
We now conclude our September
presentation...the dregs to await us October
2005...don't worry...I never
get tired of my own self-interests and being dumb with you until I know
why I don't bother it at all. The songs stuff makes me feel bad inside
said too many times now...oh fuck it someone new sees it someone else
living better at plus being else someone not me. Maybe something
slipped by...be sharp if you can't know for yourself at once said.
Don't be dumb.
Romeo Void "A Girl In Trouble (Is A Temporary Thing)"
from the "Warm In
Your Coat" LP (1992). Says it to itself..." she takes cares of business
|
and keeps on moving " a brilliant song. Adds "Never Say Never" and the
phrased song " i might like you better if we slept together | never |
never say never ".
Tom Tom Club "Wordy Rappinghood"
from their self-title LP (1981)...this
woman is Toni's mother Gabriele a singer and apparently so manic about
words, their meanings. "She's a pussycat" she her mother says and
anyway my meaning below. Also "Genius Of Love" do too, then onward from
"Love Wave"
MP3 (7.9 Megs), "Suboceana". I've heard it all now my mention also
fear "Sunshine And Ecstasy".
Feel my heartbeat....
Words Words Smells Like Turds
09/29/05 1852
Words up and coming:
"sinister" (you ask others to stand by while you create, note others
for being noted - asks 'expect what next of me?' French...sits,
listens)..."emeriti" (a female of long-term business standing - 'almost
merited here' it says - never male)..."alumnus" (a male of long-term
has-been and is as standing - never retires from, no females ever - a
gay sex of). What if "conundrum"? Two (2) persons giving and taking
asking different of each other at once and as no friendship...one wants
sex, the other wants business or firmings. A queer is made here acting
out on. All by request of. Mine - Doug's at once? "Sinister" is
always planning against others. "Emeriti" is like alumnus, but worked
there not schooled there as such. "Alumnus" was schooled at and still
associates with freely beyond any graduation from. "Conundrum" is going
'round and 'round with someone over submits to and contingencies 'if
you do this, then this loss occurs' type shit - will not accept your
answers, a dog given to chasing its own tails.
Just painted the clear glass
globes on our outside porch lights with orange tempera paints (the
Crayola paints from Target). Simply luminous...will at once wash, flake
off. "It [the paint] won't come off - you'll see." Bitch - the glass
jars each may cost all of two bucks ($2) max'd. Now see that we are
holiday peoples.
Morrissey "Everyday Is Like Sunday"
from the "Bona Drag" LP (1990)...like the
individual Beatles...is better off done alone?
I wanted
"How Soon Is Now?" by The Smiths "Hatful Of Hollow" EP and all...pretty
much the only thing I can stand by them.
Staind "It's Been Awhile"
from the "Break The Cycle" LP
(2001)...shoulda been
first howsay. I'm singing along a babyfat...me or Sean howsit.

Presenting My Signature
Replacement For The Holy Cross The Peace Sign A Multicultural Plane
Crashing At Once Surrounded By Turds 09/29/05 0536
Put that (indeed the old logo from Newark
International Airport EWR...now "Liberty" some of junk) on the
newest of altar...it'll do 'how you did it' to me and all. Just got
back in here yesterday night at exactly about nine ten (9:10) p.m.
right on-time and where are you? and now we can continue our seances.
Trip news, fully September 23-28, can be found - with other lacings, of
course - on our message
board. Shop often at the very interesting Sky Mall - I got the catalog flying
and they speak of no service from thou. Check 'em out. Tip: Cab to West
Hollywood from LAX? About thirty bucks ($30.00) with two fifty ($2.50)
surcharge at start for making him do it. Cheap for that fast fling. My
fare came to twenty-seven dollars ($27.00) exactly to my door with that
and all fare stated electronically on-screen, and I gave the guy thirty
bucks with a three dollar ($3.00) tip included for angry rides only.
He's all "the fare is thirty bucks" and I'm all "what?" I threw him -
as maybe me my mind unwary - another buck ($1.00) at the trunk to go to
hell with my easings still in-place another fifty cents (50¢) for
the city plus that original charge adds back in unseen. The fare is
always on-screen, but this Asian so crazy to me now go home eats to
your tip.
Facts: I arrove at LAX at about eight ten (8:10) p.m. yes, on the
ground and as on-schedule and though we took off a half-hour late of,
their lies kept us in the air unmercifully. I was in my home and
undressed you at exactly one (1) hour later. To truth. Hi to "Michael
Jackson's assistant" aka "Jeremy Piven" with that hat on...this the guy
from "Rush Hour 2" who gets called 'Sweetness' in my script he was on
my flight all
run-on's hi hi. Is Kelly David's (a co-worker of mine at UCLA Medical
Center) father remade, reborned Paul
Davids. His about the airport logo above "it's all very cheunge [say
chi-young]...'young and old' [as a gay person might sing it to you 'all
in sync with the times']." Adds plus: My mother's husband Eddie - his
mother is now known as Greta
Garbo to me. That explains the McDonald's on Route #33, kinda. "I
want you to leave me alone" is her quote on planes but she's cute
people want her to know her. I nearly cry when people surround me...at
that Italian-American festival I came close needs drugs.
Got my just-in-case replacement blades from Pumpkin Masters still
waiting for our cordless phone Battery,
Bob. Hello?

Hey, Poor! Hey, Poor! You don't hafta be poor anymore! Jesus is here!
Jesus is here! Welcome to paradise...Front 242: The MTA runs a bus
called the "220"
from Pacific Design Center to LAX every hour. Just one token paid
in advance (at Pavilions we buy
ours...UCLA but offering us another a discount stance soon by card use
at a quarter-semester but the each) as one ten ($1.10) or one twenty
five ($1.25) just on for all the way there I took it...an hour ride
about through Marina Del Rey lovely and such. Nice...then a (free)
courtesy shuttle to all airlines from close by. I hadda go around the
airport loop twice...missed mine stop after commenting about American
Eagle being "separate from the actual airline and how stupid as such."
See how fast it all changes for me? I couldn't take it back home last
night seeing as the bus leaves the airport area at 7:30 pm. Good enough
and cheap too. More: What is a "mindanao" (say "min-din-ay-oh-hoh")? Is
Spanish for "working, but not staying with [you]" - they used to hire
day workers here on this street in the france or boating of it where
people migrated to. That's all.
the polaris seen but on my trip
too...on a truck, a semi..."a person with wings upwards" god said
That's
all for now folks...see ya
later...it's "have a day" not "seize the day"...not here.
Ace Of Base "All That She Wants"
from the album called "The Sign"
LP (1993). You could get killed making women look this good at
song...with metaphor, at search. They are victims too. Of God - says
"get off
your ass, get someone done to you..."
Steve Winwood "Valerie"
the best only one from "Talking Back To
The
Night" LP (1982). Also use badly from that LP "Big Girls Walk Away" and
"Still In The Game"...."Night Train" from 1980's "Arc Of A Diver" LP.
Yes, I paid folks for this record too hot off the smesch.
Alison Moyet "Love Resurrection"
from the "Alf" LP (1984). Was over
Alison's house one day past with my mother's husband and a few others
around one Thanksgiving Day. She has a grand bedroom exit overlooking
the
living room and horses out back. Has the strangest little girl
too...dancing around with a peanut-shaped head and beady eyes. God said
she was a
"burgoyne" (someone who eats the dead) when I asked what he did to her
so strange. By the way, my friend Brady was on the cover of GQ...hi
Brady...we love you still. Congrats. That little girl - ours?

Judas Priest "You've Got Another Thing Comin'"
from the
"Screaming For Vengeance" LP (1982).
Jewel "Foolish Games"
from the "Pieces Of You" LP (1995).
Madonna's piano playing - a whirling mystic to me.

just finished the last jaw bustor
of a great big bag from bristol
farms - they were made of exquisite stuff, yes
Radioscopes Explained
09/22/05 1128
Ghosts here and others maybe cite the use of radioscopes when detailing
transactions against me - "what are they? how do they work?" are the
questions they seek and know not of. Radioscopes are heat-drawing
alloys used in France and abroad that sense your presence when near,
Dear. Never to project, these alloys, or metal covers on flambe, make
use of three (3) times the heat draw of a candle or breath you make to
have someone on film their way: without suspicions or their knowing of.
Never think heat doesn't project - it doesn't - and only light will,
but not with heat around like that. An x-ray draws heat too, but not
like a radioscope that draws heat and light at once. Here is the key:
Defrost a room first and chill it a little. Then add in light heat
spray with a candle or log on fire - as then photograph all at will.
Ghosts cannot be seen by film ever unless I do it for you (we've seen
that here and lightly enough - they always have blonde hair too and
significantly), but they know radioscopes keep others from making too
many mistakes with them at-hand. They use them too for sight mostly for
they cannot see our reality drawing in their own light to see. They
cannot see well in a chilled room, but seek it slow to sleep there -
beware of this. That's what makes you so drowsy in. Radioscopes are not
made by the government - we make them, but some are in use in-town. We
use them to identify folks and see who they are for real. Most are
makeup and foul-play these days - so beware. More later of. My friend Chris says "You have alot of
white socks in your head - we see them." That is gamma globulin (a
liver fat) waiting to strike you out - for others none. Is made by
peaches and hurts you none. Around the eyes? "In the back - underneath
your eyes" he says. "Whatever you are - that's not real." For me? As I
can't rely on this being mine or useable? "It comes and goes - you are
not yours. Know that." It gets used and put back, I'm told. I'm real
enough but wouldn't go jumping off a bridge just yet. "Some woman comes
and takes it out all the time." My mother - she poisons people with it
if her spirit wants too - "for hurting us." He continues "I don't know
what it is, but she says 'you're going to die, but you'll be with us
anyway' over and over." Her mind in the spirit world is locked to 1943
when she was born (she descends in-part and then in-form - has no real
birth here - 1941 is not her real date - falsely understood "I was made
three [3] years old..."). She kills us for this. For us being here.
Chris' brother John says of me "he's a 'hindio' [as 'hurts other
people, asks them not to hurt him']...but kills them wildly - for pay,
like. I'd do it too." People who strike at this are an outrage to me (something
you should have never gotten being here and faithless, really, in it -
an very unlearned bad faith even), but I thank them for dying right off
for it. Is this God's world, God's hate? God is a jerk-off and you know
him little. C'mon - He is God - not you, but bigger, badder, but and
far better done than seen. A bigger joke, maybe? Get real...the
world...is real. I want to love, but "I cannot love you and keep you
too." More from less of it heard: "You don't belong here - you're like
Superman." Yeah - that's it a bigger fish in a little pond a great
god-level joke. That's who we are-were - old fucks who had it all
zillions of times weighing out the options God another person hates
them again. A ton of lard ensues unfair for you but showering forth. So
what? My family (ours and ours) - is chock-full of old fucks - and
rules to you again and again but I don't like them either. Makes up new
stories for theirselves to deliver me from this. "They are divine."
They are cranked in the head, unfree at it. Unfree ever.
Madonna "I'll Remember"
...me too. From her compilation called
"Something To Remember" LP (1995). Good stuff...when I sing along you
know I am her the very madonna.

i used to travel with dramamine
for motion sickness coupled with heat...and now this brings no sickness?
oh, brother...the only thing worse than having cash to spend is having
what you make on-hand wthout almighty dollars borne to legitimacy's
sake...so to keep yours then
oh, yeah if water makes a bit of the mick it is immersion liquidas...a
vial is saint only read no other...perhaps a little linseed...to fuck
yourself...why would i have you when jails aren't full enough of it?
We'll put a little something in
here to break it all up...our last full day together IN TORMENT &
IDIOT HELL for a while yet. We'll talk about radioscopes later.
Whitney Houston "All The Man That I Need"
as originally from the "I'm Your Baby
Tonight" LP
(1991). My ex-friend Timothy 'found' this cassette single on the bus I
still have it here. Bought the CD too - we all had it so glamour to
her. Now to find out she is Timothy's sister Cherise...her father is
Franklin Towers a bassist of sorts in France.
Billy Squier "Everybody Wants You"
from the "Emotions In Motion" LP
(1982). Lots of good stuff from him on that - is also AC/DC's Bon Scott
in voice and deed if deceased in tone. Also get title song "In The
Dark".
Rick Springfield "State Of The Heart"
from the "Tao" LP (1985)...i've done
everything for you - you've done nuthin' for me. A "Tao" is mandarin
chinese for "a towering person [in prestige, wares - what they can
provide you]". The 'tao of love' wouldn't be right as understood to
mean "temple"...'the tao is of love' would be right. Now see that. "We
asked a chinese woman - we love china, but see their faults now -
disinterested in me altogether" he says a flame of it yet.
Billy Idol "Hot In The City"
from the self-title LP (1982)...I like
other stuff too...this guy is a riot...lives in the past...says "it's
better for me."
Everything But The Girl's "Wrong"
from their "Walking Wounded" LP
(1996)..."Missing"
from "Amplified Heart" LP (1995) " and i
miss
you | like the deserts miss the rain "....
That
was then, this is now:
Neilsy asked me for to feature some classical - I like Mozart nobody
cares:
Molto Allegro from Symphony No. 40 In G Minor, K. 550

Album: Everybody's
Mozart
Artist: Academy
of St. Martin in the Fields & Sir Neville Marriner
Piano Concerto No. 21 "Elvira Madigan", Andante

Album: Mozart Greatest
Hits
Artist: Various
Artists & Newton Wayland
Mazzy Star "Fade Into You"
from the "So Tonight That I Might See" LP
(1993)...Cowboy Junkies with ace production.
Concrete Blonde "Joey"
from the "Bloodletting" LP (1990)...god is
a bullet. Joey is Grace Slick singing as are all of them.

"why would your mother have
peppermint?" someone gave it to her by mistake - me, trying it out
our mint julep: one (1) teaspoon mint chive (the above sauce)‚ one (1)
round lemon squeezed, two (2) tablespoons sugar, and a bucket [one (1)
gallon] of orange juice primed or boiled to a saucy mix (a toothpick
stays in somewhat)...add water after glass is cooled of it halfway...no
ice. eat it on sherbert if must...white or pine sherbert
Blond Versus Blonde
09/20/05 0603
The term "blond" is for male only. "Blonde" is connote female and a
slogan of such as "do blondes make more money in sheep's clothing?" Use
"blond" to describe a male perfect only and be that too. I made rain
seem today pushing heats around - a bolt of lightning across the
distant sky last night while walking and then early this morning too
rises me. I asked mind then how to make lightning strike - I hafta dig
'a cave' in the air lying outward and then punch a strike downward in
it, it
said. That was Christ's method-day. I just will 'em with my mind
somehow easier and nastier more correct for me. Hearing rain and in
warning come, I closed the cellar door minutes ago. I just leave it
open for traffic down and air under me...some peg rising up through my
bed. A holiday strikes to me yet.
rentboy@aol.com or hotmail.com -
do you need to see more here again? we don't appreciate your business
again...i hate your shit. neil eats my cock only...we don't care about
a blessed month at universal either. eat cocks bitches. i have a
jealous nigger bitch running my world-stage day.
Christopher Cross "Think Of Laura"
from the "Another Page" LP (1983) - and
most notably gets
"Sailing"
from his self-styled debut of the same
year. Great stuff is me.
Argent "Hold Your Head Up"
from the "Argent Anthology" (1976) simply
is
ubergroup Yes and with my patient John Ondy singing a big one. By the
way, an anthology is
supposed to be stuff not heard yet, but is willing
to play if you'll listen again - just once more. Pays everyone involved
too as no playing is required to yet.
Yes "Owner Of A Lonely Heart"
from the "90125" LP (1984) "90215" is the
zip code of a bank that funded the account that pays for this - Sanwa
Bank. That's all.
Pat Benatar "Sex As A Weapon"
from her greatest hits LP...we were
thinking of "Fire And Ice" too, but this won out here...as originally
from the
"Seven The Hard Way" LP (1985). Do "Le Bel Age" too another hot
favorite. Anyway, freshen up with her and her new
issue of same songs. Neilsy gets ten percent (10%) "no matter what" she
says. Then, maybe something for me one day. One day (maybe the Stevie
Nicks house up the street? "you take ownership of a city-state and
blacks will kill you..." he says...yeah, that went for four grand at
auction back to them - sex as a weapon...get it? someone white adds
"you want lawlessness [the way you live]? there ya go.")
More of 09/20/05: The houses on
this street are full of ghosts - we let them live wherever blacks and
mayhem strikes. Ghosts serve to keep black populations in-check (a
'paycheck', of sorts) because it is them unwanted and unfree of us. In
exchange, ghosts get to come and go and be free too for hurting what
hurts us - I give them points against and for hurts. To withhold, to
know what to do and to who. Ghosts are not real? They are us and you
and quite real here. You either pay the city-state (the owner of the
house as yet) money to live here (as perhaps property taxes are paid
but to you - we keep ours somehow in exchange and spend on whatever we
want as seriously owned by the dead), or you pay taxes in exchange for
the same thing but with folks who live. Banks exclude certain types of
folks from living with you with exchanges and we help them hurt you too
for declining fine neighbors. Ghosts are real and we watch what we want
to watch, but if you think you have privacy, you do. Trust that. I lost
mine here, but see you using me fondly anyway you slice it. Have a day.
P.P.S. To banks: Some of you close and re-open. Not with me. I take all
of your assets down the drain with me and we open new ones against you
with featuring ghosts and the undead. Trust to that. On our specific
example here, you get to live in that house up the street for six (6)
or so years at that cost and may stay thereafter, but back to bid. Do
you have the cash? The climate is unsturdy, but is a holiday any way
you die of it. "It goes to back to a banker - I see it" says Neil. It
goes back to a brokerage house (a cash-lending institution - on-the-fly
maybe). Who is that to you? Pay your average of taxes and loans in a
house that costs you nothing more if untouched while there - you put
your money down and get your money back soon enough without
involvements (if all is to be yours). Morely, or have us here - we like
sex and fights. West Hollywood has no state taxes of property (in sale)
- and neither do you. Why? That's what ruins homes here in California -
nine (9) counties still use that well - ten percent (10%) or more at
purchase (for 'dearegents' or people who take too much from too little
made - still me again).
That 10% tax? I'd just pay the fucking thing like fees in - who cares?
You have it. The added-up price of - so what?
Ghosts need a place to be too, but unfree of you...adding in.

Just In Case You Been Wundrin' 09/18/05 1859
This was our household cookbook growing up - the one my mother (and I)
used (when she was away at work and at evening classes): "Betty Crocker's New Picture
Cook Book" about 1961 or so it said. A snap-ring binder within
hardcovers, the illustration style within is called "wazil" for
"wandering pens" and is French - you know - pastels painted on-top with
Rapidograph-type
technical pens and slimly artyoung. Things like the Eiffel Tower and
glass menagerie-type stuff made of black wires perhaps like ashes
remain. I love the style of to this day. The cookbook itself taught me,
among other things illicit, that eggs continue to cook even when they
are removed from the heat, lifted out of the skillet. Now know too.
Recommend eBay for a copy of what's
good to you, and remember our lesson on decorative doilies on and under
plates and as on the end of a poultry's legs - tells people in advance
of asking that they are welcome to take of - not just fancier fittings,
there is meanings and keys. Remind, Bristol Farms has 'em - the
poultry 'manders' - near the meat section I mean.
Individual scenes from Betty's cookbook featured (a comic book of sorts
- isn't that a great idea?): one two three four five
Word For The Day
09/18/05 1821
If "electrocution" is but a push away, what is "elocution"? Steps
toward. "I don't want to listen to his elocution if I can get
there faster" is the example when used. Someone said Catholics are rich
people. We think better-bred follows elocutions to the law and breaks
nothing on the way. A gem, really. Notably here, a "pentacostal"
("every fifth day") breaks no laws, but is a Catholic regaining faith.
Ordained Catholics honor sabbaths generally by theirselves, we'd say.
Key: A Catholic is confirmed to Christ and does as they wish - a walk
over you. A pentacostal has been baptized, but fell off along the way.
No Catholic needs to follow the church after being confirmed, we'd say.
We are his. Give less, be less for it. "It's not meaningful to us [as
oppose all said]." We know this already. A Catholic has a soul at
confirmation and is sorry for everything. We know. By the way - few
rules because I said so and like a world made over a world. Meanwhile,
I comb the Earth fastidiously for Christ's followers who don't honor me
my way with lips buzzed - that leaves here a god's heaven forcefully.
Yeah, everything dead and in stillness you worship a graven image - we
got that for you too.
Key: Baptism makes you worthy of
being here - original sin is arriving to me unannounced, new - a very
trespass; first confession
makes you worthy of receiving Christ; first communion begins your
life with Christ as further receiving his body or mind's keep to you -
fosters greater retentions of learned at being; confirmation and of a life
with Christ - as yet a giving before receiving - gives you a soul in
nominate and ends your tutelage with so. Other sacraments (gifts from
God) not as spoken to here - making more of the same with others,
further cleansings to be sure of as with and per such. Please, Honey -
I was an honor student of the church - commemorative pin and all blue
and gold arc - and defy its meaning to you yet.

Again, a soul to me is just a lightning
rod for - sees better, gets
better. I don't like the idea of having someone better than me as guide
because they are unchallenged in a life above us. Instead, maybe bumper
cars - those without souls or such by agreement maybe just getting the
names right connect to a lower power grid, while my soulcar-accuser
reaches a higher more power somehow. My car's pole goes upward out of
all traffic, just up a bit to get on-top of it, and heads in downward
to lick lightly but drink apure. Gets away faster, hits your car
harder. Actually, the power exits your wheels, comes up mine. You lack
feeling sometimes.
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or I will.
By the way - thanks for nuthin' Gayle Witherspoon.
Debbie Harry "French Kissin' (In The USA)"
from the "Rockbird" LP (1986). I had
this record and this song is hot.
Also you must get to her
"Rush Rush" from the "Scarface" soundtrack (1984) and "Heart Of Glass"
from
"Blondie" still a kicker to me from "Parallel Lines" (1978).
Electronic "Getting Away With It"
from their self-title LP (1991) featuring
Neil Tennant and Chris Lowe of Pet Shop Boys. A
great multi-record this, I wanted a song called "Gangster" for you
too...but see "Patience Of A Saint" and "Disappointed" elsewhere I
hadda have 'em. Their LP so good to me.

tina's mom as angelyne with
her cousin martinn smyth of detroit
at a wedding in france
Another Angelyne Sighting 09/18/05 0833
Saw miniature blonde bombshell Angelyne last night walking home from
Sav On or Trader Joe's - she had her pink corvette (a '96 cougar model
- low front) from the eighties in perfect conditon yet parked on Santa
Monica Boulevard at the Normandie Room heading west. I waved and said
'hi' to her coming out of the shop and mind over said it's just Tina
Ivans (aka Poison Ivy Rorshach of The Cramps). I died in the head then.
I asked her just now "did you have scar revision?' (to went she a
c-section for
the Harry Potter girl Ashley) and she said "no, it healed well." Good
going. "My mother and me do Angelyne from time to time. The car is
rented from my father's firm who sells them usually. Fake plates."
The Cramps "Songs The Lord Taught Us"
- the only one I considered
newsworthy of. Like that song title I just heard in the head
- "Rockabilly Hillside". "Elton John made that. I have a copy of it
somewhere (in my father's truck)" says Tina Ivans "but he takes the
middle out." I kept looking at the cover of "Psychedelic Jungle" in the
store after that one Frankenstein-type video-song "Goo Goo Muck" was
shown
continuously on Saturday afternoon tv with the likes of an early Billy
Squier and Blondie - they are worthy for that. That stuff is Don
Kirshner's showings.

been wundrin' about cocteaufest 2005 how it went off
and all september 8 in toronto
mind says four hundred (400) attended at studio call after nine hundred
(900) tix sold
she, her says "i wish i had that - drug money"
little me says "me too" + "give me your love"
i blessed last year's event here in la after leaving and sad for me i
knew no one
my friend said wait for paid events then you get all you came for (see
six flags friday sept 30)
my mind said homeless-type people benefit here - so ok for new plumbing
but with group taxes afoot "we take half, about"
that ain't robin...robert gilliford with karol weiss ? as mender who is
liz talking only when usual a switch-flippin' bitch...robin is sean
nettles in real life
i'm gonna be home soon, sean
will we love?
you might want to think about a
trip to vermont...see triple a for a
triptik maybe
now is that time of year...see
jodie foster's 'flightplan'
on my honor day...no coincidence
as you recall, me and friends took
a trip by way of stopping to boston to bennington, vermont though not
much there
it was november 1 or such and i
had just read 'the bridges of madison county'
no, that came from me my travels
we said 'fuck this' after staying
one night boston was so cold a day before
copley plaza and all
paul revere's grave boston commons mcdonalds
at the edge of
we swung over and across upstate
new york to have niagara falls and toronto instead
loved it coldish and rainy such at
night, a wax museum, italian restaurant, sky needle
then down through new york state
corning flushing etc.
you'll see that maybe
ours from 1986...the salem, ma witch museum on
the way to boston....cool for now
you love my haiku...personal venture of but in front of you...an insult
yet
Barry Manilow "Weekend In New
England"
from the "This One's For You" LP (1976)...could this be magic?
'flightplan' is about a woman who
gets her dead daughter back while flying her jet-black coffin home from
france
after many a frantic search around
a big plane in-flight, the daughter turns up in a seat alive while her
very coffin rests below headless still
'mom, i'm here - calm down' a
punishment of having hauled her daughter to france unawares and
uncaring an accident struck her down
never ask me why it changes...i don't know and wouldn't say either
a jodie foster film is worth the bother i'd say...she has kids at home
who hate her success too
poof! she does three (3) films for one million dollars ($1,000,000)
these days

When It Comes To Reciprocating Saws You Better Place An Extra Finger On
It 09/17/05 1450
Madonna had her annual birthday
smash last night at Pacific
Design
Center one month as per usual from her holiest day (August 16 then
becomes September 16 - she never misses it) she says and now a bunch of
you know her better than ever yet (she missed two [2] of these
functions so far - we know it now pass it all on to an HBO function
tonight). Never to worry - she won't sell to me these days, but she'll
be back at my call while treasures decline her again. Meanwhile, went
over to Pavilions and got me a
handy-dandy reciprocating saw -
ostensibly for pumpkins her lifeless body - to use around the clubhouse
these days cutting weeds and stuff for at about nine bucks ($9.00)
only. You can visit the manufacturer at Pumpkin Masters it works on
wood somewhat (you hold the blade to see your way done well if - from
on-top, on the bottom - whatever you do, so do it well enough with).

Carmel "It's All In The Game"
originally from the "SHAB" soundtrack
(1988).
Two Soundtracks To This Day
09/17/05 0841
Of various artists "Cool World", "She's Having A Baby". No others
noteworthy or founded to be. Please don't ride my music mentions around
town - nothing is that great. Keep it light, incidental. In the car,
please. Forgive - go back to that time when you didn't know anything of
what happened. Forget, receive there as primary offender, never bring
it up but remains indignant yet.
Foreigner "I Don't Want To Live Without You"
" live without
your love " from the "Inside Information" LP (1987). So pretty, I.
Fleetwood Mac "Landslide"
from their debut LP as named after them
1975.
Nobody had them before that. By the way, I do Stevie Nicks in-person
like one does like I am her - until the music's cut off, that is. Hear
me do
it once and you too will be swept away by the great north wind to
Puerto Rico so cold to me. This whole album jam-packed do "Sugar Daddy"
and others too "Over My Head" and "Warm Ways" are mine also. If "Tusk"?
Have "Think About Me" I love that one. "Rumours"? Do "Songbird" by
Christine. Her - "You know, they're gonna demand that we play and I'm
gonna kick your ass. They're jealous enough."
Bryan Adams "One Night Love Affair"
from the "Reckless" LP (1984). I didn't
really meet Bryan (real name is 'Wilson' from France) at the 28th
Annual Grammy Awards,
1985 (when
they actually had a show), but I stood there in the lobby
with as he signed autographs in a
small group of - nice man (my mother was all about Pat Boone...OK!
Weird Al was there too) Then Mr. Mister "broken wings, kyrie" came in
the door the red carpet and all and I simply had to break away....never
know me.
This is yesterday now. No, I can't
sleep with bored ghosts around and their emotional-sexual needs. One of
them in hell was trying to interrupt my pleasure-taking yesterday
morning...however, unsuccessful. Trying to keep me fresh for my visit
with my mother. Like you, she don't care. They're just getting to know
her too much her new elysian and all I will rob you in the head for
this.
The Jets "Make It Real"
from the "Back to Back" LP (2002) with
honeys
Atlantic Starr. I love this girl's voice. Then get their song "Private
Number"
I had it 45. Some say I still do.
Psst..."Make It Real" is better on the second record switched out as
not re-recorded. Now see that. Also I love "You Got It All".

no, imagine sitting 'round the
campfire at night the head propped upward, being hamlet and with his
mothertalks, midnight karaoke on the dark lawn scaring pests - sing it to
the bone
no less than four (4) voice
modules included with just six (6) "aa" batteries under the
cranium-scalp do it all: 'robotic', 'alien', 'monstor', and 'amplify'
Dear Diary Today
09/16/05 1908
Gave away my refurbished turntable (bought for only five bucks ($5.00)
in Trenton, NJ, but with new cartridge-needle plus cords, adaptors
amounting to little I won't make back and off you) today for ten bucks
($10.00) at some
shop that specializes in DJ equipment and havings on Santa Monica
Boulevard my gift. One day I'll just buy a boxed speaker phono at a
home furnishings shop like Restoration
Hardware a better ideal (for now, a pre-holiday Brookstone).
So save on this stuff young spinmeister
the thing is placed with you better. With the cash proceeds I ate lunch
at McDonald's combo meal #2 two
(2) cheeseburgers fries with orange drink refill - no connection to
need, thanks, though I needed to be sported eight cents ($0.08) after
ripping off Rite-Aid for eight
(8) of their own brand "AA" batteries (for my talking-singing skull
Boris
just placed out now for the upcoming holiday). Didn't have enough
at all for the Big Mac combo #1 at four dollars nine cents ($4.09) for
starters or pre-tax...see Aah's for
that skull still it was forty bucks ($40.00) a coupla years ago.
Everything will be fucked around with when I get back from my
trip so say. Right angel Hull? By the way, the guy that was here when
Terry got home was Microsoft's
Bill Gates who died at Cedars long before
now getting a lung from some woman (her - "he needs it still..."). Get
that? Mind says he was 'guitarist' Phil Collen of Def Leppard too. Get
that? I told him - and he's really shy about stuff, but around me a
long time now, like years of just being really mean - "you know who
I am,
right (in this dump how could you miss it)?" and he found out what I
think about who he is plus being scared by my vocal vapors continuously
having to explain what this and what that is to feeling types. Everyone
hates that knowing of, but you get to
see my lies heard here too.

harry potter is older in the new
film...a goblet of fire make soap
my top girl told me she got paid
too and all is well! she cautions three (3) more films besides this,
though - can i handle it?
hi tina...mike

neilsy's actual skull retrieved by madonna and friends a week later or
then after offer from phones in the street "his dad i guess"...a
wallpaper

Need A New Coffee Maker For
Only Fourteen Ninety-Five As Payable By Check? 09/16/05 0917
Went to the Gevalia 'kaffe' site
to sign up for their coffee club yesterday. Check it out - they'll send
you a new coffee maker (looks like full-size - yes, at twelve [12]
cups) for
what's above (we chose white and the first suggested blend of house
brew called "Antigua" okay). Someone says Dan Moon started this company
with the queen
helping through Elton John and went broke somehow earlier giving their
gift, but you pay for the coffee makers over time with small coffee
purchases issuing. Good enough for me. Our older coffee maker a Braun
(ten [10] cups) always tastes like someone put cigarettes out in it
-
no matter how clean you issue it. The name is for "jeveale" and means
then "picked at the height of season" as in France. The name was on a
golfball, Dan says. Toni Halliday says Gevalia is simply "the best at
it. I use it all the time." Got "Hellworld" yesterday on DVD but hadda
stop the first few minutes in 'cause the boys within are cute and in
dire need of assistance - complaining from other present a toad about
it all. A body shame is watching.
Update on 09/21/05: Just got my
Gevalia brewer by UPS at the door and just now...making some coffee too
the very first of the season. The bitch is big too (wait to see the
box). They charged our credit card last night just fourteen ninety-five
($14.95) as said. I even used the little clock-timer to brew...it
starts the pot the very next minute you planned - e.g., I set mine at
11:10 am to start at 11:13 am, and it started at exactly 11:14 am -
just the moment after then. It kicks right in, though, and I'll be
enjoying cups all day long now...brillowing my teeth for my upcoming
visit. Keeps good home a
fine gift if you keep the brew. Our older Braun now available for immediate
pick-up.
REM "Drive"
from the "Automatic For The People" LP
(1992) - " what if i ride? | what if you walk? | what if you rock
around the clock | baby? " That metal pinknob
on the cover we call "the north star" - it wanders waving through a
stall of cattle punchin' heads and poking out eyes (don't worry - they
didn't get the real ones around the head somewhere...not like they was
gonna know anyway - what knows, runs). Also I use "Everybody
Hurts"....I loved that a lullaby. Others favorites as needed:
"Losing My Religion" from the "Out Of Time" LP (1991) and something
called "Radio Free Europe" from their "Murmur" LP (1983). Again, their
producer Scott Litt? Comic Drew Carey.
Seal "Crazy"
from the self-titled debut of 1991. He's
done lot of
stuff I like - "Future Love Paradise", "Kiss From A Rose", "Prayer For
The Dying" to name them all - but nothing has topped this first one I
think. We say "major markets" (major metropolitan areas) have this
stuff and love it - not just "gays". That's where people who care about
this 'winner' music are - in the cities - and with a very urban jungle
in look and feel. They won it all for theirselves and have this to
celebrate it made.
Swing Out Sister "Waiting Game"
from the "Kaleidoscope World" LP (1989) -
yes, I bought this one too hadda have it.
these are fuckin' perfect
cupcakes mine were yellow cake though - bristol
farms has them loose
but expensive $$$ at the each a dollar twenty-nine ($1.29) - i paid
four forty-nine ($4.49) for six (6)
someone new said they come from
entenmann's shop...yup...and that is
pepperidge farm both
got me a ny strip steak panini
there at bristol farms last night and
ate that...some hot pork sausages...grenadine...can of raid...that was
today at pavilions

HOW TO MAKE YOUR OWN
SOAP June Thompson
You need:
about 6 lb. waste
grease a pan to melt fat
(animal fat)
a cloth for straining fat
1 can lye
an iron, enameled or stainless
a wooden spoon for stirring
steel kettle, quite large
1. Melt grease and strain through
cloth. You can boil the
grease in twice its amount of
water. Let the impurities settle,
cool and lift off the fat, if your
prefer to straining.
2. Dissolve the lye in 2 1/2 pints
of water in the above large
kettle. USE CAUTION! The chemical
reaction of the lye and water
makes water get hot and dangerous.
It will burn skin or clothing
so proceed with care, using rubber
gloves, and do not splash when
adding the lye.
3. When the lye solution and
grease are both lukewarm,
add the fat to the lye slowly.
4. Stir gently, but thoroughly for
15 minutes or until its con-
sistency resembles cake batter. A
chemical reaction between the
ingredients takes place called
saponification and solution becomes
harmless.
5. Soap will be tan in color,
fresh and clean in odor. Borax
may be added to whiten soap. Then
vegetable coloring and per-
fume of your choice can be added.
6. When soap is the consistency of
thick batter, pour into a
box, or mold, lined with cloth. Be
sure and protect work table
with layers of paper or foil.
7. Mold or let stand for 24 hours
at room temperature. It
should cool slowly, preferably
with a cloth over it.
8. When solid, remove from the box
by lifting the cloth.
Pull cloth away and cut soap into
pieces. Soap is gentle to hands
and finest fabric.
9. You can add 1/2 cup each
washing soda and ammonia and
1/4 cup sugar to the lye solution
before adding the grease for cleaning
power. The sugar should increase
the lather.
GOOD HARD WHITE
SOAP Helen Jentoft
5 lb. of leftover bacon or 3 pt.
water
pork grease
1/2 c. ammonia
1 can lye
1/2 c. Borax
Melt
grease, strain through double cheese cloth to remove
any residue. Cool the grease
until you are able to put finger in it.
Mix the lye and water until
the lye is dissolved. Then add ammonia
and borax. Stir until mixrure
thickens but not too stiff to pour.
Then pour it into a cake pan
or square mold of some type. If the pan
is lined with a plastic wrap,
the soap will unmold easier. Then when
it has set for 24 hours, dump
it out of the pan and cut it into bars
using a fine wire or taut
string. Best kept in a tin, covered. To use
in the washer, grate bar fine
on a grater or scrape with a knife.
Careful with amount, it is
very sudsy. Good for any cleaning purpose.
MAGIC MOONS FOR A
CENTERPIECE Eleanor Sjoberg
Use a glass vase or pitcher,
preferably one that does not
narrow on the top. Fill with water
mixed 3 to 1 with white vinegar.
Add a package or two of ordinary
moth balls, and carefully shake
in a teaspoon or two of baking
soda. Food coloring may be added
to match your color scheme.
Surround the base with flowers or greens.
The action of the "magic moons"
will last for hours and mystify
your guests as they rise and fall
in a graceful manner. Use just
enough moth balls so they won't
crowd as they go into action.
"Smells like a ripe ol' pisser in
here."
Terry's mother lies - she made all of these recipes and had a book
published herself with the army women who were making these names up
with her.
"They wouldn't buy nuthin' from me" says the father who made his own
castro convertible and brought it home as shopped - the wife lubbed it
(all are made this way by the army who sells materials only).
I myself used to make clay volcanoes with baking powder and
vinegar...you don't need no electricity...and though I prefer
professional services.
You can boil candle wax and peanut oil (1:2) for hours as liquid Crisco
and a few melted candles of treasure to in a glass with other candles
shining on.
Again,
these from "A Book Of
Favorite Recipes" as compiled by The Women Fellowship, First
Congregational Church, U.C.C., Grand Marais, Minnesota circa 1974.
Minor key: lye is hog jowls; borax
is corn husks ground up; ammonia is
chicken shit distilled into gandes or half-strings of it made watered.
Portishead "Cowboys"
from the "Roseland NYC Live" LP (1998)...I
call it "PNYC" - a
great song here " did you sweep us far from your feet | reset in stone
this stark belief "...lyric
- it's important here. Really, it says 'to so steal their signs and
start felique'...in other words you took our money and told us
backwards how much it was worth. A felique ("so as few can
understand" in French, a statue like artless deco mostly) you look at
it and cannot see what it is - you'd hafta ask. To avoid the
scrabble-say of it - everybody likes the word.
The Fixx "Saved by Zero"
from the "Reach The Beach" LP (1983).
You know, I just figured out I was made to honor a sabbath of August 29
through September 14. To have made all of it die twice. No one gets
anything of use from me - ever. Start it now among blood and borned
rapes. X
"Go home, Doug." Ever get your nose cut off blade up snot?

country time lemonade meets blair
witch - bewear a rubber
'night train' (as 'you ain't so bad after all')? 'i'm not gay but my
friends
are'? nope - 'fifty percent of nothing' again
like herb-shatterly's 'morris'
Fantasies Do Come True
09/14/05 1908
Get a load of this shit - pretty hot - coupla country queers trickin' a
nation with fancy talk on Bareback
Mountain (really it seems charming - folks just like me "he ain't
got nuthin' to give working it out and all having given other people
our word" - they had it too good is what it is). "Stay off my side Doug
Moon." I thought that one guy Jake Gallendahl was is k.d. Lang in da
skies - BEWARE THE DROUGHT! For the record, I love Josey Wales Clint Eastwood the
best unforgiven killed in his wife, child - he kills people like I hate
them dying, and not alot of talkin'. Heard he believed he was that for
real like it was him...made it himself 1976 about. Clint's boys - that
one with the eye I like him - star on that "Smallville" stuff people
playing with colors on-screen.

Was Getting Some Cat Food At
The 99¢ Only Store If Asked Them Not To Shit In Strips Under My
Window 09/14/05 1627
After I went into Best Buy and
found out that a computer microphone has three (3) bandcords on it the
plug (ours, just two [2] - an error to be corrected yet) and that
Westinghouse makes a superior color picture tube (I see gray grids on
all screens...a bad thing for me...I wouldn't ask for better as
post-modern and but accept this), I went into Target and saw they sell
schoolchildren clarinets, trumpets, flutes, and violins. See that. The
violin is one hundred ($100) even - all are professional quality in
grade meanwhile the new bras so form fitting...for the girls outward
not me. Wrapped Terry's little birthday gift in a clear rubberine today
- seems nouveau to me. Something new and sleek I clipped from a soft
page protector with white edge. The gift (a pair of black-metalled hair
scissors to be paired with electrics involved no conduct or see well
for other use) comes in the door and is surprising yet. A tray of six
(6) beautiful cupcakes and a little girl's birthday card about fairies
with cut-out dresses and furry playmate eats well here. No little girl
goes without because of us - fuck her own choice. We check for
standards and of available and think if better is possible. We make
sure she gets the best and by consuming while others wait to see know
or the same cupcakes rebuilt continuously in the mid-air since about
1953 arrive by hand-truck within scottles. Our best to yours bested.
We'll be over with a basket of your own homegrowns for the fifth time
and soon enough your son remarried to me. Please, we're not Jehovah's
witnesses in the hightower - we know you now. Mexicans go "It poisons
you if you buy those [intended for kids - like with hormones and
stuff]." No, we ate those already - see my health yet? Please, you'd
ask for tips from me first. My rule is to take something special and
intended for better folks - perhaps a cupcake with a flower on top -
and eat one a day when I work. A little something for me. Yesterday
while eating canned soup in the morning as preparing lunch I told Terry
"you know, some woman made this [because it's so good like we made her
do it, like we made her give up her secrets to me]." Made a beautiful
turkey meatloaf yesterday...potatoes, carrots in the ol' dutch oven
nothing leftover yet.
A while back, I told you a 'fake'
tree up the street had pomegranates on it without even looking - seems
dumb yet maybe peaches. I saw bright red all over today so I took a
walk up there and sure enough pomegranates hanging all over it with
rich crowns on the bottoms each of. No, I just say it from afar looking
at without checking but there it is so strange. On one day, I'll give
you a picture of Dionys (a rich cluster or mostly a crown of
shapeshifting banana palms near a big brown telephone-pole cross in
back of the houses across the street) at work after we art her with the
mind's suggest. Never to worry - "I'll be back" it says. "He can do it
for me - we're getting bored." More: Bought me some grenadine from
Rose's last night for homemade cherry cokes another blood rite.
Usually, I, a Giroux person. Same stuff nothing ever changes. Fact: All
applesauce is from pomegranates or then have brown lacings. P.S. Any
fruit pulled on the bottom is for sauce only and as hiding fruit from.
I just ate some shitty plums from Japan each pulled on the bottom into
a point, and now reject firmly as plum sauce waiting for. Now you too.
Get the delicious red plums my maternal grandfather used to grow
himself with those raspberries mentioned - he knew better still.

Eagles "Those Shoes"
from "The Long Run" LP (1979). Wanna kill
yourself with feelings for? See their hit "Take It To The
Limit"...feelings in a song are just placed there by us above - what we
liked
about it says something we like to you. Don't get all caught up in
your switches flipping in the heart-head and along these lines -
they'll kill you dead with cry. Grow up. Sees "Hotel California" as
best overall but heard by you way too much.
Kiss "I Stole Your Love"
from the "Love Gun" LP (1977). I was gonna
say
the greatness that is "Sweet Pain" from 1976's "Destroyer" LP, but this
one clipped it up first.
Then there's "Hard Luck Woman" from "Kiss Alive II" (1977) or the
studio version for my
mother. One more solid mention is "Strutter" from their "Very Best Of
Kiss" collection (2002).
Six Flags Magic Mountain coming soon to you anyway? Odyssey Adventures [a gay
time, thank you] on Friday, September 30. We were gonna go on the
first some...rents a car. No, cheaply done in a coke can at Taco Bell -
they close the park at 6:00 p.m. for this private happening. Buy it
soon - your meth, I mean so discreetly. Parc news.
Someone asks "where to go if a straight couple?" Orlando - period.

How Psychic Works
09/13/05 0954
Was walking up San Vicente to Sunset the other day and there's a
billboard for this wine called "Red
Bicyclette" but on the lower right the billboard says "Wanna ride?"
Psychically in the head and just for the moment as first seen, it looks
like it says "Winona Ryder". That's right, and how it works being
psychic like me. A quick take reveals to me something not really there
and then a second look at is to know more or less what's actually there
in print. Apparently, she makes this wine and at home in the Napa
Valley yet. Your code? No thinking to or from me. Not yet.
Howard Jones "Like To Get To Know You Well"
from this the "Dream Into
Action" LP (1985) the title song if missing MIA....ask also "What Is
Love?"
Thanks again to Fran Ermi who played this shit new to me while we alone
in the car..."it was nothing to you, but it was everything to me" - if
yours again?
The discussions on a "thrombo" or
"thromboses" was an argument here yesterday. Someone unseen said a
"thrombo" is swallowing your gums (your 'langs' - spell it 'langes'
slapping at your throat) down in a stringy pack after licking and
sucking sheen? To me, it is a blood vessel blown in the head or neck
seeming - maybe a bleeder under the skull that you can feel pulsing at
first or as comes then a black scab curving over in there now.
Actually, mind over says the "thrombo" is from choking to death on
something - so theirs wins maybe not mine. Mine is a "vascular
accident" from stresses, heat - what my mother calls it. The "neuro" or
"neuropath"to me (sounds like a geek, but is somebody bothering you and
is unrelated here not sure) is a person who keeps feeling things for
others (I call it a "turd feeler" - a sadheart always appreciating
other's feelings on things or their offerings on topic too much - a
junker, a garbage-picker as to be against me) - god over says "asks
others how they feel about things all of the time" or someone
always trying to link it all up somehow their gift is? The "vascular
accident" is mine and the neuro and the thrombo. No, a "psycho" or "psychopath" asks you
to think along lines with them (they won't cross over to your thinking
no matter what) too much, asks you to think against yourself all the
time. A "neuro" is someone who feels too much for others only and to be
nebbing outward. Weak, ineffectual. A gay? Some of that. A gay is god's
guilt - they live well against you and offer you peanuts in exchange
for living next door helping old people. On one day, two of them with
fruit and vegetables from their garden standing at your door. You are
old, you have kids - a way into your heart. You call it 'thankful'.
Key again: mental is
never reached by you in the head - you can't get in that; insane won't take care of
theirself; manic is
all push outward and leave no room for you - all push, all the time.
No, I pull over so you can waste my time with your idiocies and
regularly. An idiot? Asks you questions you've never heard of..."where
is the
rain?"..."who made a sun for me?"..."why is god here in me?"
A retard turns inward
from having to know or you. It turns away. Conversely, lucid (not a good thing
yet) sees the light, but not yours. Coming to.
Genesis "Taking It All Too Hard"
from the "Genesis" self-title LP
(1984) also "It's Gonna Get Better". Also to "Turn It On Again"
from the "Duke" LP (1980) and
"Abacab" the title song from that album (1981) also do bigly "Me And
Sarah Jane". I had them all you
changed "Dodo Lurker
(MP3, 4.1 Megs)" on issue (" i
didn't | i | i didn't do it | i | i | i didn't | i didn't | i
didn't do it | i | i | i didn't | i | i didn't do it | i | i didn't..."
some englishman in court....he ran over a
woman's head while she slept under his car at night - "usually, she
heard the knockers [of the engine]") but I have that here through
the wires and, but stole that
first album one from someone I knew....
Devo "Deep Sleep"
the very first liquid tv song from the
"Oh, No! It's
Devo" LP (1982) " i awoke the moment i was told | that a smile | is
just a frown | turned around | on the face of a clown with a mean
streak ". Review here: "Out Of Sync"
from the same album but earlier you.

Speaking of liquid tv, a new movie based upon my favorite feature in
that is Aeon Flux and it looks
pretty good. December 2 - see Apple's
site for the best showing - mind over says "that grass is engineers
- not mine." Gonna see "Corpse Bride" soon too...
Brought up:
Aaron Smith ft.
Luvli "Dancin' (JJ Flores & Steve Smooth Remix)" MP3 (4.0 Megs)
Guadino And Ultra
Nate "Bittersweet Melody" MP3 (7.3 Megs)

Not Today 09/12/05 1445
Was out on the corner of Sunset and Highland today waiting for the bus
when I noticed this keysmith had these clamping metal shells in his
window showcase there that cover an outdoor to doorknob while you lock
with key and toss the day out for someone. The one shown above is for
kids ostensibly, but mine was seriously funny as a bad idea for people
who fight people over daily and fairly. Unless you padlock or key enter
lock (they'll put broken glass in there). "I'm gonna change the
locks while you're gone" as now gets "I'm
gonna put hardened poles on the outside of your wrought iron security
doors
while trying to poke the corner of the inner-left porches/stairs out"
and/or
"I'm gonna run a basic hard chain through the house and padlock it both
sides but slimly on the way out in the back." Chew through that,
Coyote. I'd hafta
throw a chair through the front window to get outta here in a snap as
it is.
I'll be slapping at it with the bottom of my medusa lamp. And your
planned fire
exit? How much for that first lock on the lip? Thirty-five bucks
($35.00). I'm about taking away your say...your manner with it...been
thinking about you too much like a black in jail. "The smoke alarm will
burn your house down." They work it out like God says...in time. In
time, while I'm away. More on 09/15/05: Just stopped into The Pleasure Chest
yesterday to see cheap lube and glow-in-the-dark rubbers: Heavy metal
chain is from two to three dollars ($2-3) a foot, new. Now see that.
I've seen bolt cutters - two c's against one 'c' in the middle but
turned
around backwards and all both on gripped poles - snap-twist the metal
on a heavy-duty
padlock just like that, but not with grease on it. Where? At Public Storage. Madonna told
me she loves driving around with these in the car and breaking locks
just for fun.
Phil Collins "Long Long Way To Go"
from the "No Jacket Required"
LP (1985) a deep downer inside sung with Sting like Mick Jagger sang
"You're So Vain" with Carly Simon in there - just in the back a bit,
but heard quite well. Adds "Another Day In Paradise" from "But
Seriously" (1989). Review here: "This
Love, This Heart" from "Testify" (2002). He doesn't have the
biggest house in Beverly Hills (just right on Sunset) for nuthin', you
know. Neil says "It isn't the biggest, but it is the best. Someone
bought it."
Rufus And Chaka Kahn "Ain't Nobody"
from the "Party" LP or
whatever...this one I bought on 45 in 1989 or so at Tower Records in
Westwood still hittin' it and as right on the Warner Bros. label after
years plus now vintage. I hadda have it ever. Bitch, this song is from
1976 - it's that good. Rufus is just Rod Temperton and friends...the
white guy in Heatwave her husband still. P.S. See their "Groove Line" -
a master hit from Heatwave and Columbia House.
Erasure "Blue Savannah"
from their 'world of' comp "Erasure: Pop!
20 Hits" (1992)...tend to these also: "Breath Of Life", "Am I Right?",
and "Chorus" that song an album a great one to me circa 1991, 1992.
When
someone walks away from you, they leave you a horizon of
possibilities....a 'blue savannah' is this. A 'savannah' is a shortcut
to home (listening to others really well does this) and need mention my
favorite cookie (a peanut butter and shortbread) by the girl scouts and
their new company, Burry (a chilly response from you if none sought).
Erasure's biggest song ever, their signature: "Oh L'Amour".
I wanted Bob Seger's "Her Strut"...see the others here. How does this
linking work? I have to petition every song featured in writing each
with passwords and you must go there to see all details sought. Our
language is tricky, but no independent sales means you see nothing here
but there. Now know. I don't get paid for looking either.
Heatwave "Groove Line"
Carly Simon "You're So Vain" - adds there
"That's The Way I've Always Heard It Should Be" my favorite
ever...sweeps. About Warren Beatty, Christine (her real name) says "I
met him one day and he really made love to me - my eyes. I like that -
seeing the truth in it. We made love and he put a turkey baster up in
me for the fourth time with lead and ammonium nitrates and I felt
loved. Then I died - and that was that. Here's my song - someone who
loved too deeply for that one call home. Never again would I submit -
and so what? I died being famous really. Have that." Warren says "Yeah,
you love me - so what. Lots of people do and that's real, Babe." Got
it. I saw "Heaven Can
Wait" in the theater when I was younger James Mason reviewing him
at the gates of Heaven and all and I
simply understand. "He's a palsy." Toni Halliday and I love palsies and
demand a few be brought in as kids for the show (see "Showgirls").
"They just need to be trained" as hers. Back to Beatty, is Mark
Rusnock's father Andy playing it down, vacuuming his hair. Worked at
Marshall Maintenance (construction, tractors) when I knew him 'round
1976. He's Shirley too - nice people - welcome.
Yesterday - unwelcome, uninvited. To me, "unwelcome" means no longer
feels the door is open to you. Then "uninvited", a specific date kinda,
means don't come after all. Usually a pinpoint in advance now as
withdrawn. God over says "women are 'unwelcome', but may need to be
there. 'Uninvited' means [for a man] don't come ever in advance of
being there and invited. Men versus women again." Beatty says "Is
it clear to you - that's really habberdashery [what you do - as in
being too fancy for the occasion]." What I do is exchange symbol for
symbol cheaply and by agreement to be understood by all who listen. All
of this crap boils down the semantics or then favoring wordplays among
the few paying for it off in the steaming of the street and you better
know what uninvited means or get your ass kicked up to higher meanings
and as paid in-full. Cool people know this and are not challenged at
all when pulling you down in-between tears for theirself. Back to
sense, we agree what we understand is real. There's always gonna
be people fucking around doin' a 'gavotte' and trying to be better than
you as we simply get all what we asked for. We do God stuff here to
laugh, sing - to see if anyone can know me better. Now eat that your
wife is more like me we like to fuck and think it all over as perhaps
aside a few. I like having
better, knowing what
that is. Better does more with same.

Another Hot Lesson 09/11/05 2119
On your gumball is written "made with, among others you call us over
about, 'phenylalnine' (a your word - I think that's what I heard you
say...) um, this from the study of 'phenylketonurics' is that right?"
Say the second word (and it's spelled right for me)
"fee-null-aruhl-kennon-sicks" to mean in Spanish "keeps it a secret" as
"phenylk carols" or "feebled ways made sure" (not best: feel your way
through, but "feeling around, cannot see here"). The world of wood
esters is not real - this the hooves of horses not real. Gum is bananas
period and wheat is gluten or gelatins made. Hooves? Never know - a
smelly wood at best if cooked. Bananas are all gum and originate in
Brazil...they hate people fighting them over good tastes and good
times. From Brazil is ours mostly excepting Wrigley spirits gum - made
by the dead, usually, for teeth and bone strength. Orbit gum orange
pack (we skipped the pink one) is in my mouth right now a great sale at
Pavilions made me five (5) packs this day each flavor known to be mine
four dollars ($4.00). Orbit is about me too - mine really.
In fact, I would have little Orbit
gum packs printed up in white and lace for my own little wedding - the
inside of the sold pack so elegant yet discreet two in order as
foil-lined. Like matchbooks. A mint flavor within, perhaps...you'd have
Dentyne with push-pill packs inside like birth control or glow-the-dark
rubbers with your brand-label faces on the top. A glow-in-the-dark
nativity arises...illegal in France for being scary. See the idea at
Halloween.

happy 9-1-1 when i lost my home my
jeep being with you here...can't say it matters to me yet...no
offence...cheers then...mine is beautiful as made by me, thanks...i
have black bumpers on the bottom, a square cut from the bumper sheet
lifted from keeps the screw in the center upward, stable
Donna Summer "There Goes My Baby"
as now from Donna Summer:
Gold" (2005) - originally served by me on the "Cats Without Claws" LP
(1984) I hadda have it once heard....
Would I Still Live Here? 09/11/05 0805
To yet "If I had all the money in the world, you'd never know it." -
Doug Moon
Maybe a new Jeep Wrangler
with reclining seats (mine used to move forward as a whole unit) and
air-conditioning (why not?) Soft top again, but with better tooling for
taking off toward the back. Please, I gave people their dreams made
perfect here for years already celebrity-type lifestyle except living
in Beverly Hills north of Sunset. Sure, major Hollywood apartments,
drives on Mulholland (pick it up on Cahuenga near the 101 before
Universal City...drive to Laurel Canyon - that's enough for you stop by
the little conservatory parking over the Hollywood Bowl for great
views) with the top down...sure. Where are my sniffs you ignorant lazy
bitches? Back to making it sense for others, wanted to give you Sheena
Easton "You Could Have Been With Me" at iTunes today what led to
Pretenders' "I'm Not In Love" cover from the "Indecent Proposal"
soundtrack - they came up banks, so I'm thinking about Alanis
Morissette "Uninvited" from "City Of Angels" soundtrack you just can't
win...back to Elton someone there whines to me with threat about new
stuff being left off. All informal, of course. Oh, well - we'll get
around you and leave you for dead on the lonesome roadside again all of
your stockings pulled off.
What did my first Jeep cost me?
With trade-in of 1981 Datsun 210 sedan
for one thousand dollars ($1,000), plus five (5) years with Ford Motor
Credit at three hundred fifty-two thirty four ($352.34) a month equals
twenty two thousand one hundred forty ($22,140) as agreed to at sixty
(60) months then. I had that fully from September 1987 through January
2002 when I hocked it for some. A good choice made some.
The Datsun? One thousand
($1,000) cash down, about one hundred
eighty-seven ($187) a month four (4) years - so, nine thousand nine
hundred seventy six ($9,976). Change to Nissan America.
The '95 Honda
Accord EX with leather (sage metallic - yes, at new)? Five thousand
($5,000) cash down (sold another car - a Toyota Corolla sport model on
the street for no trade - with plus savings made no problem at all)
plus five hundred ($500) even a month for sixty (60) months: thirty
five thousand ($35,000) - paid the bank off in cash coldly, snottily in
after a threat taking - they stole it eventually with keys made
(however is white-scared, and thus always insured). Nine (9)
car-stealing niggers dead to date the car now rests comfortably in the
North Atlantic off of Novia Scotia (where all is legal - the bank
closed on me we see) dropped from an airplane nine hundred feet (900')
up with one of yours buckled in. Eat my shit over bitch. Sandra Welch -
a Puerto Rican cunt - dove it. Yours?
To help you see yours maybe one day out there...how much you pay
in-total outward is what matters. See yours - I never drove anything
old yet, but would if I had to I guess. Also, who are they making cars
for anyway - old fucks? They hafta to sell to someone maybe you too.
Good credit? That's not unreasonable, but ask anyway. Maybe your
parents fucked people over too bad livin' it out already.
Why Would You Get Mad Living Here? 09/10/05 0905
If I'm channeling in the other room (and speaking both parts tongued
fluenty, likeably), my roommate gets mad. What's the insight? Sounds
like someone else is here in the room - at least one other person and
more than the tv - when we do this and we don't get much in terms of
exciting company. Add fact, be curious. Dumb terms (from the 1950's)
from
a woman's joking e-mail to him but corrected some (boring me again
- her own sex stuff is not this intriguing): "dirty sanchez" means
excepting yourself from present company to see if you like anyone else
you may see - is much of gay cruising; "teabagging" - the woman's
e-mail suggests someone's balls hanging in your mouth while you just
laying there -- a fool is not made easily enough here why would anyone
like this stuff? -- a person who eats at your house asking little of it
or to see more of you there (as in sharing a tea bag as not to be an
additional unsundry or belittling expense nothing you can include as
yours - note to you but on the side of my own bed: buy something light
to eat for the both of you first). More later. Teabagging is looking to
share everything brought in? No - that is "consome" in this lingo -
making little large enough for two. The giggle of us between if my
roommate should hear while "teabagging" to me from in the back bedroom.
We are not this - a life taken soonly - we care enough and frighten
easily of trauma or taking from. See me cry at once. Another great game
I like to play along with singing songs on-the-fly but in Spanish
deflect a ridicule of them: Someone cites the name of a traditional
dance or "new wave" and I do it for them on-the-spot as named by them
to hilarity amazement I personally know nothing at all - I show 'em
like I know, like Paula Abdul knows. Fell on my ass once too but
laughing...don't be so perfect at everything though...leave room for
others to say and feel with. Laugh with, my observe.
More of them to finish (the first being God's answer always right ever,
the second is what Doug would write on a test being given if at once -
i'm very fucking cool and smart too - top that, be God or a geek asking
just if it's you yet) :
1. Dirty Sanchez: The act of sticking your finger up your partner's
behind and drawing a nasty-smelling mustache across their face. There
has even been an upgrade to the dirty Sanchez, where you draw the
mustache with a penis or dildo following anal penetration.
see the above - and remember,
'dirty' is need of attendance has dust, use -- 'unclean' is not to be
sought again as is passed on with less appeal than when received;
a
toilet unflushed is 'unclean', not just 'dirty'
doug: a bad deal - you enter clothed...comely, leave naked, used,
unsatisfied - you brought everything and received nothing you want -
you leave with less then when you arrived
if a sex act, would be sitting on someone's face with a dirty hairy
ass; no running water, huh - and to quote my friend robert - a delicte
- from 12/25/93: "i'd eat your ass if were cleaner...."
2. Deep throat: You probably think you all know what this means, but I
know a few college kids who got it wrong. So just so you don't
embarrass yourself by misinforming your kids, deep throating is when
the person performing a blow job allows the penis to slide back into
their throat, occasionally causing gagging. Sounds pleasant, doesn't
it? I encourage you to enlighten yourself further through the movie of
the same name.
someone who talks of others
with a lot of ambition toward and against them, much bile is felt
doug: someone who takes a cock down their throat - i never do this as
no pleasure either or with injury - see me just sucking it off but you
licking it
is key: see my sitting on, standing over as okay though
3. Teabagging: When you, being a possessor of balls, lower them into
someone else's mouth.
see the above
doug: not mine or understood - pressed says using stuff over after once
intended to off being have used, being cheap by not taking another from
with
my balls so sensitive off not even the shower massage
knows them well
per god we keep your 'nuts' for it or jackass of the sex all the way
out front - guard them well
but see change come
4. Dutch oven: This will earn you eternal love. Fart softly, then shove
your partner under the covers and hold them there to let them bake.
someone who puts shit in their
own food by not being clean enough; a hole in the ground for beans is a
'callube' - in a dutch oven, two are fed as one - no covering for
tastes is simply dirty and fiendish about it, fiendish asks you if you
care again does what it wants
doug: a hole dug in the ground for cooking beans, a double-layered
something in oven of stoneware of food together in one pot
hole-in-the-ground cooking for
beans: a hole dug holds hot water around a pot only; uses less heat,
cooks over time - from a fire nearby the water is heated
dutch oven: in the center of town,
people bring pots - the idea is clearly separatism involving
blacks...unusually distaste for here again - your pot is on a round
rack with others cooking no interfere but fire; a picnic center only

an oval 'dutch oven' honors
me this at williams-sonoma
i saw a pale green one in the store this past weekend at beverly center
- loved it labled as such
the french oven has a plataend or triangles raised in the bottom
5. Queef: A vaginal fart. Air comes out of your vagina and makes a
pleasant sound. Music to my ears.
a woman asks you not to notice
her bargain or odors - any odor of her...makes reference to her bad
teeth knocking on the door of your heart aspoken off - actually her
lower gums a crown of horns
doug: a woman's fart...spell it 'queaf' as rare, makes me queasy when
two
(2) become one (1) twisting out as when wrought to - a formula 409 by
god himself
like any inner tube, punched fresh up, mind your psi (pounds per square
inch - take your ass out sometime, when it rings...a dog cannot not
bark bless the beasts and the children)
6. Princeton rub: Plain and simple, this means dry sex. You probably
participated in this in some way in high school or junior high.
Vertically it can be called "grinding" or "freaking," and horizontally
it's called dry humping (the rubbing together of two bodies until
orgasm without penetration).
two (2) 'alcohols' mixed as
one massaging of you - the other is piss usually, and asks for a date
if noticed - the queen uses it still in her armory of stills against
youth plaguing her mind as 'you've already done me - why not
less?'...will not cause you a pneumonia if mixed properly 2:1 -
however,
a bit rich for may tastes we suggest less is more
doug: no intercourse, just rubbing together naked two dicks very nice
if no anal sought - i like it much, babe - we in convention call it
"the collegiate"
7. Titanic: Someone who performs oral sex on the first date. Get it?
a lesbian of infirmities -
however, we don't honor this one as true and teaming with - simplists
doug: a whale of it seen,
known to be sinking only
8. Rainbow kiss: Performing oral sex on a woman while she's on her
period. Yum.
you have food in your mouth, further asks then for clinical semen -
junky use of a hate word
blacks again here hating white
into their mouths bad breath where we cannot know strengths or
weaknesses...what do you see coming and going? bad breath is never
classy to no care - eat that first then me later when i'm
dead...again...proper: light jesting to the basin if necessary..see
gays do it well with 'honey, please...ici pordou (is it me)?'
doug: interracial slumming, making it happier for else seeing on
9. Tossed salad: The eating out of the behind.
you and another eating butts
(no noticeable excrement or thanks off, usually - maybe your ass is
here anyway and with warts what causes shit to appear too much) on
others - women talk this
nothing makes a virus bloom post-anterior like the digestive tract, see
excess washing in the cracks, topically speaking, that is - use less of
ours seen
doug: nothing for me seen in here - alot of radicchio
10. Titty (fill in the blank)–ing: This is for those of you who think
cleavage is amazingly hot and resembles a vaginal crevasse. Basically,
the boobs are squeezed together and p
makes one friend bite
another's ass with hate acts - make you a hate for you - a titmaker -
women do this with each other as spanish-influenced and stupid kind of
note: no one does anything for
anyone but self - is it yours yet? it's mine to know of first-hand a
friend of the bitch sort of - remember people are real, they know much
of it too
doug: simply women with their breasts exposed - lightly assuming
ruling by god over again: 'no ducts'
i don't believe in any of this junk like I don't believe in long hair
and earrings on men, like i don't believe in talking about drugs
(unless instructing in cares), but is from the days when you get your
ass kicked being understood so well....ahem.
not enough? more dope
yet

A favorite of mine now out...on
DVD...there's another one from June 7 called "Deader"...ours is
American-made...theirs is England...choose one soon. Choose life, then
me. More on 09/13/05: "Deader" I rented because the other is missing in
action; "Deader" sucks bad - no money, no mayhem just more
psychological crap leave it off. However, Curve singer Toni Halliday
stars with Kevin Shields before he died in 1998 (he lives me here in my
house as a spirit, as in my family - his father Steve McQueen is my
grandfather's younger brother pure Moon boys are cute...not just
bastards) this in 1996 or so with the same cast of others Neil and Sean
(both Moons) - Toni (another Moon?) confirms herself by being Curve in
jeans and chainbelt at the end scene. Junk though as psychological, not
sci-fi. "Quresalec" on the taxi within the film in Bucharest means
"keep reminding yourself with interiors - don't make me honk as such".
My 'ex-lover' Todd Serfass is in the film too on the metro wears
glasses - hi, Fool. Next...the one featured above will be great I
promise you. P.S. Toni says principal shooting was in 1993 mostly then
some later on. All Kevin Shields from 1993-94. A lover of hers, really
(Neil fucks her from time to time) stand back they both watched with me
here...is it real? My whole backyard and nest stocked with the unworthy
of me, but it goes on for miles in their heads looping up and down as
such like swirls away. Just a bit heaven.
review of 'hellworld" on 09/18/05: no, no. more junk - hellraiser is
chris ondy's dad by the way in make up "i pay forty grand in and make
fifty grand back" he says - not this tyme...is the guy from the first
alien too lance henrikson...this worthy of watch however - one of the
boys is toni halliday's brother marc another (the all-new rod sterling
of 'twilight zone' fame) far too short-lived as
classy cute but okay ("i'm blond for one" - a heartbreaker both dancers
at trenton state these film in princeton, nj every time)...so someone
died the plot too sticky for my interests onward never know.
the best hellraiser ever? number two (II) flatly - see one first and
slowly...pinhead has nails to suggest he has nailed his own
mind...emotions like a palidrome (a person with nothing more to
say...doug moon...um, no good) - a hershey - so don't bother reasoning
with the likes of him - a black (soul) in disguise. chris ondy (elvis -
one of madonna's idols - a gift yet) had the nerve to tell me yet he's
rupert everett the face of