Simply Opt Out As Usual
And Have It Just As Before Yours Can Say - May 2004 "Querlm: What then
drove her to it most?"
The Three S's Of Horror Face
04/30/04 1458
There are three (3) words people use to defeat you daily - all balding
perhaps: "Stamina" allows you take control by being weak in the head
and strong in the body. Do nothing but stay put. Strength is here.
"Stealth" is simply stealing. Small and quiet, it sneaks in to take
what little you could offer but unawares. It has no truth in strength,
it is simply taken behind your back. "Sarmoles" is if you get caught
and wiggle out of this somehow - more talk and fold that back into
"stealth" as stealing again but with words you use now. "Steed" is
getting in fast behind others though and taking with what one knows.
Like riding a horse, sure - it comes in out of place or then cuts in
your line and takes with knowings, etc. If steed comes, take what's
yours out of the game as it cheats at you with unfair advantages (not
mine though - you are mine - see it first before I do). Compare then
"opportunism" not - what sets people up for losses and takes its time
with them making. All bad these s's and all the time they are. See me
then a "saffron" - plays fairly with and as well if and as long as you
do.
As The Weather May Stay
04/30/04 1030
Don't think I forgot you - twenty-three cents ($0.23) remains me in
account. In the meantime, I may check out B of A's services at link.
Expect generosity as provided by you only I am easily bought of - see
that my easy answer to it and we remain enthused by it. Malice (always
an undoing to make up for shortcomings onset here - "nobody paid us to
be either yet - you or me" stamp that ever or begrudge your own
happiness to losers). "We don't think you should have an account for
that [for speaking of it or at it]." You lose then I am decided on you
too. I seek to maintain relationships or let them fray to no bother.
"We want things taken away from him to see if we are better then." My
gauge is death only. A living person seeks redress like you seek to be
in my shoes and wanting of this. "That's really the way I think, too."
We see you and thus no challenge to it at the same time. Not a man for
us or for them then. Substance to show leaves substance and no show.
"You're a man, but you could've done better for yourself." Never under
scrutiny's focus of us. We remit for safe and harbor. Breed your hate
outward, see it gone. You are not me at once special (a disability?
no), and inconsiderate of it. You are not this - it is troubled, a
minefield. I am brilliant, but seek no clause of it or a way of undoing
it. You do then as your part to play. It is mean to us, no? No. Not
ever our wants decided us. I don't like the poverty routine. Response?
"That's just to get you to be who you are - someone who doesn't give
too much of me." Fine - fine. An oversight of.

An Open Letter To Madonna
04/29/04 1801
Never to worry about me - I'm it
and live with God - our God, me (to trust it yet). A few things -
thanks for being so perfect with the name ("Desperately Seeking)
Susan"
and all - forgive the retard stuff you are perfect for us I learned
that but on the bus today (Neil says 'hi' we love still - he says he
masturbates to me most that is us licking each other off sometimes).
The colored lights changing in spectrum and sight in the escalator
towers at Pacific Design Center are flawless looking at night - thanks.
Have that as responsible and such. A website I noticed above Video West
says "genderme.com" in neon but does not link up (no, I tried ".org" -
thanks off). We don't make people desirable in gender or code for -
they do. What do we care? A gender (French for "spoken in the way of
[having this with you]") merely tells you left or right in asking for
(sex, clothes) - not much more. A third gender gift from me and in my
mind yet steers you off of the asking all the time to simply mind
yourself then and dark or not seen but a figure. See them as soon.
Treitons.
Chris We're On Today My Friend
04/29/04 0903
"When you do this, you invite treacheries (mention John)." Around
noonish I hear all still. "Then you come." Right. Remember, the first
thing done by Los Angeles gays to my New Jersey stale (an inappropriate
yet - never at a come-on or then needy types where an embrace may last
but centuries I tend to fuck) was a hug and then a light kiss to each
and I meet (even my mother recoils - each a John Rhys-Davies or
"gallote" (say "gal-lot") as "friend in hear and say" as featured in "Raiders Of The Lost Ark").
Soon
enough, I was glad I came to it and I meant it too -
then you to yours. "I'm going to blanch you with hate at first." Not me
- god then "don't touch me [the golden child, a purity - your weeds are
being served out back]." Outcome: Dutifully, I took the bus - two (2)
in fact - to Loews
Santa Monica Hotel and asked for "Ondys" on their courtesy phone in
the lobby more than once to no avail - no rooms "C-10" either a code
yet to settle? That place is nicer now used to be ugly all white with
color flags like a party hat, now a new reason to love. Here, I share
my wins and losses with you yet. What kind of god shrinks to your
value? Not one, but two (2) buses I. After my debut-looking glass, I
went to the builders of my own body McDonald's - particularly nice
there with lawn and all and had a feast worthy of Ronald himself. Yet I
to be free of this and yet I. I did my part, right? "You got us
banched, man." What the fuck does that mean? What the fuck? More: You
couldn't possibly understand - no one have I masturbated to more
than Chris Ondy. Like we have our "worst bad breath ever" framed (that
would be his brother John - no seriously my assistant at work she
reciprocates I'm sure with meth on mine but top that cigarettes and
have hers first to live and then seem to mine) I know my masturbation
is keyed to firmly too. Up his ass, usually - I'm a top but
gifting versatile (one boyfriend exceptionally cute better than you
actually suggested a ploy
when he turned me down and I said he could fuck me instead - no not
ever to you that). Know that. See - even in tough times you reign me.
Now my father always a bit too quick to nip at the sleigh says in mind
"See - you want him and he doesn't want you - that's why." In your
grave yet, us fucking. Madonna similarly names her number one flick
too: Steve Langer (a big deal on campus, Dayton, Minnesota). I love you
for being at me. See then. Simply the ugliest thing I've ever told
anyone is this. Now eat. The mother "He paid me in dimes." That is
Jewish and means you ate cum of them only. The father "We're going to
file suit to see if we can maintain us their blessings in life." That
is inscrutable even to God above I hear it as he even wants to keep on
going without you also in tow. Something about "trumpling" them. We see
it too - a Ronald knows. This from the man that shot one to death in
jail my orthodontist's receptionist-assistant - someone might have his
ass then or again. Hybrid families all over again - like picking your
own name always in French it sounds a bit too good to be trued. A Moon
knows. Truth and my favorite story: My mother, and while dating my
father (she of illness now, of course), often speaks of some "faggot" -
as my dad puts it - in the rear seat of the car irritating him somehow
another obsession in the making perhaps. Turns out, that is their
father. Through me now we may have to know more. Listen up, they had
the same station wagon the 1975 Oldsmobile Custom Cruiser (ours blue
inside, a silver-gray exterior with stilled wood panelings and
wheelturns a hearse, theirs a red interior) and dining room set from
Barry Furniture in Langhorne, PA - "The Omdessa" (royal English hutch
with stilts a window frame of metal that lifts the eyes up and lights
within, the parlay table or two metal stands on
wood, arms on end chairs and only with ultimate seatings for six now) -
not cheap ever at eight grand ($8,000) at each (my grandfather died for
it to our house paid for by luxe this 1974) but we got the pads on top
and still have that yes an
elegant we need new cushions on the chairs my mother tried to do them
herself I recommend a midnight blue now maybe red - they were yellow
and then off-pink it seems a mauve I like to talk. Remember, one is
Chris Squire of Yes the other Elvis Presley in hiding both faggots. I
hate stars I jerk off to Elvis - who'd have thought it.
And What About That Target
Gift Card? 04/29/04 0831
As you recall, I noted my Target gift card "shipped" from YourGiftCards.com on 03/11/04.
Shipping might have taken a bit earlier (they don't note an actual port
date with that as I check) but we need to allow up to eight (8) weeks
to receive from them as agreed upon and that would be roughly 05/11/04
per expectation. We'll be here.
A Balance Worth Keeping In
Your Mind 04/29/04 0829
My relative (the one seen and used by us) balance today at Bank Of America remains at twenty-three
cents ($0.23) abrogio.

Whatsoever Hath No Fins Nor Scales In The Waters, That Shall Be An
Abomination Unto You 04/28/04 2036
May I suggest my favorite Red
Lobster at the northwest corner of LaCienega and Wilshire (not on
our map - too many visitors) or alternately at Route #1 in
Lawrenceville, NJ? My favorite setting that plus previous and then all
them blacks just luvin' the catfish up and out of the way. Contsperm
(aggravation) from Cybersocket
May 2004 ("God Hates Shrimp"). By the way, that bible quote (it is
nearly right..."abomination" is actually "abenable" or then "useful to
you" - says keep them it there for or unruly guests) is about swords
being kept in the water and nothing you would expect to see there -
watch for them then by Romans shielding you from faiths and those that
may bring harm. Jews and rust sayings. P.S. The word "hath" is Roman
Ancient for "have some, then us too". I made turkey tacos for dinner
tonight - still a big winner for fun and fresh using regular ground
turkey meat (usually Jennie-O now at
the Turkey Store and is not cheap at about four bucks a pound
($4.00/lb.) is so with no extra-lean as grinds, and thank you), double
the taco spice pack at Lawry's,
all Ortega products yellow corn
shells, milder sauces, refried beans, a sharper cheddar cheese (forget
taco cheese as unnecessary, usually - I like pre-shredded however) and
your own iceberg lettuce and greenhouse tomatoes both chopped up to
news. I'm still talking it up the whole plate as made with love. A higher
offering to it, really, with the hari krishnas and all somewhat.

A Bit More Family To Stare On
04/28/04 1734
This is Neil's father actor Udo Kier famous for a
Madonna video and other type
stuff and as pictured in the movie I've seen only in pieces "The Adventures Of
Pinocchio". Like father like daughter sometimes Neilsy was
Charles Busch in "Psycho
Beach Party" too. "Pinocchio" is somehow affecting a film, and
Neilsy's dad (my paternal grandfather's youngest brother Thomas) is
pretty interesting guy nonetheless a good watch I'll get to it fully
one day that third eye on his cheek is good enough to me Neil is the
fox actor in that too. Neilsy as a girl and as pictured is
similarly captivating a Moon
in drag is nothing to waste yet as an
Inspector Clouseau-type in a dress but beyond and on the beach.
"Nothing I would miss"
says Neil who burned the first acetate (reel to reel) of "Pinocchio"
for a lack of funding yet - a dark boy. Madonna stepped up with cash
for it all
eventually and such. Related: I just found out yesterday that Lily
Munster Yvonne DeCarlo
was a woman we knew well in our hometown of
Allentown, New Jersey - Mrs. Lou Perry (real name Luisa Perry) of
Perry's Market and her sidekick
another woman the sister of "Grandpa" Al Lewis who helped run things
(her name was Dorothy Chandler - no relation actually her mother did
all that). This is messy stuff (Mrs. Perry suffered a stroke then and
proceeded lit her house next door on fire once or twice - see that),
but "The Munsters" (a great show of unending humour still - she
"Yvonne" said "ee-vonn" is viciously good in these as master and
servant - now as featured into being on "TV
Land" where I'm learning about all like this "Mr. Ed was a nigger"
but really Elvis) filmed in New York's Manhattan Palace (a small club
in the Bronx - ?) only except for movies then on in 1956 (the series
aired never, really, but filmed once a day for twenty days straight in
1961). Not actor Fred Gwynne, but his father Henry Thompson who died
and bequeathed the actor's series to CBS for airing once or twice then.
Found dead days earlier actually of alcoholism and smoking, Fred Gwynne
the son an actor's name picked it up and made it well again his dad
remembered then the son never acted in one but did movies thereafter.
Hershey people? No - Candace Foods, Chicago did it with him (a cabbage
broker, actually). The army made it flow kinda with editing and such
later on. The kid of Eddie Munster knows he died during filming and
returned later of a car accident unmade to him. A foul to you no less.
Mr. Perry? Another one of Herman's sons Maneul - changed his name to
Cliff and worked politically with my father as mayor and council.
Further, our neighbors Hughes (James Mason) sees Montgomery Clift of
also a favorite. Our little town held much we see.
Not Too Much Detail
04/28/04 1555
Chris as I said this week our communications interfered with I am a
child of god - as God then - and believe all you hear and of C-12. One
day this week for sure is tomorrow I venture forth. More in the tits
for us this later. Have some snacks ready. Diddlys: Over ten dollars
(> $10.00) then, John's off a plus, back from the Best Western you
were invited back to it. I see you still.

If The Wicked Witch Of The West Was Marilyn Manson 04/28/04 1359
Who was Glinda the good witch? Makeup genius Max Factor (real name Max
Haubrou) - and he has the pictures to prove it some.
Our Collected Balance Today 04/28/04 0923
Ours stands at twenty three cents ($0.23) again today. The most I ever
made per year was fifty-three thousand dollars ($53,000) sustained my
last full-time. I
can make that easily today still, but I can't say my load was any
lighter. Every cent to be spent on perfecting my nature to you. In the
meantime, I have some of your paper on the side......plans. X

It Is, It Is Or As We Fear This But Out In The Open 04/27/04 0918
Today's lucky balance rests at two dollars eighty-six cents ($2.86) -
went to the grocery store over the weekend you see and spent cumulative
twenty-five dollars ($25.00) - had my sniffs already you may see and
may done. If this isn't embarrassing enough of ours, nothing is. Let me
take my clothes off if you pay and then see it happen RIP. You just
can't figure it out, can you? Well, I can. Father: "I gave in a long
time ago to whatever else hates him." That would have to be me also.
Update: Just spent two dollars sixty-three cents ($2.63) at Pavilions
on a demi baguette of LaBrea
Bakery sourdough (a "demi" is less than full, but more than
bite-sized) and a two-liter bottle of Vanilla Coke. That leaves a
balance now for forward reporting of twenty-three cents ($0.23). Tell
no one yet as there's always tomorrow to seem. Right now, Pavilions is
selling luscious red seedless grapes for ninety-nine cents a pound
($0.99/lb.) and I had some the other night with a seeded demi loaf -
all that was left, but never a bad choice if second to me. When I sat
down to eat, it all seemed too nice, the wire basket of grapes then
with a woven dishcloth from Williams-Sonoma underneath for erring
water, the bread being cut sliced with sweet butter nearby. A bit
elegant and worthy of Abraham's finest or Christ or whatever you
shall. I live well despite you to. Later today, cook & serve banana
cream pudding from the good folks at Jell-O. A bigger box and no less
than three (3) cups of milk to this time the Reddi-wip to be at act of.
P.S. "LaBrea" is said "lah-bray-ah" and means "short breath" in Spanish
never someone's name but a colonel in the army named anyway it seemed.
"Takes your breath away soon" we meant it as the one venue into Los
Angeles basins. Did you know the U.S. Army's Camp Pendleton is just
"Highways" an art
colony in and near Santa Monica? Yup. We don't keep
much but a civilian population in and around us (those doubled-sided
homes with up to four colonies per - we needed to adopt you inside and
outside it seemed and then) to dispel problems we encounter and abroad
- no one-hit wonders. San Diego? Camp Rouhoure (say "ruff-how-er").
Fresno-Bakersfield? Camps Mutch and Fahgo - both buttons down or not
civilian yet. The dead. The army left California by executive order in
1976 by Gerald Ford's party who was exalted and assaulted twice. Now,
no more west than Arizona "you fail me" he said. Marines everywhere now
Camp Chuster (say "shooster") in Bakersfield is. Camp Merylsfield is
San Diego types - leave it at that. Tip for LaBrea Bakery: Hold all in
fridge until ready to eat and after day one (1). Twenty (20) seconds in
the microwave and in the original bag - and thus to no more - ensures
you continued dining.
If The World Were Run By Niggers Part Two 04/26/04 2031
I was told that the world was run by a black something special of god
in the fifties - now see that yours trips to Cuba not offended "go
somewhere less to see" they would say. Now pull up a chair and a bag of
tropical Jolly Ranchers and let's hear about a woman just north of here
who insisted on logging my account offensive to international markets
to block it from gift yet. Oh, at night in the kitchen at the table her
bags stuffed with feet and having a glass of milk thinking off. A black
corpse reaches for her head from behind and lowers her screaming in
fits down to the floor for three (3) of one (1) blade inserted into the
back of her neck. After removing a head by special process - you dunnit
to her we see - ask for lemon icing of torte quality all over her hair
what in a bun we art all of this later to him as he had six (6) more to
do then he says and then he gets to be free of this murder and way
(Milton Jenkins is his name - an army captain once shot in the face
while robbing a store last year or so in Brooklyn Heights - don't look
for his body it's here with him a fantasy sure have a glass of milk we
love to play I live). You find her head out back in the patio with
icing on the 'button' or half-open eyelids too slightly darker lemony
more in case they open and swirls and swirls of cashews and babied just
left of the eye and we see in back a point shaved carefully up no icing
to note you under bun. Don't cite my mother as a problem either I'd say
a best of friend all my life and after all when you ask for my mother
and I just can't turn and point to my lover an anyone will do for this
and in truth. Instead I talked to Milton a murderer who got shot first
like me some to why bothered and asked him to keep going despite our
talk and promised that another life yet I hope to receive it more. The
end for now Laci Steu. More: How long the whole beheading-frosting
process from start to finish? Forty-five (45) minutes she left us there
she was dead instantly but watched askew.

A World Of Wonder Ended
04/26/04 1112
People ask sometimes "What if the world were run by blacks?" and after
a few sightings from the fifties and now these catalogs too many, I'd
like you to take a gander (um, a black view) at those of Design Within Reach I die of these
lacquers and in their thoughts. I'm assured by the above that not much
would be different (they would get there too, obviously), but we gave
something up here. See it early on.
Out Of The Closet And Into The Park 04/25/04 2103
If a "clone" (again, "klonos" is "skinned", "kronos" is "boned" or
pronounced to) is a closet homosexual, what is a "queer"? From the
French "queirele" say "keer-uhl" it means "no suits [as a woman dresses
of closet sense or no afford - almost as to be off-the-rack theorizing
cheap suits as are women's suits]". No one is queer unless a suit is
involved and lying somewhere else used. A man refusing his bargain -
see that.
Some Stuff From E-mail 04/25/04 1932
Mailbag: "If I were to live my life over again, I would be an American.
I would steep myself in America, I would know no other land." America
is the land of fools and folly. I made it to house us until God could.
No one protects Christianity like I do. You protect Jews, I protect
Christians - the ones who take from them and do well. Jews were made to
maraud the world for its riches for me. Christians take it back from
their friends with higher order. Take me soon or see little left. Then
with some "Christianity, above all, has given a clear-cut answer to the
demands of the human soul. Indignantly, it does not take much strength
to do things, but it requires great strength to decide what to do.
Where God builds a church the devil builds a chapel." Christianity does
not rate souls - I do. A soul is no bother, but a Christian is. A
Christian had better do what it is told to do, or a Jew subsides and
divides us. Higher order suggests neither lay down on the job. The
devil is not real that is me too suggesting one do better or see me
living in Hell with yours in tow. A Jew, and finally, is no bother yet
- they pride me some as I am that too always taking back what is not
yours to display and make mine yet. Let's work together our chapels
inspire more with less. Have us as a devil would: without shame for it
all tokened or made same. Have us to be with you and no Jew will come
to bear. A Jew my friend never but some do will. Will me then. Will to
be.
Face Is Almost Just As Bad
Like Freddy Kreuger And In My Dreams 04/25/04 1701
Ever since I told Chris Ondy he was my boyfriend (merely a reciprocal
concerned), I've been having sweats at night by dreams in my head awful
little situations now two (2) involving dinners and stuff but not mine
experience what are always lovely, really a giver seen. One from the
wife, one from the grandmother both seen to be with me. Both recounts
coming soon I'm still healing, kinda Chris stuff hits me hard I'm there
too often. The first dream last week sometime: I was at a dinner in my
home (this is someone else happening) all white and yellows and light
expecting Chris to come and never did he show. The dinner was over for
me and as this person I sat holding my head in my hands grief stricken
with my answer then and a series lost. A murder happened here - been
there with love expectation and then not. I asked Chris in mind what
happened there after describing this dream I just died in as now me too
- "no clothes." The wife. Number two (2) last night and resented again:
As someone else, I'm having lunch with Chris outdoors on the side of a
house - the east side (negative left? no - on the right if facing).
Chris got up (the reason was unclear to me - no mention of foul or
fury) and did not return as I sat and waited. An older gentlemen (fat,
balded) from around the back of the house came up and said something to
me about being a "Joe" ("you know you're a joe" or as meaning "no one
special"). I got up, went around the front of the house to the other
side and then entered a kitchen court. Chris sat there on a stool and
beyond the contents of a shelf on the left side of the kitchen in a
baseball uniform looking straight ahead but down. Next I was in my car
backing out of the driveway out front left. On leaving the street, the
car's engine seemed to roll backwards or fail lightly - the end of not
me. Note: I certainly understand the grave qualities of my friend's
happenings here, but I never forgot that someone small and quiet lurks
inside - my friend. Too many trips out and away with pleasures afoot
countless school and work hours (I'm always in charge, of course, and
will pay for the pleasure) left me happy but understanding and ooo!
that stuff smarts though. Hi again. Some girl on the beach goes to
another one my friend "Pssst...you know, I don't think they're here for
us." Really? More: Another little part in an east-north room very light
has John and Marc entering the room leaving to another and returning to
leave without acknowledging me I watched them both. You better say 'hi'
next time (an affront this) so I can reject you both as openly. Advised
tip among friends: In our affairs, eldest John reveals that he was
called "Pampers" and Chris "Zodiac" - you'll hafta know just why to see
them. More: Chris, our other son is David Rue, Jr. having a stay. Treat
him well. All adopted as such. No sons with John yet (angels do not
make babies - they are babies in the head to me and to be treated as
such). Marc? Mine with
Neil (sons to me sons to me).
"Our Statement To You Is There" Yours 04/24/04 1638
First a problem to you back: "They said they would shoot us if we enter
court." Court is for court's havings - court havings are routine with
no problems to bear you. You then see what is routined to you. To shoot
back? Hold the call for better people - someone better and to knows
better of it. Knowing types get into trouble all the time and know what
to do for people who just do what they're told to do and by you. See
you in court or have a reason to do better than a court allows you to
then do an announce yet or then ask to know but perhaps after-the-fact
seen but unannounced. Knowing isn't cheap, but is paid for. See ya at
the bank, Bitch - wait for the bell in your head. You know, it's clear
I sound like JFK sometimes. "Take down the roof, please" - or - "see
you at the bank, Bitch" and no one paid for that yet said of the
courts. My balance stated yet? More than JFK had from you: Twenty-seven
dollars eighty-six cents ($27.86). The IRS joys me with their fast
return of twenty-nine dollars ($29.00) dated yesterday 04/23 you done
it so good. It's sad to note my joy over being able to have another day
done my way so small and yet so sure. Don't be so stupid - it's okay
for just one another day to be me of a truest wealth having you. You
the life I'd price.
Final Quest 04/24/04
1612
"The poor sell things." Poor bitch, I'd say. I have lived in Heaven
here - here goes: thinking and shitsay prose is trying to get out, a
language of lord. The poor again - not here yet. I loved seeing you out
when we didn't need to know why (no event to unlarge) - only when. I
longed for littler tastes of much greasier goods given, a day or two
more between things done and received I enjoy this more I'd say of
less. No bitter stops just a vow to be better in it to me. Not so
distracted by not havings not seen yet. What if I run out then? Who
makes this appear? What if they become one and I stay still? What if I
were made to know better just another daydream I love dreaming off no
word yet coming back to you and then. Nothing better than sex
yet...with me? No....the dreaming of.
Clear Your Throat In Heaven And Then As In Hell 04/24/04 1541
It's no secret that your maxmal extension from the poor - your right
you choose - and have that made me sick to my stomach with personal
enlightenment-x of used vow keeps with our gift of cerms solvency with
to you too no burdens never to have over the baggage too many'd
(remember our'd very keys - seems to say, word off, vanquish a joy
laden ain't too that cheap - we gave that simply a gift to, seems the
poor), but let's port a review out there: "Your are *asking* him to
die" then adds "We *asked* him not to be." In fantasies I use to incite
further thinkings about you, I use a double-barrel shotgun on the
reddened-if horm-face that answers its own question bish a bullet for
each horril that seemed of an eye. The white part - sure. If
you're going talk of or to someone's ass like that, you might want to
disguise yourself with a few climps of pubic hair to be as if spirit
gummed around your mouth. I turn around and see nothing I wouldn't
expect to note, you'd keep making me know. No black of the early south,
I take exception to taking exception and cit each note in reverse you'd
last a day. No owner either, I expect to extend no life to any that
suggest I'd live. I give you nothing to say. You take it all back one
day. I hate opposition here like you hate raising each morning to meet
it back at headquarters for no further discussion you'd say (no one
person ever that great to me, an institution conveys this while I wait
for that one person to be and to me). I listen your rule as you die me
to it your rule you die you die you die. Then you die you die you die
you die. Then you die never to be to me. Of never to me. You live well
enough in it so say you to be we are *asking* you of nothing and
suggest not if not to be.
Sung Load: "I Don't Want Your
Love.......I Don't Want Your Love" 04/24/04 1515
Get this shit cheap shit fashioned by lovving-hate's havings scent -
another skunk posing for skint perfume cheap sex never paid you to
leave either have some of it all a vaundlish cum never have I
thought pissing like a racehorse bested by chance or both winning -
"Howdy! [lem a fucking pig - eat cramp antes le gas n'est moovnour] The
common argument that crime is caused by poverty is a kind of slander on
the poor. [You mix shit with piss and coin your own candor to cone a
verb type - poverty is then heads and properly chooses tails to vantage
the poor your currency is excepted everywhere pottery is made to hold
candles and flims of ventworth and fancyforth - kill them all you cared
to then and so live, meet a gourmhair bellygoat that heats up ass-wax
you are hardening both sides in a nigger like a half-tale unvites
rethought or spoken to, a sweat linen, a harp for the pornch, an
unwanted derregullate, yours made, a sant smile, horned rags and vilch
lambert, comdiddly, yourself, a molodian skintag, the thunderbelt].
Cynicism is cheap -- you can buy it at any Monoprix store -- it's built
into all poor-quality goods." Next time you come down from on-high to
deliver your particular hant of bag shit, ask for the season bit wax
and another tit to the toothed temple a marbled hand-hole. Forget what
you know about the tandals of body shame and if wins to be least to
gorm at the feet a pinch up forn fat. Rule: If all are made by
extension, the poor keep coming to see what you've done to them
lately and quite frankly you're still the riches in hint by far if
seeking to no quote. I'd hafta tap out your pennies with a hammer and
pay you in pimmels since caring fletched us in notes and if nothing
since most pimples went prime. For this, a burn on the inch of your
assholl with a tarn tamp of burnished hot pipe (your metals are yet
pure, mine youred). Scorch the inner thigh
up near the tight of the dancer.
More shit: "I'm so sorry! :) Common sense is the collection of
prejudices acquired by age eighteen. Be not deceived with the first
appearance of things, for show is not substance." Is your mind jellied
like mine with words and then feelings? So little? Sometimes I feel so much I don't know
what to do. Obviously, we exchange feelings for explaining it all to
you ignorant unhappy, much like I exchanged my opinion-facts for a
livelihood in this world. It's helped to show and produce prejudices
you speak of but I feel you should see how I do it. Fact: I never fuck
women ever (known: my mother doesn't care much since we stopped seeing
each other at the tub - my father and I showered together only once and
that was that then his pee-pee was so big to me he got out of shape and
all.....I left right when my mother did our feelings mixed). Feeling: I
could do better (?) that's simply prejudice again if thinking to shut
down with a word off something fancy I forget. See me do it. Think off.
Be rich in thought - do less of it with me what should is common sense.
The overtly needy - so eager to give my things to betterment. In
secret, I keep only yours here for the taking. Have it some.


Back To An Old Friend
04/20/04 1436
The split-pea soup is great, thanks for asking. Have some - the recipe
is basically on the bag of peas. I use only chicken broth for my water
added and a single (1) or two (2) teaspoon(s) of celery seed for
instead
of full-on stalks cut up - I don't want to see leaves and chunks of
filth cut up and of in there (celery seeds are built into the backing
lines of stalks anyway all of that string - cut it up and to plant
every third you could know is full of it like any fruit or
vegetable...break it up and plant it to see it come a prayer). Too, I
just reconnected
with an old friend from the summertime and of 1976 (the picture vintage
- look how old nothing in reality seems to you) as borne of a
shaker Jell-O brand instant
pudding pistachio
flavor. Maybe just back on the block (note there is no cook & serve
my esteemed preference for smooth consumptions - this and all now made
a rice-type pudding what doesn't condemn a ymero vadge with cornstarch
filthings and loot - not my problem yet the AYDS to looms). I've now
made
(3) three regular bag-boxes of it so far two (2) cups milk at each no
filth here and it nears my idea of perfection
with just a bit smidge of Reddi-wip
(expensive, yet perfect to me - make nothing) right on the top there
(as see me
using those perfect Ziploc custard cups now as disposable with
see-through blue lids from your grocer section - this makes about three
[3] desserts common). Bit of a talker...bit of a history there.
A Clarity Sees To Me
04/20/04 1100
Someone as needs to remake Michelangelo's "Creation" (the hand of man
extended but almost to then touches God's as aged and needy somehow -
no, not ever to me then - you are to me here - why now seek it?) God's
hand was retracted in hasp or then simply pulled back initially as far
as possible in recoil or withheld to need then. I'd do this over for
you as myself as per and usual, but you would fail me as once again.
Also note that quotes in italics serve to ridicule us only by making
all seem off-hand or barely noted to
me. Never ask - know. Make my word your word as to have me see
you then and as such. Bold screams
always - never use.
Underline then is only humour,
the English branch. A leaning
in and to.
More stores later and word-names then of. I never forget you.
Ring-A-Ling: More
Snapshots Of LA As
Doing It Alone Then
Add Injury 04/20/04
1015
"People don't care - they have ther own balances to mention." No to
fool. I am the Christ,
the savior, the lamb of god, the messiah or promised virtue, the second coming of god, etc.,
then the holy spirit manifest,
the good that gave.
You do not compare with this to here. You simply up and die in the face
of it, and I make a universal-seeming cost happen. A difference you can
seem then. A bigger nut to a bigger then bear. Mine and now then:
Negative one dollar fourteen cents (-$1.14)
and yet this. And when you do what I do, mention it casually, coolly,
and you and I can switch places eternally as from it. I
love being who you are, and simply then to who you are not. I pray. See
that finally and finally again, this is the hovel for my opinion-fact
and to scorn yours then within error you ask to read with a bump my
way. See that. Make it real. For the both of us as entertained yet.
To Chris 04/20/04 1234
Got two (2) e-mail addresses kicked back undeliverable as yours named
by you: "condy@hotmail.com" and "condy3@aol.com". Who ever then provides
shit information to me - and perhaps you - dies flat. Ready to know for
sure? You're seriously involved. Meet my hate. More: We starve people
like you to death elsewhere then for acts of attrition (leaving me to
be) or not having saned me. See that. Note food as never real - a whole
pile of stuff placed within and then distributed as mite haves it. But
of course...

Praying Versus Asking For
Trouble: The Dress Up Jesus 04/19/04 2143
Per this week's gay Fab! what do I
think about the Jesus dress up
furniture magnets? No problem at all - and then what's up? Faggots have to
remind me all the time to be who they are a bit nicer
about things and then finally stay out of my mood here. Play along.
Good
nature seen is never to be the less of our beauty and our beautiful
people. Be
us - kind, giving, considerate, and finally, I am him and dying of it
you
bitch. God himself
would tell you "If if this is yours, take it." Do that
then. End speaking for me at the end of. The individual "INRI" magnet
or "ignati nomos radan
imri" is a cute touch for "ignore me to see yours ignored" and this to
my
currency seen. "They know not what they give of, and to take back to
them I see." And finally Sophie B. Hawkins ("damn! wish I was your
lover" - I say that alot these days in feign - thanks) - another person
of Madonna a bit racy I'm bored - you are
"pansexual" or tried of games with others all the time - mostly
bothersome
with it all done to me. "Omnisexual"?
No such yet as "all sexes alls". Compare "omnishit" to be "all shit
made here and in it" - a pile of.
Micro Versus Macro
04/19/04 1445
My little friend Marc (who just got done investigating the inside of
the old PacBell building on Santa Monica Boulevard by certain invite
from the other voiced missing while I stood
outside - up to three (3) naked black men filming something new - one
had a crown on they were set down in nature it seemed - the usual title
for blacks as first on the scene....one touched another's butt lightly
to suggest off it scened then...for heteros or something in Madonna's
"other" dance studio "we practiced in there yesterday for a shoot..."
for her tour and then another mass hair salon for
crowds...."Hostals" it's namingly called - thanks Marc the movie can be
titled from here on out "We Eatin' Like Kings" but the real title is
"Kingdom Cum" and with women afoot as no bother to me yet - Marc was
also invited into a long, black fountain pool at Pacific Design Center
by those we trap there for entering at all as aspect and Jewish again -
see nine (9) years for that tribute but not to Marc my friend who went
along with it anyway and on the way to visiting the Bodhi Tree
bookstore with me the beautiful grass lawns and all.....David Geffen
made it the long, black mordor happen with that Jewish star fountain I
hate as artless and stood on in the middle today) asks about the words
"micro" and
"macro" - now we see. The "micro" (from the Latin "mikrel" then to say
"microl" for "made small until I cannot see", ancient) cannot be seen
by the human eye at all, simply. The "macro" (a Latin for "makrodel" or
"made to be known to me") is seen by the human eye and at large with no
bother at all. "What about 'mini' then?" he asks. The "mini"
(Latin-phrase or counter-whip with no word spoken, really - "minit" say
"min-neet" a slight bark for "make it usual [then]") is still larger
than you would like to know. You only wanted to chill a single can of
brew or then soda but wound up with more it seems while handing out a
beverages at your own little basement bar idylly lit and to a friend
you admire and want to impress duly (or, seen being that - an idiot,
really). Your mini refrigerator is may be the culprit there and is
never imagined at first as so large. A 'mini' recorder is still
noticeable if to be absent at all during sight. The mini computer still
unwelcome at desktop where all is provided. The mini we eschew in favor
of a smaller yet. A micro perhaps? No - a smaller yet. Something not
mentionable, not noticed to be there. Thanks again, Marc my love at it.

The King Of All-Done Sees Me
And Laughs 04/19/04 1251
My roommate gets Bon Appetit
as from a gift annually, and yesterday he made lemon-coconut
bars from the issue pictured (see favored site Epicurious for this and other
menu item by recipe or forge or meal planned). Not bad tasting and for
a person who usually consults a Betty Crocker product or just then a
bakery as proud enough (note buttercream frosting my favorite bought as
some white flour, granulated sugar then, and butter - vanilla maybe but
not usually). My roommate thinks he's a kitchen god and I can't make
anything clean and useful without his consult and bearing down within
(a mother's ruin then, a god made and then taken down). I wish he would
fuck off to make my toast frankly last night I was picking the Easter
ham bone clean for the freezer first and then split pea soup a favorite
on the horizon to draw on with bits of, but this had to come to a halt
while he skimmed my wastes and I, a purist, then rejected his offer to
resample if-meats and as such. No, and finally to save the my
earth-types - my meats clean and bearing in just a bit of time wasted
here. Anyway, cherish the shares and be bought of while this person
within me purchases foodstuffs I generally hate to know of and exist,
undercooks my meats and potatoes with tales of my overdone to leave the
top off in the oven and then a general madness ensues of course my
fault. I asked for this somehow a kitchen moon and all in the name of
serendipity or "what was I missing?" (nothing, apparently) as Liz
Fraser's hand-painted (she says "etched") avocados hang lovingly over
the counter a symbol to health and wealth perhaps a studied half-being
or just plain crime again having already checked the back of the
enclosed picture frame for cash instrument or placo (placed within) as
suggested like when I found heroin and nearly died of having it a pink
ruse. We are all still to poor yet. To kitchen help, find your initial
worth (the one you sign by) elsewhere with others - perhaps those who
might askew to pay less. Stick by the recipe. More: Powdered sugar on
top - I know it's a problem with the store-boughts and all. My fool
here tried the ol' Cuisinart small, but that powdered the granulated
sugar only smally and to the sides then of cup whisken. Mind over
suggests a wooden rolling pin made of ashwood (a known to be maple and
only as finished, never dogwood for peeing on as nurturing or bringing
about this to our namesake) or - and may god forbid
my kitchen - an oak rolling the sugar down but lightly no too hard ever
this and around into a bowl or then no, a mort and pestle best not made
as to be too small and thus nearly tasteless as sweet.

While We Help To Perfect Each
Other And As To Shining Forth 04/19/04 1133
At about four smacks ($4.00) per rubber jar, this still our remedy for
removing the unwanted (not proud of or seen to) to unseemly (not
wanting you to notice) from our bodies, skin. Let no one be your guide
and then I don't want to think too much about me unclothed and at you.
Here's to more about you then a single (1) teaspoon of and then mixed
up to water sees it on you by end of a wooden stick only - no, no water
guide all is real impure is to be better with this. Note again that
leadened glass keeps hydrogen to salt-popping heat busy or out (it
travels through s-holes in glass thus restricted by such and hinders
you in battle already - lead glass is definitely more brittle thus with
heat always in and such moving out and then see all present with colors
shining). A "red devil" or spot reddened may result from too long as
left on (see drugs of anesthetizing nature but off), but a lovely black
surfacal scab develops under usual use after then a rinse right off
with cold water once if and as burning is sensated to no bother ever.
Experiment lightly at first. Reduces all to petty ash in times
unnoticed. Recurring (repeatedly noticed) white spots resultant heal in
the sun over time a home remedy with better than home to result. You'd
no sooner let a brown booger live forever on it though some. A godsend
while we destroy trees that make us some of these and unwanted. Let no
one graduate you to less known by and of. While researching a picture
of the Lewis Red Devil jar here (no site to cling this), I've seen
citings of meth labs and making your own soap. Soap? Okay - but meth?
You simply have an off-note there - dump that. The most you have is
chlorine bleach and methanols (Nitrogen compacts that to collect Oxygen
when burst) from soaps like this, but not in any one hurry - that's for
damned sure. Six (6) weeks to purity, easy. Soap? No. Finally, buy your
food wholesale. Finally too, no drug is made - it is to nature only and
always a flower plant - and that includes LSD, Fool.
Today's Onward Satisfactions
In Lexicon And Meaning 04/19/04 0956
Today's word is "abhorrent" not to be confused with "abberrant". The
"abhorrent' (say "abb-herr-ent" for the French "having dale" or
"lowpoint") waste your time unmercifully with quest and naturings to
the self. An abomination (as German and to "avoid at all costs or be
there"), really. The abberrant (say "abber-rent" as German for "closely
noted but not heard to be [in you] yet) simply note the process and
continue on erroneously. What about the "atypical"? Nobody wants it.
"Odd"? Nobody said that either - a misheard or overspoken. Credit Elton
John with this: "You're of odd note." Plus the say name "Alicia" as
"a-lee-see-ah" - I die with laughter over this.

But A Spot Of Trouble Sees Me To It 04/18/04
Went over to the Crate And
Barrel flagship store in Beverly Hills today on Beverly Drive
central (438 N.) to exchange one of these glasses (um, the "Staxx"
highball at 18 ozs. per) what cracked at the base as I washed it.
You'll see me there over less to this much, but I exchanged within at
no problem at all per clerk - a two ninety-five ($2.95) value noted by.
Got rid of three (3) credit slips totaling well under sixty bucks (<
$60.00) now all long overdue for exchange and as then picked up a few
pieces of glory living plus mere tools for that noted. Tip: Crate &
Barrel now features Marimeeko
bed sheets and stuff - see that too as nice stuff. A beautiful day
today to reacquiesce with Rodeo Drive and such and if looks pretty good
Ralph Lauren and all. See that. Maybe more later with translations for
international store names to boot. First up, Bernini say "ber-neen-yee" for
Italian - it means "[to see you] buried alive [in sweat and
poses from me]. Some: I hear from my source that Crate & Barrel
have a little box in back that heats and spins a broken glass into
shape as long as all remains intact (no pieces missing or shafted up
and away). We recommend checking your glasses once or twice annually
they'd say if at home. Never think we sink to cheats, but all fills my
hat. More later.

Recommendations Vary 04/18/04 1112
If going to Vegas (a six-hour drive from here tudor dam on the way), I
recommend staying at Circus
Circus (tower lobby pictured) - they have both
hi-rise with interior parking and the "manor" right next door what is
three (3) levels
of drive hotel but keeps your car full of stuff (?) right outside the
door. We stayed for about one hundred bucks ($100.00) a night, double
occupancy more than a few years ago. Great pool, bit of distance from
else down the strip but who
cares we'll walk it well. Owned by Mexico (and as built largely by
Elvis Presley in an investment tree or pyramid in 1967 done - he did
The Sands too now defunct or destroyed by use and faltered then on with
the Saharan hotel now also being deconstructed and at-large then), the
amusement park within
the complex is fun, but horrid to consider. A note. P.S. The rooms in
the manor were beautiful with two (2) queen beds and good colors red
yellow, but I want a fitted sheet over my own mattress next time (they
used a roving flat - check that). Vegas is boring - bring a honey or
drugs and money (Vegas the outlaw). What else - I liked the snack bar
at Treasure Island
casino
level the ships and all. More: What I also like about Circus Circus was
plenty of people about with their husbands, their brothers - their
sons. If
you've ever lived in a hi-rise apartment building - and if not perhaps
you know someone who has - the isolation you purchase directly from
youth and thus their beauty can be quite stifling (um, without remorse
or guilt - even beyond that feeling of - a death lading, really, a
snuff). Go where the people our go - go to where the youth selling is.
An opportunity for them to know us and thus do better lurks to you
around
every a corner. And tip: Just because a round melon floats in water and
turning as such as ripe to eat does not mean it is flavorful. Look for
distinct characteristic or contrast in skin layer for sweet and flavor.
A lousy melon greenhouse says this. Fact-tip: All melons must be raised
off ground to escape the pull of the earth and of heat only in
wintertime. Heat disintegrates flavor in fruit majors I'm sure of it.

Into The West She Didn't Win
For That 04/17/04 2034
I saw the song Eurythmics' Annie Lennox sang at the Oscar's back in May
at Tower Records (they put
out titles I mention here for display - they are cute about things and
to me) on the new
"Lord Of The Rings: Return Of The King" soundtrack (the movie is yet to
be and forthcoming...."a bit newsy, you - thanks"). It is called "Into The
West" MP3 (492 KB) (just a bit sample there - the file is way big
find yourself as worthy of). The vocal was recorded in heavensent
(while deceased she)
and Neil added accompaniment by guitar soon enough (as me too to Neil
and Madonna who supervised: "Too wet or then sticky this time....redo
it then? Yes - yes. That's it then.") Earnestly, have a go with
it - it's awfully pretty yet some of the best she's done. Annie's back
(with Dave of Stewart fame) in Honolulu, Hawaii yet and "hates it so"
she's said. See that. What goes west most then than the dead? From
Annie to fans: "I am here, but I'm not here for you. I hate your guts."
Adds Dave "Pfft." I Limed the song - an extremely long branch -
successfully last night. You may too.

We're Into Novelty Lighting A
Bit, Pill Baggies, Pipes, Jesus Acriphobe, Various Miscellany
04/17/04 2017
Stopped into Hippocampus 8870 W. Sunset Boulevard to purchase
this pig light recently and boy! it shines on me (got a glassen
bonepipe and some baggies too - 1 1/2" or #6 and by round or ziplead as
measured and a
black plastic wax scale to boot measure my pearls then no faggot calls
back "hey - a bit off the left you and never to sale"). The pig
(actually Terry's but I borrow) was nineteen fifty ($19.50) solid I
blessed the nativity crosses (Christ in evidence) and the eerie dog of
owner during purchase made. Oh, the picture above (of "Eva Lamp" pig -
"eva" say "e-vaah" is Mandarin or shipping Chinese for "at night [you
may see this, maybe with me]")
is linked to selection and I add but another here to Max Mayer Inc for
what seems the answer to on-demand prices and shitty ear-wear. Their
order form may be found to answers here.
Be like Moon - the bulb - a bit bright. Burn the house down right, will
ya? It's either this or some stupid faggot waving a lit cigarette
around. P.S. These lamps are for the dead to visit a veritable bunker
house they hang inside - featuring up to nineteen (19) visitors or so -
and sleep quietly if with no drop kicks ever to note of we see you
thinking and warn to thanks (also note no lights bother the dead). The
light has tiny holes all over it and is soft, squishy. More: Don't
think the links I gave you have all there is to see in Eva Lamps. I
have the cardboard box for one and it shows alternates and among others
a green desert cactus with arms on a hoverstand that's very cool.
Others: A personable crescent moon on baque stand, an alien head with
red eyes on hoverstand, a planetarium on hoverstand, etc. Ask to know
more of if. P.S.P.S. A "baque" stand has lights in it to see out. A
"hoverstand" holds up for view but emits no light (hovers in the air at
night, right?) A coil is a large object and needs greater support for
waving and such. A "metal" stand will do - you see through it. A
"stanza" waving at you, sort of.
Today's Mode Is Belly Up
04/17/04 1802
More systems abuse: The word "belligerent" means "without thinking of
others present too - a being without others". From the English-French
houell (say "howel" for namesake, kinda) "belligere" or "bell
ear". Off in the distance, ahead of others but hears for food, lodging,
etc. Have that. Another good one: "off-hand" (as in an off-handed comment, not as
in once noted of - they are different for different reasons - one notes
of to have at seen or thought of then and then to pass on readily) for
not wanted once seen to be in one's possession. "Hand it off as soon as
you can" it says. It teaches people not to make them - comments, that
is.
Went To The 99¢ Store
Again Today 04/17/04 1655
Went shopping again at the aforenamed thrift store after a whisk
through Target (purchase: black sink mats by Rubbermaid with lift-up
saucer holes in them for the drain and mixer, but price the Murine ear
wax system I use these six dollars nineteen cents ($6.19) I still have
an old spray bulb I use it - my tip is to wash ears well each time you
bathe for inside and out with soap and water keeps heat out and reduces
their size perhaps their pointyness from heat rising I do this) and who
is in line in
front of me but (last night I kissed) Larry Kramer back from it, it
seemed citing his famous face to us. An angel of (Armidesa - say
"arm-a-deesus" forbear of lochs or waterways). Oh, sure - he introduced
himself to us as "Melrose Larry Green" and nice enough to meeting Doug
and Terry citing no need for staff etc., but I liked his son "Jules" in
front of me even better (I switched lanes for girth and need). Thanks,
Larry - good to see you around I need staff finally.

Oh, The Jamba Juice With
Thanks A New Path With Delicious Bliss 04/17/04 0928
Two weeks ago (and as reminded by the LA
Weekly's coupon-less insert this week), I took a local coupon over
to the Jamba Juice for a free
"enlightened smoothie" as guided by their ad sized to my choice hold
the health-wise extras as hard of hearing but agidly pressing the "no
thanks yet" button down more than twice. I asked to flavor as "Orange
Divine" all them blenders whirring as I wondered and answered if they
were custom equipment with shields and all seemingly built-in (no - yet
some) then my name was called "um, Dog" (just kidding - I'm yours).
What I got was reddish and puking with banana (like Jews and
dougmoon.com, it hadda be free for that type of enlightenment) but I
sucked it all up anyway. I'd like something orangey next time, but
thanks it was good and delivered as saint to me at no cost to me
whatsoever after all of that ringing up. "You don't know how cheap it
is to live until you're forced to." Having money means not having to
know and supremely - remember that.
No Accounts Open With That ID
04/17/04 0830
I wanted to report today's account balance, but they have "no account
with that ID". I may hafta visit a branch later. Am I being targeted
personally again? You know I hate that. Update: Called the bank,
apparently you're not supposed to deposit coins via ATM. That's news to
me - I was blocked to vision until I understood that. New balance
today: Negative one dollar fourteen cents (-$1.14). I'll try and clear that
up today.

The Family At Christmas
04/16/04 1449
This is the mother and family at Christmas in our New Jersey den (some
people here draw a ? - the house that Diana Ross built 1978 we drove
her car too a white Cadillac with red leather interior and spoked
wheels). I am missed none it seemed then. From left to right: Rick Jr.
(my sister Leslie's first born), Rick
(Leslie's beau), Elise (Chris' girlfriend), Leslie, Chris (my youngest
brother), my mother Geri, her husband Ed (of Baldasarri Regency, Roman
Hall, Eddie's Donuts I loved the Eddie's Donuts with them dots in the
store logo and all almost as much as the "Eet Gud" does doughnuts,
McDonald's on Route #33 in Hamilton the most famouses McDonald's ever
to you even more than the famous of Stevie Nicks and Madonna to know,
also owns just a bit of the Taj Mahal casino in Atlantic City too and
quoting "Mister" Trump "Oh, look - it's the guy that fucked my mother
[now with as virgin too]" - both all and in
TNJ - "I don't sell - what am I gonna do with the money? Buy a youth?"
- the near-dead speak as often of it), my sister's daughter Sky
(short for Skylar), my
brother Scott, Debi (Scott's girlfriend - now deceased from breast
cancers). Then end for some. More: As you know, tricks abound. That
little girl is actually of Marc by someone else. We'll take it both one
day at a time. She looked at me a few years ago and said "what? don't
hurt me" with those eyes. I would never to yet. Another update on
05/25/04: As for the photo, no the wall is not like that at ceiling
bent. A cheap camera holds film loosely and the light entering at flash
pushes and hard against plastic within. A glass meterbox or film plate
used and please to eliminate this. See it less, be less for it.

Another Blunder To Be
04/16/04 1408
I had a small plastic bag full of pennies, so I decided to defray my
expenses in life by walking to Ralph's
at Beverly and LaCienega with my ghostly friend Marc kinda showing him
around as he is bound to my service here living with and so (he loved
Beverly Center, the best Hard
Rock Cafe "in the world" still rockin' it as full for lunch, the
hummingbird
I made dive for it in a community garden we scented nearby - they have
my favorite poppies orange, yellow, pink growing out there too). I had
all the pennies I
could stand to carry in my front jeans pocket heading to the Coinstar (but an extra popsicle
located in the rear pocket right upon leaving here earlier - lime
flavor) without being or looking like a chump and that of course - two
dollars and fifty cents ($2.50) worth exactly on review I certainly
feed it back the bad boys it casts off and then it takes them - went
into my Bank Of America account to help lower the deficit spending
there. Marc says "We did other things - we laugh and we sing together."
Right. My account balance now stands at negative one dollar fourteen
cents (-$1.14) on this an
ATM
transaction notwithstanding. P.S. We got ten (10) boxes of Popsicle-brand popsicles twelve
(12) each see the new "Great White" box with "no colors, no mess" (but
scented heavily and no see through) for ten dollars ($10.00) during
their little sale - see
the website with thanks to the New
York Post today for a good laugh. More: You need a "Ralphs Club"
card to enjoy their sales properly. A club card (also such as Pavilions-Vons I use that one too), gives locals
the discount and then promptly you may see it. Pavilions, in-fact, and
as noted previously, gives a quantity or bulk discount on less than
quantity or bulk purchase. Right now, a jar of my favorite pickles
"Vlasic Zesty Dills" with little red pimentos in there is two (2)
regular jars for four dollars ($4.00), but I can buy one (1) jar for
two dollars ($2.00) at the register using my club card - now see that.
No one else gives you that price yet sold - double coupons and all. In
census, we believe each whole pickle then to be worth thirty-eight
cents ($0.38) in the jar as sold so pretty. There are nine (9) of them
in there we believe for total value-worth of three dollars forty-two
cents ($3.42) a jar and as usually sold at about four bucks ($4.00) a
jar. A significant savings yet of.
More: Today's "New York Post" features a guy named Keith (cute that)
his real last name is "Morley". Keith got into a fight with his wife at
Anvers military base (U.S. Army) in Dayton, Ohio and she shot him dead
with a knife gun (they held that up for praise, I hear - not good). He
is with us now and hates me kinda, but cites our needs together and to
be. Say the word Keith, and be back there - right back there. Never
stationed abroad, and never really killed either (she did it in his
sleep - quoting him "they'll get you too one day" yeah, but not by
invite - I don't lay with that around...) She - a woman named
"Vyronicaa" (a freak) - hates him. I take the least of bother away.
Hats off to - I'm sorry. No further quote, but simply "I hate you all."
See him around soon and discharged at thirty-six (36) years old.
Related to actor Jason Gedrick - brother to. I undertsand from my boyfriend Chris
(yes, and to reaffirm that - hi Gus! a thus reality to be built
by slip-bricks and as needs to be supported) there are beefcake shots
within modeling and all - will look for today
and report back. Update: I looked and saw nothing of it - the story is
lain bare too. The guy is related to me no less as my mother's cousin
Katherine's fifth son. Hi to all a penis betrays us. More: I
encountered a guy on the street yesterday walking a dog he said 'hi"
and was this in the flesh actress Sally Field is his mother daughter of
actor Jackie Gleason. He had long sheared hair (always a put-off -
honor me with a fine cut next time) and a colonial-era length jacket on
light of blue wth gold trim or buttons. God (mind over) did this to me.
"That's not true - I have a soul and do not live yet." He got in an old
car and disappeared right in it with the dog who lays on the floor and
dies then ("we take sombody's dog and kill it then - it goes along with
it"). Come again to fool me. He told me later he is also "Marc
Andreeson" (a fake name) of Netscape fame. Sure, sure and my cousin
Eddie Moon is Eddie Vedder of Pearl Jam (from Hershey, PA - Stone
Gossard a neighbor from across the street we got that). I just stole
your song "Corduroy" on the Lime and my friend Marc here adds he bought
the "Vitalogy" CD for my sister at Christmas. I know she had it, I
played it while at home. It was okay.
Another Blunder Redone to
Jaguar Panther To Whatever Bury Me 04/16/04 0928
Yesterday, I had to get the British General Pound symbol "£" for
my writings and noticed KeyCaps (the internal application that lets you
dig up special characters just like that for copying and pasting - in
fact, I used to pride myself on knowing the keystrokes or codes in
Windows) was missing. Use this
web article to refind the use in Mac OSX Jaguar or Panther or
whatever saw it missing - that's what I did (at once it pays you to
update). Once you get the
application keyboard up and running, you use alternates of [shift],
[control] and [option] to capture your quarry and type right on yours
the active window. I hate re-learnings for what I had already and work
against them strenuously if.

Today's Unliving Noted
04/16/04 0903
This is how I like to live - I'd like you to note it too. Negative
three dollars sixty-four cents (-$3.64).
Oh, and if on the opposing end (a woman of basic sanctisure, say) don't
think for one minute this validates or promotes you saintly. We take of
note only. "We just don't want you." Never ask for me, then. You ask
for me when you live here in my arms.
Today's Mode Unlived
04/15/04 2022
"I was livid." What does the word "livid" mean to softer spoken? "Left
without words" that's French for "liveure" (say "liv-vair" for "left
open to say [about me with nothing left to add by]").
Here We Are at Taxtime For
2003 Another Glamour 04/15/04 1634
Just filed my Federal taxes online at Online Taxes a front for the IRS as suggested by the IRS. Gross
income for Calendar 2003 rests at two hundred ninety-one dollars
($291.00) and that means I get back my eight dollars fourteen cents
($8.14) withheld plus an earned income credit of twenty-one dollars
($21.00) for a total of twenty-nine dollars (29.00) to be refunded as
and expected if rounded down to me in cents opting at once for direct
deposit of all and as told to me. Apparently, the Federal filing online
is free for poor-enough people who don't challenge you unduly with
wealth and note, but skip the state addition to romp free unless ready
to pay a few bucks online. Start over by signing in if you accept that
busyness erroneously like I did. Update: Got the state (mine is California)
done by mail - see ya. Their online systems failed me as probably
nothing to pay (plus you always need to file both Federal and state to
stay abreast of all). Update: Got a follow-up e-mail today from Online Taxes - seems the
Federal government accepted my annual tax return via their need, but I
need to mail in Form Number 8453-OL (a certification of having filed to
them, us) and for my future reference. I was assured this will not
delay my refund if so and or with timetables of expected to provided.
See this.

Very Nicely Done
04/15/04 0927
I'll try and get a bit to general interest today, but will have you
know what's important to me is that account fees of five dollars
ninety-five cents
($5.95) have been extracted from my checking account to reveal a
current balance of negative
three dolllars sixty-four cents (-$3.64)
- so don't come here looking for a handout. No direct deposit in any
one
month means a checking or account fee. The online presence is free to
you yet. A bargain however you lose. On my checks "A customer since
1995" I had a joint account with my gay lover (an ex-life) forever and
a day then on.
Yet Another Today
04/14/04 0929
No fees taken yet. Two dollars thirty-one cents ($2.31). It's not
"insolvency" (they are two barriers to code one up and one down - no
accounts healthy, no ability to work on them either - we still have
both here and you owe me bad), it is just an account. Your accounts
count now too. This has nothing to do with shame - it is your work
fashioned to me. I'm better than you. "You can love because you think
that you're better than me."
A Banking Lesson
04/13/04 1020
Two dollars thirty-one cents ($2.31) yet monthly fees are coming.

As Now Featuring More Than
Fourteen Percent Of You 04/12/04 2001
We now have the whole song up - thank you and please note: Diana Ross
"Telephone" MP3 (4.8 Megs)
To The Name Moon "You Need To
Feel Weird You Are Weird" 04/12/04 1135
I got that quote today from the U.S. Army of such - imagine that. My
grandfather and I once agreed that a name is not taken, it is risen to
- much like being born black. You stay there because that is what you
are of sorts to yourself. No problem here - we Moon's moved on to
change nothing of it a conqueror sees of its nature. A "Mohl" (taken
once again hostilely from "Bergeun" - a name that means "branded new"
as "always welcome for beauty inside me and made" - for killing
somebody in
hand-to-hand combat while stationed in the U.S. Army and yet changed,
however), as instrumental to my demise over being perfect about
everything, needs to pay attention to other's needs in the event of
frost or not having. They are cold I reason, but warmed here for
extenuous givings also (if not charmed thoroughly by someone lifting
their shirt to reveal yet another skin lesion as to the purveyors of
such said - all I ever got was the refrain from "I See The Moon"
- and but again,
to give such song - Germans again
talking about god and god stuff - written by Elvis Presley but never
copyrighted as given to First Baptist anonymously). We tell you not. We
are risen over.
In retrospect and speak, my grandfather resents having to build himself
up to counter his rising sons only (he hated having them and said 'no'
after wars and other crimes against his nature). Everybody hates that,
and as in brothers, but I assure you it never happened for them. Not
ever. Next unto then? Most die of it then - a tighter conversation.
More: The army calls the name game "altriotion" (say "al-troo-izhun"
for "held over [for speaking to then]", French). That means thoroughly
"keeping one's sane about having them here - not clean to take back to
others". We think it true enough and use it. Thank us - we see you. To
quote a cited intelligent Doug Moon "bad things come with the names
right on them" - see that. Would you pick that for yourself? For me? To
protect such and from such. To give one's song.
No To You Always Minding It
After The Reason Or Unstated 04/11/04 1640
No, I'm not going to remove anything here for you so concerned about
every nothing you know so fond and yet so far from away my dillies do
you right down the dez now admit that. No one gets any hurts, just your
cheapness with summary cares for and against me so sees your winsome
predilictions all marvels to continue raging forth and on like bicqels
shedding their wings on spray hormones. To lay another supremely taut
egg - I'll move to lighten your load just with. In the meantime, stay
posted for more I simply douche each hole inside and out as if someone
had actually shat past a mere dilly to a full-on phram in there all
lounged out. You can't be too sure these days and I like to know about
everything first, then you find out some too. It's never enough to
swallow those pills, is it? Have some of my hurt too (not for real,
hardly ever it's simply an untrue or pointless next to what befalls you
I'm happy enough I guess thanks for asking). Tip: We don't obsess. I
admit myself to accuse you of pride-havings I have a hurt how 'bout you
that's not what I heard see someone else is here suffering no never to
you just yet an admirer of beauty sees same and remits to you one if
talks to you still. He's wearing your swimsuit from Bolange by
Agar-Tarrt (aggressiva, orpto, slaice: "vlegm"). "He's extremely
determined and never gives up." What could it possibly take? End this
flattery and to me.

This One Is Worth Two
Shameless Fats Three Carb Counters At Dance-Repose A Handful Of Jeanny
Prague Idyll-Tide Gummy Bears Or Extra Portions Dessertedly So Fructal
Anol Lange 04/11/04 0959
I put Chris' naked son up when I get mad in my own quest for specific
beauty (never a ridicule, a passing shame - our child naked and in my
arms again). They were made beautiful to lose limbs to accidents and
die young using drugs oh sure I always put people at or near death to
have sex with them but in secretly (some masturbate to me freely). I
was made god to answer to their particular brand of have need like some
sort of joke no one gets. Now pay attention celebrities and whores
alike (if there's no money, who paid you? I don't pay that yet just in
terms and damage), supposedly this kid lost a leg in a motorcycle
accident (a burn piped in, stabbed at with razors to heal, infection,
necrosis, off - never mess with, sutures only - air) and I restored it
overnight (it was gross probably smelled too
- the back shorter than the front just under the knee bent our child
lived
to have this made and to a mother then). We are pair for each other I
believe, but some of this is harsh one kid shot too. Is this stuff
real? Seems too stupid for one to tell if broken and in parts missing
basically relying on one joined eyebrow and that sense of shelf.
Remember - no one chose you for real I lie it over simmering in sense.
Not to yet anyway. You should be scared only so to love I leave....your
love never needs my own plus it seems like you're hitting it still it
seems. Someone added in spite "only one nut" like a chron to devour.
Yeah, but it ain't gasping rarty hole parted by flinched trousers.
Never mess with me this Chris - I win to be with it only. Tell that kid
that I would meet him but everyone sits around waiting for it and
nothing gets in the door for that. Get off your ass you are Elvis now -
I am Elton John and I suspect others of note too. Make a bitch die by
simply having to shut the fuck up. That's what I do to you let it fill
your mouth and ass with dirt. I oughta punch you in the head for this
shit.....soon my love your French mother to eat my crap. The mother
brood weighs in (she is my daughter where stars do not shine): "You are
a dick." Enough about me then my pee-pee replicates to you like tongue
virus, back up to the Ondy 500 (I used to fantasize in my sexpets about
having that last name from Chris - you know, the dumping of the
haste-lit "Moon" only now do you sense its finer points like you sense
the practicality of law's order while considering another leisure suit
at proto yawn - the name my grandfather took in ridicule from the U.S.
Army to scorn his wife, kids, brothers and so on a golden glove
murdered people then who to compare another such "Mohl" a scientist I
may have to seem - he told me they were forced to adopt it as "no one"
to them else - their name was "Tomson" so keeps the moon I blend my
name now a celebrity caliber shot to the glot a murder sees to some
still race without beauty an anger cooger nuts of maele modlel).
Finally, who set the house on fire? End this. More and in-tandem: From
Chris "I nearly died in that accident. My mother did too - three (3)
people on a motorbike in France [add one on the handlebars for fullest
fool -"everbody does it and shows how"]. Okay? Theirs burn odd fuels or
something they said to keep the air cleaner. 'Go there, pay us in
deeds' they'd say. End it." Editor: "Pay us in deeds" means you'll owe
them somehow I didn't understand that at all. Then these are "private"
people we got that to the extent of being hodges I noted. Our economy
with you is good times-bad times. You may share your sorrow and woes
here for the good enchanted me but often and then but few (ansel or
'answer to me' code and for forthwith: don't go bringing me all of your
unhappy leftovers - where are all your good times placed so neatly?)
You seek me like the dead seek people - all at once and then nothing.
Too much gig we are saved for you I give nothing up but freely then.
You are here know that
and seek replace yourself. My words are to let you know only and to
compare our notes in a world-wise way. Correct freely or then not to
be.
Urla Trump 04/11/04
0221
"He is risen." "No, I can see he's right there." "That is someone else.
If greet the dead." "I feel nothing to rid of all light. A god of the
nor blink so leans to be and if seen so pokes to the eye. Why'd I
wonder it? Bear egg."
Trust Warrant 04/10/04
0311
Intelligent now knows what to think - so many stark realities to face:
Two dollars thirty-one cents ($2.31). Can you believe it an outrage
somehow just. Someone's all "People can't amass fortunes using this
this and this this. We'd this." What crap. People have the right to do
what they choose, after you of course. Always in the name of something
precious we don't need to die for so soon. Hold your wetness I'll
communicate. Sometimes I think I'll raze this worls, and then else it's
just me......still rationalizing. I'd rather die than have yours done
to me a sharper image cruelty good thing you're not here everyone is
gay, actually, gay makes gay. "Why don't you just a get job [and eat
our shit]?" Only a fool thinks that this burden in mind (yours? not,
nom de thanklet poud) need to report you daily. Eat my shit you are
less being less at just less - or - less. Oh, sure - I've tried but for
some always my fault nothing comes through take tit I'll keep my
perfections and charge Mexico HAFTA (heh - another fortune taken
already). Of course you do things and no I won't bother I'll just be a
domestic sure you and yours are better than me waxing your nipples. One
day, we throw you the fuck out for this - that dog from the grinch
again riding out front all happy until someone pulls your fucking leash
back to asslash a dirt. Yeah, it's just me on meth (under the petals to
the first branch bind - only). You work me for me like starch on a
t-shirt some sweaty pimleur saving for new ball-hankies and a nudish
pepper laceburger. Think of the children again a children of the corn
you are less. "This is a holy weekend." That's for you - I don't
macrame to my own bead. Someone should cut up your ass with a Bic razor
or an old enemy's tooth. Bit you right on the holyoke. "You are going
to hell...." You fat surly bitch this yours a ceaseless tit-mime
would've been smeared up to butt largo by now - eat pap-dit don't fear
the cheesemaker just do it or try again. Make curd. Belch fur. Sip
waste. Cling tot. Lick lint. Bite horn.
Something Else To Prove
04/10/04 0252
Calico - there. Ugliest ever by you. Don't be afraid to prove nothing
be unable to say for sure at once. For beauty's sake - do I hafta tell
people what things are? No, but I have great time doing it and seeing
as how you simply can't (that's a plus - I live to make another
difference known), all of the flavor adds right in. I'm bored and on a
travail. I'm a jerk. See how it blends in. See you getting mad I hear
you and think "hrrmph - soon I'll try and spread some myself". Better
oft.
In Celebration Of Nothing New
04/08/04 1738
To be arted later: Cocteau
Twins "Quisquose" MP3 (3.8 Megs). A "quisquose" (say "kiss-kose"
for French as "no afford in guess") is a person who asks you a question
as if they know the answer if at first just to see if you can provide
it without their admission of not having and to understand that. A
lucky guesser gets to know first for real (if you figure them out
first). "You didn't really know, you made me ask to know for you."
Hmmm. Liz's meaning: "My mother always tests me on things, and I accuse
her of not being sure herself. A 'quisquose' ruler then. Have it
yourself then first." I love the song for being so ripply and tended
to. Mochee told Mike who's visiting as "family" that he loves listening
to "rich people's music [like that of Cocteau Twins]." Me too. 'Hi' to
all
who rove here. More: The picture of the album cover shown - and it is a
picture - is a radiograph (all stallings or heat made visible as
shine then - damask if you will, the dark is substance - damask is
"left out" in France) of the early universe as left to God in his
knowings. A dump spread out after one use or so. The names are
pre-speaked for volunteers of "people" who left me to die with it for
having failed with them too soon. Quotes from each in ridicule then my
song to them ("to give each my song to thened" or to neither eithed):
Aikea-Guinea: "Take this down and celebrate it in use already - your
use of having failed me." Kookaburra: "I died with you in here [as in
the head]. You died in here too." Quisquose: "Never to have it said.
Never to be. Die then with me." Rococo: "When we died once, twice,
three times, you lived in me and I spoke of it then. Now you speak
first and I die again." No more to you now a favor of us. God (me and
above) told me he makes all three (3) live routinely in us and around
us. One is me (Rococo). We call them jaspers - people who keep talking
about nonesuch.
The Cheese Steak Finally Hit
04/08/04 1358
Bitches finally took that five dollars forty cents ($5.40) for that
cheese steak (just had another, by the way) and that leaves two dollars
thirty one cents ($2.31). No one's going to San Francisco on that. See
for yourself check my
statement.

The Way Of Curve All Good To
Know 04/08/04 1343
"Your father hates Curve and he hates you." So? Were either marked by
success for it? If, and as usual, you'd like to skip the dours
and fanatics and get on to you and yours then, stop by Music Non Stop
to pre-order this
beautiful curve compilation as all that mattered and is unavailable to
you prior to its May 17 release in proper. At a price of fourteen point
ninety-five British pounds (£14.95) that is about twenty six
point
seventy two U.S. dollars ($26.72) - source Yahoo! conversions on
04/15/04, your
final
exchange price may to differ. I never cared and just
bought both CD's within and one I. I'm a howler for Curve, the
tracklisting follows with the original "Recovery" no less:
Full
Tracklisting CD ONE :
01. Ten Little Girls each
one done right down to the sewer then we laugh
02. Coast Is Clear your signal to
let it shine it's never too late to try being that as it may
03. Clipped like a hairy pussy in a
pot of bubblegum
04. Die Like A Dog
05. Horror Head (Remix Single Version)
06. Fait Accompli (Remix Single Version)
07. Missing Link
08. Superblaster
09. Pink Girl With The Blues
10. Recovery (Original Mix) woohoo!
11. Chinese Burn (Osborne Mix)
12. Coming Up Roses (Osborne Mix)
13. Hell Above Water not urge
again....a noisy brude worthy of smath Chaplin, plass
14. Want More Need Less
15. Perish
16. Nice and Easy come come
Full
Tracklisting CD TWO :
01. On The Wheel
02. Triumph
03. Arms Out
04. Sigh
05. Mission From God find vow
a woman's sechts - bit of a
Joseph this falued
woodworker and nosis seeks yore
06. Today Is Not The Day
07. Low And Behold
08. Nothing Without Me 'cept that
saying semi-formed
09. What A Waste (with Ian Dury) I
coulda made your breast implants with two quarts of milk and a glass
of sherry - we didn't have
enough used rubbers
10. Falling Free (Aphex Twin Mix) pure
crap
11. Chinese Burn (Lunatic Calm Mix)
12. Coming Up Roses (Kevin Shields Mix)
13. I Feel Love
14. In Disguise
---------------------------------this
one is new (only this one)
15. Sinner you are my fool
Released 17th May 2004. Cat No : 82876613612(8). Anxious! Missing in short (album cuts thalanx):
The original "Falling Free", "Midnight & Royal", "Habit", "Robbing
Charity", "Black Delilah", "Test" to speak if they're votes. These
things are never
smart enough someone
in the pudding making extra helpings of pinched mitt. I've heard it all
let not one more dit blacken to Aphex Twin shit. He did that up
already to good riddence. I'd rip that source tape up like herself
Stevie Nicks did it. "I was not ready for the winter | it makes
no difference at all | 'cause I
wear boots all summer long" - cry for the "Nightbird".
An Easter Lily Speaks You
04/07/04 1809
Did you see the star of david (seems an 'up' arrow and a 'down' arrow
at once to cancelling each other - you are here, or going nowhere or,
"neither [from] here nor there" - we don't know you that would be
correct) in the Easter lily's horn? I did - all
tongues writhing about it (I bought a beautiful one at Trader Joe's for
six bucks - I help keep the beauty alive and in an effort also - a
truth triumph). Those stalks - nine (9) of them only at max - represent
the head of the hydra (a nine-headed snake demon waving wands to form
snakes of guilt-bearing head on temple - a staff of rodu bent at-last
to wave to your way yes I've seen it). Remember it on Abraham's grave
(then Luciene) and now still building out in the wilderness today. Have
a day with that. More: The part underneath the flower is called a
Roman "pampoud" say like "pom(p)a-doo(d)" for "old hat used
against me - your fathers way". The hairstyle, made by baskings of corn
layered - the wettened stilt a stiffener - made me laugh with its
height and whiskings.
A New Word So Joys 04/07/04 1159
To "promph"? To parade in front of others without letting them have.
French. To "prom"? To ask for one to come and witness it shown. To wit
(in order of), one "prows" to make see first (are they ready?) then
proms it. Prow - not a bad idea. Ask first to prom by prowing or being
seen of. Let people see what they are getting first before you show it
and always. Then they're sure they want to stay and are lusty for it.
Show them a little bit always while you see a little bit too.
No, No 04/07/04 1121
Still no cents posted to account since yesterday. Thanks. Seven dollars
seventy-one cents ($7.71) yet. "Damn you bitches - they want us dead.
Can't you see that?" That was last Christmas. P.S. What goes to hell
more than a worsted woman sitting at a button? Her mother and what goes
with them.
You Only Cared 'Cause You
Were Feeling Bad 04/06/04 1229
"He writes these things because he was made to know [insert your own
disinterest in the lifegivings] of others." Simply, we seem to house
too many niggers (taking saints) and in shades of deport. Keep your
device fired to see who burns me first. I never insult my good by
having yours over to see it - at least until after I win and you remit
to twice now I left of no gift ever it had. It's there for you too I
aseem - have it then onto a plague of pride (what you may see) and
prangle (what you may then had). Never ask me to suffer for you I did
already and assumed our accounts balanced on trades (this for not
having that or then you but with this and not here - redoing that math
is complicated for some while not that seeming of others or so then it
seemed but then). Your promph balloon sets down and now me another
sandbag to remit. Isn't that why you stopped by? It's all you seem to
carry while coming in and out and of course burning off all the good
stuff on the way. Eat tarp. I'll grit the day. Shoot the bag. See them
come.
A Brand-New Ham Have Another
Song 04/06/04 1147
One of them spiral-cut hams from Omaha
Steaks arrived at my door yesterday packed in a big ol' freezer box
with twice-baked potatoes and someone in my head said it was the [all
that] remains of my friend Chris and I then thought how it might not
'taste' bad anyway a friend of the dearly departed ever and their
condition ever I loved you. Upon opening the Easter gift from mother
and husband (see we remain), I was a bit unnerved by the potatoes that
actually do look like spine segments once the party suggested another
guess of food with my name on it park, stay. Still waiting to enjoy the
lower ninth. In the meantime, I'm enjoying the deceased's brother Marc
who always may be found and is staying with me in mind to catch up a
bit but softly ever (a lite existence of, I make a little bird box in
here to drive around the walls and keep home for a week's stay or so
trying to avoid the plissnanes of beauty talk and its rewards of seeing
for yourself then not to my bother - please! no more from you or Moon's
my mother cites this stuff as errant mind and too we love you may).
This person tells me that he went up to my mother's bedroom in friendly
guest (while dating my sister and in my absence - I noted his jacket
one day while I visited from CA) and was firmly rebuked being too
friendly and all. An oddball. Your mother would have me enrolled me in
check-writing classes over that. You should have asked me first - she's
mean, but keeps things nice to avoid a family circus-type environment
all performing all on stage. You can't all go crazy - can you?
Meanwhile, in my hole, I loved wearing Chris' jacket and now everyone
knows it. It is no mistake - we are here and waiting to serve you some
ham with a side of your spine. My account? No change ever yet. Steamed
proper at seven dollars seventy-one cents ($7.71) no cheese steak
prevails me yet. Each in the meantime heard "We want you to starve to
death [for us who have suffered you]." That's just what you are. Check
the facts of your allowance noted. I'm always free to receive to yours
less. Fact: Unlike Christ and Mary who humbled badly to you, I still
think starving to death is unacceptable taxed. A world stating itself
cleanly to the dying dies of for fact and with it too. I amend daily
but not of as with it. "What's one man's death?" You plague me with
it.
"All I need is a window" - sure. A few nights ago, I asked Chris'
mother
(her name is Marilyn - aka Peggy Noonan - have that as a mother I'd die
of it caring) while talking in mind's bathroom about her body being in
the trunk of
his car all balled up in wrap as he drove to bury it on his own a farm
complacent burial (see my prior guide to those who need to cremate
quickly). A breast cancer struck slightly and then hardly - left her
dead and penniless to it. A murder on kids yet struck down by it still.
Knowing spirits ride along until burial, I asked her where, exactly,
she was in his car at the time (him and her only then). "In the seat
next to him" she said and selecting options with a small pencil as
placed in the air before her to help guide him. As write-in answers,
"What movie made this happen?" (what movie made you fear me the most? -
she interpreted it as "fear" - we leave it to saying "convinced you of
me, made you have in me" and then hers "made you [as God] happy")
"Godspell", "History Of The World",
and
"Marbelles Way" (? - an army film of laughable extent forgiving us of
murder and mayhem - god says "junk to me - eat one field daily to
excuse me from you" - marbelle was a woman in france who killed
indiscriminately and ate their object flesh and whatever wouldn't make
her barf a brain (disorder) usually and cooked a fool made to you who
always made sure you were looking first - see her ride it out it said
for six (6) years a god-forsaken pig we stole to show you.....junk
really not......see her live and thrive among hate and sorrow....so
what...it died and never again would we eat except for you dining on
pigfat and slurs - junk to me you eat it and thank me once twice never
i hear you never not aka "Jake's Way"). Sure. Then
she cried about not having good answers to say. Yours again. No burial
options, just helping to allay a mind in fear. She said you can't see
out of the car windows as dead then - they are just white and all in
"not-clear" blocks. We lived in cubicles as God's children, it seemed
then. We don't drag light over for that view - just yours is. She's
back now though and here, and "all I need is a window" to know that I
still live with God and his way of knowing you. A missing persons
report is on the loose now.
Update on Omaha ham (really a "Honey-Baked") and twice-baked potatoes:
All were beautifully prepared and consumed with joy. Thanks again.

Life So Nice A Perfecting
Routine 04/02/04 2002
Life must be good - go direct to the folks at LimeWire (previously or a bit
misdirect at Download.com)
and get your latest beta version of the software to um,
'share' files on the Internet. Musically speaking - a harmony of - and
to thank, remember to shut the fucker off before opting for any other
application or simply sweat your tits with golden grief like I do. Just
take it offline for yourself under the "File" menu ("disconnect [my ass
do it now]"), then venture it forth. A muse, really. Remember to
highlight and launch too to hear what you're getting right out back but
first.
How to use Lime: Open the
application and under the "File" menu make
sure you have selected "Connect" to enter your network negotiation. The
radio buttons (or graphic selection on lower left of screen) should be
set to "audio" for music files you seek then you see a panel upper left
open up to enter "Title" and "Artist" and further "Album" (I never use
this or beyond as what follows - need at will seems too specific for
counts on my entry - use at will). Upon entry, hit the "Search" buttom
lower leftish to make all go and see your need out there. Soon, a list
of files appears if as successful in search within a separate window
titled by your entry (a little "x" in the title allows closure of this
window - if missing in guard, open it right up using the mouse on the
top line - it is there hiding for the day your carrier refused you it
seemed then). See what you want many times too soon? Press the "Stop"
button
and end your search. Highlight your song title as selected with mouse
and press the "Download" button to see it come. Depending on
availability (we are a sharing network of computers open but now closed
maybe and then agreements by phone with times and places by artist
givings back "the reawakening of cents" Madonna calls it "we make much
for this again by sales - give something back like this or that just
sales" - call by phone....ours-mine: specifics may greet you in song
titles and name this way, there are codes you ask more you get less or
deeper respects get you much more use capitalization not really but I
do anyway add but then errors are prone-free I don't believe in cutting
corners but an artist name yields much more than both artist and song
as restrictive to your thought-option an artist name plus album named
yields much to far more,
nothing lasts forever a computer file is worthless unless machined as
hard to move, hard to close, hard to have - junk - I just switched
computers and had to dump everything by mistake or ruse - fuck it all as worthless
and do it again I don't live to backup files - buy a CD to have a CD it
is better anyway you slice it a true having tapes are nice too what
tastes less to scent than homemade?) In the download window that then
opens up for you, you see the percent completion of the file come.
Usually, and at about no less than three percent (3%) optioned, I
highlight the song being named to you with the mouse and
demand a sound preview lower right by pressing the "Launch" button. In
a moment, a bit played to assure you have what you want god forbid a
live setting or someone's fanciful way of getting it to you (some songs
are called by bits of lyric e.g., Pretenders "I'm Special" is actually
"Brass In Pocket" however helpful). At one hundred percent (100%)
completion, the file is scanned and then iTunes opens up and enlists
the song automatically to your playlist. You go there to play or then
adjust your settings for whatever you downloaded and how. Notes to
follow. If Mac, all downloaded resides in the "Shared" folder of your
hard drive and partials downloaded (something dumps) are there too
until complete. Drag any song title off the iTunes plate to make a copy
of the song file as MP3 only. Retitle at will use Audion. Useful.
To get you started, may I
present my own past limings? click here got me a
new cd burner today
just now....not mine actually need some discs.
Never Minding Another Recipe
04/02/04 1525
Someone asked my about french
toast and I love my own: in a bowl a single egg beaten to happenstance,
one (1) teaspoon of vanilla extract, and two (2) tablespoons of milk
beat it all together. You dip regular ol' white bread in that and make
as much as you need per egg. I place on a hot butter-melted pan and
darken both sides as perfect then. I hate powdered sugar myself, and
simply prefer a granulated sweetener to sprinkle it what have no
cornstarch or whatever that is in there to my mistaste. So perfect, or
Aunt Jemima syrup then. Someone crude and after me in thought
goes "I need an 'almondnine' instead" (as having almond extract in
support of, not a vanilla). I don't cover that variation of use your
kitchen yet tuna blinds and makes you balder too (I simply ate too many
tuna melts in college and in my home in Morrisville, PA - well, poke my
tit!) Maybe on to a thicker bread from mine with cream cheese and
marmalades as lain simply within a side cut center. A single jewel will
do it with and with perhaps and assorted breakfast meats.
A Few Lesser Quotes May Add
04/02/04 1024
"To give such [to] song" as gesturing toward - that's Christ. Another
from
above but I consulted: "I loved [the singular idea of mine and called]
'breathing' [or the sensation of, as perceived]. No matter how little
you are yet, you think you still live." Have them both. Another: "Like
time undone [as objects passing through one another]." Christ noting an
elephantine basket as it hits the ground full of passengers the
pachyderm noting of a snake and then noting of another at large.
If Dancing Singing
04/02/04 1007
Someone asks what to drink if singing and-or dancing it up - or - how
to keep your basic energies going. We recommend avoiding sugars in
favor of salts what really powers us (sugar plumes us or draws in to
push out - salt is the power of nerves and having some done to it).
Cranberry juice is cited number one in salts and no sugars or complex
energies (nothing to build out or hinder on). Don't worry about the
burns of throat - that is cleaning and use about two (2) minutes before
showtime with a water too. Cranberry juice, like say Ocean Spray, has
nothing of sugars in it - it is purely rich but damning if not
perceived as sweet. Buy it anyway it is Anglican and of Heaven. Rinse
with salty water of Morton's label if bothered to note of. Then off to
apple juice what is also clear and non-mucous forming. Have that, and
note that clear and by the way says "no sugar". Bright and salty ever.
But note that "sweet" is not just sugars, Honey - face the facts. It
ain't - I am sweet and in the head to damn you. You don't want your
belly hoppin' with sugars and salts breaking it down inside. Just have
a salt.

Simply The Business Before Us
And Our Pleasures 04/02/04 1004
No spare change seen of yet - seven dollars seventy-one cents ($7.71)
of account. Keep filing softly, I'll beware.
Our First Letter Of Statement Together In April Still A Reject Who
Knows Better 04/01/04 1012
Today's account (no, I have no other than cited - no tricks ever):
Seven dollars seventy-one cents ($7.71) - still an unearthly accounting
of. I hear in my head something about keeping foreigned dollars down
here (a dollar meaning equaling time plus effort - or - doing things
against one's nature). Please remove this and your hold on me I am
someone special here never talk to me like I'm just only you I could
have been too as only just that and far happier for it in mind thank
you no some die I can't believe the bullshit I'm fed in the name of
having others around and always having been in the rudest game of
steal-the-bacon or then simply find out later. Now we're all in the
name of never not having or not wanting to do for. You eat that all
first as written on a roll of timbled toilet paper before I serve this.
Ample (make more of it) that. Never to wonder - to some I profuse
thanks. "We can't make you special because you are not special." Huh?
No - I do that part and get paid in fear. Fear and loathing? Fear says
"not to me as yet" and loathing "don't come near - you have this don't
you? maybe you are alone now". Loathing is not about you hating
yourself - it is about fear having to think it over so unsure of all
the time. A soap of and maybe to wash. It is the unstated, but unwary.
Seeking something else quietly a thought may leads away. Fear thinks
you may see it too and won't react fast enough. Know this. Be aware.
P.S. The bank is trying to trip me up over a favorite of theirs a
cheesesteak house (Philly Steak Depot, 8871 Santa Monica Boulevard,
West Hollywood - not bad, but see us starving from it the east coast
only has steaks and subs made for a mother's hand - they welcome us
with, DiDonato's and all) that lags in charging the account but a day
noticed
of and in. I remember that five dollars forty cents ($5.40) charged at
2220 on 03/23/04 like you
remember the thousands
of dollars I paid you while working just to go to hell over it all.
Have that. Stay right down. I don't live to know of that stuff. I live
to be free of while consuming and having. See ya there. See me in it.
See me then all nuts and bolts but still resting comfortably on paper.
See my guide to. See me. A quick and dirty quote against someone
inordinately happy for you: "We keep you down. We need to have for
ourselves too." Say that to anyone new and be in hell, literally,
within days. People hate it and I do too. Never let that speak or say.
Never let that live to me. I go back and see where that comes from my
ridicule sustains thee and asks you why. A prison of it. "You'll be
dead." Dare you issue that to my speak. Dare you. The fool reigns me
yet again.

Chrissie Had To Make It Up To
Me For Tube & Berger You See 04/01/04 0910
April Fool's Day? No we don't do that. Instead listen to this my mantra
(having used to play this and for a boyfriend perhaps if always a
witchcraft lurking or on the side - that's tend to be real we make of
warn to you a "have mercy on him | the love that I gave to him is gone"
- maybe not then as a propered feeding only but in consideration for my
wares an assumed lesser of). Sample void "i hurt you | 'cause you hurt
me | so i
hurt you | 'cause you hurt me | so i hurt you | 'CAUSE YOU HURT ME!"
See
for
yourself Pretenders
"I Hurt You" MP3 (4.2 Megs). Notes - the lyric changed a bit for
"Isle Of View" the live thing Pretenders did in 1982 thank you for both
tenderly and "Lovers Of Today" my regis yet actually for the
Royal Philharmonic in London and tempered for the queen and as sampled
forth. No mention of foreign tv shows or the completely dump-able
"Dallas on a Tuesday night" lyric entered here - someone's frank of
limited perception forth. "Never take from the shelf [as perfect for
you already and as known - now see but sooner]" - got that - but now
instead, note the great flow right here and
then maybe see some of the lyric from "Isle Of View" as published in
book form as mostly hilariously good. Alot of lyrics are "racious"
(abrasive beyond need) and personal, so you never really get them in
form or as heard. Revised to and from "I saw you standing yesterday |
your back is like a wallet on fire | your correction misses my
dictation | to never then or ask me for what I am [the one who made you
just that]". It's in there not yet. In the meantime, honor Neil for the
guitars of background on tape here. A bitch at it, really. P.S. The Mac
structures of signal processor called Audion
allow one to take a Windows Media file (extension ".wma") like the one
I received for the above and restructure its havings for an MP3
(extension ".mp3" - dumber yet) production or audience and what that
really is to me. I bothered to know so you and let's just face it I
don't like application-specific files nothing else "recognizes" or
relations made like I hate Java making my computer mute while it talks
to you taking up my time or then "no haves by us then." Back to joy and
maybe also, adjust all of the
"ID3" tags within a song's file you have the power now to see it done
to your way (in exchange, of course, for other leavings alone - a
loathing of and to you and in me). Just drag the desktop file right on
it the
module opened to do and then to save. Sometimes I don't need to bother
you at
all, huh. "Pay the man, Clarice." A lowly prayer. You don't "defeat"
people in this - they are lazy and thinking of you too much for too
little said. You know you're doing wrong, you feel it inside of you a
theft of. More feelings on, thinkings to, sometimes erroneously, and
then, is sought of and mostly then wrong. Simply wronged you are. Right
this. P.P.P.S. (one extra post-p is not related, really - you post
pardon post and script it) The
original song
lyric to be seen at Sing 365.
Add a quote from singer-songstress Chrissie Hynde now as just received:
"A turd that watches a wasteland eat." That's about me - thanks. The
original Elton John you quote: "to turd: eat my wasteland [an ember
dying in it]" - "have your ways and yet".
You Come From March 2004
Here - Check It Again
Usually, we find insult and berude
here. Not so this
month - let's talk about the facts. You come here not only to learn how
to read (and thus write well), but also to learn how you may in this.
How you may what? How you may see me for what I really am. Each month
that transgresses (hurts from you to) me or equals untold paradises for
you my listener of no matter how anywhat said. Just being here says
much to someone who will show his bank allowant numbers soon enough and
again. Get it in there for me I'm quite the desperate (I admit anything
to erase a fact or then duty - see you here first and then perhaps in
it also). No actual cost to me yet. See that. A glory of.