tenant with huge sweeps of cut glass chandelier...be watchful for it all...remember, i’m here to regain my health from florida its vcious sun....



superior results from removing zipper segment then zipping closed

see facebook for roomview 01/20

there’s a famed dollar tree on labrea i see cheap green dot reloads

01/19 friday...flew back home to la yesterday after months and months...place looks great...try to settle my head make a home again motel 6 for now american through dallas

total number of days in florida thus: 287 start to finish

cost of flight one day advance: $262 through dallas
•google maps - a dear friend - suggests a road trip to california from the house would be one day and thirteen hours! all that muck made me sick just looking down ‘the moon’ yeah

super shuttle was $92 no tip awaited of no one else to pbi...$25 bag check at curb no hassles but still limping some....

january 12th: mom was just declared clinically dead and wheeled out by officials...the virgin, the end of a reign...xo

geraldine b. 1941 the last day not clear

eddie's sister jayne and brother howard a great help...their female friend aubrey...names escape me simply...i do not attend dinners out or other foray they bring me back food (last night chicken parm and soup, from olive garden) tree came down today, sunday 01/14 terry in and out hostile along with my sister i never do enough picked up some yard crap i do not venture far driving her 2001 mercedes c240 will be interred in husband-wide mausoleum by the sea...sounds beautiful...in a box, slid in yes...yes fle we hear you thinking about us ...i've only been to karen carpenter's mausoleum (downey, ca - celebrity mention olivia newton-john 1982 white casket the grave has an open religious book on a podium one juncture to see faces west) and marilyn monroe's (westwood, ca) both beautifully done the last mention dirty with touching a corner of marble cracked out with it...sounds nice services via aycock (the last name a father figure for a while in nj) funeral homes 'loving son of mother sent'...the mattress unrelenting as yet....

note her last visual symbol to me was rich not quite a black eye on left facing: from the maziel of no fitted sheet and blankets partially strewn a hand extended with gold wedding band on...very jason 'the legacy' getting too weak to conjure spirit the husband hydrating with a straw from a water bottle (she wanted it cold from me once - not really mine) and him insisting on propping her pillow up...me holding both hands softly on arms outstretched for the quick moment...like michael jackson's mother, she claimed to have had a sight-affecting stroke that became more factual with paramedics but i couldn't take that seriously she hadn't been picked up or found down before...they talk of being dead with you too much...trouble is around every corner for free spirits too with mental health and instructive condemnations to hinder you flatly...i was made to know all of the late-life stressballs you could think of being here this time...keep pain at bay....


tuesday, january 16 journal...went to the food store myself today to be careful and assured of no mishaps...the three totems were out since noon delivering the dutious day to them who watch and keep i nervous but never too self-assured either...saturday looks like our day in the sun...no visitors planned as yet i know nothing about materials in person (money issues) but am watchful yet...each of the others had kids but were held in low esteem i do not enter the foray for too much closeness among them i am boyish yet but full of belly to annoying extent...signing off...p.s. the guy who is loosely bob hope and others dropped by today twice nice man i didn't know he left a hot chicken in his care bag...tonight i made a pot roast about $10 with meticulously peeled potatoes and carrots were gonna try and make the four-hour soft quote too...p.s. the pot roast a lovely reward today terry came over for dinner...stayed but some slob is in that bed attacking me...nigger


one of my dumb friends is noted as moving to puerto rico soon - i couldn't get anyone to check on my flats in storage now this...hope and a prayer both soon



mom's local obituary in jensen beach, florida wednesday, january 17 - stuart news
nicely done alot of affiliations

official cause of death per detective-investigator's visit this morning: multiple blood clots in the legs


day, time of death: denied import when requested - not discernible they said we leave it january 12


good omen, bad omen: two minutes after eddie and sister were out the door for the day the whole crepe suzette from up north came in the front of door like bada bucks and stopped in my room to give me a hard time - staged? i never accuse me of anything not classy - leslie moon, chris moon - do they live? the picture of health each and scott and zachary somewhat declined our mob scene here then it was on to sentimental street bags and borrowings god knows what while i feared for my own health and safety what could it be? people really live in the yard you know as i'm guessing - i've been accused of much but as i note the end result still the same 'who?' girl tried to rise me i still have alot of pre-planned fat behind the knees with not a decent chair here all recovered by saint omnifore and raised to be seem...a turkey frozen with bottom ice frame describes the result best i don't know what they took but their scrubbing was-is necessary i suppose i wouldn't want to miss any blessings you to scatter...meanwhile nothing too scary for them and i leave you with my new maxim:

'if you having nothing to give, give that...' - dM that's what i gave mom i touched base meaningfully alot while i was here alot of beauty and petting me face and hands along the watchtower we don't necessarily love each other there's alot of unspoken stuff but that's adult no so much fear...thick legs no veins and shoulder-length hair mostly she looked good 'born of the english blood royal the perfect sixties girl' - about st. etienne's sarah cracknell i love that 'too young to die'...'too old to be'....

'i don't know if people live or they die, but they'll be here for me.' - dM i have them all living and dead but scarce believe it and i hate hostility no fantasy island of mine but then again this is god stuff from a position of relative comfort...do the math

mom's only brother was paul pivarnik (see meathead from 'all in the family' i'm sure that's good - maybe willy wonka too) a park city, utah resident though younger was deceased earlier (after year 2000 or so) we saw each other then before we went to disneyland one day lunch in upland, ca prior to...all she would say of the body was that it was 'covered with hematomas'...blood blisters are like from a harsh pinch...praise be worthy...he had two daughters michelle and kristine, only - and a wife judy who starting toying with the idea of divorce in 1983 after i visited kingwood, texas following my first year in college...a second trip would not be the first trip my first commercial flight ever on continental...kristine was in 'phantasm' iii or iv rifling through a car with a chain belt on...tell a friend....

correct 'johanna'...mom was first married to charles alfred moon age 81 my father - both remarried...is this unwarranted? no? good...communities since marriage at washington crossing inn: yardley, pa...allentown, nj (st. john's parish)...lawrenceville, nj (of st. ann's parish) then titusville onward...titusville is washington's crossing in new jersey where the moon estate-property is located on a hill up river knoll...love that word...the house on the corner is 'blue bell knoll' to me one birch-like umbrella tree within fence....

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don't miss our descent into frozen wind and snowball weather that is now too...up through valentines day and beyond that....


token: the first day to file your federal taxes is tuesday, january 23, 2018 for 2017 tax year...that means having it by credit card fees complete...today is monday the 15th...see olt our favorite online interactive tax service to date....


eva lamps at walmart...


i gotta return a few hardcover titles to the library for mom - as retired, she had new ones every week or so...do you know how carving a box inside an open book makes a great hiding place? i did this often growing up with a razor press applied over and over no one looks at that ever...my christmas was on permanent lay-a-way with mom's illness injuries 'no more christmases' but i managed to get the grandkids amounts of $75 each kid that's cute: zachary, rick jr. and skylar, cassidy and courtney, etc. merry christmas kids~


marilyn, in her own way, cites schwan's food delivery service for refusing her apply and service - she notes via an e-mail ad of sorts...we here advocate project angel food with 1,700 meals a day return the favor they say...support with cards and cookies in the supermarket aisles...in west hollywood...pavilions etc.


surfin' santori: safari may have been obnoxious about the queen's standards and england stuff but where does it get you? the financial routes unspeakable in getting it done while others obey now what? rockets exploding at the sky dome space-x? i can't believe you all deny my law and order no per se...best sight on blue planet a starfish feeding its own asshole with forearm action...you gotta be quick....


solid wall memory fact: the carnii that eats connective tissue as third place? cell membranes it does away with....


word for picking your nose too much in front of others for no veil? 'panck'


the last two films wrapped up great by the way - we'll take a break now...marilyn very impressive in beauty and stock the finale at the chinese theater a bit mean but okay...both a+


i think 'fade to black' is really a pretty good film - god doesn't want germans in and around the place too much but we recognize the setting as venice beach simply at pico penny lane (sampling cd) record shops and all...the costumes and actors very sturdy if he gets to masturbating to marilyn halfway through the film now i see a bit vulgar...the costumes a bit good one is butch cassidy an ugly mistaken killer...keep watching...'lord of the rings' very satisfying - superior even - bilbo gave way to one generation better frodo (fiorucci - a letter a golden ring - hobbit richard to a mother now unmistakeable) and his right to be hassled is that he is feminine along with pippin his subordinate and they encountered ringwearer gollum playing dumb again...he is broken and mossy green hiding from his thefts as invisible stealth...the cartoon here vastly good with bakshi afoot...gandalf white from a fall...contrary to popular belief, his abraham's door-creating-opening magic still exciting and potent god hesitates hating the quality of visitor assured him the both we were excited though....


next up movie buff: ralph bakshi's 'lord of the rings' an exciting united artists release to us back then...1977 or so...1978 the internet corrects me one snowy day on route #1 in langhorne, pa the eric theaters i needed to see this...the treitons (fuming ring seekers as black spheres) live action filmed, scary....


friday, january 12 the door now open but too dark for inspection...our one gift to society at-large is going to be 'omerta' or less talk across the board - not only for escaping simple dominance issues, this stuff couldn't possibly pay us a continuance...so hold your tongue some by your own volition...by the way, write all you want the talk is actually what rattles the head, makes us mute....



a drunk's mini-model with three watch batteries in it, keep lava lamps in your heart (target has them steadily)...eva (popcorn, cartoon character) lamps too (see ross)


fun card game for kids: 'old maid' - don't get stuck with her, her card


on the outs: women, women talk - you shot your load now keep it down people need movement no more~


two high school literary sciences must held: 'the lottery' blessing a harvest by drawing sticks one person stoned to death in observance god likes it; 'the lady and the tiger' you pick one of two doors to wed a princess one will rip you up for it...words to live by...see madonna's 'murray [marry] the tiger' in 'who's that girl'...marc ondy (southpaw lew wasserman) asks to remove the kitty cat from his dock then it is in my rolls royce corniche convertible in the back she driving to calamity's sake up curbs...she had to 'pick up a few things' at sam goody she said being driven back to hell at the behest of sir john mills...



madonna does it again 'who's that girl' clip via fandango


note on 'female' bettas or fish in a cup: ours (photographed amply here) lived from purchase in august 2013 through november 2014 so more than a year plus plus and despite someone talking to it about its options on one halloween 4-h style -- a good pet nevertheless, they have a life expectancy of about ten (10) months i guess...ask at the store...petsmart, or petco...remember, no 'friends' or counterparts for the fish bowl here no pumps you clean often or keep a spare ready to go - they follow the first fish around and it kills it in days time...more: someone said the boa purchased 'screams' somewhat in the am - they are notorious about seeking warmth like a bad joke - i won't have it...we just talk in the store....



great kartell lamps for a great price $115.25 - collector's item, multiple colors


next hadda-see film? dennis christopher 'fade to black'...my father balked at the lead character playing with himself to a poster of marilyn monroe - he hated it...this film is kind and widely spoken take a look....


thursday, january 11, 2018 dry dock day - took the car out and got some quality coke at citgo and some refreshing spearmint leaves at cvs...they're big with me now a mouthful of minty sugar jellies...stopped at terry's briefly and said hi to his parents they're real cute and before things get too weird we've known each other for a long time but illnesses precede us often - they like it here it seems...mom's still resting behind closed doors (me encouraged to keep most minor decorations out still - ok) or is to be thought of in lancaster still doing three days as 'duckbill' or young calf dying off? whatever...things are ok here still, foodwise had two mcdonald's cheeseburgers today too $2.13 somewhat remote the location as new, respectful...ok enough now big achieve? new message boards but i also organized itunes from the endless 'all my files' folder only to see icloud pale from it...more later...as for 'dressed to kill' loved alot of that shit still dennis franz and that great killer in and out of dreams just vengeful citing backwards but for people who hate - that killer glamorous but they hate getting erections with their dick necessarily sewn up inside a big problem i assume for threatened regulars...thank you michael caine the killer beautifully done! nancy 'never looked better' allen tip - the guy hiding around her bathroom is her boyfriend - he is a bit playful...keith gordon...all sacrificial lambs....


review online storage with me - do your part:
icloud...5 gigabytes...apple's offering...sign in to icloud.com, drive is in immediate application grid
googledrive...15 gigabytes...google.com - sign in, seek their application grid upper right
onedrive...5 gigabytes...outlook.com (microsoft msn network) - sign in, seek one drive in their application grid
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all drives for uploading files to, downloading files from - no plaintive url access i know of
more later....

majorus wednesday, january 10: scanned mom's head is in lancaster, pa seeking approvals for meat and mayhem i'm gonna hafta go to tony roma's in stuart for this leave of absence we explain nothing, we don't fuck -- terry was over today to visit we had some chips and dip there's no problem with food or drink yet...mentions fade out too...got my very first $35 nip in the bud from wells fargo where's my money menuchen? i never ask to cover anything not funded - how so? pending review - no money means you wait there are no ongoing charges period...not at yahoo! they wait...for $12.95 many cards i might use soon every fucking day you wake up some cheap bastard's been in there i asked you to cover nothing no checks written...next thing you know they're covering perceived shortages from the purchasing cycle...everything with these beggars is fucking approval you need to get the fuck out - jobs to banking somebody's fucking black-ass approval...niggers...it's not bad enough i have to ask these old japanese niggers for every fucking thing i have here while they fight over men, i gotta get their body stink of approval...married to be in hell you are...the finest day one of these bald niggers ever had was turning a friend down for a checking account though they applied in haste...fucking niggers with personal woes...you don't live, i do...old fuckin' drunks...they don't pay taxes, they don't get out of being intestate (unsettled ownership questions by our government made in a 'death') either...ostensibly wants to secure help 'for women' you never see the bitches unless jailed at walmart but they have equal rights who hired at me - cunt bearer...'your mother' i would gas this shit to death see no help don't bring this shit in here it's your problem..



what i see on left when i write you all...


your temporary lot in life to fool: after much silence visit my new message board....



my idea of a great target ad - come back gwen stefani! love the cd's a glorified sam goody? great jumpsuit!
song: a flock of seagulls 'space age love song'...jimmy fallon


gotta be official? otherwise see jasco....


tuesday, january 9...no plans today and you? we'll get back to you....


next up movie buff? brian depalma's 'dressed to kill'...you only cared 'cause you've been feeling bad....


get your taxes underway now at olt.com our favorite annual tax service - last year they were brilliant~ take your time...you should be able to file around the 20th or so...need last year's information? start a new return and the program will ask to reference prior year filings within its routine....


california's seated senators? was barbara boxer and dianne feinstein, then kamala harris i guess for boxer's chair...help remember.



pet shop boys 'so hard' from the 'behavior' lp 1990

the lyric:

i double-cross you
and you
get mysterious mail
i tried hard not to shock you
it's hard not to
with the things i could say

tell me why
don't we try
not to break our hearts
and make it so hard for ourselves
why
don't we try
not to break our hearts
and make it so hard for ourselves

you
lock your letters
in a box
and you've hidden the key
i go one better
i'm indebted
to a contact magazine

tell me why
don't we try
not to break our hearts
and make it so hard for ourselves
why
don't we try
not to break our hearts
and make it so hard for us

everybody's got to live together
just to find a little piece of mind, and
if you give up your affairs forever
i will give up mine
but it's hard

so hard...

i'm always hoping
you'll be faithful
but you're not i suppose
we've both given up smoking
'cause it's fatal
so whose matches are those?

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so much to use....


lyric adapt----------------------------------'this must be the place...'

each morning
after sunblest
feel the benefit
and so i go walking [mental arithmetic? not mine]
i waited by the staffroom
in time for benediction

living all alone
just short of delusion
when we fall in love
there's confusion
this must be the place
i waited years to leave

to our voices
nobody's listening
we shiver in the rain
by the touchline
then a coach ride
to the station
'my lord's the carriage awaiting?'

living all alone
just short of delusion
when we fall in love
there's confusion
this must be the place
i waited years to leave
this must be the place
i waited years to leave
and how, how long?

i'm listening to the words
i thought i'd never hear again
a litany of saints
and other ordinary men
a bleeding on the parquet
whatever has gone wrong?
a fear of feeling hopelessness
i don't want to belong

i dreamt i was back in uniform
and a candidate for examination
a history, someone other blundered
and a voice rang 'ay caramba!' [as 'you've gone and hurt yourself again...']

living all alone
just short of delusion
when we fall in love
there's confusion
this must be the place
i waited years to leave
this must be the place
i waited years to leave
and how, and how long?

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monday, january 8...i scanned mom's head was at dinner in nyc last evening...some woman was in here late at night with full-on breath asking about a yellow-labled greeting card returned from her outgoing mail - something about its contents in question? i made some egg salad savored on toast for someone here last night but got chicken fried rice at the last minute too - love my egg salad....we'll have that today....


you may have asked yourself what are 'aesculapians' (say 'ess-scale-leanns') - knights of columbus? masons? they are rejects from the 1950's who fill in widely making mistakes and getting things done for higher-ups who don't wanna be there...basically, a lazy person's friend in the field, a flunky for them...best said? a jerk for people - the name resonates as doctor-types, but is a jerk, only, citing tags like they can't read or something - most are puerto rican or our army's idea of a flat-out joke to money - have one over they steal and though are mostly dead, they are worthless to us as having answered to code routinely...my best guess? a doctor who didn't make the grade in terms of realizing exceptional circumstances, but has some training and is helpful? meeting place? wrigley field in chicago when it mattered...about 10,000 strong as shot at 'people hate niggers' is the quote....


duncan hines spice cake with cream cheese 'spreading ready' frosting on the racks...planning a sun-dried tomato review with penne possibly...nigger


i learned something new today making flan: that a quarter cup of granule sugar melts in a medium-high heat pot into a syrup no water added...new...(conversely, nothing makes more yellow smoke and impossible-to-clean black glass pots than a cup of granule sugar and three cups water allowed to boil down recklessly...harmless otherwise call the police, pull their hair down to the floor) the flan, a mexican favorite - we have proper custard bowls too - was by goya foods owner-maker of beloved 'adobo' seasoning - replaces bread crumbs...mom used to shop exclusively at pathmark veritable home of goya foods before acme markets took hold and pathmark went belly up...acme is about as glamorous as it gets with internal brands 'dainty' (baked goods), 'ideal' (iced tea mix), 'lancaster' (produce meats), etc. although i remain a huge advicate of vons (pavilions)-safeway brands ralph's is also a very generous market chain and may be three times bigger a real american thoroughfare...safeway's internal stuff is tops with me...like nestle brands for babies...remember, new york city has no suoermarkets...my expectation is like westwood the mediterranean-type village surrounding ucla on the south side - breadstik's, an upscale fruit and bread market (they had fresh bran muffins bursting on-top pay attention) and pack markets they call 'em everything small but useful they say....



you know, it came to my attention through enterprising family members that people who run hands-on knitting machines are hostile and stupid beyond belief
these multi-pack ralph lauren jobs won handily over junkbag nike looks, but at additional cost at sale
the strictures produced by the elastic are simply illegal even at macy's and they constrict blood routinely in the ankle - gross and ugly
i made 'em useful for covering the feet getting around the house with no bother and to think i hadda coordinate the horse logos so they point outward all the time!
i don't have all day to shop for socks...the hospital look with peds? pu! these aren't bad now

'heat pump failure' cited within? you aren't having proper bowel movements - i used to be very cavalier about mentioning the replacement of the digestive track a bag of innards over a communion rail that has to run backwards for a while like birdshit it is - the tears of a clown...plus i hate diy stuff...more than waking up in your grave? our ability to adapt rudely get us pegged it seems....



if you manage to use elmer's wood glue, pop the cap to clean often - the detritus under the cap blocks egg-blowing pressure and that is a no-no
a good paint-on wood glue, is not to be advocated for shelf-making or particle board
don't overload the answer here a cardboard - the white glue no longer dries fast in quantity too - mix and match



i'm sure harry & david never thought of my spirit nest for disembodied guests and the like...
a natural clause, must be made perpendicular or cross-like to surrounding items and be left to saint~
i leave a few chocolates to lick like they do - don't be dumb about it $5 red lindor balls wrapped still please


sunday, january 7...finally came full circle with the sunday edition of the la times enewspaper - do they include ads or not? no, just the parade magazine - this week it's betty white with some comical birthday pics she is officially 92 - get that...they don't include target what is a piss-poor these days or the lecherous best buy what won't make online ordering a distinction but okay usually a sunday paper in la is a bonanza, a reward like the renewal of an annual lease nothing for me but you? back to work...or i won't explain carefully how i won anyway....


next up: anthony hopkins in 'magic' it's big life made to be seen his first film plus ann margret...p.s. hopkins is edgar charles bergen as so not to wonder - the studio work is big reveal

...not much depth to my memory lane - these movies are mainly obsessions brought on by their advance of ads - this concerned a relatively nice-looking guy in a strange show-biz alienation of sorts - we have alot in common it now seems - but this guy found intoxicating popularity in doing a stand-up routine with a drink as tool and wound up descending into madness talking to this murderous or complicit dummy what afforded all manner of response and mirror having shown the way...alot more depth and alot more to say here but i write everything off to being fearful of others and not being able to say - free yourself...in response, i am king of these rows every day asking and believing each having a say...'only a vicious dog bites the hand that feeds...' - dM they have their own pains in life? they are very needy...p.s. that man sweating around his mouth is the whole film and him even that dummy appears to have a bigger head do not recut, do not resend signed the man who resuscitated both 'the little girl who lives down the lane' and wet ones at a cost of eight cents a sheet...$3.20 for 40 sheets, usually....


powerful sight: the uss cygnus (cicero) being eaten up at tcm (they made me come) - great footage - like a jerusalem on wheels...just going 'to the moon' to pick somebody up they couldn't get off (tip: landsdale, florida)...p.s. cicero's is the prior name of the comedy store on sunset boulevard before the laughs ensued...served dinner? just drinks, apparently....



our star droid is maximilian - a greatness with no feet just floating
i can't believe maximilian killed anthony perkins with awesome fanning blades - he was very solicitous of us


the truce: willing victim terry snapped a picture of a simply charming young boa constrictor days ago in king of pet stores petsmart (i, proud affiliate despite each) but it seemed like too much meat and muscle for the has-been price of $26.99 - not a good deal plus it was cute seeking warmth in a sweater or tunnel we keep it down...meanwhile sam hain (same hate: always to be better off dead than with) equivalent 'petco' can handle your erstwhile needs with a search for ideas or just a pound of kitty litter...bye!



made a chocolate cream pie with jello instant pudding and real cool-whip today and unlike other crusts this one was great!
candied a bit in the mold of it, we are all sick of the eggless and tasteless graham cracker - this one shone but was unlabled however....


i remain pleased as punch with that production 'the black hole' a great film deforest kelley and dennis quaid (um, joseph bottoms) notwithstanding...a++ so smart the droid borrowed from heavily mark mothersbaugh! we used the girl's name prior to with roman year 'mmiix' yvette mimieux...little to no said...no mouth....



terry was here today while his mother got a perm locally 10:00-12:00 (reminds me she was quite adamant about visiting him as a front-room ghost watching tv and having a drink - what a bitch he hadda ball up with her)
we went to publix with eddie to get a few staples that megaroll of paper towels $5
toilet tissue the same velocity-voracity at $5 for twelve angel softs you gotta sell it in to the captain of the poop deck



i've been sleeping better in the front room like alice in wonderland all big stuff it's cleaner now
terry's all rear window where's your mother? she's in her own hell now the neighbors digging 'round the foundation another ridicule 'the water' again


the lost usa spacecraft in 'the black hole'? the 'cicero' or pegasus that flies one of each another - was the comedy store on sunset's name prior to becoming a laugh factory....


from the 'like a pig has a parlance to paris' file - alerts one dns service: available 'amandakemphauserxyz.pdq' - wow, no


i was reading about apple's woes at cnn - they wanna sell their screens naturally enough (on ebay recently i was vying for 'a lot of 2' apple cinema displays and lost last minute in a complex to a maximum $61 bid - i immediately cited shilling or the owner bidding up the price up to keeping the merchandise - formerly to no avail selling is a horror so what?) but it isn't a programming issue, people won't pay to power them up - florida rejects the notion of two screens and their browser has been cited as flawed by having the name 'satan' in it 'safari = satan' or sainted souls all dead as far as i know - apple would do better to get back to work...disneyland is owned by china like los angeles and they said 'no' is that real? not yet...you are poor that helps no one to nothing apple resumes with germany next week every twenty years they fight capitalist america for having won the war here against apathy...we'll be waiting...'satan' the new label for its mobile app is no help, fool - saints together again? just doing without asking is their hallmark...it's not in high sierra no matter what plug-ins you use...be sure with us see what drops first we're real smart you know...remember mobile is no market we cook and prepare at home...a nervous junk...thank god i get to babysit and repair-update our $600 mac mini for a while (source? ucla's expansive ackerman union student store on the quad with 10% discount for students and staff with current id - a late 2009 model) one gets outta touch with their training...(p.s. ucla is best thought of as being on sunset boulevard in beverly hills and bel air or gated mountain region like the french pyrenees - nothing's nicer to travel to if sunset runs from downtown hollywood to the beach the gay beach will rogers)....

two different discount schemas to observe:
the computer was $660 with tax at the student store - 10% off i think or $60
the hp laptop was $500 flat with tax and had a discount built in at best buy - we paid $500 cash at the time for the brilliant wi-fi use


saturday, january 6 is here so cold at night - i cite sixty-two degrees in the garage at four am that is severe weather at ninety-eight point six ambience or failure to note...more: terry quotes thirty-eight degrees five after seven yesterday morning january 5 has covered his garden plants (tomatoes - other junk) i think of a great big wash of salt wet right down the peninsula three sides water....


'i don't go to work to get my own money.' - dM always others think ours is best bespent


'to change my place in this world is better be sent.' - dM from adp to revolving credit


i still cite skin-on-skin as number one illegal and disease maker - get rid of it everywhere you look....


'music too fast on little computer speakers? something's missing - you may have the scratch sound as waxed to the cone but are missing the positron's 'big band' shove out and among just moments later.' - dM it just keeps coming


'a regular tube of jimmy dean hot pork sausage is seven dollars and six cents to produce - any budget yupps mean you go out and buy additional market pigs to have slaugtered no way out.' - dM you buy jimmy dean no matter what - or else - i know their subsidy industries (profiteering or helping hands) with $5 tubes on the rack, 2-for-1


that movie proved excellent - of course we all went to see upon release 'the black hole' legimate and highly energetic they couldn't avoid its gravity (the pull of space fails at atmospheres to leave you there - the floating in space traps sights too 'inertia') it calls itself a 'millenia' or 'nebula' then - we thought a brown dwarf collapsing on itself alot of good text and it's protective too...all legit...the floating droids are pistons firing down in a row and then turned right-side up continuously - a screen of green blocks is for radon it keeps it out with a flat wall against the gaseous nature of the clouds and constellations in-between us...christ made brilliant spaceships featured within with professional help at every interval - like nimitz the foreboding as passersby! many cite titanium who makes? dolphins do - that is hydrogen mass ready to do its thing per dna structure (rna disagrees backwards) but it gives nothing back...or to it...plants make every harm with us...angels...what would humans make? a glass of water - they say three times earth at bargains yet..you couldn't avoid it early on as thinker type....


friday, january 5, 2018...i can't believe it


'oh, i got a high nigger here...'- dM you better be right door closed for days


' i'm a big pirate and i like to steal - i like to steal, and i like to kill.' - devo 'speed racer'



another height of kingdom is mowing the snow out of the way during winter (as such always check your fuse link ignition to starter for oxidized white crust)
i always envision a blade with no so much control up and down but with ball wheels on the bottom for gravel-rocks so cold though!
we think you'll never look better than having shoveled snow - summer bathing? nope alternate shivers no stable
' ...cold, cold, cold | like an ice cream cone ' - rolling stones 'she's so cold'
some have snow mobiles an upper echelon person no matter what - danger may lurk however nothing nicer than hugging one in back very jet-ski summer winter
be good enough for it all, for us looking on
source: cnn


if you hadda put stars around a circle (see above) you use a clock - the minutes hand has a star on-top you figure out how to distribute the rest of them wisely around the bend...best art ever to stare at? disney's 'black hole' logo maximilian schell and all i was intrigued...i quote billy preston''s 'nothing from nothing' on a&m records - ' nothing from nothing | leaves nothing | you gotta have something | if you wanna be with me '...what did you say?

watch disney's 'the black hole' online for free



never one to reject a gift, here is a royal blue blanket just 'for being here'
' blue is baby, midnight, and royal ' - curve 'midnight & royal'


'baby, is it real cold outside? i hadn't noticed...' - dM it's carnival or adjunct plans i crave but hate the idea of you getting hurt any be sturdy



the fraud department says nothing yet on 01/01/18...how long does it take my family are beggars and they steal



what glue to use where? on immediate left gorilla glue is unsurpassed for being wacko sticky and drying bigger than when wet
simply a vengeance of mine for failing to stay put - has a cream and coffee appearance that takes the veneer from wood first trust that
elmer's pro-bond is similar to white see below...a pearl, a keychain of fortune about $6 easy to clean usually cvs and anawalt stock them
regular white? for making memo pads primarily - square away the paper and apply to the side you want to peel individual pages from as clamped to dry - is not fast drying or the last word in affixing but is extremely useful - never substitute for folded paper itself a closer blind to a hidden truce...
our world strives to appear rock-solid as such but is all surface making its case to a pivot sense - rule: never use cones as rising up, doubles water



one is the other: i simply obsess over these $1 shears from harbor freight still punging away in the basement bin encased in paper and plastic for sale
a sturdy bit of elmer's pro-bond glue therapy makes a glass-like shield-bond metal-to-plastic and with some sheared off you can't put a price on it overall
nothing feels so right, so sure...another good bet is stamped-out needle threaders a rare in-fact







who is this?
bring back that candy bar





the twelve days of christmas, sure i'll wait for that eight maids a milkin' december 2017