That's The Fuck All For
Now - See Your Way To July 2004
That's What You Get So No
Color To Blue 06/30/04 1424
I was talking in mind to Chris Ondy, sure - now visiting it seemed -
with thanks to Michael Jackson for bothering him (the mother of knows
him). You are praised. "He's cute - evil really. He met me and thought
nothing of it." Ondy's? Our longest running joke for dignitary - see
Spot run. Our dreams too true no candle goes unblown forever. Was
talking to that black girl who got shot by the Korean woman behind the
counter over orange juice (really cigarettes, tampons - that's another
winner yet) and got some more to hear. After punching the clerk in the
face and receiving her bounty in-kind (re-enacted for tv always - teeth
were lost actually), the clerk-owner shot again as the girl - nineteen
(19) - stood there crying silently to herself. Mean. That girl was with
me and could not believe the pain she related to me - where I draw the
line and die. Turns out our heroinne (you see her snatch the oj from a
backpack on tv if only to receive her free gift - never snatch to me
you feel) got more than she bargained for. They shappled that woman's
face to a lit tailpipe and drove 'round midnight. Yup, looked like an
enjoyable smoke for all of about three (3) miles her face pulled right
to it with a heating pad in Des Moines, Iowa. Have a day with that
before seek. How does a chicken see? From the wishbone, actually. That
"v" upright and out-front issues sight wands just out in-front and that
means no pecking of hand to feed. They see quite well without a neck
in-hand. Now see that. No feather sees better. Have that.
More Of A Self-Styling From
Half The Way Home A Boner Meets It Greek 06/29/04 1910
Shapp e-mailed to me: "Say, 'Oh God, save my soul. I'm so sorry
that I
have sinned against you, but I have come home. I will serve you, Lord,
the rest of my life. Deliver me from all my sinful habits. Set me
free! I do believe Jesus died on Calvary for me, and I believe in
His
blood, that there is power in His blood to wash away all my sins, all
my sins!" Say, "Come into my heart, Jesus; come on in,
Jesus. Come on
in!'" Come into my ass is more like it. Stop praying to my glittered
cone with your home-laid insults - your beliefs are no longer welcome
since I had the cover the balls for Jason Christ who does not deliver
his to me for a rewrite. You pay attention to me and this to succeed
and if I see any of your shit I will pick through the heated apples in
your head and make you known to a mental clinic like half of the easy
birds that shat here prior to your gloss-wipe. Plan on being fucked by
your prayer here Jesus is inside me dying of a faith-borne illness your
mat placed. Your soul.....a clever lie to yet. A believe in that made
me take over from that frowl what now notes "Jesus is yours. Start
reading your and believe that somebody's listening; His name is
Jesus. Jesus is yours. Start reading your and believe that somebody's
listening; His name is Jesus." More sought by freaks your party as yet
unplanned a rape to be in the airport toilet. Jesus should run as usual
before I get home. Note to worthlessness, to cunt: have die.
Another turd-feeler writes this to me a disrespect of power and so
might not: "your website though well made [never compliment my work
like you could know it to me, see to an insult] is full of racist
thoughts particularly regarding Jewish people [ever think things get
too simple to understand? yours lay theirs here]. You deman your
fellow Christians with these pitiful beliefs. just because they don't
believe in Christ does not make them evil [evil is not your specific
talents seen, I shy away from greatness yet you see something bringing
you in for further while a consult]. To so impugn your fellow man
hiding with cowardice behind the bible makes you evil [you wear Guess
jeans - 'nuff said by leather bullhorns a buck and pantry]. I will
enjoy knowing you burn in hell for eternity, but for being judgmental
I'll be there too. However, for being less of a sinner maybe I'll get
to poke you. See you in fifty years asshole!"
Sold to me eat pap. Keep working on the inspirational words - I have
them in final form and no one else thought all them dots that somehow
could make sense to you anyway.
A Day Of Corn To Mourn My
Body Here 06/26/04 1752
On one day a week, I'd like you to honor my body being here by eating
only fresh corn until August is done. One ear apiece every four (4)
hours max. We will help you for this recommend a Tuesday. Further, toss
a number of coins each day
into a road cross (or sidewalk if you may to) for the less-fortunate to
heave. We call for this today on - and use no copper, please. Do this
in memory of me being here as I do.
Sing It With Me
06/25/04 2148
"They're all red-ready and they're all red hot | fish in the middle |
and relish on top."


Was I Rich After All?
06/25/04 1505
For Gary Numan fans, you need know that the "Replicas" LP (1979) only
had four hundred (400) copies printed up for prospectus and no one got
one - a heavily gay influenced to us ("we didn't have the money - we
expected to sell more of it later.") I had to special order mine after
scouring record stores repeatedly as suggested by friend and got one of
three hundred twelve (312) issued that way. Be special of it. Yup - I
had it and thought it perfect. Got it on CD again later. Songs please:
"Me! I Disconnect From You", "Are Friends Electric?", "Down In The
Park", "Praying To The Alien", "The Machman", "Replicas", "You Are In
My Vision".....you made it for me. The
queen, who paid for this, thought "This gives boys the right to sit
around and think about who they are while we wait on them. They don't -
do they?" They do wait on you too. The record was made for seventy-some
grand (~$70,000) as yet mastered and was not used to plague anyone yet.
Do it now if some should. Songs from "Pleasure Principle" (do it, then
worry about what you did): "Airplane" (an instrumental - good enough),
"Metal" (hot song), "M.E."
(so good to me), "Complex", "Conversation". From
"Telekon": "This Wreckage", "I Dream Of Wires", "Telekon", "Aircrash
Bureau", "I Die You Die", "The Joy Circuit", "Please Push No More".
From "Dance": "She's Got Claws", "Crash"....
Winning The Lottery
06/25/04 1437
What was your home phone number during childhood? Did you move around?
I didn't at all. My number was 609-259-7694. What did it mean? Nothing
our only kitchen phone was topaz as light blue with yellow. Use at
will. Oh, I had my own phone number and line after a while in high
school - a red trimline attached (phone company owned yet) that gave
way to an AT&T wireless
unit (really, a Uniden - I don't really care for wireless anything, I
like path, I like cords, and I like surety always - maybe a remote)
from Sear's with a bellcase
attached but in a cubby hole for the
backyard tanning-hearing (my bedroom was saintly in red and green - see
those much?) I donated that wireless unit but not the bellcase to Out Of The Closet an AIDS
charity
thrift here in Los Angeles I keep everything new and turned in the
manual too
with be like me. "Somebody took that and threw it away [like John Erik
Hexum's internal organs]". Be smart - give a gift the right way and let
right go. That's theirs to give back to something new. Break. My bank
balance today is eighteen eighty-eight ($18.88) after receiving paying
some. Nothing not one new yet - just me and my mother switching lanes
on you. What was Madonna's childhood phone? I get 215-222-9731.
Word Further 06/24/04
1908
Along the line of "post modern" comes back "existentialist" (see our
merits 05/22/04) and what I thought it meant past having known. I
thought "existentialist" (I know words, thanks) referred to there being
"no meaning but what we apply to things" - in other words, we are all
that thought at all of it. Not good, but conventionally correct
(convention, or what everyone agrees to be is correct, is what we
permit of knowing why simply - pay attention, order the right class). I
got "post-neo" from Freaky Chakra's "Budded On Earth To Bloom In
Heaven" EP browsing and that would mean "expect nothing new from us
ever" but not right. That is "classical" - never to be improved by you
and yours. The prefix "neo" actually means "never to be born [exists
unto itself only]" - a self dialect of having and seeing, no one else
saw. Actually, "neotat" (or said "neo-not" of Latin - a wordform or
spoken to only as not written to usually) makes the day claim of just
short. A "neo-nazi" therefore is correct as having and indentifying
with such as not born to it, but suggested of with followings. A nazi
would say "not ours" - but some do. Post-operative "neo-natal"? Skip
that for now. You were aborted or something new.

Strip Faire 06/24/04
1337
Chris my friend (now indisposed to me seems) asks me to talk about
guacamole or simply "guac" a minute more. Two (2) ripened, medium
HAAS (a brand-name to quality - rough, reptile-like skin is suggested
for most beauty and only, on your own else - make sure ripe or soft to
the touch) avocadoes mashed up with McCormick's
guacamole mix-powder makes perfect dip for corn chips and such serving.
I got it when I moved to California a "food of the gods" to be sure
like nothing known. Chris needed to try it as never having done and now
that I have a little more say you may see. Message to mother: Nothing
yet for you. To mine: Thanks for the check. A little more than I would
have expected this time. Thanks. More: Two (2) medium HAAS (Handover
Andes Archmen Simulcast - we move to here and ship as ours if)
avocadoes were three dollars ($3.00) yesterday at Pavilions and the pack of mix was
ninety-nine cents ($0.99). Know your costs.
For This Be Sure
06/24/04 1245
You touched my happenings here again you are going to die just as all
others have died. Hate comes for it one day soon. Maybe a day. My hate
never stops letting you live. For you, no pill.
What You Don't Know And Then
When It Hurts 06/23/04 1006
For the girls I hate: Remember (Tom) Brady from the Superbowl - thin,
cute? Yup - I've had the pleasure there for you too. Eat me. Beautiful
boy, but I had to put a foot back on him and you couldn't do anything
at all could you? Oscar De La Hoya got one too - see that (you owe me,
Easter Island....sing for me....now add actor Stephen Dorff aka Matt
Moon - mother is Carol first daughter of Tommy Moon Neil's father,
father is Joe Oravsky my uncle by marriage, grew up in beautiful
Lambertville, NJ across the bridge from New Hope, PA). These are
to hurt you yes - live better.
See me. Back at the ranch, I saw "Pet
Sematary" again on tv this past and apparently some to real there
(I read the book and is better, but there is no conundrum there - give
it to me "that smell - a bit off" - talked to the kid that died at
school - got hit in the head with a brick name Mike Dalla age fourteen
(14) military school died loving him doctor then seen to be - he
visited me last night or then night before as wounded I to friend see
it). Mind tells me we have these places
and as guarded by the U.S. Army four (4) total South Dakota (2),
Virginia, Maryland. Takes four (4) years to "resymptote" ("ask them for
things as forgiven then" - they do the work lonely bored and held to it
for not rising above at these - a DIY with PDR results you were "too
good" for me again it seemed) and then you dig out from loose burial as
filmed waiting much in a comforting tent at first and then surprise!
chained in by fence and met with cash demands some see a gun.
Reportedly saned, I get two (2) named: Colonel "Heartland" Sanders (for
the secrets of recipe, no doubt) and actor Christian Slater. Christian
is still styling his mother's "vision for me - independent, strong" but
Sanders got shot in the head while sleeping on it for refusing an offer
to the Audubon Society that
takes people money when dying and stacks
up the samed cash for them upon proving return and all for a fee of
course. I'm not pleased...restyling cash as it works against you only
always and you too do this hiding from people who provide its only
value. Seems you died then by your mother's hand too. Step up to the
kill to you after we end this. You die only. Anyway, my reaction is
hymnal and strong - have it all one day you smay (mind says we needed
to do this for you - be normal my quote or I'll have to enjoy this with
more of you). In the meantime, nothing kills you like I do the real
problem is not having I hate you saying me. Stay normal and out of my
way. Once twice a week I roll the world backwards and undo what will
not have me to a pile of shit you see it reveal me. You can't win or
lose then. You keep it all as some may fail I said no. No to you too. A
woman irritates me further: Bitch, you decide nothing here and
especially with money item you should pay attention better. Your idea
of empowerment is laying on a bed as fat, surly and negotiating your
fee for a blowjob (merely licking at - you disgust each other like two
mirrors playing paddleball with a hideous sight) no one really wants
from you. Two (2) hogs pleasure you for the camera only (see that -
then do as we say but no not here not yet: seem a young homosexual be
made sure of his destiny at onset my love is there somehow you get
rubbed on now all I feel like sweethearts again keep it off). See them
wish it away a guilty pleasure. You torture me only the very sought
made clean. You are no one ever - an accessory to be mixed and matched
with what arrives ampled at the door to demand an immediate deflect.
Please, you are truly on paper to be passed around look at that just
below again....mmmmm.

Just Ask To Know Better I
Peel It Easy 06/23/04 1238
To the bitch in your withered wig, this is most like me - lying around
jerking off to someone better than you and yes I look pretty good
doing it having defeated racism and bodyshame at one fell blow. I
couldn't care less about anything you do or say because I am this and
have all you seek for me already. I want something just as nice in
exchange and there is no rush - you gotta be careful with people and
hey I've been with hundreds and hundreds of them - I call it
"brotherly" if asked to you getting fucked on the floor next to me
thanks never ever being turned down or dumped off like your mother
taught you to do to them first. I have nothing to say but sometimes you
dump the welcome mat to get in that door - you are that mat. You have
fairly little chance of making me feel bad, you are eternally lost to
it, and mining my shitpipe for clothes. Give it up to that bitch - I
was never you that morely. Never. I do well, I live well, and not
heardly ever do I suffer your code. Your kids are taught here and I
learn about them too. Of course I'd fuck them. You have big problems in
and around and probably think about dying. I think about boys another
passion of mine after that. There it is. Eat my shit. You live in the
gayest, blackest world ever. One day, you got fucked. Pick one and live
there in the past shape stupid and with yours clearly made to you. May
acid meet your ungodly breath and somehow you may not live....like my
dog I have no dog nor you. Like Christ lived with a dog. Like you ask
to a dog. Woof it up, Bitch you died here to no bother at me. Zzzzzz.
And now I rest again. I touch myself. Hold the woman shit - - your
world is done I've never seen a real wart ever all them people
wart-free it seems. I'm here with you and made you look at beautiful
men fucking each other up the ass everywhere you go. Rather than you,
isn't that proof enough you won it all my dream? Up the ass you did. I
am just that burly and all the brown nevilles nor notches a womenfooled
but both the task takes. If I want it, you get it for me soon enough
you'd say or burn right up getting another beating to the death. Have
it made sane to me every time - or die. No one fucks you - just admit
that now. No fucks that ever. Me? Uncut (for the kids - hi low)?
Please! I was born at pay and had my pee-pee trimmed at the tine. I
like uncut usually, but you were born at home or something and largely
laid there it seems. Did you want me comforting you that way? It all
starts there - an uncertainty you'll win it then. I'm not your
belltower against woman largely disgusted by your being to her (a foul
odor, merely - the serpent spent new clothes on a scale) but your
experiences mend the mindy mind. Have none with hers yet her choices
made by what she hates the most in having it said mi te vulva. Ask to
get more for that she'd gladly pay it twice once the market backs right
down how'd I wish it away.
Part Of The Program Is Being
Seen When 06/20/04 1912
One of things I love for working folks is the old payday advance from your
local link. Folks who are employed can get funds up front before each
payday with no hassle once you establish yourself with the company. A
monthly fuck-off or payday is good for the bills right off, but is a
hassle for what we in the business call "cash flow" or having and doing
as you have and do. As you know, I'm not into discipline and arts of
the self but havings and doings at leisure. Once established with the
proper papers (a paycheck stub or two, a phone bill, an electric bill -
get specifics), you go in, ask for an advance - they start you off at
one hundred fifty dollars ($150.00) at usually and issued by check
drawn on a local major bank, usually at BofA - you in-turn write them a
check to cash on payday and if you don't show up to pay back as their
preferred with a cash statement of trust, they do just that to you and
at your bank. Ever the friendly and perhaps from Mexico, successes
after successes breed you more say twenty-five ($25.00) up each at, but
stay tuned to their chart what tells you how much more than you
borrowed you'll pay as all fixed and ready to know. At the month,
you'll pay about thirty-five bucks ($35.00) on two hundred twenty-five
($225.00) all-told and that is included on the check you wrote. Not for
doing behind one's back, but info for the sane. Why starve it? A
finance artist myself, I suggest you ignore the truth-in-lending figure
of over five hundred percent (> 500%) APR (annual percentage rate -
the cost of money per) what suggests you could do better than being
happy right now and at any price. Just have and have some - a noble
business at any sort with no ties to anyone I checked.
Empress The New Near Target
06/20/04 1343
Tommy Tang - a local Los Angeles and San Francisco restauranteur,
father of Bobby Trendy and singer Michelle Branch - tells me that he
opened "Empress" ("chinese food meets malatgong or 'unhappy people'
then") at the new Target in West Hollywood for prospectus only and on
the lower levels for a few days last week. The reception was well -
black tie and coloduec (or esteemed comment only - say "cola-duke") -
and many commented that the food came too slow or too fast. Madonna
went and argues that "no one paid attention to the details" and that
the place "was beautifully done." Oh. Tommy owned that big blue fish
that spoke but lifted it out in time the big snake actually an "eel" we
spoke together of it and its fondness for "friends" close by. See
"Empress Modlel" in September, probably, as funding is an issue yet. A
quote from "Tommy" (real name "Albert" and son Nicholas sister Andrea)
"no one knows you - keep talking of it, though."
Gay Pride To So Far
06/20/04 1219
I have a contact lens bothering me, but I saw so far Gay Men's Chorus
(thanks for the hats) and a faked gloria allred (attorney to no thanks
- my hit, Wanda Merdens). More later as I head back off with my
two-dollar ($2.00) Pepsi. Now, the Buddhists (for budding "rose") had
my colors (red, yellow, blue) in mind and danced well to "things just
keep getting better" thanks. Then Brian Mole (all that remains of
Abraham) called in mind "just in front Mickey's" he said "on the left
and with Mochee" (baby Hitler himself - I fed him a submarine sandwich
up fron the dirt last night rubber glove)... I follow you to die.
Luckless, I have to beat the crap of these people every now and again.
May your English altoons be made in the Sudan by black women spitting
in stone bowls they mash up with bamboo sticks.

Happy Father's Day Somebody
Like You Oughta Drill Another Hole In The Front Of Your Leg Now A Hindi
06/20/04 0934
What if you need to stay there? Did you send a card? No, I sent
disquiet (freezing opportunities down for this) and distemper (a lack
of regard yet) to the man who has ignored me for the better of six (6)
months while he waits for my death at teeth falling or his own more to
further. Oh, it's the same old shit - while some men succeed by
slapping the bare hook at any meat that approaches, this is content to
let you and your family get its ass fucked by competitors every day
while you foster their need in it a liar, really, and what we pride on
demand. Not my ass thanked we better, we resume what makes me proud an
anglican's view about fathers and their havings - just there for the
ride out. Today I honor men who got up and out for theirs while we
waited with someone who was like a bitch at the post office getting
nothing to you unless it may have asked of it first on a sign - and to
being slow at that. I honor you then for keeping yourself handy and in
shape too. To other offered and in front of you, you are "a nigger" and
someone should "take a crap in your mouth" with the same follows to
life's losers of this sort who honor such a person for commanding a
jail so deftly and then follow in his pursesteps. May your showing
asses get raped by it yet again. Happy to that up someone needs to you
too. We'll see you laughing in old cars stalled at intersections
everywhere. X (part 2: letters to santa someone so cold......)
Tip: I never use a wallet in the rear as if so slim these days, I use a
small billfold 1-2 (really an ID carase - money must be folded and
inserted in lip out front, credit-debit cards all held in protective
sheaths from the bank lobby) and keep it in my front left pocket.
Discourages a feel on the bus and keeps my ass looking shapely with
cloth, hang. A wallet simply looks like shit think of your posture when
sitting - sure.
Made Meat 06/19/04 2108
Found a whole dead bird out in the drive the other day.....a sign? I
righted it from its side so it looked like it might lay an egg (no, I
don't liven things really everything I touch to see - maybe not and you
see else digging itself out). Made
another pot roast last night....potatoes, carrots, onion all skinned
for effect. Covered pot, four (4) hours at three fifty (350º) with
of course added salt on top of the rinsed-once meat. Heinz horseradish
sauce then.
Mmmm....don't get the one with white net on the meat. There's lung
tissue in that - looks like gray gelatin and tastes just as wholesomer.
I tried one once....the bird musta ate it. We leave that for someone
who argues me. Meat eaters start formally when you cook it all at about
age forty (40). Until then, fast foods. Our needs differ.
For Sharon A Bit Of The Truth
06/19/04 1339
The guy that got bit at the L.A.Zoo is an ex-boyfriend of mine Tim
Scott (you got Bronfman or being protected as SF Herald Examiner). Tim
Scott is actually Timothy Wasserman of Universal fame and spends his
time leisurely owning and having (a "retail person" in Sunnyvale, CA,
for example and Macy's - they own this mostly). Never think that
Sharon's husband isn't real - he is my friend always and is not
welcoming of me ever hence you. A great person to be, we met here and
dated up in SF and down here kinda as Hollywood Boulevard goes. No
details.
She Looks Ahead And Paints
Her Toenails Red - Don't Get Too Involved 06/19/04 1255
The song "Post Modern Sleaze" by Sneaker Pimps highly recommended from
the "Becoming X" LP (1995) to my song. What is a "post modern" anyway?
Madonna says "takes all and leaves nothing of the self behind". Not
bad, but not right. If a modern "nears completion of acquiring to
wants" (see eBay), a "post modern"
wants nothing of you as having been fully sated (acquired) on wine and
drink plus. A fully developed shelf is all you have. We are this - all
choices made and against thee as such. Post modern - there. A
drug-induced "halcyamoda" (say "hal-see-ah-mo-dee-ah") or land of the lost. Another
misfit to hear by Tim (as noted above): Someone who enjoys things, but
after-the-fact - a bit of discipline rising. Simply no. Note here that
we exchange contraranism (speaking against of always) for "cardigan" or
"all of us feeling better". Note now. My own convention on this per
Tim? With anything "post" meaning "after" to me (actually, "no more to
follow it") and "modern" being acceptable to current standards of
expect for climb and clime, I thought "post modern" to be beyond the
thought "modern" or then useful - what others were willing to do or
endure to be the claim - to be the next step up maybe. Features then
given beyond the need? Perhaps as picture-in-picture, too small, air
phones - no one cared less. See that I would not have been wrong in a
conventional sense with a bent on architecture and all that follows.
Post modern means no one ate
of it.
Oscar Wilde A Bit Of An
Obligation To Note You 06/19/04 0857
In this year's Gay Pride program (Los
Angeles 2004 - thanks Dennis), a misquote to playright Oscar Wilde
(he never died in me your God): "On an occasion of this kind it becomes
more than a moral duty to speak one's mind. It becomes a pleasure."
Simply, no. And I offer: "On an occasion such as mine, it becomes a
pleasure to speak one's mind - as it were to say. The obligation is all
of mine to say and once over." Translation for surety's sake: When you
see me, you feel the need to speak. It is a burden to know you
sometimes or more often than that. "To see [a gay's] quality of work to
be known - all enthusiasms but no to pride in it."
A Gender Is To Whom We Say It
Or Then Make Me Know Who I Am 06/18/04 2123
When I walk this alley in West Hollywood, I see a neon sign in a window
above Rage in the back
right what I remember to be "genderme.com" (and I think of a beg to me
for something) but it is actually "gendarme.com"
a hair salon (The Townhouse Ltd.
8715 Santa Monica Boulevard West Hollywood 90069 CA (310)
652-1940) - I clipped my own thanks using Oster products and it shows (see me
better - don't trim the cord in haste and electrocute yourself). For
women
I thought "gender me" - give me a real place to pride myself as lacking
to then. In serious note, you do well as hairclowns of men missing then
some. But even more seriously, a "gendarme" is French known for
hair-being as is not
like a rat or their cheese, but very serious about conveying tacts
then. See and feel. Use Gendarme at will - the closest I ever got to
haircare was Biolage
products.
Another half-mystery (no need to bother yet) solved astutely - cover
your waxes. The first one misinterpreted is always correct as too. A
gender is a list of fashions (orders in same) we identify with each and
or. They serve to exclude, not to unite us. We are looking to get out
of things and a "gender" ("lapping phase" or "over and over done")
helps us to do it less. P.S. Gay pride is here and let us forget not
what it meant to have no one
else then. Thank one another if at each. I'll be traditionally
popped in and around. To toots! More: If you must, my haircuts
begin with being dry and able to do - no drugs here. Oh, okay - that's
usually the impetus (meaning the "initial spark", but actually "reason
for doing" - e.g., not having money for to, hair too much as long) for
the measure, but you are always free to experiment lightly. I put the
highest "blade" or black comb on the instrument (provided) and shave up
the sides and back rounding each over the skull cap as guided up and
over. Then, and gradually doing lightly, the top of the crown from all
sides receding. With all carpets having been cleaned nicely and sweetly
taking your time, you elect the next smaller comb-blade to go up the
sides (and back?) again. Keep close and never worry about bounds. A
razor handles those with deftness (a lacking in skill, but quickly).
Apply inside once over having done - I love mine done to me yet. Then,
it may be time for another bump and watch that cord, Sweetness. A
laxative in the hair makes it pert right up - a milk of magnesia, say
(I never do this - someone else mentions).

With Just A Bit More About Me
06/18/04 1517
I was just looking at my reflection in a Pet Shop Boys CD case
("Release" for the very last song "You Choose") - fat, surly - rubbery
(too many pop tarts) - and along comes Fraser care of the Cocteau Twins site and their
news section (see that for explain). This photograph is badly doctored,
but know that her hair is really all gray at the root - I was over her
place and it was all shaved off like mine is now (protesting you of
course me some gray to blonde I demand it off and get mine from some if
salts bargain me). My maternal grandmother was singing to me in a dream
last night, in-fact. Anyway, Elizabeth had her nose fixed too during
hiatus and now all is well you see. Photo dated January 1996 - a friend
of mine who hates her now. Today's word is "cherish" (at once seeing
the Madonna song of the same sort - picture to follow). The word means
"to hold out simply in accept and gratitude". Cherish that with me.
Tip: The word-phrase "ye olde" in broken English (not announced and as
such) means "the oldest [seen] to you" or the oldest you will ever
know. To wit: Ye Olde Fraser. The Latin she follows with "inexorcorium"
means "without abatement"? No, it means "without cause for concern ever
- a joke made mild to you". A "exorcorium" (say "ex-corr-ee-um" then)
is what defends thee from else. More: Oh, another "Cocteaufest" (the
second annual - to "mourn" "her"....a real bitch) scheduled for September 25, 2004 has been
placed with us. See it to be there. But now see this quote c/o and
lapped up from Basswerks their
scheduled site:
"Every gun that is made, every warship
launched, every rocket fired
signifies, in the final sense, a theft from those who hunger and are
not fed, those who are cold and are not clothed.
Dwight D. Eisenhower,
U.S. General and 34th president
(1890-1969)"
Um, you are
hungry first. See you there naked yet. Recommend a taint there - the
army wrote this for him. He cared not.
Thus Toni Halliday Asks About
Sussudio 06/18/04 1352
Toni asks about the song "Sussudio" Phil Collins (supposedly a dumb
mispronounce about the "studio") and here goes her mother helped write
the song: The English word "suspect" comes from one of Latin made
"suspen" (say "soo-pen") what is "not mine" simply as reject. Then is
"suspedio" for "to be ran from [as harmful]". The French made this as
"suspedio" say "suss-oo-dee-oh" what means "no knowledge of it needed -
get away from this". So, from "suspect" to "suspedio" and getting away
from no matter how nice it appears. The song taken from a Latin hymnal
or song, really, in French then.


More To Know About Powders
Liquids 06/18/04 1145
As you know, the cost of laundry detergent - be it powder or liquid -
is prohibitive (not welcoming to a sense at) these days. In response to
these days-prices, I buy something called "Par" (that's French for
"pure" - and thus "par-eve" is "purest made") at Pavilions. Par makes all seems new
again at about three bucks (~$3.00) per 56 oz. box that's forty (40)
loads. Made in France then boxed here, Par makes us know that colors
bleach is also available for no extra pricing in a lighter box blue and
at will (I never use color bleaches like I never use liquids - I need
cleansing to be serious in nature - not only suggested to me). Anyway,
the price is right and I seem no ecological deformities either. See
this. "That stuff is harsh!" Nothing is harsher than Tide. Remember,
all detergent is dried up sea salts with potatoes (none in this,
however) and needs to be softened by remote or remedial pads like
Bounce. Tip: The plastic cup furnished within can be used for small
household painting jobs - just rinse, dry, and pour some paint in to be
held by handle with brush afoot. Did you know that housepaint has eggs
in it? Yup - and alot of 'em yolk and all. About forty six (46) per
gallon, I hear, as strained for colors. Q: What happened to Bold
laundry detergent that softens automatically while you clean the
dishes? It was my favorite, but too many people bought it up. Made by
Puerto Rico (that is Procter &
Gamble, really), they couldn't keep stocking our shelves with
higher demands (a "boldaur" is a potato in Spanish and French too
sometimes - potatoes with their sulfurs soften to so much). Have that -
get back soon. And please, no detergent was
meant to clean your panties (the scoop is) and I know what I'm talking
about. I use chlorine bleach (Clorox at mid-strength) only always for
that (in "Rooney" CA). You must live in a fantasy world otherwise - I
paid for clean and for new clothes eventually seen by me carefully
preserving cotton underbelts no.
Another Dream Sequence
06/18/04 1033
In a dream early this morning, I was in the back room of a pet shop or
something and it was really gross because all were being left unfed in
aquariums. I reached for a bottlejar of Tetramin to get started here as
I sensed the hunger in them, but then there was so much stink packed in
the glass aquariums I had to pause - big old snakes and shit looking
half-dead but muted to my sight for no fear. A big blue fish on the
right as out of its aquarium and over the edge facing me talked clearly
at and in perfect English. "Are you hungry?" I asked. "No" but it asked
me to move it and I did with my mind (a potency yet in these made) but
I didn't stay to see that happen. That fish was huge - a "groupere"
perhaps?
A Steer Stepped On Their Tail
End So Much A Toughed Up But Dried Rattle Deformed Sorta Shook It
Sounded Well Though Crooked Kinda 06/18/04 1013
Where do rattlesnakes and milk and coral snakes come from? The hooves
of horses allowed to breed wanton-like (milk snakes come from their
debreedings or skin left and then feces). Rattlesnakes guide them
horses toward glories not seen where other horses do not lay. Milk
snakes make horses think twice 'bout drinking milk there lying in a
puddle theirs made. Coral snakes keep them from breeding too heavily in
the sand around town where they lay. They the snakes all bite and kill
horses dead - not steer though what laugh at such and step right on or
over. Stop messing with tapes so much. I saw a steer skip over a
rattlesnake - that was faked "ABC's World Of Discovery: Realm Of The
Serpent" (1993). I have that on VHS tape in storage kinda (if you know
wot I mean) along with several episodes of "The American Jewish Hour"
starring Linda Tallon and Palm Springs denizen of psychics Toni Holt
Kramer (a local cable access show that is very entertaining to us
mostly filmed at Merv Griffin's Beverly Hilton)....also a day-long fest
of The Three Stooges, others.

Wake Up In The Morning With
My Little China Girl 06/17/04 1319
Saw Iggy Pop on tv this morning that man - so consumptive of my rage.
That is Elton John's aged father and Barry Humphries of Dame Edna
Everage fame too think thing. I saw Iggy Pop live with Pretenders at
the Spectrum in Philly 1986 about. He opened - now see that. Yeah, I
try to blow out the olympic flame every time I see it on tv - twice now
and just like the one-hundred year old birthdays on the "Today" show
(what are you asking for?) Once in the morning and once in the
afternoon I tried to. For fun, how'd I do?
Finally, We Give You Free
Gift Cards! 06/16/04 1414
Finally, my Target gift card for
fifty dollars ($50.00) worth arrived by registered mail on Saturday (as
sent it the day before) from YourGiftCards.com.
All's fine now a bit of delay picking up the letter at the post office
I thought it was the bastards at Public
Storage telling me they sold my stuff again. All I got by
registered note was the zip code "94039" (as "NL 06/12/04" on the
envelope then) - to if do better next time I guessed. So, see and hear
there's no need to send Columbia House their stuff yesterday or today.
Have a moment with me then very troibhant.
And for further reading my
shopping this evening 06/17 - but not a moment wasted (hey, I have
people in my head telling me my gift card was gonna be canceled somehow
- check back often):
2.50 Little Debbie
Snack Cakes 12 Count Big Snacks Oatmeal Creme Pies
2.29 Kelloggs Pop
Tarts 12 Count Frosted Cherry
2.69 Oroweat Oatnut
Bread
4.00 Degree Solid
Anti-Perspirant & Deodorant 2.6 oz. Cool Cotton Body-Heat Activated
2@2.00
5.98 Crest Toothpaste
Extra Whitening with Tartar Protection Clean Mint 6.2 oz. 2@2.99
6.29 Murine Ear Wax
Removal System
1.79 Jolly Ranchers
Hard Candy Original Flavors 14 oz. Bag
1.99 Chex Mix
Traditional 8.75 oz
1.99 Chex Mix Hot 'n
Spicy 8.75 oz
4.79 Gourmet Dining
Shrimp Stir-Fry 32 oz. Bag
4.19 Nestea 45.1 oz
Lemon & Sugar Ice Tea Mix
2.99 Jack Links Beef
Jerky 3.25 oz.
2.99 Planters
Honey-Roasted Nut Mix 11.5 oz. (I wanted all peanuts - the label
tricked me, to note)
1.98 Act II Microwave
Popcorn 3 Pack 2@0.99
3.74 Pillsbury
Toaster Scramblers Cheese, Egg, Bacon 2@1.87
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50.20 Subtotal
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1.34 CA Tax 8.25% on
16.27
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51.54 Total (50.00 Gift Card +
1.54 Cash Tendered)
No, no - I didn't put anything
back I calculate in my head. Was going
to put one toaster pastry back, but I remembered I had a little cash in
my pocket and paid the difference. Took the bus both ways (we shopped
at Target West Hollywood, of course - also recommend the Target at
Vineland and Victory in North Hollywood....get Vineland just past
Universal Studios on the 101 heading north bearing right at exit this
has a full garden center....also pick up the 134 east here at this exit
right to get to Glendale, Pasadena) at
$1.25 each way as I was out of tokens at this point. See me then.
Finally Your Caffeine To Treat
06/15/04 1841
As promised and as ready: Caffeine, a natural "sub-stimulant" for
arresting the heartbeat with pus (to note: a "stimulant" makes more
heartbeat happen at twice the rate or half-flat) is in every single
thing that grows under the ground if at first. That is where chocolate
is too - if no cocoa pod grows in sight - see that. Caffeine has no
natural equivalent because it simply lured into the small by you and
made heartily, as it were. Columbians first made it by pressing
coconuts into the chocolate mass to get this, but not sure of but why.
We did it to you. Hydrogen makes us think it can grow, but it cannot -
it has to come from the outside of a plant and plants gather while you
press some in this way. What gathers caffeine or hydrogen-helium mass
up to and including is your guess as salts are used to make salts - not
gases. This salt makes salt and the salt gasses inside you with fats
release. Fats release salt again incomplete and that is helium
basically a compressed hydrogen made from heat - you have it there. The
heart grows with added growth of salts - now a pus or white mass - and
the bloodstream is responsible for carrying up the girth. Added blood
pumped though shrinks the fats in the brain and we receive more good
from above and never a threat. Added blood is made by Oxygen-carrying
nutrient (our water) being forced to take one more by code. I made it
to do this and you will not undo. More: Caffeine comes from dried
potatoes only and is shiny. Chocolate? Not enough to scold about.
Caffeine - that one salt - is used to keep cold out of my food until
ready then.
As More Of The Details Surface
06/14/04 2122
Chris - your brother that flew right out that plane was Holden from
"General Hospital"?!? This is what it means to be Doug Moon -
everything I get in the head I hate to know for being so shitty yours.
Only one soap star - maybe two, tops - got my attention the worship of
well-mannered outer-ugly by prescription is not my key. That's
interesting - he said he was a darker blend (Brazil) however and
outcast hated.
I don't see that. Note off to thanks. P.S. Remember, I am the world's
greatest glory to date. Perhaps you may know to of him. Holden? Fine,
fine. Of course I've talked to him in my travels about my lists on to
you
my dope. More: Thanks for being, Holden. You died bad (you fought
others in panic and was thrown out in hostility - their key - and you
knew all the way down...ugly but stable to you an outcast is who
reveals to others what no one wants waiting for better of - you ask for
more then and get it) and I see that off now. Yours on "General
Hospital" filmed in-key prior to and now revealing a late-term charm to
others 1985-87 - they used you bad now a big star). All junk, usually,
and anyway. The song "Dear Laura" says it all - the actress died two
(2) years in of four (4) and we used her anyway. A God film, usually.
Hey - Leona Helmsley is your grandmother too my mother's aunt
Valvie....they you and others too visited her in jail I hear as captive
once again. Did I tell you that I awoke from my nosejob surgery March
1983 and Chris was there only with a bowl of banana cream puddin' and
with all the extras stirred in? Well there ya go again still thinking
about you.
No - Wrong Again - That's
Just Who You Are - Thanks - To Cunt - Never Fear Me - You Are Already
Done Up So Bad - What Wondered Off? 06/14/04 1530
No, thank poor breeding I still live and to you and an end to the
suspicion once and for all. Ronald Reagan the finest president to us
ever (I keep it simple then Clinton I liked for no good reason you
would stand for) - no say we did him up already years ago 1998 (tip:
there are curls in the box like Robert Reed's perm - to whom for the
bell tolls? a perm does this fatally a closed casket please) - his
kinder press now complete. These people are here and young again
witnessing this filth, so make it glad in the box. Think of better
people simply living without you in mind. If I hate you, chances are
you're young again and watching your own funeral on tv unawares.
Friends forever I can well afford you. I hate the fact that people are
dead forever then you know, but it takes a mountain of staple hate to
produce a livegiving at note and for chrissakes no one cares I died see
that and you then at once under intense scrutiny for the perform. So,
think off. You know, these things are not light affair boning all the
right blunders. Sometimes just a little nothing (the queen versus
Diana? poor breeding suggests it would happen) and then nothing. Do it
for me. More to you later I don't write without gift and the pipehole
is feeding me shit right now. Something you made. "I love penis" and
just hadda tell someone - now that's worthy of ridicule you missed that
irony I suppose you live without that too. In lieu of excitement: Patti
Davis quotes me "I like what he does, but he's a vagabond and making
people unhappy for living." No - "a fag who masturbates endlessly...."
Pretty much to a bodyshame. To you, my life is costly, but should be
far cheaper to you the end-consumer. I have nothing to say to people, I
live my way and you should take note again and again. It's all here for
you and fun perhaps jailtime my execution never say I didn't deserve it
- get the facts I cannot support your faith in this but people hate you
for being so sexual, nasty, geographically sound maybe I lied again -
whatever you prim. We are here making you know nothing. We call you and
go "psst...your dad died. so what and you then in 1996. all's great as
usual. a no-one really I laugh he made Stanford after all single
handedly people paid for that too, and then all this...sometimes I
laugh - look at me" then sad, sad. Who do I pay for another just like
it? The general public for being so good about things.....all I had and
then this someone asking why anyone would care what I think. Keeping
shapping my ass - who lives better than you after all? Ask a pride if
limits to this so be. To Clintons: Healthcare? I hear that no one pays
premiums on health insurance ever and no one bills for hospital stays
and doctor visits - no one all clinic'd right down your new
American-made Mercedes waiting for you in the ghetto with other theft
item your roots now hemmed back to you. They call it off down with
training and stuff no one bargains their rate here a nation of big
brite and vagabonds another dignity buffed to a shine with nary a cent
lent your way and by you. What does your medical Motel 6 cost anyway
those paper pill cups? No one but two drugged-up nurses to breathe the
foulest of your diarrheal cancer a whole floor of ripening shit and
then you a card-carrying prominent provider of health and sake. I like
it - two stacks up the wall no one need know. For the friend of it we
choked it all down and off to sense. Keep what you pay in the head -
not what they pay you. That's not real. Indingent (better to do if
allowed to) care again I see it.

Live Richly 06/10/04
1506
Got the new Bon Appetit for
July 2004 and I loved the cover's style and colors - now you see here
like an acetate or something. Inside, Citibank
or just plain "Citi"
lets you make up your own little bumper sticker at thirteen cents
($0.13) each per issue made (they start you off with "I" and the symbol
for a heart a "lexicon" to then write your own heart of, then just peel
and stick). See my offering below.

Think Of The Wives Oft But Not
06/09/04 2048
Chris calls for another Chris Ondy story even today as we walk toward
one another (his mother having burnt right up here). Fine, fine. Having
worked about four (4) seasons at Great Adventure, and for a minimum of
pay, I decided at age seventeen (17) still to work in the dietary
section at St. Francis Medical Center in Trenton, N.J. I brought Chris
along shortly thereafter and we worked there together forever it seemed
until I moved away to California about six (6) years later. Thus, we
know each other well. My mother was Director of Nursing there and
although I transferred to Security in a few years, she got me and him
done well there over that time add others. Chris is my gentle lover
forever and I took him places others would know of only. Is this
embarrassing? Not to me - see it. Come to find out that eventually he
lived in my house by rent in Allentown, New Jersey (41 Probasco Drive
08501) briefly to restore and refold it into government property. Now
that's shameful. That house apparently had alot of work done (the aunt
or something bought it briefly), but we got it new, added wall-to-wall
carpets, the biggest round swimming pool above-ground, central air, a
full-on screened patio in the back, expert landscapings and finish and
other droll to make it a sensation even when not there. I wouldn't give
you two cents for that dump after I moved out as the only caretaker,
but let's review and see how its former glory paid me once or twice.
Have then. Chris, I know you loved being in there as me, but did you
have to burn the patio off the back wall and rip out the paneled bar?
That was expensive, that patio and you needed the light. My father was
gonna buy it the house again through some torture the place now
overgrown but couldn't get approved too bads. Goodbye Allentown and
forever it seemed to then. More: That last name mine is magical, no?
Chris says it is shortened from "Ongrady" I believe.
Today's Balance 06/09/04 1321
No spare change for today and I have someone running cycles on my
account (getting approvals and removing them after I stop trying - to
poke an eye out): five dollars thirty-four cents ($5.34). We'll spend
that up prior to. In the meantime, nothing of interest I hate.
Another Sorry Ass Dream I Remit 06/08/04 1949
My life here is so nigger, I couldn't possibly be more embarrassed of
you - know that. To each a cake baked in flour your hand. Rather than
waste my time with how caffeine works (I drink it royally and care not
to ever) lets review a dream I had this afternoon to people who will
never be made important to me this way. Oh, a cry to "God" about being
lonely and wanting to come home as bounced off a basque (gray with
white figurine on top) moon. A false tear shed in that direction. No -
not mine ever who would I cry to? Someone I hate? I'd skin God's ass
over his homilies to faith. Thank off to lose another hand to it. You
can pull a semi up to my house and we'll roll back the top on your box
to see all dried up and black within. Another well-wisher. So be it.
Keep your teacup moon - deliver me this.
Just For The Fact Of It 06/08/04 1016
My checking account balance is now reduced again to your range after
mother's check not to your field - two hundred fifty dollars ($250.00)
- and payments of and to. We rest now at five dollars thirty-four cents
($5.34) with no new or pending activity seen. Stay stupid to win here.
In the meantime, she my mother was sent two (2) of those Pink Panther
calendar posters from Tower free at each and running a bit off from May
2004 through April 2005. Total cost USPS
in cardboard fashioned like a FedEx
tube (a trianglehold)? Around a buck fifty (~$1.50) yes first class -
they were just that nice. We'll see about the corn later. Now you too.
More: My mother got the posters and loved the full-year one.
How All It Takes Is One Bad Tooth Sometimes Not Even That
06/06/04 1942
I can't be funny all the time, but I can keep you out of sorts while I
dial my craft to cydwyds. I was watching tv the other day and this
United Airlines bungler was being shown with its side blown out like it
was a balcony full of drunk fags - one minute they was all dancin' like
two and two would do but up to the mastit, the next minute "and it sees
all to be gone with the AYDS-capra theirs so to graven an image and if
so oft and aches of its flesh. Up-down to the barrel of it said then
close in us a galvery to no light so sees a mask to its reveal. The
fooled begame once made so sees to this keeping time. It happened so
oft I bled to know of if. Inside ours a well I bleed to feel if it and
just. It came. So wonders to might be an if." Turns out, I had friends
(?) on that flight to Detroit from Newark, New Jersey (we are New York,
principally - you know it too kinda) and they sent that ladybomb to
some woman who was being a bit too intrusive when it arrove at banking
centers and relationships (sometimes a bomb says it's for the best -
soon you will know, and then, sure, much like God knows things).
Apparently, she picked up her mail in a lump-some, pre-flight fashion
and opened the small parcel - a handwrapped cake - while seated and
dining on casual affair in the evening's natural spirit none to bother.
Upon opening the dainty morsel, the woman noticed there was fingerhole
pressed deep within to the cake's interiors. The crew was beckoned to
investigate the suspicious hole perhaps with a knife, but saw nothing
to say and handed the cake back to her the passenger. The woman
continued eating the delicate favor to her anyway and thus found a
rotten houndstooth in the batter spread and to she nearly fainted. The
tooth - out in the air exchange - took heat for its batter and ignited
a bomb as intended within (a tooth rots and may ignite an explosive
within by shortwave draw - long, hard, soft on the mind). The woman got
up from the substantial if-blast (made of the interiors of old tires
gilded to) with her tits both on fire and she waving at people for
help. Her left leg and lower right arm were missing in substantial
flesh and fell off from continued burning and thus screaming at bloody
murder then. Once opened sufficiently by burn, the fesulage hole sucked
up the any dead made unsecured - there were two (2) - and two (2)
others just hanging out in the rear of the plane. Someone there noted
"funny - [the suction from the hole] got them all....even that leg in
the aisle went out the door." Not to say, but an inside job with the
insiders all present. Odd. A gift to me it says. Important people
hurting little ones again. Who knows to me best? Like God knows of it?
Like to God so be it and at then. The plane landed and all got off but
were badly shaken - this in Pittsburgh. Someone near and dear made it
home and cried forever having been there in the rear still clinging
below. Issue revert: "I will have my day. I will have my say." All
brought back to same so sell. Insert from you the aforementioned dead I
live nothing to be this I'm
sure you spoke to it: "Why don't understand that people just don't want
you." I suggest refocusing on that what lie to your decisions, not of
mine. Most, we do not have to say for ourselves - we ask of it, then
receive as if asked once. So shall you receive and in yours to be
received you shall say for it to be with me. You will have yours said
some day in it if back to this. Say it then so if being said to once
again. What's another repeat of something no one wants if it's here
anyway in yours taken of stock? So say. Be of choice and in having, not
simply if said to have. "This is how Jews lose everything - by talking
too much to people." It's the takings that challenge us to me - I'm
gonna hafta start being alot nicer to someone then. So little to truly
have at one's own losing of everything and all opting at once for
something new of yours and just a bit nicer to be and if so by it. So
be. Something to new I'll be the better of it and so. More: Who died?
Peggy Austin or then Noonan. With the likes of Elton John, Danny Moon,
others you'd like. Peggy's oldest half-son Michael died was standing in
the back there a few others. See how they run. In reply "You are going
to have a government investigation." And you - still haggling the likes
of Moons (of note: could be considered one with ties and links - the
family knows of it, more at homosexual ties breaking and reforming -
think of the loves lost and then rehad). How many times do they have to
do you this way? We are more particular now. "Don't you have compassion
for me?" Yes, but that is all spent now people begging you not to cry
1979 (airfield Dodgers). Thank the army a woman unheld for but a
moment. More: Ozzy Osbourne of Cass Street in Trenton, N.J. was on that
plane too. Ask to note of.
My Interpretation Then You To Decide Whose Assets Get Locked Up
06/06/04 1915
You are concerned anew that I'm detached somehow in all of this? That I
think I'm special or something you do? I reduce you to no say here,
again I've 'asked' you not to - you know why but I understand that some
of you are truly stupid but barely getting by. My life is still of the
everyday no-one and in fact to no less I could have been you as some
strange independent nation-state another dignity rising me in it all
special as a floodplain graves. I get some bills, any obligation or
note of failure passing sure, I get nothing wanted by me I'm convinced
of you yet (so stark you miss nothing my meaning - does that sound
right to you? is this to lacking and thus made a rhyme?) My point is to
avoid as per usual you have endangered yourself unduly making
statements to me and having it same (never ask me anything - you see it
a valued down here). Why would risk it? To be. To be with it. Don't be
dumb - of course I will. Of course I will. "I ruined everything - there
was nothing left." Nothing I would pay you for here (a cryptic sees no
code, there it is as 'eat my ass' again). This is for the idiot,
finally. A range of idiocy if then.
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When will people learn? Columbia House is getting all returned on
06/15/04 in their original box. Accept nothing from third-party shams.
And plus some, we'll see you later God-style for wasting my time and
yours. Someone's gonna get their teeth punched out at the car. More:
Oh, some woman wrote me and goes "we'll get you a new Target card in
two (2) to three (3) weeks" obviously violating my prohibate (wait
seen). Not stupid enough, no. Columbia House is going to choke on your
shit effective 06/15/04 if I don't get it to done before then. I kept
the box, Bitch. Update: "Dear YourGiftCards.com Customer, Enclosed in
this envelope is the gift card you requested. Enjoy! -The
YourGiftCards.com Team". See my address on 06/16/04.
Putting Your Pegs In The Right Place Stays 06/02/04 1501
Someone named "John" said he was putting 'pegs' in his mother's lap
after he was dead - the pegs were lifegivings from others. Another
beautiful story ensues (no, never on-the-spot - I am gifted with). The
pegs are the dead's way of communicating hatreds towards people who do
not listen and follow suit (to place one here is to know then feel to
my true meaning - hate). The lap up and borrows pegs historically to
make use of in others, but their polarity or range of use decreases
with each node or pit taken by them (a pit decreases your wants for the
fire of world wealth). Too many pits, and you see how many people get
by with little or nothing to know. The pegs fill in the pits, but you
see how consumptions rule us and down you go. No cancer is given to us
here. A friendly spirit once murdered by you in process made me look
twice maybe. Sometimes I like what I see. Keep in mind that no spirit
gave John's mother cancer - I didn't either. She fell into with bad
behaviors toward me. I see them all and hate having to serve you
twice-fed what others would give you once: me. Eat less - think of me
more. Those pegs are rare - two cents ($0.02) each at your market yet.
Find one and I'll kill you dead on the spot. We know you have them, but
they are not real to you yet. Not real enough anyway. John describes
his pegs as gifts from others softer to hurt people with - a kindness
gesture from life's beings to those who are hurt by a life in just
being. Bock! We got it right together you building and having things
fall out true enough but no cancer you make - "a hole in my heart" we
said to use, damn you. We use words like "other"....

So Sees The Way Of Curve
06/02/04 1141
This song was made at great cost - no one would pay for it my cost or
price yours (mastering or engraving was not cheap). And quote: "Now I
collect." Curve
"In Disguise" MP3 (5.7 Megs) from "The Way Of Curve" CD. The song
is not about me, it is about you and yours missing the boat each time
it comes until it stops for you. We won this a long time ago but we die
seeing it to you. You will have your day never I'm so afraid for you
too - kinda. Hers "We speak to no one to hear ourselves speak. Be
spoken to - hear ours like he does sometimes hear. Hear ours spoken."
Those cherries - like an eight-winged (eight is for Doug make meaning)
octopus on the cover...something unpleasant yet cooked. More and a good
capture: "this song asks you to die" - I liked it hearing I'm bolted to
soft by this. This melody entro was played at death in France for
bargainers of fate that told me eating wasn't as important as sex and
their desires. "Welcome home" it said a presence of God was necessary
and stood for it. "We'll erase it" they said. And to you too eat as
bargainers fate.
Who Made Who 06/02/04
1004
Hi - made to the devil here. Just added another BMG banner to this page
- use if you will I will too. Once again, it seems like there's little
a game underfoot as elaborated and before we continue (as blacks say,
"a white smells money like two turds meet in the sewer" - is that about
me? all I do is listen to your money junk all day long while I submit
to discussions daily that have no meaning - see me rise to it - you
then?) This is a "white pig" apparently. Once again, lets lift the
layers of meat and see the fork with it (we know your ways so decided
and done - this, easy on me). So, my "affiliates" (banners with codes
to credit the hit from here specifically with codes embedded) have done
all they can to discourage any prominence on my part with them somehow
someway. Something old, doomed bitches and I listen in about what we
already both know: of course we get major satisfactions just rubbing up
against your shiny logos and pormince-ltd people ("hi bitch - long time
so see...speak to me your vadge") with possibly even an orifice
penetrated (you meet my name in reporting or hadding you my way told),
but see you finally as no one at all and firmly out of business the
very next day you and your logo while people discuss the value of a
name others just make up for better on the spot and paint to their
dillys daily. Once your assets are either locked up or sold on account,
there isn't much anyone needs to consider (the nighttime helicopter
pulling the roof off your home with a hook that drags around on the
ground on the way there - mine - I love a lack of surety and perhaps
handling in every tote). I've seen it all about you and have handled
the big dollars they way they flow - all out the door in a day one
check like it was a dollar keep it simple like that. Now you too with
yours. Maybe you should think about the stability of my own name logos
- you get to use them longer, they have import I see to it. Anyway, our
lawlessness has led to other violations we see but all this madness
never has to be - maybe avoid the asking of we do for you anyway
without hearts set on seeing it (sprinkle a little junky appeal there
my lawyers attack you with heaven's sent - smell no fear they come like
this and like that over so many dimes your wife leaves you). Now you
don't pay to promise and issue vapors to people who specialize in parts
that don't work? Let those black bitches swinging from trees do the
finance on that one - they help you get to your share of it once taken
in and while your records may reflect the lowliest of details to the
height of cell phone usage-payment at corptara rates (the "egg" ringer
hanging down that burrs when your call-return plagues another sushi hut
with something inordinate for one shot at rheumy fish - my wealth
senses and avoids that shit plainly see a cell phone paid for - you
think you know better me too). My records are commanded to be of
spelling insistence no detail is too great but we seek to expand your
very usage. No matter who you are - you ain't much on paper I see it.
I'm not much either, huh, but when we meet, a shitass with a snorp
dignity going is all I need to entertain the masses at said or even
just me. I see you "like a tampon in a teacup"? Duly received, but not
good enough for me. You are struggling and doing too much time with
others while I lay me about thinking off. You aged beautifully I'd say
who the fuck are you? No bank balance until I see your efforts made to
me so speak. P.S. Some of those cell phone company names are so
ridiculing I could die of laughter you dial it right up huh. So
prominent in the mall while I listen in to your sense of things ("a
booger is something you don't offer people ever....they do it
theirselves"......(((((())))))).
Bonus: A literal from Madonna's second-to-last cell-phone conversation:
"Hi - Mortie? Mortie, these things take time [as bothering me with
pursuit]. Take down the way you see my head [the way you perceive me].
The way I laugh - I think it's funny [then as agreeing] yeah. [of Sue
Bakley, a local publicist] I think she's made me too hard on people.
Can you change the way I speak to them with cares toward me in mind?
[answers "yes" then "great"]. No one makes me shine anymore and I'm
tired of seeing too many thoughts of mine turned down. Thanks [dials
her dad in Harmone, France - the number is not working yet "no dials"
it
says]. "See you soon" she says to herself moving on and turns a corner
in Robinson, Vermont a bus waiting to see her shine for fans. Caution
boogertalk everywhere you pick.
Reports The Round-Eyed
Wholesomed The Madonna In You 06/01/04 2044
You know, when Madonna had her baby a doctor did an impromptu puppet
show out of her pussy with gloved rubber "what's crackin' it said"
something dumb. That level of caring continues and I never expect
anything from that camp to make any sense with so many idiots and
fingers to be lost verbing her practice (Neil returns when I'm out of
here only - see that and know it while I tend to others and their needs
without staff or afford so locks the wheel). Who cares? I yelled at the
bitch full-on for being stupid about me the other day and I know she
got that and you'll get it too for being someone dumb about my thought.
Get me done or live with me - someone bored but easily enough there and
with it. Your bitch friend had her breathing locked up to shut that
down at note. Maybe you live. A friend comes in bearing guild (and I
reject all psychic "insert" here) saying her concert was great - "she
made a deal with the devil" [I hear you even now others responding and
kill you on the spot for having saying to me here as not yours]. Bet
she did - but sounds dumb (would I go? yes - can't afford tickets -
gonna buy my mother some calico corn to FedEx as soon as her check
clears the bank). Again, no one special to you no needs bother I'd same
- go to broke you may cancel down soon any-it. But with tales of a
multi-media (John Lennon's) "Imagine" (I song I hate artistically yet
with no need to - that's the world you arrive in blind - nothing to
complain about while you eat the scales off the first fish tempted by a
wad of hair - there is no heaven imagined up to that the hard stuff is
variety to not ever having - what to serve next in God's own world yet
inspired by the book? imagine no to you....a joked, basically) and
background war shots (ho hum - we did the multi-media Vietnam during my
youth when it mattered to me and said it horringly best and everyone
presenting died in it not a hippy left I get scared and you hafta run
from a child's breath on it - in the meantime, your ads for food meet
borders I describe that rise behind you for entering a trust they keep
what they find these days I hate intrusion you'll soon see without a
sex-aid my father bargains intrusion because he read a book - read it
there, not here while I stamp that face with a truer horror - not ever
leaving home again - your new home and fully fed with tasting shrimp
treats and various homing aids - not war on numbers - "on heaven" she
says see these multicast restylers - no, you gratify the pigs of the
world not yet ready to fete). Finally, those fucking Scottish sticks
were actually in this show? So what - it was just that bad I hear so I
left off. This shit sounded so bad to expectation I swear I was being
lied to. All die in me or die again. "You are no one special to people
yet." My presence isn't keying to you - I was made to belng in not
seen. I will have you soon it says of you and prefer we meet place to
place it wronged by you. If answered beckon back home we wait for you
in blinds and fish by it. I would rather stink than marry it and be
stinked. So stink. A favorite to be killed in disfavor seeks no pledge
for it. Be favorite or be dead with it. That's dead I'd say of it. Just
dead don't bother. "Our kids haven't made it yet." Perhaps to your
address is wrong. In my manor, I send the day - not a day for it. See
that. People booed the backwar in sound and I would too except my vocal
says "just shit" to anyone who asks of better a tastemaker. Why would I
ruin my produce with your piss unless I planned to feed it to you the
way you like it and at pay? Well then my saint. Madonna hates me? No -
that well-spoken version dies like Abraham's lamb to drummings under
cart as a new one - perhaps just bits nicer to the thought - springs to
life in Jesus' petting zoo ventures a small bite. Mine for to rise on
you and from behind you may have saves to some sight. One day.....a
boat found and if back at sea and you - with loose neck skin drooping a
finger to be missing....no matter how many Rosie shows to prelude, but
a lift away. Your girl at Fran's a daughter to be had. Yes.
A Low Cost Produced An
Exceptional Value In May 2004 - I'd Fear To Pay Any Less
Never the gay, I don't spend my
juicevalves here retempting the tote. For each suffering, a nail and
then we nothing of change unless delivered to my shore by time and
tide. That's what does your hair too - what I can't fucking stand each
and every attached at and for each and every you get no sauce for that
wait for my own Exxon Valdez you wash tiny ducks I sent in earlier with
tubes of Prell then I kill them anyway shortly for having been touched
(God me reports long falls miraculously survived by some black in a box
- he goes after them for that). In time, we see all released to no such
bother and acceptances that send greeting cards to the wallet on walls
each every noted and seemed well you work for top dollar no matter
what. A politeness restored to my own "thank you, no[te]." What was
important wasn't what everyone else knew and agreed to yours selfed -
seems it was what I knew that mattered most to you too and how can I
focus on that with so much of you pouring down on me? Simple
rewards....you on my beach soon enough lips under a blanket. No matter
how gay hates me, two faggots in swimsuits with pussies laughing at you
saves the whole farm. Somehow, we reshave the balls to get them hairier
on the outside use gum no glue. Oh, one day I say "I didn't mean it" or
something small and cute but you saw the walk home each moment is
mined. Stay real is the street....a lack of individual perspor. The
rest do battle for it against me alone up close and personal we
conclude nothing but to we keep.