

Advance Your Cause Next Year - Not
Here - Join Us Then In June 2005: A Gay Celebration Of Hate Returns Me
My Open House Real Then Saturday, June 10 - 8:00 PM-10:00 PM Thanks
It's Real
And so am I, damn you to
sense. Bring chips and a dip.

Thank You's Afoot
06/02/05 1454
Thank you Sav-On Drugs for selling
personal lubricants like Wet Light
Formula in full-stock and cheap too - very classy these days. A
dozen beautiful eggs to me so cheap too Swiss Dairy. And thank you to
the United States Post Office at
West Hollywood 90069 for taking pennies in your stamp machines. Very
classy. I mean that too - now to change I seem. The penny the dollar
once again legal tender this a business ours samed. Business to
business is ours samed. Each one an independent state-nation is my
term. Use it well. A resplendent is mine too. No customers, just
friends helping friends see better then. Business is friends of a friend then
mine - not "buying something and selling it for more" - that is a
black, a woman, an underpriviliged talking it out but all rules right
out the door. Why weren't you here but centuries earlier with that
particular brand of command about you your dime. You work in a 7-Eleven only where people come in
and for only what they came for and at certain price or and you snake
it out fast no talk - that's guard...a vanguard I seem and you work
Christmas Day we don't need you here after all. That owner died fast
plus I don't believe in saving money - I save you money only.

More News Of Late
06/01/05 1659
No, no June yet - you wait. With all the reprint and reknowing afoot,
there's one album A Flock Of Seagulls don't have back out yet and
that's the "The Story Of A Young Heart" LP - my grandmother's crystal
heart pendant is on the cover she had shitloads of lead crystal in her
china cabinets I don't know anyone else who loves that shit, but she
does all in storage still for her return. That's in the "Titanic" too a
real sleeper then - nothing special to me. Anyway, I can't get the song
"Over My Head" unless I buy this CD even the Lime teases me yet with no
solid offer. Anyway, the stuff is cheap at CD
Universe who won my bid for being two dollars ($2.00) cheaper with
that online credit card and all, but I was asked in the head by all
certify to avoid this in favor of FYE
who called on today to cancel the order flatly no excuses. I hate that
thinking can have freely now and then this and at additional expense I
might just add that in. Liz Fraser again I blame her. I heard in the
head yesterday they woulda had to pay someone else for the CD - a few
bucks more than what they got from me and boy ! that's stale. Keep
yourselves in business by pleasing us only and always please. In the
meantime, I await CD Universe a cancel too though they confirmed by
e-mail again but my very name of it. I bought every last piece of crap
from every such cash, but not never really paid AFOS for anything past
the second album what I bought in Houston, Texas with Culture Club's
first LP in 1983 (the shackles coming off a gay but brilliantly) save
the greatest hits comp from BMG and then a rebuy of the first album on
CD again at Tower and a scant single on CD "Magic" and then of course
the vinyl of this album also featuring a rose lained with thorns bought
second-hand at Aron's for
two-bucks ($2.00). Got the "Listen" LP even again on eBay
- I sold many records vinyl to Aron's and then started collecting
one-hits on even again so what. The eighties were vicious in terms of
my consumer
weight against dollars voted in. Too many excels and from this camp
too. FYI, this CD is named what it is "Essential New Wave" - "a series"
- to avoid contracts and such with them where does it all end. They are
disinterested altogether after last feats not doing well. So...what.
Mits on 06/13/06: Rec'd the CD proper over the weekend so nice it saint
(first stingily copy of locum "Men" too women we'll discuss more of
this later - hey, I know that sounds gross - do the math for your nuts
- somehow the forest green...ridicule? open to all who venture we risk
it seeing and to believe if just that. Your? Il' dee a-finley sum
sem.

I was just asked if I bought this record, and after much consideration
(after all, I loved them in concert after this release - "Over My Head"
stilled me with pleasures live at Great Adventure), the answer was
'no'. There were exactly two (2) songs on the "Listen" LP I could stand
to know and still but further blast out "Nightmares" and "Wishing" as
grands le tot. I loved them, but two (2) rad singles and "Transfer
Affection", at simply no, does not an album to make and to magical
types. Not with fiercest competition afoot like Tears For Fears "The
Hurting" LP what I really bought in Houston not yours - I just saw
yours there in Target at Humble (my first - how should we say? -
'visitation' with - we said "Tar-zhay" to be classier...this was
Kingwood, after all - the queen's countenance in field and florry) as
just released you and Bryan Adams
"Cuts Like A Knife". Gets it soon anyway with that great cover awesome
video for "Nighmares" (I have that a copy right here and fully - not
all is just lost). But therein lies your dead, third record to me.
C'mon - you can't stiff an album worth of materials at me with a Pete
Shelley raging on and others. You do what you do - and still magical,
kinda. I resent you. The "Dream Come True" LP (remember, someone new
died and after dreaming) one missing on the cover, no (but is now
re-available on that CD, yes).
The violas (no strings, you play the box only with taps) - cool though.
Damn, that discussion was hard on me. Damn! All that changed now - I
pay you jerks for one CD with a great song on it a blast. But you fight
all the dogs independent and homemade like sticks eating chow handmade
and at home. Someone has to hit it - not one. "A feather for each bird
flies no one home." - 'Til Tuesday knew their sophomore effort buried
them dead though. No one came, no one cared. Yours dead too for that
woman hating everyone when someone dies. What stinks the most still?
Good music - you fucks are there and interesting as still the cob. Let
the others out pecking of kernels for it. What remains, stains. I
remain. Let no one know - or simply help them to it. We lose some,
little.
More on 06/02/05: As to me "'Transfer Affection' was a hit." No, we
call that a "single" for "singled out" and merely. Someone says "an
introduction" to an album. To me, you issue the so-called "sophomore
effort" and then live or die in the public theater, your next album at
ruse. You are dying then - take it to easy enough you'll lose. 'Til
Tuesday a "singles" problem? Not necessarily. "What Above Love" hit it
with me? No, "Coming Up Close" did and big - why would anyone mistake
that? Both are good enough to me, but hardly gate crashers that first
one. I like it though and listen often enough singing along that "one
good look". Per Flock - a video makes a hit surely. Some people get
away with nothing - know that. Even bigger? No a promo is hopeful only.
You were capped with that money coming in. The style ruled you down and
into holes too much money flowing around. Hey fool - no video for
"Space Age Love Song"? Why? Biggest ever to you trust that.
A Flock Of
Seagulls "Over My Head" MP3 (3.6 Megs) (and as extension ".m4a")
associate with the QuickTime
application on the way in if necessary. These are big and brash to us.
Otherwise, a switch out soon. These also deteriorate in time if you
don't listen to them - a trick leaves just the end closing if just you
keep. Keep playing it, keep it having for you I just bought it
too. Just see MP3 at one half memory used not one another
lesson. Consistency is key if to limit talking a witch is never once
born.
As Today 06/01/05 1018
Tomorrow ! we talk of assault (you made me fear for my safety, or then,
made me know you - a harming is in the head, you made me change my way
home), battery (you touched my person with the
intent of hurting me - a hurt may and leads to death if continues), and
announcing the "tristeen" - something new
(you touched my hair my baseball hat and directed my carings or then
took my time with it - I had to go back and reconsider myself my look
then what was already taken care of by me - a crime at all...no, I had
plenty of hair most then and thought nothing of my beauty shining
onward - it was that I didn't want to know you that well having to ask
repeatedly for my hat back and embarrassing me by being exceptive to
others afoot with behaviors with being heard I didn't want them or to
talk of me either).
We'll explore these freely in the morning you said. Here it is -
further law is needed for faggots who touch people in friendly fools
way. They touch people being queers and I hate them for it. That's hate
- no need to consider. No, empty bulb of it a balloon in the air
sissing from too much heat added. When the police ask you why you did
it to them and in that way, you won't be able to say at all. That's
hate. Not unwilling, unable to from being crazy and stupid both. Hate
is stupid to say and stupid to know. It is that. Avoid in favor of your
own angers, your own very reasons for hurting freaks (I like a summary
statement and further three [3] or so lines of detail underneath,
myself - I hate being touched in any way by sad clowns) - maybe more
later. What was this about? Again, to my hate. To you - a thought off.
Heh, heh - you never know who people are anyway - you'll fucking die in
a head and then true. My friend Chris Ondy now goes "My father used to
spray them with water and say 'whaddaya think?'" I'd hafta make a
preparation of the ol' cornwash of water sprane to take the tags off
your pantsuit with burning-off dots of cornstarch as having been silted
overnight. Way before you burn or battery to me with your cigarette
(nothing like a browvoun halo of tar on the skin - test that to use no
filter).

Lumisource Couldn't Help With
A Replacement Part Fucking Cheap Thing Stripped 05/31/05 1113
"Michelle - I took that bent couplet out of the middle of the Medusa
lamppost anyway and replaced it with a long wooden dowel inside that
had just enough room left within for the cord running up next to it.
Sure, I hadda cut a few wires and then cap them back together as
carefully coded, but all worked out well. So - no need to know other or
bother with. I love my Medusa lamp again.
Thanks, I guess.
Doug Moon, ever the triumphant"
Before that FYI:
Doug,
Unfortunately, that piece can not be replaced. The wire runs completely
through the lamp. So in order to replacement the coupling you would
have top cut the wire. We can not recommend that you do that. Also, the
piece you are looking for we do not stock it. The lamps come to us
already assembled. All we have are the lamps, not the spare pieces.
The only thing I can suggest to you, is to take it to a repair shop.
Maybe they could permanently weld it together for you.
Please let me know if there is anything else I can help you with.
Thank you,
Michelle
Customer Service
888.461.5864
michelle@lumisource.com
From: Doug Moon <form-mailer@indigoproductions.com>
Date: May 23, 2005 11:15:26 PM CDT
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Request Info On Product: Medusa lamp
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A couplink weakened on the medusa lamp - the one that joins the
basepole with the second pole up. I need a replacement - any info or
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LumiSource, Inc.
888-461-5864
After the fact law:
"You're supposed to sell [these days], Doug." Fuck that - I paid one
hundred fifty bucks ($150.00) for that bitch after no one bought it for
me at Christmas and replaced four (4) of the "globes" on the top from
done to a dope and then mailing it here. The dead - who no doubt
stripped it with heat and vasp esthers - are all trying to get me to
bury it in the yard for study - fuck that. Only after I pour lemon
juice all over it and break any all of the glass. It'll be buried in a
landfill with dirty husseins, diapers, and your last watered pledge to
avoid nascent pleasures in favor of pruding a self already wise to it
happening again and yet this. "The dead make me eat breakfast meats and
I, in-turn, manufacture neutral bio-wastes in the form of paraffins to
sip their cigarette butts in." I already studied the lamp anyway - it
needs one more spider arm with a purple wang on top to be 'gay' - I
know this for you right now so don't bother or be with me. Still
implied though - no, that's yours in the head saying. This is
Christmastime, not queers - they spell it all out. I'd just change the
balls anyway can't have that inside. Hate is for just outside a bit
like a marine with the assingbon seal of approval on his boulibed
window reared. "So, but Officer..."
If buy your lamp at Hippy-Gift
- the whole thing with UPS standard shipping and a proposed 8.25% tax
will be
ninety-nine fifty-nine ($99.59) - may be less I won't tax their quirk
in styling us to count no tax on shipping stuff who eats this? They
were very nice to me when I
called to replace a few globes cheaply.
The lemon juice pits metal
with whitened gas crystals on the surface (oxygen and lemon sulfate) -
period. Remember this from March 2005?
"I once tried to burl out pits in a used tournamen
or swingline and now know the value of getting facts fried up firm
before suggesting a try by just hanging one down the offer is new and
hardly amply honored at all. Simply scalved "reuse at will" it sloams
the slining seams of 'at once hidden but alarmed as if real and yes
then I'm in me' give way to nothing if "warm in it a lense laavs lo
massages cornish the eye up both flights the stairs" aren't enough to
wet the whistle of a mercer hang-nail even if as soon you could you'd
truthfully leave get-away then."
A "tournamen" is a slight tube of metal (like an upside-down test tube)
on a flexible metal snake with a plastic lining inside that fits up
your ass for douching in the shower. No mud then. There are small holes
on the rounded end and it squirts a water of your mix-choice if
hooked-up as in the place of a shower head. About forty bucks ($40.00)
these days I think I saw that lately. My joke here was that a friend
had an old one kept under the sink and I tried to buff it up to my use
for guests as connected and wield softly by us to their way. I have
many an offer said, by the way. Anyway, after necessary remedials with
the Dremel tool I hydraulic, I
noticed pits in the metal and threw it right out in favor of a new one
on one comfort day - the right way to go only now. And always I concern
anyway over plastic seams on dildos or now with this what I call
"mercers" or bits of metals hanging just off. You'll rip up your belly
being clean in your ass - drink soda manage I do and never madge in the
bed no matter how polite I seem once overcome by fumes and succumb. For
the record, there's something about a
person now just countered on the floor on the other side of the bed
(oh, sure and to your wife 'what? it isn't a real dick...') while
ming-ing with a nervous-type tool up inside their ass (the handle-end
of a
modern screwdriver wears my rubber, one of them Sharpie permanent markers can be
lovely too - black is harder to explain..."a licorice?" all that
burner) and the barn afterwards when no movement strikes me. Mine
quakes are quite real - even now a touch leaves to others a tear. Pad
of the finger just lightly over know may see resist off. Bit of an
esoteric - who I'm with mattered it, but the extension doing to is my
true pleasure. My vein of not knowing you. The prize held slightly by
if.

This Record Got Played By Me
Over And Over And On The Admiral System, Curtains Drawn 05/31/05
1950
I had something to prove with this to someone I hate on the Warner
Bros. label and just like Dire Straits "The Sultans Of Swing" I played
both to death. As child of economics a tyranny, I couldn't afford much,
so I only got the best and often enough. I paid dearly cash for all
seen here once. See me I'm interesting enough - the doll though - if
worthy, you'll know who. "Yeah
- there was a skin button on the back, but it didn't do anything [when
you pressed it in]." Meaning? He knew who he was, and true-to-life, he
didn't move anything - still quite charming. These jokes - a desperate suck on the
breath-dust of life. The roses from Neil (and me, kinda).
More 06/01/05 0945: There's what I was really gonna do with the 45 as
picture - we were playing a game me and Shaun in the head his birthday
yesterday - 'if you really had this, what label? who wrote it?' type
stuff. I thought for sure Del "Bette Davis Eyes" Shannon and wrote that
earlier you see, but see here Eric Carmen and dull, I accept yes. No -
Del Shannon wrote it for himself and then for his son. That's his son -
Eric Carmen (sings with that name "All By Myself" a very fucking big
one, plus REO Speedwagon "Keep On Loving You" he does the vocals is
mine). Del Shannon couldn't get the credit. So there. Just listened -
still great ! but my faulty memory pissed me off - I love looking at
this stuff as bought so fascinating and great a song. Have it ass the
tournamen come. By the way, the Adobe shit isn't
easy getting that doll
inside - you see my early effort halfway through first - it looked odd
and stimulating. I don't read the manual, I just play around so suffer
me I said. There may be an easier technique, but I get the results you
see. You see it. Freely exchange Graphic Converter
for Adobe when plagued by cash or straps. Their host name "Lemke" means
"last to know you[r way]". Tip for Adobe their try-outs generous: I
convert all GIF's to JPEG's for my site for that standard GIF can't
shrink plus why guess what more memory used to then and must compress
the elements sighted repeatedly to save to JPEG as I hate layers crap
as too exceptional a woman's need made seen again yet made to mine
nobody pays still. Copy the whole GIF in-frame as then "Select All" to
paste in a new frame and that should size automatically when asked for
to save a JPEG anew - don't fuck with the old GIF at all - I dump it
flatly afterward a tripe of it (maybe use this format for a cheap
cartoon only and to keep as replaying several frames one after the
other - see my front page the "Cocteau Twins" logo I hate that bitch -
that's one GIF I do keep - you suffer it for this only an obvious error
to shrinkvalve or to have knowing why and when, then how - a cartoon
only then it will use). After this, use "Layers" on the menu and then
"Merge Down" or
mostly then "Flatten Image" - especially with text - a very real cunt
now. You position paste-ins kindly and sweetly with the four-way arrows
(<--. -->, up, down etc.) after each letter of necessary is made
- just hyphen or select this option before doing as to move anything
really - you just can't swing things around in layers anymore once
pasted in - it's just that dumb now, so select "Move" to first then.
C'mon you wrote this shit once and
plagier me with it. "Cheap bitch - we'll stop you from using it." Yeah
- the day it died and you wrote it no more. Try me, Cunt - I kill
artists like you every sick day for speaking my word with disdain. Eat
crap now or be fed by me forcefully as I clip your fingers off for hair
braids. See it in your day come, you black witch. Eat up on mine, Bitch
- it's cheaper to you. Your cheap brand made me sick and I can bottle
my own Windex to spray it in my thanks. Many more dreams of snorting
kitty litter in lines to you "for multiple cats" now I'd say it.
FYI "Hey Deanie" is from the "Born Late" LP - damn ! all these people
are here already. Shaun worked with me at UCLA as a project manager -
he is Ron Enholm, a nice man, but quite frankly - too old for me now.
Another project manager (does renovations, refurbishments, new
constructions on campus and in student housing plus else but
off-campus), Curt Ginther, is Jason Priestley's father and is David
"Scanners" Cronenberg. I
loved that movie (Fangoria
reveals that head exploding by telekinetics from the Michael Ironside
character's headwork was done by a shotgun blowing jello out from the
rear of - Ironside is also John "Nightmare On Elm Street"
Saxon and that is merely Burt Reynolds our uncle shaved down, lathed -
great movie, Ginther-Cronenberg stars in this too as the protagonist
fighting the mix of - we saw this with my dad in the theater at release
I loved it when - he is Wes "The People Under The
Stairs" Craven too - and basically, an asshole
about this - in this, a dog falling through a trap door and sliding
down a smooth ramp to the backyard made me laugh so hard - only this
'whelp' heard as tricked down a predator becomes prey type-thing). His
mother, who was Charlene
Tilton of "Dallas" fame, also worked with me as a lead administrative
assistant named Char Flanagan. Nice both, they hate me now. So
what. Jackie Raymond in the contracts department then - Lola Falana.
Back to Flanagan, I used to tell my little sister she was adopted and
that her "real" last name was "Flanagan" and she believed that only.
Sounds like a 'rag wearer' to me and is that (or then actually a
"raglan" - farts, burps generally yuck to know a class murvuhr). The
name Flanagan is actually someone who buries people but in France -
same then. Wears their clothes. Fellow analyst but with larger post
tends to many losers in-private I few Barb Laval sung for Taste Of
Honey "Boogie Oogie Oogie" just on tv now I hear - her sister Suzanne
also know as "Shannon" went on
to Sister Sledge what Barb also did too - she sings all of it I love
and in-fact. Chic too - "They're nuthin'
but Nile Rodgers, but pay us still." Barb was Monika? and
she is the mother of the two twins on tv comedy too "Tiffani and Bridget" of dancer Gregory
Hines - one was dead I brought her back she roasting in
the darknet for
a long time she complained bitterly no one came to see her while
hanging there in our own hell (note for me advancing you: never come to
me as if - I'll just fuck my mother's memory 'til thanks it have off).
Hope she's better,
I'm not yet they pulled your mother's building out I see she remains
director of services yet - thanks then. More later. Marika "Liebscher"
("last woman", France) is Tristan Rogers from "General Hospital" after
a car accident plus sex change? Yuck - Elton John paid for that. My
other friend James
Tarbutton Wendy Winter Monica Seles is coming to movies soon. A great
day. Academic Planning & Budget director Fay Woo? The gorgeous Faye
Wong featured here. Paul Townsend - consulate to priests third floor
entreats (kids,
crimes in their nature seen by us - a Walphton man kills kids for being
unruly - killed me once too), The Vatican. Killed seventeen (17) kids
so far - so what - they hated me too. More yet to...Dorothy Gray -
worked with Marika....Dorothy Dandridge...says "prays for me"....who
will heal her prayers? Thinks I stood her up one day at Divine Design.
Nope - forgot all about on meth ("black"? no) See same, pray see.
What Is A Derelict?
05/31/05 1342
That picture below (see no trade to me after all) is just Neilsy again
with "bellows" or weights over the eyes. Trying to look like my own
eyes masculined but pegs leering (both sighting muskrats, really,
hoping you'd leave it all stilled ours now I prefer - knowing, seeing
you, but in rings around centers). His father is Max Factor after all,
broken and lying though. What is a "derelict" (no relation to talk)? A
person talked to many times about being displeased with others up-front
and without asking. A royal pain-in-the-ass seeking pleasures entirely
and often. To be jailed once soon. French. Theirs: "derelist" as if
said "dare-uhl-lease" for "does the least [of this but asks why]". See
one broken sometimes - full of hate still,
but dying of it. So what? A mental case yet. An animal as if to just
shoot it. As insistent "We were raised for bread better." Still, and to
me, a mind trying to rule over what matters again - just shoot it.
Simply I'd shoot that. How long until we can understand nothing anyone
need know? Your life wastes here trying to know the dead of and in it.
Adds some if I come to see you together. Adds you. Reasons? No - no
after-fact said. None here. Be clear to it then - there's no thinking
with me. That leads you away just as I'm coming in for a view.

What You Had What You Lost
05/31/05 1302
Unwelcome: Lacoste, welcome: Members
Only then plus oops!
another link yet (a lime-green jacket looked so nice I saw
a few new - three (3) or so - yesterday in a small shop on Melrose in
West Hollywood...tailoring,
style; on the way back some - I'd get another in men's large color is
navy thank you, but perhaps no
as now in white this guy knows what...had a perfect one in black - a
major unit all silk inside - circa
1984 one my mother has it still and another very heavy in royal navy
blue
wool shell with burgundy red inside plus wool cooles as levined hangs
from a chain - simply fabulous tried to refashion it collared somewhat
now in your storage wore that to Boston early November 1986 just as all
needed). More: How does silk work actually, as shooting out the ass of
inchworms? First off, it comes from their mouths, and like honey, and
then dries on their 'cobbs' or wettened sleeves around the mouth. You
pick the worms up after harvest dead, but they are back inside their
cocoons elsewhere nearly invisible as all that they are is disposable
for you having been so mean to them and destroying my trades when
jealous of us being together, me and mine. You put all collected in
skin and gobs in a hot pot full of water and grease (that's theirs too
I guess - trying to charm 'em out and on-top, just in-case they're
there and still mining), and then toothpicks dipped right in pull out
strands as if by the balls of nature just in strings lightly each one
wound already but air with and gasping about. The simplest of all
textiles made, you weave then. An atrocity of caring. To honor the feel
and weight inside ours here and seen. The Member's Only "bombrete" -
theirs named as in Chinese - is all silk and no matter what they say
silk. Silk made fashion finally mine. Dry clean only ever or else see
nothing new to ever again you noo. Not even Woolite should. Rather
Murphy's oil soap here (and seriously - a wax in Woolite just now kills
it...you'll let go of the wax in-time you aways do).
Last Night's Dream
05/30/05 1918
Last night I was in some house in this dream I laid. Everyone that came
in was problem ass tome - few joys of the sight and many too many I
didn't fear having to know. Not mine, the place was big, but nothing
dogs didn't have their way with. Not mine and annoying with being
unable to hook-up with anyone or being able to relax. I remember hating
but not leaving. Soon, a catharsis of sorts appears in the kitchen room
- my editor friend Art Young (the same one who fell on his face at the
Palladium in New York City with drink in-hand early 1986 and at the
height of kingdom yes, we got picked to go in, thanks it still - top
songs then and there on the massive dance floor with odor house coming
down from the ceiling as just four walls to surround with mirrors
inside I guess and further no roof but all around me they trap people
if they position well when as sirens coming on cables and laughs 'for
they stink' : Pet Shop
Boys "West End Girls" + Phyllis Nelson "I Like You" - I laughed so hard
and still I on the way home in
the train I did - big ol' geek spread out on the balcony near the bar
in that white pallor jacket both sleeves rolled up - hey they're either
showing you up or crapping their pants in your car). Art - now told to
me the 'sultan of brunei' (?) - had on madras-type shirt stained with
blood all over the bottom portion from being stabbed to death last
night (Jason did it - I get it's just like Terminator 2 in the head -
a black
floor morphing its wax a blade but up in you - an eye too....whom to
thank who). He seemed better now thought after some surgery
or something but puffed out around the belly bad and blood. Apparently
goes the story, he's been living in some house in the hills here
without knowing us in any needs a higher plane of sought who cares he's
been out of touch forever but agreed to make me his savior in jest not
the last time he was here and years ago. I needed him of all people to
take me seriously like all of the friends I never hesitate to toss into
the fire at night when I tend to grind my own burgers with cloth and
krim. Is it real? It's real enough for you, I'd say. Cross me up and
why would anyone defeat my thought? No one's here to think it over with
and I tend to get mad having risked all of mine sufficiently against
your world the 'sultan of brunei' who cares ship it to the world Zaire
with shave monkeys craving in your ass. So classic ours a story and yet
so dumb to it too. I went to the mall (um, Beverly Center - again, all
levels thanks you) today anyway not like I can't
still have all that I want and easily enough. To trust that our
purpose. "You can shove your money straight up your ass." - Doug Moon
once to his grandmother who favored herself openly as this too. Again,
do better for yourself and again and again I'm serious enough and still
here saying it like that too. Say something a dead man. Meanwhile,
invisible walls cross in this house of ours to slam bone and head
against crived knot every time a micand makes me sick to my gray
stomach
with people I thought were already treated to my verbs doing. Come see
a betrayal die.
X
New yet by request times is tighter now:


I Wanna Do A Page Of Famous
Quotes I Loved 05/29/05 1849
But I'm afraid I'd fuck them up. I'll make a page soon as inspired by
Gore Vidal (book read "Palimpsest" as the dead only know it in self
review once if placed back). His stuff is linked back with Jane Fonda
last month. Soon and growing.

Your Guide To Denominations
Of the Dollar Learned Today While Dining Out Is Expensive
05/28/05 1100
The one-dollar ($1.00) bill: for tips and small favor, just one;
The five-dollar ($5.00) bill: for cleaning of clocks, hard drivers
(lawnmowers), no change;
The ten-dollar ($10.00) bill: to be mailed out only in denominations of
this or to carry-out Chinese - no thickness, no wallets, to cursory or
inspect your home or auto;
the twenty-dollar ($20.00) bill: a greeting card handed or personal
sent, to accept a greeting of candy once to yourself;
The fifty-dollar ($50.00) bill: do not use as cursed with
hate as too little or for too much, or then a traffic cop for calling
others and halting error on you;
The one hundred-dollar ($100.00) bill: a gift to you given in spare,
never to the less.
No greater denomination to see from other - for cash ladings or
received made too significant. At the bank you leave that stuff and
one-hundreds and fifties too.
Leave it cash - that operates on its own no explain. As for the
picture, Abraham 'the father' courts christ the man our son here left
to obey and makes him know we are real as by touch only. They are three
(3) sizes bigger than us in these visions called "kleriez" say
"claries" - fucking awesome scrollings around the vivid mind they are
real (and, the best I've seen in film involves Uma Thurman as the
goddess of love, Venus, rising from
a mandclam with cherubs swirling ribbon in Handmade Films' "The Adventures Of Baron
Munchausen" -
cheers, ours relish you there....he, Baron, was something God hated,
however ruthsome or then "taking without guile or then mercy", an old
man made young post-death to hear his own voice ask it to me again -
no, never no). I, the holy spirit, am all decor of
voices surrounding Abraham I will not know you but art others
unmercifully I scare people for a living as God above. Know this or be
with it. I love~ pe0ple^ b u t c a n n o t h a v
e t h e m n e a r m e I s e e. *B*
Never again the dancer.

Just A Day After Sale
05/28/05 1947
Pavilions in West Hollywood
ended a great sale on strawberries last Tuesday - get this - a sixteen
ounce (16 oz.) pack i.e., one (1) pound or more than a quart then of
the biggest, brightest
berries (~xXx~) went for one dollar ($1.00) each as ten (10) packs for
ten dollars ($10.00) with their club card and all and of course you
could buy less at each this price a bargain ever. I take three (3) of
these packages max for us at home and that's enough for me as I never
abuse these obvious losses to sense and barrett. Andy Rooney my
asshole, I like the yellow-cake dessert cups they sell routine with
these and plain ol' Reddi-wip
on top (not just 'whipped' cream, but an 'egg' cream - just like at a
soda fountain, if to fool - the best ever, but at a cost to taste if
none). Some people think 'oh, a bundt angel cake' for this need but not
me - I need tradition afoot them angel cakes from Germany must be full
of eggs belongs at a wedding when you can't afford some traditons afoot
or per head you serve this these (at the local firehouse, one assumes).
Just kiss me. Meanwhile, back at the ranch, these berries I often like
just sliced in-half in a bowl with a bit of granule sugar on top are
now two dollars ($2.00) - the price just buckled up. I compensated now
with one of their full-size but round seedless watermelons for just two
ninety-nine ($2.99) in-total right now (usually I wait a day after the
sale to mention to you, but not today - Madonna said to me in the head
"we provide the answer, not the question" - what is that mean?) Tubs
and tubs of them melons fresh right now I just hadda pick up one more a
little while ago on spurred advice so cheap and so luscious within (I
bathed the last one in dish soap lightly and dried with care "to enjoy
fully with me" per mind over). My head said to me in the store people
in Scandinavia raisied and delivered 'em to Monsanto via San Francisco
for free, for the taking, they was gonna rot, but I just don't get that
(no more information to me - no more! I ate one already it seemed). I
paid 'em for one and another and boy are they nice got an all-american
cherry pie cheap too - even hung a four-dollar ($4.00) flag outside
today too a full-size, very lush-looking one from one of them old Pic
n' Save stores we walked around in today lost in money lent). You
around? Prior to getting a new teapot again at Target (no one has my
favorite Gemco's "Whistler" - cleans beautifully with white vinegar -
here in town you gotta go to eBay for it now so rare I broke the
soap-ask handle on a new one that's just usual and ugly - the very same
one - just weeks earlier slamming it down on the stove in anger fifteen
dollars [$15.00] up, and a waxing custom airblower for the queen-sized
air mattress I bought last August so sad to be wilting on only
hairdryer twenty bucks [$20.00] a Coleman for in the wall plugging for
future need like anyone would stay, plus my DayRunner needed a calendar
too from Office Depot to document all that we see happen here but in
days weeks said) I had lunch at Chan
Darae (in Thai spoken only, no dialect or words like this really:
"insignificant house of worship or plainly seen, not as holy as seen by
else" - on a richter scale, loses one [1] point only) on Cahuenga today
too the usual stuff: mee krob, chicken
curry, two (2) luscious Thai ice teas so yummy I died in it. Toni
Halliday was explaining how she sewed up the tablecloths of ranchored
velveteen from a local fabric haunt we both love - apparently she owns
it all (?) but sews lightly. Saw a nice picture of Jason (Priestley -
again, we say of these mitt "a known for beauty" - for music people
"you've done your part") near the bathroom too
I ran when mentioned by my roommate to see it our whole little family
named within walls (a few other lovelies too with all them Asians
around just like two white hands at a blue-light j/o club). Bored to me
yet? Outta the goods? I must eat. It's like I always say to women "if you can't please one hole, you
might as well please the other." That, and "proper oral care is at least as
important as proper anal care." Now eat it up. More yet: Jewish
woman quotes from bedtime laughs last night me and friends my roommate
bitching at noise in the am: to threats say "Like lamposts inside me."
To being me with you "You cite using a toothpick up in the nose like I
bother you. I don't know why you mention it improperly. You've been
disquising me forever as what's on the outside, why would this make you
know me if to have more?" I'm gonna hafta clean these up a bit, but you
might get it with me and more on sense no Andy Warhol is not this
interesting either writing about cab fares and all.
From the above, worth of
strawberries each: Seven dollars fifty cents ($7.50);
The watermelons? Six dollars fifty
cents ($6.50).
Horseshit! I want six dollars
($6.00) for the strawberries, I want eight dollars ($8.00) for that
melon - that hair. An orange or colored pepper? Three bucks ($3.00) no
sale.
A bottle of premium musk a
caffeine soda two (2) liter (e.g., a neo-Coke)? Six bucks ($6.00) to me
- they are worth eight ($8.00) easy to nine ($9.00). Now see that - my
opinion counts.
There are almost six (6) cans in there, you know.
What does the produce title "organic" really mean and at everywhere
seen by law? From Russia - they don't use pesticides (soaps,
half-salts) they'd say. Looks like their stuff..."this, the tukelov 990
and in such style to me."
Your Note On The Balls, A Tip
05/27/05 0910
No, we did not achieve a firmer understanding on the balls - you were
set up again. We don't know any more - do we? We do not. You infer or
deduct this erroneously. Please, Sweetheart - I'm about the reals of it
- real havin's. Do you have? No, you don't - not yet. With God stuff,
it's not like I can just go fly off and look for myself. Please Honey, I'm in the meat - carniste
- and have to listen to says,
but they are hardly
misleading and some ghosts. One more tip toward you: Everything
is linear or in squares dominating - no funny twists or roundings ever.
Disprove Lichtenstein (really, a techinque to pale or reduce color used
- not every square fulled, a grey's having - we don't grey, we put
white in we have to for the dirt, for the matter of it - we are cloth,
simply, and per Jason's review the dead are talkers kinda, and see
nothing mined to truth they use stuff...again mined) it is flatly wrong
ever no bricklaying of balls they rest on comfortably and occupy the
nearly same space as squares by exertion (that is, as if contained in
squares tightly they number the same - no more seen inside by as use of
less...maybe you make a smaller
square of it the circle to see area made...tee hee). To women who know
better. Even on the computer screen where mattered and proven, we are
squares-driven reaching and growing. Check this yourself with
zooming-in feature - no need for improvement here as displayed, really
(the are blanks in pixels however not your bother - see how made). We
call this "fallacious" reasoning or "as with the wind [blowing away,
nothing to hold]" the mind etches (moves backward and forward over) it
when. More later you now know less.
It's Intelligence We Seek,
Not Randoms Of Thought 05/26/05 1248
My friend Chris goes "I'm challenged cerebrally [with you most times]."
Let's correct. That would be "I'm challenged cybernetically." There is
no challenge 'cerebrally' really - that would mean in and of having a
head. The prefix 'cyber-' is for what we cannot reach or know - the
"abjoubet" that's French for "subject to your feel on it". Thinking is
more abstract or having to do with what's made inside as taken in -
what little you have to work with, then. The more you listen, the more
you have to know and thus play with. I release it to you. Cybers have
nothing to say - they are with thoughts about you or thus thinking with
you and in your way. All flawed, really. Speed along with us by knowing
and using words correctly. Just finished my interviews (2) at Target
scheduled at 10:40 posthaste - went well rode the bus those unmerciful
turds with handicaps and all making me late. Was talking to actor
Patrick Dempsey about being dead he's back now, he lived "in a cave" in
France he said. Heroin death NYC 1983. Jason says he's a good friend
both as seen in a magazine there in Target. Jason was being faked by
someone. They are angels, really. By the way, I told Patrick his father
is John Densmore drummer of The Doors and his mother is actress Swoosie
Kurtz. Have that. He was raised 'beautifully' by actress Shirley Jones
alot too - singer Shaun Cassidy dated his mother Swoosie apparently and
they were married. See. I like to see you 80's guys turning up here and
there you're never off the hook my stardom awaits. As I observed to one
erstwhile 'friend' yesterday, "it's easy to elect [hominl] death after
all that [once the body has shed and all - the hard part being over]."
No, no.
More languages: A girl who talked today said something about
"imperialists" having named their price on everything and then "milking
it down to nothing" once purchased by them a queen's regal, but that's
what she learned and no, not here. Let's assume we're correct there,
and fairly. An "economist" is really what we're reaching for here with
abuses if an "imperialist" has everything priced. The "economist" is
the dirty word looking to drain everything down with no care. The owner
can, but the economist
what does to others in front of what's free is always my problem.
Remember, an imperialist is not a dirty word as one who takes for you,
but others rule me in: The "cantenist" is one who asks the price of
everything, but will not buy - is looking to sell you and cheaply it
said. That's the first one out front. The third one is the "empirist"
as in "empire" or "short-changed others" - wants to know 'how much?'
and won't buy either. Wants you to give them some. Will report the
facts to some later as in gold borrowed for them. See some. See the
imperialist fairer, but not good to me either as having been paid in an
unruly manner. So see. Tip: An "economist" suffers by virtue (the way
seen home, what you think is right for you - what you think to be is),
by
nature (what is real and stalking you). They want too much for too
little. Put-down then or quote:
"You're quite the economist
with my time." And that's not saving me double.

Look Ma - aerials care of Google:
Santa Monica Boulevard is the double-belt on the bottom, Sunset
Boulevard is on top running along kinda. My house with a red '+' I dare
you.
The impetus for this showing? My roommate came home
and showed me our domicile from above (um, the 'para-' to view) after
he kicked me off the computer. Ours then a spiritual guide to.
Someone gonna bomb you from a
plane? See your backyard pool, how you might live, your lifestyle?
There's something about you - simply odd. Trust it, they'll just drive
over, a gun.
We'll fill in some of the dots
later on these with locations...simply too fun:
1) Rage; check out
their Mexican street-buffet on Wednesday evenings - somewhat free with
a drinks, something about two-dollar ($2.00) Coronas in the bottle a
life of it;
2) Tower Records with
additional parking right, upward past Spago (that is next);
3) Spago (now
closed); but has a Coffee Bean
& Tea Leaf underneath now - right on the corner!
4) Devo's Mutato Building it is
round - EXTRA! see DEVO at The House Of Blues On Sunset Boulevard,
August 6, 7 - a whole tour ensues;
5) The Whisky;
6) Hustler Hollywood;
7) Our last residence had ghosts, visitations too - 915 N. Wetherly #4
(but not like this, though);
8) The Wyndham
Bel Age Hotel
9) Le Montrose Hotel a clever
fake for stagings - see them from here at night;
Others:
10) The MTA or "Metropolitan Transit Authority" - they park buses here
as white lines, not these pipes;
11) West Hollywood School - an elementary one it seems, and theirs
alotted;
12) Sunset Plaza, both sides of the street - outdoor dining on the
sidewalk like Chin Chin is
here...I don't dine with my back to the street, others;
13) West Hollywood Sheriff's Station with Jewish neon zodiac out-front
as on-corner, heliport landing on-top - note the ease to arrive us;
14) United States Post Office, West Hollywood Station 90069 'sixty-nine
times' with parking on-top, if will;
15) "The Desmond" a newer apartment complex no condos yet "no walls" -
just built recently and full of ads wanting. Very reasonable, I hear -
especially in exchange for what was there a junker or two;
16) West Hollywood Fire Station - was a church of higher demand, but
only as a front to building this by Disney. The last firehouse on
Huntley and Melrose burnt up over dispute and they said 'go to hell'
for having to build this one. They hated it onward and upward people
died and all next door. 1986.
I know you wondered it all. No, Pavilions
is the furthest corner lot at bottom left-central being usurped by. I
found out yesterday they want ten dollars ($10.00) for regional
delivery of groceries and a schedule made. To have that.
Remember, West Hollywood 90069 then is Disney-made - a landmark of it.
Do not disturb it to then.
No roads, really - you drive along to know. This is California, not
Texas.

Look - I got Disneyland (um,
"a perfect day") in Anaheim too. You gotta
press the "satellite" button once you're located - it's on the upper
right.
I know Disneyland traps you at their site once made, but give it the
times and visit with. They have little films and pictures with each
attraction-entertainment that are pretty fun (e.g., the teacups).
Better not have taken out the Country Bear Jamboree - real tear in song
and having song (they're in the um, 'jungle book').
Notice also, and mind over says, half of it trees on the left and none
on right. 'Nighttime is trees and is magical' it says from its world
view the pretty tavoli lights and all.
Mercifully, Six
Flags Great Adventure in Jackson, New Jersey on
Monmouth Road near Prospertown Lake, while huge, isn't worth looking at
yet a photo scan image - junk. See this
site though!
All them coasters and thanks God's bless for redoing the
carousel....the top bulb or craydace to coming soon an evolve each.
Best coaster of mine yet? The red "Ninja" at Six Flags Magic Mountain
(see link above) as hanging from above a track over and under the hills
there. I love the front seat position in that bamboo forest setting on
hill...never to see, never know come. Exciting, laughs. Space Mountain.
New Jersey balks at this - look at Great Adventure sometime anyway on
your own to practice up. I looked again on yesterday still in
amazement, actually, but is unworthy of us here (i.e., the 'big wheel'
150 feet tall is turned somehow this arted it needs to speak to God
alone His viewing of, a 'fruit bowl' or tempest).
By the way, that is Spago's "agent" Swifty Lazar starring at Six Flags
in the black-rimmed glasses older set. He is never no agent, but is
chef-to-the-stars Wolfgang Puck's father *dying* of cancers now in
Austen, Missouri ("and Florida" he adds) with money at-held (no
problems there). Apparently, Wolfgang, the truer host of any party at
Spago and meeting big wigs "he needed my money from horse raising -
thanks" has already checked out of Missouri steed and welcomes him back
one day both. Seniors live on sometimes. See his restaurants here now
evolve into California Pizza Kitchens
- also his - who handle big financial messes with some ours. Serve it
'til death.
Meanwhile, I'm still trying to find Paramount's King's Dominion in
Richmond, VA.

If I Was Being Shot Over This
No Balls In The Ground 05/25/05 1731
A ball on top, a ball on the right. One in the middle of both as
on-corner then a diagonal line corner on top of only. Mine to use, but
with shift right. Simply we add and then fill (¿) Further, we
investigate the "+" sign growing throughout a color made. No one is
gonna make us more stupid stick with squares of.
Oh Alright Another Ghost Story
05/25/05 1555
Last week I was out on the back porch late at night down at the bottom
on the edge of our new construction - even while friends muddied were
digging theirselves out left and right this is all in light only,
really (no, I touched the next item right in the dirt - it was really there but is
now missing at cursory inspection) - a small metal box but long
two halves implied by a band on top
8" x 18" lifts it lid but slightly a crack open and challenges me in
the head to put my fingers right up against the blade of it (as though
something might come out on them - note the box lid falls over the
edge). I did it to laughs after scooting down to it the last step - I
had to only
adjust my seating on the stairs it takes time as I'm in a 'lament' a
leaving and taking or tweaker's heaven. With this, also remember the
ghost
in my living room late at night a black angel dress with a huge swarm
of unmoving hair like an evil cloud so static. An afro, kinda. This is
Jason doing these "my embrace - a black cloud of hate disintegrating
you instantly" his marriage not prevailing him but a bookshelf has sunk
into the floor in front me twice or so I love playing with the black
cancer it is. Meanwhile, I make a tree across the street grow out to
meet us for fun. This is real and we love it at will I do. Ask me in
the head at twilight and beyond I'll do it for ya maybe in your yard
and all. Heaven is here.
A Reading Will Make You Know
05/25/05 1448
Me and my friends in my head were talking about Ad-Libs again, and I
lamented "yeah, I learned all the easy stuff - an 'adverb' ends in
'-ly' and describes a verb 'perfectly' - but grammar (putting together
a sentence and well for English types - more than a matter of style you
lost stuff over this) was always a mind in the clouds and who could
know?" Paragraphs - when to do one, a new one - then came up, and I
only have one (1) rule - you summarize three (3) or so ideas neatly in
a statement, the first sentence of the first paragraph, and then
investigate each one thoroughly on their own paragraphs two (2) through
four (4). Every time a new idea is expressed? That is every sentence to
me. I do this for the first paragraph: "There are three (3) things I
hate: taxes, death, and livin' - and in that order." The second
paragraph starts "Taxes are no one's bother but mine..." The third
paragraph goes "Death makes me sick for this reason..." and then next
and final concludes, kinda "Livin' doesn't pay me yet..." A word comes
to gay mind that would be "elegant" (for 'no one sees more', compare at
'eloquent' or 'no one says it better yet' - roughly the same thought
leading away to bliss then). Each new idea? Fuck that ! it's poor
learning from teaching it. Am I a fool? We are all simply done - have
that again adding, subtracting, multiplying, dividing - maybe you add
up a range of numbers
made up or then perform a summation. Mind over adds this: A new
paragraph starts a reason to know only - a shift of thinking to this
from where you are. Thinking and their ideas lead you away. Another
paragraph forms to avert another person being with you in mind their
point of view, and also then to introduce another person or thing as
idea. And there you have it all. Me speaking, you speaking, that
speaking and is it. Stay close to what you say and think - I try
to and convey that here. I lock my thought down. "My mother" says Neil
"says 'you talk like you know something.' Do I? I don't speak for
others - that eliminates much of it." I, Doug, don't believe in fearing
away with such a tactic and thus having to cover my tracks with it. If
I can't say it well, it bursts inside me each time until I can do it
all and without thought or to have this in me as moving away. I ask
others much I need, after all is from them. And they read to me in
writing - reading cures it all by example, you'd say. Friend John
counters psychically, "The new idea is yours - at every turn. You are
mental." Keep it all conversational like Stevie Nicks sings - giving
and taking if at once - my rule in writing this to you. Note also and
just between us per se that writing
is voluntary - that's what Neil meant to say, I believe. I won't
repeat it again.

something that helped me greatly -
little to no finch, plenty of how to dot your commas and all (like
things no one need know reads the same in or out)
tip: if you're not 'investing'
or 'getting a solid return on your cash avowed', you are 'speculating' or 'having dinner watching us dine'
- that's the word we use
Running Contrary To Truth
Paid No One 05/25/05 1328
What do you mean you don't like Wacky Packages? These weren't the best
(ours still to kill with favor and fancy - instead see "Crust" for
"Crest" toothpaste my favorite yet),
but I also see Book Soup "we
think you're interesting..." has new Ad-Libs (you fill in the missing
words in a story already made - nouns, verbs, adjectives, etc., then
read 'em back for laughs) just for adults. Whoa ! from this past. All
that's left is them Hot Wheels motorcycles in the shape of a skeleton
or praying mantis - get your seeds now for Spring. A lovely venus
flytrap with soils made "if even the ugliest thorn has a rose."




From Abroad From Nearby: Ever
Try To Make A Paycheck Appear Every Week? For Whatever You Sell
05/24/05 XXXX
Remember as I get nagged to death and live inside of someone else's
life, someone I refused service to, in-fact (of course, disregard all
of the bags 'in' you've seen lately), that it is the almighty dollar
that rules you, and of late, rules Madonna, as I move to close her
banks and boutique laundries down. Make a little of them like I did
with most bills paid around to see it well enough. The dollar doesn't
sit by while people phone their bank cards off, the dollar doesn't sit
by promising you a homestead of a capital later if you do this here
with me watching. It is dime
(dials me when it is ready), it is key (simply keeps what it
has without next knowings). Don't change the way you handle them -
please - I brought home fifteen hundred cash ($1,500) every half-month
already less insurances and I don't know where it went we all say. Who
cares ! it's all relative anyway I went and I saw simply across the
miles you did and still I quit for it what it buys. No matter what you
sell good or service sits by dying, remember this sermon - the dollar
eats all I wonder if worth it and aftermax only. The dollar: it is mine and yours only.
Did I change my mind? No - how you make was previous to this, how I
make is new here. A dollar - you can't just make them appear, huh. You
can't, can you? "They make people bark." Yeah and without your
approvals, per se. Thanks to Topps "Wacky Packages" - the only
stickergum I ever bothered with. Hi John Christensen....I know ours -
the first ones - were older, better. A touch of Americana, if you will.
"He is a jerk-off." I have Maureen in me. More 05/25/05: That was
Tutor-Saliba I
made that money on - the first (1st) and fifteenth (15th) about. At
UCLA, my monthly cash take home on each first (1st) was twenty-five
hundred dollars ($2,500) clear after taking health insurance if any and
California Casualty our
cars both. Should have been twenty-seven hundred fifty ($2,750) if none
taken. Oh, sure - I collected the faggot's paycheck from them too - a
lesser note - but useful nonetheless (one of my friends notes making
about twenty-two hundred [$2,200] right now - about his now then, add
three hundred). Our life wasn't cheap for years and years. Now, it's
like someone new - he's in charge - I hate that vengeance it makes me
feel small you never earned the big bucks like I do your father a
schoolteacher well-submit and I paid for this attitude in tears now get
away. A gay is no one to gliss - remember, when everything comes too
easy, you never do enough to make it shine. Tip well. At risk of being
too much informat, tv's "Quincy Jones" Jack Klugman asked me about his
show and money he had from. "What would God do?" he asks. "God" would
take care of people. Doug - the one true God after business the dollar
"the gift given" - says business takes care of the 'gift giving'
altogether and run - like Michael Jackson ebony and ivory mixed slender
fingers took care of The Beatles back catalog - what did you agree to?
The money that holds the bag gets it filled. After that, it's
gift-giving time and what's in your heart that matters time honors the
win you should too no harm in asking I reward the shameless "damn ! no
shame at all?" What? Nothing
for thee? People are so grubby, I'd let the government - what took such
good care of a guarantee made flesh with their toilet papers - wrestle
them to the ground in it the tube. A gift - that's simple enough.
Otherwise, you bought it all young when the feathers was still coming
and the future was no one's friend. I'd sell you both and often will.
People - they can't wait to get away from you and you're supposed to
take joy in theirs like this. A person is sad - watch for God and his
lazy ways about it in this too. Let him care for them better, always
trying to make women and such the lazy ones happy with what's already
mine - not to oppose the 'unclean spirit' the avarice what has and will
not do with - somebody dumped in there and bad. I still remember
driving to my grandmother's house in my
brand-new car trying not to be the person always showing up in need
(although I'd go through all her drawers a packrat) - like Neil does to
her. Like my mother - such ingratitude having to know her for this and
that. She just revealed that someone threw her husband's body in a
velvet bag up on the lawn under a bush after internment. You should
hear who was in on that one - Neil again the army ("just the head", he
says - they saved it from the funeral parlor). Trying to get something
more they'd burn the body after that. Hrrrmph. Jews. Someone said that
Neil recorded Shakespeare's
Sister (this is just Bananarama in a contract-type dispute with
Universal Records Company - heavily to recommend the song "Stay") in
the basement of that house 9 Orchard Lane (um, Little Cuba - see the
sun here) in May 1990. I believe that. More 05/26/05 the rich pay the
rich: Never make that kind of duty come yourself? Never to mind. In my
mind, I was told that people broker the government to employ folks with
cash down - much like my roommate is employed by unwieldly cash.
You pay them, and they pay you while working for it and not slagging
off
or making anyone too happy it happened. Who are we then? Askew of truth
- not our friend. People who paid two hundred eighty-six thousand
dollars ($286,000) in 'tax deferrals' they say, and that motors him up
the store, then up my ass. They owned stuff in Minnesota - lots of it,
but unheard, unsung. I suspected the army somehow - never they,
they're looking to get in themselves somehow (the army then is
"everybody knows" - they merely coordinate it, it seems, war mongers).
Three (3) payments to their state to see it done here. Believe it? I
do. Why would anyone pay this much for so little said? Not to defer
you, but to wonder off and on. Thanks to the father I steal you.

No, hold the presses - Saint Etienne
"Shower Scene" !
from the
"Finisterre" LP (2002) - the ruler as I see ( ! ) a gay pride. (MP3,
4.1 Megs - see the
rectory to know what this word means.)
May I pause you? Saint Etienne "Mario's Cafe" as per
as from the "So Tough" LP (1993) or then
"Join Our Club"
- see
their full cataloguing 
In terse, you can only be other people too little.

"Tales From Turnpike House" 7A and all trying to relate. You're
gonna hafta do the "< click here" and all. Walking down the "side
streets" now no place to go, just checking out your stuff. Oh, sure -
"the perfect sixties girl...of the English blood royal." She really is
Etienne, you know. Really - the goddess of wares or making useful.
Was Scrubbing Down
"Carrie"
Last Night 05/24/05 0931
Was watching "Carrie" again last night on TMC ("this might change",
"they might come", "takes my change"...others "to my credit"...oops!
that was AMC "answer me, chair") but
dipped out after she bellowed the gym. Amy Irving was and is never
real. That is Dan Moon in makeup always and married Spielberg with his
money, connections (the character is reportedly something Dan hates in
women - yup, all the way up through "Yentl" - remember that is Burt
Reynold's first son). Betty Buckley is Elton John in makeup always and
yes he did star in tv on Bradfords "Eight Is Enough". More later.
William Katt is Robert Plant's younger brother Michel "Bob" Plantus
from France (you'll note Robert Plant is the lead singer of Led
Zeppelin). A studio guy in Philly and New York. A quote: "[When we're
twirling around together, me and Carrie] that moblie [of stars] isn't
near us at all [it was painted in from above]." The movie was filmed in
a alot of places - the high school front is a bakery you step up to in
Chicago, Illinois. The White's house is Dan Moon's dump in Martha's
Vineyard, Connecticut - a real cool cat he'd say. They had to borrow
the tapestry of Michelangelo's "The Last Supper" or really "The
Citaern" or "supper made for me [before you tell me or hurt me then]"
Ancient Latin. From a guy named Bob Mills who had it hanging in his
restroom at work an auto body - "remember the saint" when injured he'd
say.
Key To Fix It 05/23/05
2018
Sean Hayes on "Will
& Grace" is the real Ronald McDonald's son - his father was
"Hymie" on "Get Smart" or real name Jon King. Sean's real name is
Michael "Jon" King. The woman on that show - a great person, really,
and trying to cope - is a man named Darryl Haines. See that we are fans
faggots help me through it with friendly types. Note: Contrary to
support, the real Ronald made over seventeen-hundred (> 1,700)
in-store appearances as the famed clown-eater (I say "joquain" or
cow-killer the Spanish knife carrier in red wig). Elton John made him
do it. "If I can meet people, you can too - and as this [as holding
glasses to fame]." We met him at Route #33 in Hamilton Square, N.J. -
kinda - "too many kids around him" my father says we saw and left as
enough for us he gave us stuff to no say really said 'hi' to my sister.
We did this. My cousin Danny (John Denver) played Ronald there too - I
wasn't there for that one. The person Elton continues "It was New York
City-times, and they wanted to meet Ronald from tv. They'd kill you
over it." More 05/25/05: Neil's sister the beauty queen as Minnie
Driver was just on - we liked it with that guy from Monty Python 'tis
real. We know you love us - ten (10) tissues please (a code describing
my sorrows back to 'her'). Darryl is also the blonde guy briefly shown
on MTV's Real World Philanet with my cousin Mark Oravsky - you know,
Marky. No one in my family, in-fact, is that gay. We don't have that -
he was "slimmed down" for it, that dumb fight faked I hate boys being
hurt the blood squirted on the ear over. Faggots are not allowed to
harmonize on tv....see it here. Oh, per Marky, they say "pounced" not
"gay"....ho hum.

Amtrak From Philadelphia To
Los
Angeles 05/23/05 1711
I don't know who that demon slob is in the photograph I portrayed last
month, but I keep fantasizing Robin (see this blog avis) is just
Sean and all the world comes together for me. I know you were here
sniffing around....Network
Solutions wrote me today to update wHOIS: We are at 916 Hilldale Avenue, just
up the street from Rage
"if you can make it there, you make it everywhere" (see previously
interred at 915 N. Wetherly #4). A house split in two
(2), males on right facing, then females on left with the driveway
grass up the middle for spilled fluids and the such out the bottom.
Used to be called "Moore's" the females weren't allowed to mourn as
with the men. wHOIS won't let me correct anything for you - so there it
is. Again, way back when, those Amtrak
bitches at the bus station in Hollywood wouldn't tell me how much from
point to point (from NY to LA). More 05/24/05: In Robin's memoirs,
"Stan Getz" is simply Elton John - he used that name on a train.
He is the maker of my first record "Goodbye Yellow Brick Road" (1973)
purchased as by me and yes, Lucy, I read others weather permitting. I
demand equal say for you unless abuse but skim widely also for reader
interest. I go running with me and mine too often to say it well here
(tee-hee). You guys are trying to put together "Memory Gongs" from "The
Moon And The Melodies" LP using others that's swell - trying to get by
Harold Budd ("he's lovely") and all. Other than that, my parents handed
me Rolling Stones' "Hot Rocks" (1971) double LP on the London label, an
insert for
pleasures even before my first bought or sought a young mind been
shaped by
"Sympathy For The Devil" and all very powerful and plus "I see the red
door
and I want it painted black..." - no more sex for this and not of this
world. "France" just north of us - fine Oslo.
Touching an old friend:
Blue Bell Knoll -
this is album that started it all for me. Shortly after its release in
1988, a friend played a track or two from the CD and I was instantly
hooked. Brilliant, melodic, guitars and synth swirling in a haze of
shimmering light. And that beautiful voice! It seemed there were no
limits to its range, each wave engulfing you and simultaneously
disappearing. Very different stuff, indeed. I still think this the the
Cocteau's tour de force, evidently starting the next phase of their
careers. This album defined their sound, the new ones expand upon it.
One more thing: despite the obligatory disclaimers regarding effects
and overdubs, the final product of these tools -- the recorded songs --
will make your spine tingle. The sad beauty this recording displays in
thirty-five minutes is unlike anything I've ever heard before or since.
Oh, yeah, and you don't have to worry about getting sick of the dumb
lyrics -- they'll be your own!
written by Doug (dcmoon@capnet.ucla.edu
) on October 29, 1996
More to Robin 05/27/05 and in
Randy Alexander's voice: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah - I made my eyeballs
bleed with your tepts. Yeah, nevermind to that "Earthbound" stuff with
Sophie Barker bleeding at Liz - get us the little beauty-did from
Holland America cruise lines [editor: a fat never leans here] - I died
in
that tomb on the tv martian so pretty in it. Have us in there. Am I
ugly enough to you? I'm here to beauty, not to brag you. Brag yourself
then.
Just Thinking About People At
Sea 05/23/05 1328
Re terrible things that happen to people involving machinery and
blades, mind over offered "Like two butts: The horror of meeting each
other [faces of bumping, then smeared as visual] - before you get there
one another is exchanging something neither knew how make." Neilsy
offers his grandmother saying "Just as the second blade is getting to
the root of it all, the other one is missing it altogether."

A Loser To Be 05/23/05
1013
"We mark you for pride" this year's West Hollywood festival showmarked
for June 11, 12 - but see no fanfare at Visit West Hollywood
they hope you die yet. The Long Beach festival cancelled until further
notice by yesterday's lackluster showing. I'll be there to crap on you
yet. Meanwhile, urge to stay local - we need the fool. Gotta get me a
rainbow flag on wooden flasc or something for the front of the house a
scour to yet for hate purposes and all. Someone at the laundromat is
selling them maybe an open house no I'm going to friend Byron's party
again for this year. Maybe Saturday....in the eves. More on 05/29/05:
Just got the "Pride 05" official magazine from "Perfect Beat" and loved the
"Pride est. 1970 parades pomp pageantry" feature. What a great idea -
pix from 1970 and all with PFLAG (parents and friends of lesbians and
gays all hopeful) still marching with only three (3) members our joke
(maybe you need to announce another hate group for underpriviliged
women and theirs seen coming). They all looked so outmoded these people
all oblong (don't run out just yet - friends from out in the world New
Hope go "no, wait" so desperate to know one - "just give me a drink,
nevermind the piss") then I saw some cow holding a picket sign in one
of the photographs that read [nec] "I Walk Because.. AIDS is still a
crisis, period." Only until you find the cure (in truth, caring from
1986 - or a rude cow). So much for the 1970 festival. Get your copy
soon they're still cool and free. See John Ondy and his father whoopin'
it up on a float on exactly Page 3 upper right. Father has sunglasses
on, the son curly hair and before he died this 1971 (name was Greg -
hi). Universal's float at Elton John's expense. A real tirade, actually
with 'actors', kinda. "All those people with nowhere to go? No - come
here. See us too." - Elton John. "You're not doing that to the queen -
she loves gays. Me too."
Presenting 'Til Tuesday's catalog at iDreams
even though you nipped up the "Welcome
Home" LP (1986 or so), some can be salvaged at the "Coming Up Close"
retrospective.
Last Night's Dream Plus New
Feature 05/23/05 0947
Last night I dreamt I was out eating breakfast and some fat woman
served me labian eggs - you know - little flat pieces, vinegary to the
taste what of vagina called "frangoez". What's next? Sashimi (fish
muscovie/trout wrapped in bacon stabbed with a toothpick - a style of
the sixties and taken aback the poop wand) - the anal wound? If this
disgusts you too, see my new feature from my little song list
about Admiral stereos
of my past (with thanks to eBay).
To wit, I made myself bacon and scrambled eggs when I got
up was talking to Michael Jackson about the poor quality of all each
(jumbo eggs some stuck in the pan a good thing with excess, my Oscar
Mayer bacon #1 ever you pay for that seemed like Farmer John a lesser
note of with fat layer just opens up on you - never to note here). Some
Oatnut toast and Raspberry Royale
tea - that should kill it. I encourage you to explore Bigelow teas
- the ones I liked: "Constant Comment" orange spice, "Lemon Lift" lemon
tea swalger or bite harmony, "Raspberry Royale" a lemon bitter,
actually - when you're tired of lemon and in strawberries, "Cinnamon
Stick" - a lemon torager too, "Plantation Mint" staves an herbal and to
mint, all real teas plus caffeine.
Interview Coming Up
05/22/05 1821
Got a little interview coming up this week at West Hollywood Target - they called today, in-fact.
Things are looking up for you then. Told 'em on the computerized
application about being garnished by the state and only needing about
thirty (30) hours or so per week if you're smart. If they pay more, I
want my one hundred fifty dollars a week ($150.00) for thirty (30)
hours - so what.
Another Drug 05/22/05
1441
Someone asks about drug "loratadine" a sheep's fat made soluble or
boiled to its own skin or covering (will pick up other things this way
- soluble means eats others too - not just takes it on with it).
Loratadine, put on as a lotion or mite is granules, makes a woman's
vulva or interior skin flaps feel so good with blood flow that she is
willing to eat most penises if presented for such. A bargain at any
rate, we made this happen. For older women until ages ninety (90)
through one hundred (100), we think (okay use then fifty [50] through
[90] ninety or so - this is gross).
For A Greasy Moment At Tower
Video 05/22/05 1135
Stopped into Tower Video last night
(me: new Levi's
jeans, white t-shirt, my Diesel hat) and watched a few minutes of a No
Doubt concert. Pretty good stuff the songs and all my name "Doug"
scrambled in her belt buckle and two guitarists plus one on rhythm
sticks giving wig at the edge of the stage her still singing. Made me
feel like the concert set wasn't so hopeless after all maybe I go. They
didn't have it displayed whatever it was, but I wandered both the
record and video stores and managed to have a few good laughs at titles
and such.
Intraproducing The ePassport
Visa And All 05/21/05 1800
Got me one of them ePassporte
virtual Visas the other day all approved now for purchases made online.
I like it and was trying to get a debit card from Paypal too. Trying to get around
banks whom I hate to this day. Not a real Visa, but one just to use
when and as if required. A virtual Visa perhaps masking one if you
don't
want the number known. Total cash outlay? Twenty-five
dollars ($25.00) or just five ($5.00) of that really with twenty
($20.00) on deposit. As soon as retards (turns aside and inward) make
demands like they got me
caught under their say, I dump 'em and leave 'em in the lurch. Will do
here too.

Lindsay Lohan Not Again?
05/21/05 1516
Someone immediately interjects "She's bankable..." Hold the phone. I
usually tell people as a joke to me missing in the media "That whole
Lindsay Lohan thing - I just don't get it her father and all" so
fascinated they. Like
lesbians I joke turning my head back and forth in shame said - "I just
don't understand." I promised my friend Christine I wouldn't say that
again (hi Heather too - just kidding). No less than three (3) copies of
the "Star" fell in my face yesterday at the store she Lindsay and
apparently is woefully skinny and on the cover now. Fact is, I'm not
either available for your rejects as God-made-man and Lindsay - a
good Catholic girl - has done some decent stuff "Freaky Friday" was
funny-as-shit her father is Disney mayhem Dean Jones she is forty-three
(43). Now see "Herbie
Fully Loaded" care of Apple QuickTime with her in the lead and Matt
Dillon plus the guy who always comes into the supermarket I worked at
Benjamin Stills (real name here). I don't remember Herbie much see my
Jane Fonda feature earlier, but Disney cared for it beautifully and
again it seems yeah Beetlejuice too.

Something Time Forgot
05/21/05 1245
When I was working, I spotted this on the shelf and immediately
demanded it again for myself. Just finished the jar now most notably on
english muffins (rye mixed with wheat) with butter we don't use
margarine (skim butter with water frozen and pressed further). I
believe that, like the aloof, I have to pay attention better to see
great things waiting to know my pleuries or half-knowings and "with a
name like Smuckers" what could
you see. Welch's concord grape and raspberry assortments of brands
chases these away I feel. Grab some still I love cherries ! my
grandmother grew a tree of red sours in the backyard at 9 Orchard
Lane in Middlesex, N.J. we made pies only. The black ones have lactic
acid like milk in them the root of all fat not excepting here. I like
the milk at Trader Joe's for
being far cheaper and as made of powders all of their milk stuff is. A
benefit seen widely as lactic fat is destroyed herein.
Why I Hate Them
05/21/05 1215
When I tell faggots (breaks in two, a stick or branch then, a silly
homosexual, male) I hate them, it is usually for being "aloof" - from
the French "alouphis" say "a-loo-fiss" or "quality lacking". What does
the word mean here? "Guided without words, a head full of it [as away
from me]". I learned to 'love' since (less a passion, letting another
rule me away with guide to theirs, or then such, putting another's
cares for one before oneself), I learned to listen intently too should
I surely require such from then unless you barter me the aloof, and I
also learned not to be there so much for it as I'm happy 'in' or 'out'
but without you being here - but still refuse my cares to the aloof:
those who do not require such nor move out of the way. I tell people
I'm someone special to me neverless or how you feel, and you don't get
that for what you pay in nature - however you price. You didn't want it
in the first place, huh. This misunderstanding is ours, I seem.
Remember, other people have their problems - I cherish these too. I had
to watch someone's dogs the other day while being that to this, and I
had to extend both love and care (coming to it then) at once to people
in trouble I did this and mock my rule. The barking ruined my day, but
those dogs innocent and their owners troubled a pet. They can come back
one day. Someone adds "extend your pardons, then." I've found people
die being silent to these things. I shit all over it. Know me better
I'm no crusade for it. Note (again, as not to tell): Mind over says
"Christ used to call people 'aloof' before they died." I like that.
Before you die, I'd say something like "lives for the moment [for the
time at-hand, my understanding then to now an innocent]" - a faggot
taught me this about someone I liked who was refusing me then. One of
his friends. I like it still I confronted him with it.
Should I Align Them?
05/19/05 1715
Pretenders "I'll Stand By You"
from the "Last Of The Independents" LP so
mean to me this song a cry very emotion -
see their whole offering here a big-name talent to me

Now that we know what we're
doing and all. Remember, the MP4 is vast superior bar none - now
eat that. When you pay, you get the goods to hear over and over though
I let these go at price.
One day - no more on the computer you empty-handed again you buy it
over. No one was gonna buy your CD anyway so sad to think it now maybe
the BMG. I tell people what think and to who.
Pretenders "Never Do That"
from the "Packed!" LP - never put "The" in
front of their name - they do. See mine here. Oh, don't be so mean and
stilted - it's about the album titles afoot: "The Pretenders [As]
Learning To Crawl", "The Pretenders [Try To] Get Close" an adjunct
statement reflects us. So see - we like hate though and brevity you
know you can't price that.
Pretenders "Lovers Of Today"
from their eponymously-titled debut -
remember I told you what that means? Their name and all only? You
should pay two dollars ($2.00) for this song.
Parsely Sage Rosemary And
Time Or Carrot Tops, Rosemary Baked, Rosemary, Baby Rosemary Volume II
05/19/05 1618
Somebody said vanilla is just some cinnamon cooked in water and that is
eucalyptus tree bark I believe that. The long, black, dried beans are
just cooked stringbeans slowly and irregularly usually with cinnamon
involved. Said they smelled it cinnamon on the breath of an animal that
eats the bark. I believe that if spearmint is again just a bit of
peppermint the only mint in sugar and some butter maybe. What is deck
or the "section", "volume", and "issue" in magazines newspapers
type-junk? The section is a letter 'X' for how many years expected of
this stuff forward. An 'A' is five (5), 'B' is twelve (12), and 'C'
finally, is twenty-four (24) more years when granted. You earn each
letter to tell people who your are. No section stated forth, like in Time Magazine's case, means you
exceeded your worth long ago to me at ninety-three (93) years. I
enforce them to this with our army. The "volume" is for twelve (12)
month cycles repeating not. The twelth volume is the first of your
final year renewed. So, you've had twelve (12) years already if you're
'B' you are done. If you are 'A' you are long done. If you change
countries no one will know as in the case of Fab! from France in 1987 it started.
They lie still, but "weren't in publication right away" they say.
Whatever - let's keep it interesting to fact. The issue is how many
this year already made in pages. Fab has 1400 pages made to you yet in
cumulative - where is that? 236? I dunno. Seem more, read less.
"Walking With A Ghost" I Like
It
05/19/05 1232
Back to Garbage a bit (still a big noise to me - like me, they deserve
better than you and I both - this theirs
) I looked at their little list of songs
they recommend to others and got something cute called "Walking With A
Ghost" from "Tegan And Sara" or whatever the "So Jealous" LP premiering
of actually something. Good enough I went back to hear again, punchy, a
reward some I never bother,
really.

Oh, alright you feel it too: Tegan And Sara "Walking With A Ghost"
reminds me of
Musical Youth, kinda. Shirley Manson liked it "a claim to the future
lies here" (?) coming up banks on that one. Oh, yeah and Butch Vig also
chose out of others "Both Sides Now" as simply mandating (the
joke-irony post-signal is that Manson's mother is chanteuse Judy
Collins and this
her most famous 'loving' to us after correcting Joni Mitchell before us
our singing coach). Your fare share to get in on iTunes' merthy.
You need to see us too.
A Little Survey Reveals
05/19/05 0935
Been arguing with mind over (all you may hear as delivered to this
my-our door - including crap, misnomer or overheard - all special, you
see no phone but allow why how back to yours) about the balls and
lengthening we have work to do in my understanding of things. I like
knowing like you like knowing - what can I use, and as simply no
bargains no tricks or down the asshole both with it. More and as I see
it. Meanwhile iTunes asked me to take a little survey in exchange for
one (1) free song somehow - I get motivated by speaking of and perhaps
to myself only I don't need all that but you abuse with lengths and
bother. My little witticisms are hardly appreciated but I get mine done
at end. Oh, sure - I filled out a little computer-terminal application
at Target down the street Sunday afternoon...."What languages can you
speak?" to what I reply truthfully "I can read and write them all [and
without further qualify]" - what do think? People hate that a little
tip so what. "This person's a jerk-off" either that or a black fluent
in nineteen (19) languages - "yeah, but I hafta talk to you. Thanklit."
Your words back to you in English are easy - but not enjoyable you
hafta endure something perfect not tailored to joy. Doug will help
smooth this out I hate jerks that don't see me my need too. My laugh is
always about a motherfucker just doing it to you and just like that -
so funny to me as irreverent to learning slow as to never let the other
speak. To brings no gift.
Back to iTunes, I humbled somewhat and figured out that my linking
could be better done (an arrow next to an album or song title or an
artist then makes the "link" in text-form for HTML what makes this
happen
as links or your individual choices on-screen and thus no broadcast...I assumed
them all the same - no, now
corrected each individually pointing at). May I offer Devo once more
from error on:
The song I seek as through to it: 
The album all perhaps I showcase: 
The artist at full offering made: 
This is exactly what I've been waiting for - and finally to me! Now as
yours. See. Nobody is that important to know or hear, but at whim we
see ours clearly made to you. And at whim then. I don't believe in
riding it all over town to share my thought -
nothing bears the burden of exchange to demand but pokes right through
having been drilled but on. An avoid this.
More 05/26/05: The iTunes gave me my one (1) free song by e-mail today
you type in a code under "redeem" and agree to the new terms (?)
whatever they are. I chose "By 7:30" the title track by Vonda Shepard.
I have that CD, but wanted the song again. See. Someone said Toni
Halliday of Curve actually sings this on tape (yes, I got your bare
tooth in the cake your letter from your site another miserable
knot you - a contract expired unmercifully....we'll welcome you back
soon stay outta my bed). What? My 'breasts'? Remember folks, people go
for truth when there's nothing more between us. Anyone can have that
with me. It's fantasy we fulfill mercifully and, or - the future
lies.

Someone said "Tell the Vonda story [the one I already gave you on the
last site removed] to the worls." Sure - they're are only two (2) songs
heard overhead at Virgin
Megastore on Sunset Boulevard that I can remember moving me to
flight; one was Vonda's song said here, the other was Felix da
Housecat's "Everyone Is Someone In LA" a brief take-off from the
musical "Guys And Dolls" they call it "song levers" - a lasing style of
singing - on the "Devin Dazzle & The
Neon Fever" LP. A Radio-Shack
pinboard provides the wealth in sound as heard here through smaller
speakers. Only Vonda got me to lift so to purchase immediately
but it the LP as issued on CD wasn't even there yet just a teaser. I
bought it
there about a week later anyway. I stole the song by Felix from the
Lime. So see.

No, Catpower's "Shaking Paper" from the "You Are Free" LP I heard just
once overhead at Tower
Records on Sunset and snapped that CD up too. Again, the singer here is
simply Mary Lou Lord, Kurt Cobain's mother she is cool enough and I
like her style "okay, she sucks."

As If Wild Horses
Couldn't
Drag You Away 05/15/05 1825
A young black girl walked past us up this street carrying a yellow can
of some sort to burn the house down.....gotcha. These days I might
chain ya for a ride out - careful. (This was in reference to
Faultline's cover of "Wild Horses" in as videoform exactly last May 2004 -
a betrayal soon to undone somehow as you lay feigning it for yours
ended, soon to be forgiven it at all I dare you to Moon "the
coincidence is yours" so and to speak. Also, and although seeming
cruel, my management is quite broad and I follow all around knowing and
adjusting volumes to thresholds seen to be made of half-knowns and
never seek to delimit or disquire you. That is, I don't make you me,
but I seek it to end, and somewhat favorably. Cruelty is a reward in
itself spiraling inward and never to see this happen squares on
lattice. Again then, a yours made me. Neverthelee.)

It's that time of the year again
- California poppies abound.
Most
noted to be beautiful are on Larrabee in West
Hollywood in front of an
apartment building facing East.
All colors abound you in
greenest
crabgrass.
Just planted my own little seeds by Burpee
out front this on 05/29/05. I hadda put fuckin' applesauce in the dirt
to cover for cow poop per mind over "the men just love it" both from
Pavilions cheap.
My roommate hated it the portioned dollar fifty-nine ($1.59) in the
woods. What a dick should starve all the apples bass-hummin' on the
ground in the whole fucking world and you gotta pay for mine.
What a dick the seeds nailed under the cut-up burlap bag I got with
that fried turkey my mother sent me last Thansgiving.
I never recycle anything usually I don't believe in it like I don't
believe in eating fresh meat.
Enter Wathein 05/14/05
1717
Before I went to bed weeks ago, Chris Ondy wore a costume into my
bedroom called "wathein" say "swath-een" German for "gentle clothing of
the dead [seen faceless]". It was standing little tall, hands at side,
and whole body wrapped in toilet paper or bandages for effect and with
one fat swath drawn flatly across the face bowed down as if to scare
parents and the like. Chris says he got the costume "and controls" from
"the sky" (it also "jumps up and down" in-place) to scare me when I
went to sleep (he held off on the jumping though). Have some.
Meanwhile, I experiment with orders of "hindis" - little tissue people
in white living all your body conversing at night as inpired by hindis
in the world known reducing big, rusty oil ships and tankers to
non-metals - and a blacker mist that makes all shift and decay like
powdered loops down. Still playing at deceits, we'd say. Question
after-the-fact for Chris: "Where are your legs in the 'costume' [his
mother mad to give it away herself]?" "Hanging left both as if to
balance, but not required by me." The controls? Jumps and "watheins"
(harbours you in the head) by widening the eyes - it's in the eyes -
what you see. "I was gonna do it to him [Doug], but he'll come after me
in the head. No way." That's about me getting more to see and know
before bedtime. "He defers to you." Thank you, Chris. This morning,
it's Jason Priestley I'm dreaming of, you probably with your brother
John. Everyone needs care to bother - now come back soon.

I Could Never Make It Better
For You Anyway 05/14/05 1455
See Stevie Nicks is finishing up her four-night
run at Caesar's in Las Vegas tonight May 14. They call it "Dreams"
and all her most famous song with Fleetwood Mac. I woulda rushed to see
Stevie at The House Of Blues on Sunset way back when, but missed this a
Heaven present due to being poor (talking, but only to money) and
poorly received myself. Same here, kinda. Doesn't mean you can't know
about it. The first three (3) shows to lackluster performances testing
and quickly it said as just announced freely.

Stevie Nicks "Has Anyone Ever Written Anything For You? (Well, I Have)"
from the "Rock A Little" LP 1986 or so.
Other than that, Stevie Nicks
"Some Become Strangers" MP3 (5.5 Megs) as by and with Elton
John and Dan Moon both from the same LP. We cherish this for Davey
Johnstone and Nigel Olsson too both of Elton John Band. Stevie Nicks
complains that "Who is Dan Moon?" as I explain John Denver and she says
that this song comes from Olivia-Newton John's group (same all over)
who said this song was "weird, but savory to most some" actually
written with John Farrar for "Soul Kiss" and that she, Stevie, changes
the lyrics. She complains that the tape has her voice on it already
faked, but is not enough to be bothered with "it's really good" as she
says but "pisses me off someone could stand in." All I can say is these
things are made in Heaven for travel. We cling to this lowbrow mind
here and things hafta be brushed up for broader experiences elsewhere.
I can't let earthen mind follow me around in song. You do it all, but
as prompted by different experiences elsewhere. She knows this now. A
soul becomes a stranger listening to this stuff here, Bruce
Springsteen. "You lose us in this." Stevie adds "I signed on the dotted
line to make the money - I needed it."
The concert later here it is: Stevie comments "I am magical - I have to
enter a refrigerator-sized box in my dressing room (boy! this is
junky...) before the show and be pulled together by unseen demons -
otherwise, I am just 'Susan' and am at length to explain myself. Too
many drugs, too many hairstyles to boot. We won't talk about the songs,
but people need to stress their likes and dislikes long before I take
stage as I can do them all like this - my mind reels with memory too."
She adds "Never believe it, never have it to use." The woman makes
upwards of fifty grand ($50,000) per show seen and calls no one over
it. "I just do what I do and no one can come - it's rehearsal if need
be in my truck it stays then as tape unwound (I won't even get to
remember it, we record all, however, for God or whomever). Ask no one
about Lindsay [Buckingham] - he's been dead for ten (10) years now and
comes to study it all only." See that. The show made blockbuster
attendances at half-spilled over outside. Over twenty percent more than
sold each show made. They sell it to the rooms as it's happening. See
that. To her fans: "Quit rocking - we'll still be here." - Stevie Nicks
Keeping our lines down, 'hi hi' from Doug. See ya soon.
New 05/19/05! Stevie asks me in
the head to defray the song title "Some Become Strangers" until she
knows why it has "souls" in it. She is Jewish she says (yes - while you
wait to have its baby sewn in you, take a seat then) and takes
exception, kinda (I note Jews have souls, but not mine with them - a
fault yet you'll see, for I am the dead only and see you living still).
Narrows: The song is about a woman in exchange for her soul. "Will you
come" I said "until I have better? Some become strangers to me and I
won't need you, but better is not here yet." You said in the song
yourself two (2) words written "that a soul is no one's bother yet" - I
take that out sincerely. A soul is in the making and troubles me for
its loss to me. You are no bother as funny and mean, but others are
never mine they are strange to me and dying of it. I need friends, not
lovers just yet. I love myself too much as God yet. The song is this -
your invitation to me to dance it around and make new friends. No one
is outside yet dancing - we are here dying 'em still. Some become
strangers, yet I feel no one to you. Have some soon. Have me then -
yours.
Stevie asked me to put back up John Stewart's
"Gold" MP3 (3.9 Megs) from the October 2003 mitrepage
(loved Pet Shop Boys' "Before" now still on there too - so yummy and
it's about us and here again too...love to you this is what you've been
waiting for after all, see the love in a mother-father caring for
you-type a day shined around you as then first to speak it clearly then
to further) - there it is lyrics
here. Been playing and enjoying just the same we sing along always
people hate me for it and in my own home! Still love singing that part
that goes " drivin' over kanan | singing to my soul " - still lovin'
that abridge. People in the afterlife only hear sounds - songs then in
full glory - given to the
public domain - nothing making money still. Nothing allowed to
be impure by their hand - now see that. Some songs I play here on the
computer they hear - and others not so. Nothing heard - not even my
singing to (bit of voice, me - a bit heaven then). "Turn it off" they
say...so tired of me then but I tend to play alot of stuff a dj of
sorts and sing around it alot too a real "jerk-off" with this really I
am the real Ric after
all. My only prayer to the above (after 'make me gay once again and
then please') is to be able to enjoy these faves-once (never say
'oldie' no - that's keying to the fifties a chewed gum, eeuu,
no...yuck...a godless times of, the world run by blacks from Cuba) with
the original enthusiasms as intact - I know I loved them at once then.
I hear from the above that each song has "wands" in front of the title
or song itself - and then in you - that limit the pause and glory you
seek in it and just for you. Pray for this then. We move you toward
new, but not away from these really. Pay, and you get to pay again for
one day's pleasure. So see. Her quote "I know it's hard on you, but we
can make you love these again." The recording is damaged, only. You
return to spite us with this I see nothing I can't know for you. That's
from God - the above and all - speaking to me and at once inside you
breeding it then. Note: I take things down from my site to kinda be
fair and avoid abuses of theirs others and other stuff then. I have
feelings inside to correct on things and once inside me. Stay away, or
I come through with explanations and other feelings on. You remit me
well then with all answer and information...'we want it, we pull it in,
and at no cost to you' is correct thinking. My site is about one dollar
sixty cents ($1.60) a day based on a thirty (30) day mode per month and
still isn't worth talking about yet in terms of that cost. Plenty of
unused to know about my cost stays the same for now. Yours too.

A Few Days Knit
05/14/05 1054
Yesterday, Friday the 13th and all the day Christ was murdered I tuned
in and watched "Friday
The 13th Part V: A New Beginning" Madonna in makeup and moles
dancing in skunkhair in her San Francisco loft (ostensibly doing 'the
robot' as taught by artist Michael Jackson and on videotape for a major
studio - "takes everything to itself in a cherish to say 'these are here', but
cannot know or feel if it is...it is that dumb to me - and you? you
know that.") That series is about
Jason or Jesus killing people you know. He did it like that urging a
pig death from the swamp to carry it out. A featherly black coccoon
shooting out (looks like a pinecone on its side) arrives in our
neighborhood harbouring vampires and that "starts with a grave,
usually", they said as ghosts needing to resurrect a stiff. See ya soon
as from England they want to meet me. Meanwhile, I see they buried the
guy who started Domino's Pizza
here in LA at the new "cathedral" - a labor leader named "Dominick
Pastoro" or "Villachaise" or "Anthony Villarosa" also confusing with
mayor's race - a good friend to the masses kinda. Why would anyone
cherish a labor leader I asked but the Domino's Pizza fits well
(really, Mexico's pizza not Chicago) and I joked to him about handing
the orders off to each other in the neighborhood. God above remarked he
was gonna kill people in Chicago and that's what started all this up -
they turned him down for being there all of ours in politics stiffened
with wastes and unknowns. Patrick Monihan is the name we'd use but in
the U.S. Army a lawyer-type changing his name often like an actor-type
usually over threats. Earlier in the day, I was taking a nap and God
over made me know the Statue Of Liberty our found. I was a big ghost
and dove into bluest water shallow kinda and as I lay flat bands were
locking down across my hands, arms like metal like a machine like
motors and scaring the fuck out of me I was huge. He was collecting
silts out of the sea ostensibly near Capri and planned on being this
thing ten feet tall for the world. I pulled the plug for this was not
me commanding actually. Without further details, this ran across the
ocean from England to Plymouth Rock on stilts of sand, kinda, and stood
for six and one-half days before positioning itself at New York unable
to move and hollow inside formed to look human and stayed it would
change. A 'titan' or "visitor from the sea", they used 'em all the time
to kick people around. The face, a Roman toreador or grave robber for
the masses unable to see dead once taken.
Yours too the making of the statue experience but in your sleep? Sign
your name as printed out on and next to your body 'til 12 Noon
tomorrow:
X_________________________________________ EsQ.
The last one a big success, yes to do.
Wasn't that horrible? That big, dumb bitch fell right down and got
locked up with two old diving bells gagging on that last bit of crab
sagoyled in the elder blas-veins of rheumy agrabbled sprownch-shrimp.
DI2Y Or Then "Do It To Yours"
If You Have The Balls 05/12/05 1947
I was talking to mind over a while back about cutting off people's
heads (like angels do it - sure) and then making it grow like four (4)
sizes too big for a cheap laugh and an on-the-spot. My humour to you
holding the bag having to cut one up. Mind says when doing this, one
(1) ball or causal unit is now just lengthened upwards by three (3)
more or four (4) in-total. I loved it - is that right? Do it yourself
as on paper I wouldn't bother sounds right. Normally, I would replace
one (1) ball with four (4) as close as they could be in square
formation now centered on the one ball for exerting same in all
directions, but not cooly positioned or set on stone right. Therefore,
we defer to a higher thought. "It all comes up from the ground - you
can't go into the ground."
As A Counter To My
Racist-Type Remarks Plus Some Below Coming Other Rapes 05/12/05
1133
May I offer this morning's waking dream to lazy blacks everywhere as I
live in their home (see some later for emphasis, conditioning by
others): I'm in this crowded waiting room-type place like a hospital
emergency room lots of people. Somehow prior to or just after (I cannot
or will not remember) I hook up with a black couple man woman dignified
and we now have a cardboard box (~ 2 x 4 x 3) with a famous funeral
service name stamped on the side (one I recognize then as the height of
proper, but I cannot remember it - a black carousel wheel or something
like it as logo) to pick up some young black girl's body like nothing
sent. Who am I to help in this? Me, basically - a young white man asked
to help carry just outside of the place no reasonable way out although
disconcerting (I have real experience moving real bodies - note this).
The first room I'm in sends me to another across a breezeway and there
a woman tells me "no, you have to go back there and enquire again - I'm
sorry back to there nothing I can do" but as understood and nodding as
'no, sorry' no words used to me that's important (this is in France, I
hear - no way to really know by sights seen). I note the cardboard box
we have while having no blood or such is used somehow with a pissy-type
morgue smell anticipated - moisture having been yes - again I'm
experienced it is dirty like an egg crate is dirty. I go back to the
original room but on another side of it (this is now a left entrance
south or facing as opposed to the one on the right north somehow
stilled) and now some bodies kinda on stretchers small covered in white
sheets upper right facing about six (6) or so noted some empty but with
a long desk and nurses on the immediate left marshalling all in and
out. This woman - faceless to me now - agrees to release this girl's
body to me the white guy as with the couple no said but she wants to
know first why it is this girl's body only weighs "ninety-six pounds"
as said by her to me exactly but not in voice I know it then only. The
dead girl is really like nine (9) years old but may be as much as
nineteen (19) years old too - who could say she is not seen by me ever
but alluded to. I then search the place high and low for this black
couple who are gone, gone, gone. I wind up going home after waiting a
bit. The next thing I know I am having a phone conversation from this
supposed home I know nothing of by myself an orange shag carpet kinda
and I am up high on a ledge of some sort scared of falling should I not
balance myself. I am that black girl - supposedly - having ridden home
with white and am now enjoying the place I made it to. The dead are
made to fear falling if they are in your home talking to anyone at all
while there. The end - my roommate wakes me up when he gets up now I'm
a freeloader again, he is the master I am the nigger his. Welcome home,
Bitch. Get a fucking job moving bodies if you have to. We're in the
business already I'm
told. Sure - keep the box. I just got one alot nicer when the doorbell
rang another three (3) pair of contact lenses from 1-800-Contacts (very as important: use
zeros "0" not blanks
when changing quantities at this site - or error will result because
some idiot in academics thinks null or 'no set' or 'nothing solves or
will solve' is important to demonstrate to you in no math will be done
as if zero were used - and plus, divided by zero is real and so is zero
divided never let anyone reason you off zero is nothing or then zero a
true quantity called and taken, a balance to, neither here nor there
then, but potentially with you - please bitch, the inverse or
multiplication is universally true and so is this minor note - if, call
your own ass) so beautiful to
me all at twenty dollars ($20.00) I'll wear them to forever and a day
you'll see nothing my every disease at a cured. To cure this.
Strangely, their boxes seem similar to note a passing of significance
to and fro?
