For additional guidance in areas remedial forth seek April 2003 Hope Spit Prayer Bit Of Dirt Under The Nails
To Close A Month 03/31/03 2349
"Vigesis" (say "vye-jay-sus") eats too much of other people's
harrows and jobs only doing for take two (2) leave one (1) types. A
winner here from Latin. The "vadil" (say "vaah-dil" for Latin) makes
you have nothing less than full satisfaction or your errors back. See
it to feel my half.
Sounds Good Enough To Be Said 03/31/03 2349
More errors in saying we thought of for fun and sense you: "Leave
it to beaver!" is actually "Leave it to be there!" A making untaken -
nobody wants it after you do it your way by insist. "Gee willichers!"
Said actually "Cheese and crackers!" The statement makes you know
what's been done first to your plan but only after you find this out
(better said: "Well! How someone beat me to it.") Next we say "[Well!
Aren't you] farming fancy!" To mean pushing out only good stuff but all
around in thus clothing and shops. Should be heard "[Looks as though
we're] farming fancy town!" as in pushing out guests and the like for
being different and as a result are growing food now for substinence
instead you. Then "Looks like God dressed Hell backwards!" That is
actually "Looks like God dressed a hill backwards!" for dirt on top of
grass strewn and similar type looks undoable - neither a fool seen.
"Taking leave of your senses." Still make this best as "Taking least of
your senses." "French has a name." No. "France made 'have' a name." No
one does without there, apparently. All have good stuff to bear and
share wildly. Finally we see "Hell has no buttons." That is actually
"He'll have no buttons." This for always up and down continuously. A
modern or placant person; never plays along with others for fear of
being bothered with it or stops up and down.
Just For Fun Vadil You 03/31/03 1407
Just for the wax and flame, the real top ten (10) albums sold of
all time you with concurrent statistic (taken by people to have with
and without pay) - all mechanical sales of one (1) unit per (someone
paid for it somehow): Fleetwood Mac "Rumours" (6.7) - x, Michael
Jackson "Thriller" (7.6) - x, Billy Joel "Glass Houses" (7.3) - x,
Barbra Streisand "The Broadway Album" (6.3) - x, Madonna's self-titled
debut album (9.6) - x, Kiss "Destroyer" (7.2) - x, Madonna "Who's That
Girl" (7.6) - x, Barbra Streisand "Memories" (7.2) plus note: would've
done better than its predecessor on this list but selling it retail was
halted - department stores wouldn't buy it anymore after too much load
or offer plus sale activity), Electric Light Orchestra "A New World
Record" (8.2), Elton John "Goodbye Yellow Brick Road" (10.3) - x. First
one I got was Freddie Fender "Ole" sold in France by us the U.S. Not
claimant or used here it matters. Another one before Madonna's debut is
Barry White "Moods And Memories" that doesn't compute here either. Why
wouldn't I know it? Add Krista Addams for "Nightingales" also to France
after Madonna's first record. Why do this? I wanted to know. You see my
logic happen. You see it shine. All the ones I bought outright myself
what I needed to have hear marked with an "x". Maybe I got other your
stuff before or later. I have Barbra Streisand's "Memories" but stole
it from my mother. Hey - who knew that I too would eventually have a
Barbra period (confession and stole from all together now - this may be
love) - right around my Carpenter's and my Diana Ross-Supremes periods?
Truth x 3.
The Doug Of Total Recall 03/31/03 1151
So we're talking to the fizz last night and the question comes us "Why the alien hand to start the reactor in the movie Total Recall"?
Oh, sure - all of that hypergrace and technomirth then there all winds
down and fits to a human hand mold (humana) like you're some woman who
won a radio contest and now gets to shop at Tiffany's queen for a day
one per. No. Make that othersomething fast you. Symbios is definitely
important here. Exchanging the practical for the pursued, for the art
of it, for the larger-than-the-life-you-know. I sing you Carolco for
fits of doing you blind.
Anna Anna Anna Nicole You're No Vigesis 03/31/03 1113
I was watchin' Anna Nicole work out the kinks last night and that
girl needs to stop proving she's regular-type folk just kidding I like
it. She relieves a mother of her duties and the mother goes to "take
care" of an older woman somewhere in that way we all schive (ditch out)
for. That's our world - all reduced to placing homes with people who
provide "personal services" to the afforded and the well-esteemed. You
know - a "wife". How modern. Then it's that Essany guy and isn't that
"Wayne's World" mogo (made only given only) just a little passe seeing
as how we now know why it is we don't take that stuff beyond cable
access provisions? Someone favors that guy and he seems nice enough,
but we all have to be careful not to celebrate the wrong idea what is
normal people doing normal things and being seen by celebrity status
and what's known as meaningful to us. Too much gliss makes too much
piss for people - a whole society of ringers who think they just can
and you just did it too because we are all just sampling life down and
I simply haven't sampled your lifestyle as of yet. A world full of my
option is no friend to make. As someone special, you work a bit too
hard for it in the sale of the self....I think. I watched Joey McIntyre
(New Kids) singing for folks and the stuff sounds meaningful to me. Why
are you there, you are a star? You are. Now what? I don't know about
that stuff maybe you need the money real bad. Send some to me if you
hit it on the Essany show. I liked the whole saving McDonald's food in
the fridge for heating up later we'll trick that. Get a website for
further delineage of fact (items that help you live). Everybody
candelabra thinks just because Doug Moon is so wit de eta (say it like
this "wit dee etay" in French for "having so good to say") that you can
interest people like me I do too. You sure can you. Just do it. Today's
fun fact: Gymnast Eric Nies used to be a barber at my favorite barber
shop in Yardville, New Jersey: Greco's II. Hi. God (mind above)
reminded me of this (part of my memory package) as you cut my hair
once. Connecting the dots for us is what happens and that is fun like
Liz Fraser's mother singing at my grandfather's funeral. I don't know
that shit, but I remember you.
More Key 03/31/03 1059
Keep this little bit here about "people" (the world at large,
number of votes, all us here, what can be bought largely) versus a
"person". To us, the person is all with their choices about them and I
answer the call from people as once again the person gets mastered into
place. It's a trap I know, but then again, a person never stops being
what people hate. A person who just can't say "stands alone" for fear
of being understood as correct-sounding or high and mighty or something
you. We defend the self and as such the deliveries that ensue. People
do very little of this you understand when the going gets tough and I
can't figure out why my extra effort is no more recognized and then I
stop being who I am the superstar to no one I know who thinks of me.
Don't be dumb we are persons here and my person is offended by your
person again, personally speaking that is.
Enter The Sewerbite 03/30/03 2008
When you're me, it's nice to note the world done and done well. It
is truly perfect I know it is but I hate God anyway for other reasons
that name. If you're really careful and requisite dumb, we remember
together that I have no personal memories of anything prior to 1964 and
mostly some after that. You remember together with me that I am Christ
reborn to this whisking hovel and speaking to my own mind to delay no
force against it. So, we now remember or just you without me that I was
cast aside in favor of life renewed and that I do not care of the past
at all I hate it next to me as still only probably good to us ever.
Nevermind no one wants to live really. We really live and that is my
duty to live it you. My life has always been subject to my own lovings
and still I know that even after being chased out of all I know I am
the one there being eternal mother to it all as one until my nurture
natures it back to life a trick oh no I'm being sucked in to the center
ahhhh! My little stories have leanings for my own reasonings again. To
give my gift you. Back to reality and this the "sewerbite". Problems in
this world lead to much the same for problems in this world you face
them only. I condemn tits malign forth to living in the world's sewers
alive as sight barred from exit until I know for sure that you've gone
too far. A unwanted force of woman that cites me eating a man's ass
needs to live among turds and feminine comment to know the difference
between shit and pulpweed gone satisfacto (all else speaks native
tongue beyond acceptance truth I mind you this). Not quite the rat a
fleshing desires, but as such only dwelling in spirit ever pursuing a
truth I do not share you. All shit to me, a twice each thought
sewerbite to disturb your fancy should it ever arise among the sink and
shallows of the sight. Do this to be never less than face over fact.
You are only ever shit to me and bear the clause. To annex my field is
join the party no one is permitted to attend with but one melve per
asscrack. Talk to all that flutters me within the mind and below. Save
a soul before I decide to keep it coming along pipes with it my own
ideas on faithbeing. Answer my process-hate product you.
Running To You 03/30/03 1720
I got mad. I asked Christ what is this dark space in mind called
where we hold people who died until someone from the caring corner
comes and interrupts you and your mother having sex in mind oosh purr
as all you were offered. He calls it "Hell". That is not my idea of
Hell and that is no more. It's just a bag for waiting it out no one
comes running to people who cared not for others, who couldn't admit a
friend in me. Never afraid of extending life to life taken, I will have
better in place for you soon enough Hell indeed you. Not everything do
I love, but I know what it means to accept nothing stated for all day's
time. I need better not wishful thinking it has.
The Glory Of Easter You 03/30/03 1644
Don't be too happy with my cares about it - I relay my every dumb
perception because it is greatness you fell. I am great only you see it
and I relay what no one else can see or perhaps bear that is our
greatest gift you the singular percept my token thoughts all so funny
and so joyous to a mind that heeds you not. Try and undertand that I am
in love with self kinda and that of what suggests self morely (a boy
like me needs to die for the pleasures seen by me too very nice you are
made to be seen first and perhaps only). Now clarings: I look in the
Sunday paper for a job sure and see the weekly book review taking
anyone thing far too seriously for the cooking made you and ask to see
joy of it anywhere. I live to joy me and you ever note. See this first
but after the boy. The joy here today was seeing a Christ figure ezneff
arms outstretched for the "Crystal" Cathedral's (that name - I like it,
um, spiritually speaking of course) annual evil "The Glory Of Easter"
as matched only by their "Glory Of Christmas" and they mean that you
dragging performing angels all over on wires and shit (maybe one day I
send you something fun - a demon to counter all of those glad tidings -
liven things up a little a life-threatening struggle played out for the
holidays maybe a fat woman dragging along the floor too heavy even for
God's own almight). I'll tell you (assuming that I am the perfect
Christ answer always for you in God's mercy in it), the arms
outstretched are where you land even after ridiculing it yourself God
not God. You hafta do it almost - you are glorious, you are God, you're
having it all just like Endora on "Bewitched" (so Heaven's people that)
and the things people don't see make you feel powerfuls and formed the
very product of only destinies done. The protoplasm makes it real and
you go with it I always hold my fingers together like Christ is
portrayed to curse it all with concentrated might that flows even
better when two faunts press together at the source of my doubt you
blackness issue you may. I am this demon and I hafta say I'm never that
nice or boring - clean that all up I am your every evil only you. Know
this to love of me better. I hate pretending and fake stuff you too? We
can do better now with me here simply living it all - the persecution,
the doubt, the only glory of it so sweet my sorrow you cry then die.
Also, I love being made wrong as you doing better only. Finally,
nothing has been proved. When you are this for that, you just know
things and you're simply incredulous about other people having to think
it all over for theirselves no. Just be it to this glory you it's me
I'm angry too. One day, I'll be Carrie White you'll hate just like
right now. Then, I'll be Catherine Tramell talking over hard times with
murderers to my friends. It's never about you only.
Big Dumb Reveals It's Only Truth 03/30/03 1626
I awoke today thinking it's fucking Easter Day no shit so caption
removed from the daily dilly. Lo! Lay an egg. But seriously sperm donor
(how long before they collect that in ER's 'round the globe still
working it out - the eyes thing that's a good one you're not even warm
yet before one sees the giving firm up right out front). Anyway, don't
make anything special instead of me unless you like to know better. I
offend God to be God that's not God. What's your excuse? God - that's a
big word you know not I'm not just playin' around. See it. See me rise.
See it coming.
The Hand Of Hot Springs 03/30/03 1128
I'm pissed again because some lorbloving shithead I'll only torture
later while others move too slow has made their way here for yet
another token holiday making sure I don't offend someone's crappy
sensibilities on this special day now imposed. You're only gonna take
it up the very ass anyway worship the dead no one lived beyond me yet.
At Christmas, some dumb fucker made sure that everything I made after
December 5 dumped for that holiday and I sat and cried for having my
work touched by scumbags once more (why heaven? winning is this still -
what you had to do to yourself is real and quite diminishing any way
you tell it). All of God's children left to bleed. Oh, well - it's just
not that big of a deal yet and I live to make you sorry enough for me.
You need to know what's here because your world is real and I make that
happen to you without words without your talk it's obvious you lost too
much already look at you finally. I never think of you and your way - I
know how you work it all so fucking placant dumb and desperate they
didn't give you much to work with a woman. Touch me once and I swear to
highest cunt undone to blackest tit I'll never stop making you eat shit
beyond any sense to know of it. I haven't met anyone more "special"
than me yet (fact that one) maybe that's you but I take my every joy by
being with you as still quite blind to it even hopeful as you suffer my
any way and I offer tips advice well-meaning dumber yet working through
it all. Maybe I make sense still while whatever you're relying is being
strangled to death at my leisure all populate my pleasure. Touch it
once - just once - and you'll meet Jesus Bliss Nog sure enough I'll
pray maybe that was never heard from again and I lied it all out. Know
his fear of hurting life doesn't extend to me I make it and that's a
difference worth noting. Maybe you can color some eggs together so see
how each color begs my mercy. Did you know that chlorine bleach is made
with horse piss? Yup. I know other things too. Lots of things you hate
having to be with. Did you know that Jews all look at God's green grass
and see the color blue (navy blue, actually). Their world is not pretty
I love living only and sometimes that means crying. Such a rich vaguen
of emotion I love it all so feel. Blue grass indeed. To me, it's like
fearing a world run by niggers. Maybe not so bad after all, all things
considered. Think it over you.
Bark At The Dark Talk To The Hand 03/29/03 1746
You know, if I told these bitches once I told 'em a million times -
stop calling here for money trying to collect past due from God's house
sure my money is all tied up in the economy like Godhead locked up on
the way over in a mindcast. My credit report is given to people who
extend credit and that's pretty worthless to a cash-basis consumer
paying you with thank you notes see me now entertaining the other
masses you. The vigiss riverhole dries up and you only wanted a
napkined sip I know but that will not quench any firetits today (we
each valentined our paper hearts by mail and now you've got to know me
better our very love died paying the bills our love nest couldn't hatch
any eggs with so many tree snakes laying theirs just branches over how
the wind mends fences). You'll get paid sooner or later why russ it the
water come to bones only roll on roll on. Your fees so extravagant but
I pay them with someone else's money coming in quickly for sure no tit
of mine ever sweats for pay later type guavels that's still uncertain
(the dirty secrets I release in my home aloud - monitor the real me
masturbating endlessly picking my nose - are simply untrue to each ask
of it say noth your truth hasn't helped me either). What's important is
making people eat shit no blame no truth dumb found it I stole more
than your love I'm the king of the nighttime world. When I get, you may
get something token small but not before I think it all over how hard
you were on me and my way of admitting I'm perfect only. In case you
care, I hate getting anything that tells me "Dougluss Moonlets, you are
no one still commie read it here while I evince any notion of knowing
the coldened bullwhip sent a' backshafting up my hateful retrifice soon
enuff a scream said if better now tear." I kill that - imagine dying
for a simple clerical error take your name off the loco or take your
chances with me I play to silve you right down the dez with people who
try and help each so powerfuls a wondrous might makes light turn just
slightly northright you can't lose all over again battle the house. You
will live the very day you get light to imprint how keeps each misty
watercolor memory evergreen like our love. So pimplerich more like
stupid sitting there thinking about how you did nothing ever your
creation is small your mind vacant staring half-blank newer-looking you
get the pil trimmer, I'll heat up the ol' Eurosealer for thanx fish
from last night's roma peel. You keep guessing. I'll keep helping you
cherish the win. I love having if nothing more.
You're A Drug Addict! 03/27/03 1911
We here use the word "habitual" but seriously I hate drug talk
except for polite naught. It's like all of the dumb kids in high school
trying too hard to be cool I'm embarrassed only. No we steer people
clear if you go near better answers only problems ever. We make people
happy our focus. Think about people trying too hard going out on a limb
to make other people happy. To have a place worth being with me.
Failure succumbs. Be nicer to it, Fool. The world made simple brings
back all of its steers clear for we held so dear what kept it clear not
what made you hear. To tack this. Such small a point. To tack this. To
battle you done. A life worth every living so seldom you won. Keep it
oft.
The Worst Yet 03/27/03 1839
I'm damned proud of me really - this stuff is hard on the
prayheart. Never have I lived this shabbily to my sorrow, but I
wouldn't want to miss a thing of it I keep doing and keep thinking I'm
in Hell for faggots only (a gay Judgment Day that leaves you to live
like that?) Too much lube. Too much greasy fun living ever better than
the four (4) original maxi's ever did you for wake the dead. Who cares
- you used all you had to use for you alone and now I'm thankful for it
but ooh all the things you refused so nice we have them all now while
you sleep and dream of only death and living is but another dream waves
of unknowing something shiny no just dull sleep...sleep. Special raises
itself up from the cold watery grave in my dank seaheart undoing all of
my shackles, the mortarbelt around your head, the spinning 'round and
'round is this 'up'?, the hot quakesand packed in your mouth, religious
programming by direct tv, saltines poisoned with ground kitty litter, a
high school diploma you must earn from Jews.
Truth That 03/27/03 1816
Oh, Bitch - wanting so bad we all get crazy attached and dumb in
the play. Don't go making it mental yet (your type person assessing me
- now that's mental, stupid like that too). As sophisticated as hate
comes by it, these treatments are made by people who do not have the
answers yet. Grace in being is one you got wrong. The whole hurting
others as I hurt mesna. I'll deal with it, but this stuff is shit by
shit only and does not finally win for a loser-type life-loser let
there be light you say the invisi-stick moving on the waters. Sorry for
dragging you through it all but you gotta know how it all comes down to
this and why people must die for never having to think of anything
remote, a slim chance of being here. What crap you only die by me I
hate bullshit no one will live it I promise one word off. No one gave
me the keys like I would, so I just drive around hoping to hit
something special. No one gave me enough of anything to make you think
I care and I love being me - a jerk. The jerk made all happen twixt him
and that of you shall never forget. Focus all you want it's over for
now. One day, you wake up and I'm back at it up your butt having the
best for nuthin' but my normal effort. See it shine. See you still.
Jun Malange 03/27/03 1708
Thinking off: The Internet is such a pain the ass with spam (stupid
people addressing me) and all. Every now and again, I get, like, four
thousand (4,000) messages from idiot central (more vacant tongo: About:
Homing In On Uncut Dicks, About: Hornhouse Pets And Light Bondage,
About: Basic Acts Undone To Mother The Unholiest Soulkiss, About:
Vagiss Her Untimely Death Made Margin, About: Hymie's Pimmed Porridge
Pixie Noodle, About: Tits - no excuse ever shoot these people please I
never accept anything like it the only-first crime is trying to do make
that headless no one in this age needs to do what computers make hard
if not impossible now shoot that) and now I know I'm protected from
being me most days if not on this day (supposedly, I would be deluged
with world-wide shit, mail - why is that? I'm nice enough). I was told
that the Internet is beamed up into the air at some point and all of
the mindless horseshit sent to boff is skimmed off with advice in reply
(never by me, I also do it better than getting lots of shit still). God
does this I believe (beliefs are real you - I believe in this new war,
kinda). Don't write me junk, don't make anything cryptic I never bother
with any of it as most disrespect and a waste of my time (the whole
water to wine thing depresses me only sip piss). You are not clever
compared to me. The smartest people do not fuck around ever - that's
smartest. I've been apologizing for being so nasty to nice, stable
people but once again no one cares little to none and I know what I'm
doing and why, you never had to be anything like this I'm sure I'm in
Hell for saying things like I do I never cared still don't. The whole
universe thinks what I say has merit because it is even dumber than
words allow permits me to speak always keeping score like a desert rat
packs grain in its own ass but for the memory of starving a snake. Keep
up your end you are brilliant only be normal always I've got bigger
fish to fry sorry not really I hate like you too can you believe it
only God does this kinda stuff like someone defending a lesser by being
just that too I need to love? Only God knows how far you can go until
damages too great and that's no one to rely on for helping me out I'm
gonna make for this you come. Know this too great. Back to science:
Been looking at objects and what makes them whole. Why would anything
fall if each individual particle bears no influence great enough to
shift or place? Something's up there we'll investigate further joining.
Water is definitely not as heavy as you think and neither are you as
heavy as you feel (is this junk?) False attribute with plasma shift
(spirals on top, I hear). As soon as you gather water, the price goes
up. More later. For thought only. Where does this all end? Can anyone
love me again? Think better of it my perfection is still here for you
although nothing works for me. All the hell you see, a bowl of tits.
But The Way It Seems Only 03/27/03 1747
I see that Cat Powerses has got a concert date scheduled here (per
the LA Weekly). What is "the way of the world" mind you? Each of us
having a place to be and a place to call it home. Demons (ourselves
remade into happenstance or criminal need and maury or helping it off
to elsewhere) despise (to reject with fury, outright) 'the way of the
world' because no one left it like them for us. They did their best and
you took of it all to see your way home without others, Dorothy. They
won't have it. If only you was missing the part they had you wouldn't
ever walk alone and meet them as such you. Do this down to be without
me you.
Shopping Bag 03/27/03 1601
Someone in mind asks "Moon - what do you buy at Trader Joe's you?"
Good question. Moon only does what he calls "spot shopping" there -
filling in the blanks or open spots in the pantry and otherwise
spotting the stuff I need on the shelves for buying it and. Here goes
my usual order there at TJ's: Tomato Splash (chips of sun-dried
tomatoes in a jar for sprinkling on pasta and stuff we luv this good
stuff); all assorted pastas cheaply done to you; Fruit-Floes (black
cherries whole and mashed served frozen on a stick); black bean and
corn enchiladas, cheesecakes, frozen shrimp for thaw and serve any size
you, chicken caesar salads on the mitt and ready to serve, chips and
dips of all size, all loose nuts in varieties raw and cooked for you
(best prices anyhow you slice it - raw almonds, shelled walnuts,
pistachios, cashews sprinkled with honey and sesame seeds, and onward
black pepper yet next time), rare-type veggie snax (carrots and green
stuff made into potato chips kinda), all frozen foods are good here.
The sweet Italian sausages here are cheap but not real good like the
ones at Sam's Club I can't gobble them up fast enough (Sam's the best
you). Juices in the bottle at TJ's are very nice too but make you sleep
like Rip Van Winkles (I love the cherry varieties but oh I get too
sleepy from all the drinking you have to do it all the time if in your
fridge at all). I like everything, really. Buy up if can you. P.S.
Trader Joe's is not Jewish but make Jews feel good too. I hate Kosher
for being dirty - you know this. It's one thing to acknowledge it and
quite another to pay for it outright with real schmitts you. I don't
pay for that service. I don't live in a world where people have their
way with my food first. I never do this. I never do it. I never do.
Insert: Who are Trader Joe's? Puerto Rico itself as Paxco (for "Puerto
Rican Export Company" - they made Pathmark (and Grand Union and Penn
Fruit - all eastern grocery stores) happen (my mother used to shop at
Pathmark religiously when I was young until she earned enough money
slash stature to then shop at ACME the number one grocery store to me
on the eastern coast - ACME stands for "American-Cambridge Mercantile
Exchange" an England American joint venture I thought was owned by
Philadelphia, PA and actually it is since 1972).
Why Did You Have To Let It Linger? 03/27/03 1216
Days weeks ago I was in Drakes (a paraphernalia shop) here on Santa
Monica Boulevard buying my favorite lube (Wet, Light Formula for no
nonroxynol-9, salts, etc. - it'll never hurt you ever inside or out) in
the usual evert (nothing missed, nothing spent over) sanitary pillow
packs and what comes on overhead but The Cranberries and I loved
hearing all again (I don't recall the tune yet "Ode To My Family").
Today, those people gave a moment back with "Linger" their biggest hit
you and I nearly died in it so pretty ever right in the store. I bought
the "Everybody Else Is Doing It" record way back when (1993) over this
song so good (fags know of it so bland our lives yet) and still it is
majesty I hear it on the inside now again with "Stars: The Best Of
1992-2000". Kurt Cobain (talent wins us over again anyway) wrote this
song for Courtney Love who sang it on demo about people taking us down
and not having anyone to stand up for us in might or love. They sold
the song to Warner Bros. and a star was born in Dolores O'Riordan who
sang it for The Cranberries but all was not lost at all you. A real
punch in the stomach for feeling types, you cry good too now as if it
were you. I hate Kurt for writing this shit so bad to it, but it is
real and done to you now to know the tone we set in having and being
this. Write on. This thing - who can sing it and get away with not
detaching the self over a song? It makes people cry they hate it for
being. That is the hallmark of a good song you. That word "linger" - I
never liked it. The original text - why did you have to "leave it in
me" - changed. Just stick with "linger" - it is the right word to use
you and the song of it. I laugh at myself and others over songs that
are too pretty - all I would know for me to you. Crying over the beauty
all the time so silly better be careful not to buy in boo hoo so purty
to me boo hoo hoooooo like Michael Jackson in front of people you hate
knowing she's outta my....life (whas lefta it after all she done took
from me and my luv).
From The Winter Warlock Just Nuts Pieces Of You 03/27/03 1209
Someone in mind said "Couldn't you say a few nice words about
Richard Gere [in "Chicago"]? Sure - and let's add in Ed Burns from
previews: Rankin Bass. Loved it, Man. Loved it.
Bits And Pieces You 03/27/03 0911
Mucked that up a little bit below, but we had some laughs together.
Never do that down the dez too far - we need it to happen the good
stuff I mean you. I gotta be me. That big screen of lights is from "The
Lion King" I don't see things like that too afro-precious but I know
it's there shining the sun and all for you at Pantages. Wholly
predictable stuff. In life that Roxie girl died of emphysema (simply
not breathing right) and you would too. She was famed simply for having
her day like that - for being a big-nose, newsworthy Jew and doing it
right. Not really cute at all. That leads to Elton John and Tim Rice
heavenly no. Tom Snow (Elton John) and Steve Kipner (any others) merely
and most notably to me of Olivia Newton-John fame. Since 1976 through
1983 mostly. Two tips for the day: Nirvana "Dive" from "Incesticide"
only (my favorite Nirvana song ever you) plus we speak of "Bad Blood"
by Elton John with Neil Sedaka from the 70's. Just do it to me both.
Baby You A Star Now 03/26/03 2135
Alright, I shoulda known better with the awful film "Chicago".
The car advertisements plus previews before the movie started opened me
up surely enough with Celine Dion covering Cyndi Lauper's "I Drove All
Night" (a Kelly-Steinberg composition they are Pat Benatar and Neil
Geraldo only - every now and again, Celine does this to me so good
enough go back though on this one to Cyndi's version it's better still
you) and KC & The Sunshine Band ("Get Down Tonight" in Hi-Fi)
playing for another flick coming soon, but once the movie started it
was like being strapped to an aramesque (open-air, metal covered with
something else) mortuary table having my blood drained nor teeth pulled
it's that deadly done to it I beg off no. A movie fashioned for old
people (the government loves nothing more than printing dirt money for
them to spend their claims on this calve a nothing affair done too many
times to claim notice once more) I was programming the ol' CD player
but moments in to tell me how many minutes left of play before anyone
started singing at all. The players (Zellweger is Robert Redford and
Catherine Deneuve's daughter sister of Wyler's Boyd Gaines and
Zeta-Jones is Ross Perot's daughter) are mainly good, but the music
stops for me when "Z" playing a girl named "Roxie" shoots her lover for
aftersex denial pushing her away with her own pipe dream (for "up in
smoke" you) as it were. What junk to witness a gun doing that to a guy
special just for fucking you now always only dead. Kurt Cobain wrote
Nirvana's "Come As You Are" not "Lithium" about that very scene citing
"no I don't have a gun" for being hurt so bad by others and wanting
better for it (he captioned that in high school during a class
production I hear lithium helps you deal with it the denial you're ugly
in it). Anyway, every moot made is a "star" in Chicago the jail teeming
with starlets who kill for a thrill and we see Queen Latifah do well
shining her light of self around (her dead brother Michael is
re-evaporated in-brief as call-guy in the Chicago club through the
magic of pixelization) but not as well as the others who live like they
kill - with hardly an effort. What junk. The officials in Chicago used
no less than stardom to get a full confession from a mouth full of fed
shit murphed you by others and your lawyer how dumb of it all. In our
world and worlds beyond our world, a woman gets stardom in Hell only
for killing men and you see this as the dump fills with feminine way
and the hats of empty with it. My last revelation is Madonna and
brother Max are Miramax and that she viewed the dailies for this crap
over the phone listening in too and loved it a fantasy you. This film
calls collect I shun thee. The Oscars made their way here only. Do this
down the dez I paid for it already. More later.
Spring Break You 2003 03/26/03 1614
But of course I got the new Abercrombie & Fitch Spring Break 2003
catalog and I love it so. So thick and full of nonsense you have to see
(wear are my loose gym shorts damn you?) Half-naked boys are definitely
a respite pleasure (not taken all at once) and we see how just a little
missing makes alot go far for us you only beauty it. I always laugh at
how the boys and girls there are juxtaposed truly to no effect seen by
either. Now you see it too with and without you bearing the gift of.
My Standard As Poor 03/26/03 1522
When I say poor, let's talk about that. Poor to me is not having
meals or a place to stay. I missed probably two (2) meals my whole life
(at the hands of my lover no less who made up for it after denying me
food he bought with his money afterward and it was basically at that
point take the "l" outta "lover" it was over then I knew forever and
ever you - I never would you this and have split half of nothing for
fifty percent (50%) of your love what is worth about half of nothing
when I'm poor or without you too that's only less than full need a
test) and wandered the streets hardly ever but I seech thee over having
to stay places I hate with people I hate eating things I hate to
mention this not really. That's my hardships all told - I live to give
back in truth. Christmases as a child were halcyon magical only (like
God was there wrapping stuff and Santa too himself - truth) and all I
ever got denied was 1) a minibike like my neighbors had too dangerous
you too much fun too 2) a trip to Paris - Grandma was it real the offer
you and Dad said 'no, not with my child'? 3) going to Peddie High
School no scholarship paid but I was admitted but then my parents soon
divorced no can do. I remember this all and hold it against you not I'm
no underside with a vengeance to bear once inside you all safe now.
Doug got all as soon as he knew what he was missing (you stop dressing
at Sear's Surplus when you know the difference between what Sears won't
sell and Levi's at The Gap and it hurts real bad if someone asks).
Stick with missing meals for poor told my parents never said that to me
ever. I ate always. I did well enough. God says being poor is "having
to think about any of it." Think about that. What we in Hollywood get
embarrassed about is being *big* to people and then having nothing to
show for it after the sale of your trousers to lesser or other folks.
You'll never see it hear first trying to be just that special you does
this I blather it on and all over you.
Trader Joe's You 03/26/03 1421
Lee Strasberg (really two s's - auteur to the stars you - "I was in
a theater once too") teaches people to use a voice he calls "Plaintive"
("not enough emotion from me") and that is the voice I like using with
friends because it sounds so dumb and makes us laugh too hard but with
feeling for you dumb all the way you too your name in there so plain
too. Now you too I ain't never had a real lesson there but walk by on
Santa Monica Boulevard in West Hollywood (the Marilyn Monroe Theatre
you she was really there and once that bitch lived in this very unit I
heard from her - old building this I live in) and sense the
surroundings have it. They just opened up a new Trader Joe's
where the West Hollywood City Hall used to be and it is nice enough
you. We shopped there for the first time before yesterday happened and
I liked it alot upstairs and all on 8611 Santa Monica across from the
old Sports Connection building (what is that now you?) Three (3) weeks
open now. It'll do well, but doesn't have the wine selection of the
earlier models soon to be though.
Speed The Plow You 03/26/03 1323
So I go downstairs here in my building to do our laundry (always
overstuff for coin but not machine) and I see a stocked promo poster
for "Lansky" by David Mamet in the hall down there I never cared nor
noticed before (Hollywood needs the movies around - e.g., Mary's
Hamburger has picture reels just this ornate screwed into the walls of
it). Now you need to know by guilt and association that playwright (odd
that spell) David Mamet was Christopher Walken too. See how it all
comes together for me your Moon and a quote: "Nuthin' I would ever
bother with. It paid my bills." Madonna knows this too. I knew that
Walken was David Mamet from before this but said rarely nothing of it
yet. I hold this stuff and wait for better intro to you. Now so. I
heard now that Christopher spoke to an actor friend on behalf of David
and told him he was "too California" or he didn't "have enough of what
it takes [as in being mean or withheld from others] in [um,
performance]." That has to do with sweetin' others with favors and then
taking off - we know the type we think to use anyway and oft times do.
I ask-tell Christopher "Just like in that movie with that Irish kid
what had to stay in that camper as arriving to distant cousins
unnannounced." I didn't watch it all, but just like that it seems,
David. We seen ya before but maybe later as tough and tenders
(stressful maybe you don't like me not sure of anything you then
catharsis or release you seem to like me now I like you too can I be
sure of this now?) works miracles of you to me like how's it so.
What's Right About This 03/26/03 1115
If you know anything about me at all, it is because I gave it to
you to know. A celebrity, in the same sense, gives you to know too.
Chris Walken wants people to know that he died when Madonna got famous.
"She wasn't ready, and I, her brother, didn't care for being cast aside
in favor of her. Nothing's changed - we fight, we live. I, however,
died in January and now maybe you feel the loss. Never say me else."
That's typical Chris Walken stuff and he was around talking to me but
lighthearted us and besides the living and the dead are but one
hairbeing me under Emperal Vitan the lover of this life you. I used to
get humbled by other faggots in West Hollywood saying of Madonna's
brother "Oh, Madonna's [artfag] brother Christopher was there last
night" - well that's him and what did you say? You musta met a fake or
something inside joke you my lover Carlo Brando sees this and knows you
too. The Martin Landau I met of in the store is actually actor
Christopher Morrow no mistaking that an abuse of copy Landau. That's me
- used and abused for copies.
Half Life 03/26/03 1033
If you're like me, you gotta be careful. I like talking about how
people died in strange and mirth - a badge of honor of sorts - but
folks wanna come here and talk it over with me after speaking of such
them and I get harrowed by news of it. I was talking about keeping just
heads alive in a bed through surgical intervention, and this one crazy
woman offered her personal experience from France of such. She told me
she was happy enough waking up with her spinal cord severed, but she
found out breathing was half false and that her food bag (stomach) had
to stay attached to the upper works. We'll leave it at that and then
she just died after about three (3) hours. Surgeons had a metal plate
sawed up into her neck from the rear and she just loved them for it I
hear her say now. They got rid of as much as they could of the neck I
hear (mostly muscle you as in any turkey I study for pull and laverture
or holings down through). Her quote: "Never do this to me again" (while
living that, of course - you know - while it matters). See less later.
God is mean. You are not that mean. Don't be God. God is mean only.
Life Didn't Begin There Madagne 03/26/03 1009
I don't know about you, but I'm damn impressed with life and all.
Where is it? Wrapped around my face? Madonna's song "Where Life Begins"
acts like it knows anything, but I recommend you back still to "Secret"
("my baby's got a secret") from "Bedtime Stories". I told Madonna that
"Take A Bow" ("i've always been in love with you") and it's performance
with Babyface on MTV with her in "recaima" (Chinese drab) saved the ass
of that nuisant album, but I digress. Life may have begun between the
Tigres and Euphrates rivers (Mesopotamia you - not ever that - see
Southern France much near Poskimo) but that ain't what you're seeing on
maps of Iraq with big blue rivers and grand spots now on the news (they
are both tiny and north of Iran now - skip it altogether). What's that
about? I talked to Saddam Hussein your friend and mine in the mind
about Iraq and we hear of people already having had all and I wonder if
Baghdad culture is saved for us it is leave it around Saddam went to
Princeton too I hear. Every time I see Barbara Eden's (ne Kowalski of
East Rutherford, NJ) costume for "I Dream Of Jeannie" I know perfection
is there to be preserved but that is largely Persian anyway and of Iran
too one half of what is. Spread it around such. Leave it to EPCOT. P.S.
Madagne: Your new stuff two (2) songs is electro-awful - you didn't
need to be there to hear that stuff by you. My producer friends tell me
to wait for better on it the album and that should be by God only. I
need three (3) good songs at least per record you. Just do it. One (1)
big hit sells the CD, three (3) will make me happy enough you (ending
any with "you" is always Spanish and fun ridicule to this). I gotta do
this music talk for BMG and making nothing happen for me keep playing
around like I do it to you my strategy worked so bads you know if to be
this.
Pigpen And Hogpen 03/25/03 1939
I was eating a burger in this place called "Hamburger Mary's" on
Santa Monica yesterday owned by Chris DeBarge I hear in the head - not
bad don't rush over. Marky Mark comes on the tv monitor with "Good
Vibrations" and mind tells me that was my recently deceased friend
Marques Wyatt who did that mix and I pleasure to it so proud. No one
can speak of their troubles in Hollywood for all so poor after the
spent, but we try and see how we connect here anyway (I'm poor enough
too). I've bought many house tapes from gay music houses (like Prime
Cuts) and know Marques' work, but you see what's missing and joy to
that too. Marcus cited two (2) showbiz brothers "Pigpen" and "Hogpen"
and mind reveals one - "Hogpen" - to be actor Samuel L. Jackson (see
"Pulp Fiction") we closing in on it now. But you see how I get around.
Adding in, this woman bagger in Pavilions last night is all "the
matrix" about something I did and I corrected her it is "an array" the
mind only you get my stiff now. See it.
The Holy Wind Talker 03/25/03 1909
As you know, God loves a mystery and here are the actual meanings
to Navajo words used in the Los Angeles Times Magazine of March 23:
"ednishodi" (say "ed-na-sho-dee-eye") means "people who will make us do
against our will if not obeyed now"; "diyinii" (say "di-een") means
nothing, but "diyi nishi" (two words said "di-ya nee-shee") means "we
will be beaten if not allowed or paid to do, just do this". The Navajo
word for "radio" is "nishii" (say "na-shine") for "shines of our talk"
or "shiny talk [like the sun burns us]". Navajo, no language but an
inflect (never written like language is), makes no one happy for being
American Indian (a language itself) aborted time after time for no say.
Never say a mass to that ever. Say it in Latin first. A mass is said to
God - not to people you. Say that. P.S. The "Windtalker" sucked. I know it did. You saw it - not me.
Live From Heaven 03/25/03 1725
I was leaving Tower Records yesterday on Sunset after seeing
Eurythmics' "Live From Heaven" on DVD newly issued. I was talking to
Toni Halliday and friends in mind (Toni sang backup and Dean Garcia
plays bass on it and in it) and they said of the song "Who's That Girl"
(a favorite of mine I used to fight to watch at Great Adventure on
video jukebox in the arcade) that singer Annie Lennox liked to make
songs first with hand claps and it was demonstrated to my complete joy
that it was true by that song. I love that symbolically and
reverentially speaking you. Annie knows this - don't ask.
Yes The Cars Rule Me Still So Drive You Crazy Me 03/25/03 1714
This is for all of the little people I talk to in my head you. Yes,
there was a time when I thought I was Ric Ocasek of The Cars - hair
behind the ears singing along to "Candy-O" but all that's changed you.
Well, either Ric or Gloria Vanderbilt and jeans. Now I find myself
going back through the catalog of The Cars (I bought all of their
albums on issue you this I know good stuff and see it right off the
bat) listening to things like "Why Can't I Have You" from "Heartbeat
City" ("oh baby | just one more time to touch you | just one more time
to tell you | you're on my mind") and "Maybe Baby" and "Cruiser" from
the one earlier "Shake It Up" all Elton John produced you this even
"You Are The Girl" from "Door To Door" I like that name you the older
stuff met defeat not as they die right off. Like the Rolling Stones,
The Cars lit up the Jersey Shore for me (although most of Autumn
release only indoors having) and they continue to make my Summer shine
you. Do you this too. Go back you too with it.
From The Man Who Ever Said No Thanks 03/25/03 1419
More mind fung (for you no good) concerns the Los Angeles Times
Magazine of March 16 (an insert of The Los Angeles Times) with the
caption "The Man Who Says 'Keep Out'" and what looks like my mother's
husband Eddie in a state of youth or undoing or both. These types of
things make me wonder when a bite will be quite enough to bear by fang.
No one cares, but I shudder you think each time my roommate makes it
special on the side of our fridge ("he's hot" my very ass you). Nothing
a fat magnet (Madame Wu's - nothing special X2) on the face of it can't
cure you. Never ask to know, never feel that bad from it. Next up: Your
own expectations versus a marriage made in God's own Heaven. Per Curve:
"There's no escape from heaven - try as you might - there's no escape
from heaven." All the drugs in the world make it happen.
Shove That Peace Sign Boy My Oscar Meyer 03/25/03 1334
Yeah - I watched the Grammy's and liked it alot. You're gonna hafta
get more than Shirley Jones' lookalike (all of that nose!) to make that
place look great and Marty Ingels to shine on that (he would never go
for being ejected in 1956 for drinking - sister Stella Stevens was up
for an Oscar then - have that sooner than said). Anyway, that
throat-to-throat sitting thing is unheard of in Hollywood when all are
dead and boy that Olivia DeHavilland only gave that speech in 1986 to
you the magic of television. See and hear first. Some of my favorite
ladies are on tv now in "Six Feet Under" see Catherine O'Hara's face
and Kathy Bates, but Kathy has been dead for over two (2) years now.
What you see is tv land gone awry ("SFU" is purely insert material -
can we make do without star power as taped? yes and no - nothing is
free to use now as paid for by death and other - Nate is Nancy
Rockefeller's son in real life, Nancy (um, Octavia) is David
Rockefeller's fourth daughter and lived quite well as and yet fashioned
quite a mistress to the house that bought with same of such we see you
better now all Princeton types). How's that? You must ask. It is a fact
that Oscar sits in the can for about four (4) weeks before you see it
done on tv. The audience? People who watch it there only. The Kodak
Theatre (uhl) was blankened that day to all who venture. Thanks for the
moons in the backgrounds always there shouting me thanks. You did a
great job on that show I loved it you. All of those famous people
seated on stage as dead as dead gets (yes, even Nicholas Cage who
drowned three (3) months ago of hearts attack or something like it
dead). And then last night I walked into what looked like actor Martin
Landau at Pavilions West Hollywood (a grocery store) in the dairy
section. What to know? I know Joan Rivers died four (4) months ago too
it is easy to die living so big every day. I loved Joan but saw her
perform (definitely her - I reject all off even slightly - EnVogue
played to open her against tapes or machines or something like that) at
the height of kingdom at Carlos and Charlies (now Dublin's an Irish
person's dump) on Sunset back in the late 80's with the Carson stuff
happening still. She wrecked me so bad just hamming it with the
audience I died laughing too bad. Rest up.
Only Your Brief Intermission 03/25/03 1322
Well, yeah - after a brief intermission you see me rise again to
talk of all we missed in-between times. Only you lose - I get to have
fun and all and it's basically psychotic you'll see in dribs and drabs
you.
Live To Die 03/18/03 1348
I have a hatred against people that is enormously taxen. These
people think the world is shaped by their actions of taking things
down, touching what is simply in-being for the purpose of altering
perception to their speak, and then just being contrary and burdensome
to know of. Know that I hate you only. I accept what's there as long as
I'm accepted, but these types go out looking for you in the name of
godawful known. I love them too for making me look so great to smarter
folks, but that is beside the point. These enormously stupid (lacking
in effort always toward your problem to be) people cite me as "no
success" is you "can't support yourself" but that has to be done-cited
by one who did this better as same. Did you? I doubt it always and shit
in your mouth for opening as less. You are a loser when you endeavor
with others to speak as you halt speak. You speak for me don't you. All
collusion against saying me boils down to this: brass tacks. Brass
tacks keeps nothing from going to sale. Brass tacks are looked at when
something is being considered for sale only (you sold me again). Know
how I live.
Improve Mac Culture Squirreling My Birdfeeder Charges Us By Featherweight 03/18/03 1323
I wanted to say a few things to people who provide content on the
Internet seeing as how I get comments about changing applications to
make MPEG's and such after delivery and not paying for. What I loved
about the Internet was people giving of theirselves in dutiful exchange
to one another. We lived to please one another and not to make a buck -
it was a livin' joy then. Now we hear nothing but stupid talk of paying
for what taxes, content providers, and dial-ups should have covered
with extraordinary fees for nothing like air all breathe. Pennies on
the margin. If you write something - say, a computer application real
easy to do for others only in Mac culture I respect it not for commerce
- and are noted (paid) for the idea and structure that's kind, but what
else? No. That stuff is common and fruited making you mostly happy. I
wouldn't charge people for anything I offer in content or use alone,
but would offer to pay for something greatly done as gratuity or live
this well for favors sought. Right now, I can't pay for anything I use
really, but hate the cutoffs people insert in their work and bothersome
registrations too. It is better not to know or others see why you do
with what is theirs as not yours. Why you do better be to have fun and
pleasure as the Internet never existed for business ever. Business has
no place there, really. It is ours, only. Who are "ours"? Taxpayers. It
is a road only. Make sure you drive here to please me or I'll call the
cops (that's me too). I know times are tough, but milking a maid never
made cream yours. More later. I wouldn't pay you to make content on the
'net. I would only make you happy by participating. Commerce sells shit
back and forth. The Internet does not move anything but the Internet.
See sales as ours alone to use - not yours. The Internet does not sell
- it takes.
Of Cobras 03/18/03 1301
Another rapt (done quickly to no feel) removed: Cobras (the slight
of mind that sees it happen and bring to me) are now complaining of
life to me. Hindis are murdering them in protest it seems to us. A
snake dies in me long before you see it. Best to my ability, I know a
snake slithers off unknowingly into realm long before you see it bleed.
To kill one is to ask for more of my purpose at hand at be. We see
snakes given "mambis" for this bleed at touch. "Mambis" is French for
"having more of it than you can manage at take of it". A snake like the
cobra is not actually snake only but friend and I see you recoil in
delight. Avoid them only as my black shoot is now upping in them. In
mind I see them rise at night in your harms until they see a day
without bother by you. Fear this. A cobra's world turns in their mind
to make climbing a tree a walk across land of it. A world that turns
down to you is no bother for them so be.
Touched By An Angel 03/18/03 1236
The storms here in California so pleasing - the dumps of more rain
I pain thee! So satisfying me. I have to be really careful not to make
California what like New Jersey (I love hard thunderstorms and
lightning we get them never with rain - go to The Valley you). Anyway -
see my truth. California is not what I visited in 1985 and I see it too
will return one day as I stay and perhaps take of leave. A softer side
sees an envangelical type show on tv late one evening/early your
morning and black people somewhere (The Sudan) singing my name
beautifully and unspoken (I love nothing obvious to please) - I was
touched. These people back here I see their tears and I puzzle to them
hearing and listening you feel it too. You love your faith and I amuse
to it. See that. They have my way ultimately but I fear them too. My
favorite healing method is in fact the head pushed back rudely, as
perhaps lessered by waves of the swooning faithful. Now cured of it
once again. See our truth.
The Important Thing I Missed To Say This 03/18/03 1138
The most important thing I ever told you is about my lack of
principles, convictions and whatelse have it. I don't believe in you -
I believe in being happy whatelse the cost. Be that too and learn of
compromise after compromise on your behalf made by others to deliver
the shmoo now I bother it. Just shmoo it - be smart of it. The joke in
Heaven is truth realm where all awaits those who need to be happy at
the expense of realm, of being just that. Be there once, twice, three
times to make it happen you. So the deal! The lack of trust
withstanding you have to gain at me so bother it. Be there too. I live.
In the meantime you toil it. I live you. Live this. Live with me. Or
live this!
Never Real This Just For The Feel 03/18/03 1119
If you notice anything, you know I've been careful to present both
foible and folly to you. It is your very undoing at my hands. Taking
the time, taking that stab is what we need of you. I am vulnerable to
you and await your word of it. As the only person who makes shift of
any meaningful or lasting consequence (that is death structure), I need
you to do me - to anger me to action so to wreak. I need to feel and be
above you ever only yet, I need an honest trek, I need to be good and
graciously spoken to truth that's me only in this you. You live delve
within this and I fear you see I don't cruel to far less than it a word
can say. Be dumb. Be that. Truth is never important to someone who
fears you see that only the way that I feel at any given moment is
yours to truth. I'm unhappy right now and act out accordingly. Type "A"
is for "asshole" only - that's me. Let Type "B" tend to the "bother" of
the details you. Further, "taking" types - those who just remove
without asking of it first we're still working on you always ever let
people have and do only. I hate people who just "take" but sometimes I
do just that. Are you me? You need to have that very stature in blanket
and cure or else you dive it my pet you fell this.
More Than A Netscape Can Bare 03/18/03 1107
The last few days have seen me reconciling myself to the fact that
my website locked up and that was that. Truth. Someone made Netscape
deliver blank pages to my screen instead of dougmoon.com. This noticed
by getting the same result when attempting to look at the BMG reporting
system. This is how easy it is to do someone down - little tricks. Even
me as I refuse to effort too much against technocrap and will not pay
the deed. Anyway, another application sees us still here and still
worthy of my word. But when it goes, it goes to fuck you only you dig
it up. Also know that our personal beliefs are never important enough
to stop you from eating shit at the hands of someone special who wishes
you dead only for the interfere, for the casual quote, for the interest
in it. I don't work for anyone, but what does that mean to you?
Nothing. Wait and see. Fact: No one gets away with anything. A mere
satisfaction quotes it to me. Quotefact #2: I've seen never anything
better than sex use it. Hyphen with lots of beautiful nodes about or
"I'll have the sex, Stranger" else you may. In Heaven we so such say
things like "communion" other types of words we say it like this to me
back at, a talent, you. What says this best and leave this to it I
defer to what's only better of me so fuse to my spine we tingle each
another of it. Is to touch my only God you this.
You Can't Have That In This World 03/14/03 1601
I asked my roommate today if I could venture out with him somewhere
just to breath the air really and he said to me "You know you aren't
welcome for [causing a disturbance] last time." That usually means
someone found out who I think I am and takes exception to it. Do you
think a place that tells me I'm not welcome gets to just be that in
this world ongoing? I never think that. Never. Don't bring that up to
me.
See You Too Can See How It Happens My Fear Betrays You Not 03/14/03 1535
In thought, I see a windmill that no longer is turning for you and
your daily bread. When the daily bread stops churning for you, what
could it mean? Be prepared to catch much wind for no bread as seen. I
play to win, not to fail you. A mother I know is seen in my mind
tapping a tree stump with a spoon (my mother's symbol as in "I care for
people, others maybe") in writhing - something cut down too soon it
seems - and begs forgiveness of it. She murdered children here on the
stump and taps a rock nearby for attention on slope before hitting the
child (unusually black) on the head all the while asking God above
"gon(g) gon(ga)?" (for "gongangeus" in Latin as "unwanted" or now
Indian prose "we throw back" as to in "why bring us this?"). Be sure
your penitence includes nothing I made for I forbade thee to reject
what was brought about by you and curse the soil that made it, not
thee. Words to the wiser yet. No one diswelcomes my thought and lives
to bear it still. No one lives as you alone. See this drop soon and you
with it for I forbade thee a cause against me and still you learn of
it. No one uses my wares against me ever yet you see.
Big Bears And Anna Nicole 03/13/03 1627
Yes, Christ was murdered on this day way back when and continues to die for you even so. I was watching Anna Nicole
on E! the other night and she was camping and all in the rocks as I
call it. Once in Malibu Canyon (highly recommended for touring left off
of Las Virgenes near Pepperdine University), once in Reno, Nevada, and
once in a clave outside of Fresno - a dirty Jewish dump for lesbians
and such where fishing happens (Mars knows this too). I love Anna
Nicole for sticking to her hot spots she reveals but enough of the
banter you about me. I'm here only and love what you do still -
Duraflame logs indeed you. Malibu reminded of this movie I'm watching
called "The Bear"
and I've seen it before with a big ol' rock falling on that bear's
head. Mind keeps telling me "Oh, it gets up after this" but I'll be
damned that bear really took a rock to the head looking for honey with
bees all around not it is just drugged. That bear gets shot and cut
(but not really) and limps through the film because it is drugged and
numbed (that little bear licking off honey and sweet syrup only - never
blood you). A bear feels absolutely nothing anyway and roars at being
bothered by you. It limps only because nothing works right and I'm sure
you've felt that yourself with certain stress fractures in the foot
like I had from running I couldn't walk right after that and too much
meth. Malibu came to mind for being the ramp of Gentle Ben to Heaven
and I leave that to you to figure out with those who know how by this.
A bear, by the way, is a "zodiach" or "hodiach" not a "kodiak". A
"zodiach" is a younger bear, and a "hodiach" is an old one both German
terms. Get them. It lives as child of the stars (lifted up to the
heavens for cares) and chases you out only.
More Or Less What You Already Have 03/13/03 1445
In this world, we have blacks and we have whites and those caught
somewhere between it. Blacks are #2 in America flat as ours and not
yours to say. Blacks are #2 in our hearts not always - they may be #1.
In the case of Marie (Elizabeth's second real name - she used a few her
father said) we see a young girl enterprising against blacks with white
and black both. Using blacks to do dirty deeds as I sometimes do you
too. A deed is no problem until done and most do not but Elizabeth
found herself deeding too much to blacks (a deed is a word against
behind scenes, an intent to harm or use, basically) and that wound up
being used against her and in her favor. Her father Michael used blacks
too as Russians use all that is theirs against you anyway and saw his
daughter strangled one day with a hair cord (cottony, fluffy) that was
blue and not too symbolic. A garotte (a ribbon or rope and switch or
stick - see Jon Benet) makes one choke to death and then fray. The
frays were not found due to ice on the lips - blacks are smart. Choking
death somehow. This results in missing and/or money as sympathy pours
in but not good fortune as is. See Jews here again as enterprising and
remorseful, but not sure why. Christian? A boy of nineteen (19) her age
I met and saw at Hollywood High one night skateboarding. A real beauty,
a demon, my son in God. We get around to them all eventually but as
after the fact. Come here not, I come get you. Not stalking - I'm of
age too. Pleasure eat shit. This is beyond you always we see.
Elizabeth Smart Speaks On Right Here At dougmoon.com Your Host To It" 03/13/03 1321
Elizabeth states: "What's the big deal? I've been dead now for the
better part of five (5) years the death brought on by your bitching and
screaming at money and us. Your friends think it's funny to rape and
murder a young girl and you agreed to save face and your part in it. I
married just now a black man after murdering blacks for years as white.
I am black now to make my penance with God for hurting them. I do not
mind. I live in Concorde, Massachusetts and I fear no one in God's
care. One day I will be white and youthful again. Until then, a Russian
girl lives inside me and hi Christian I love you. Signed, Miss Jersey
Blue." Lovely that - you were pretty, Signed Doug. P.S. I have a
weakness for Russians but that culture - ugh. See me first. Hi
Christian - you get around, no?
In God's Heart 03/12/03 2118
In God's heart, we know you fail us daily and laugh and we laugh
too. Perdition has no bounds here and neither do you know you are
already in it bound to your home, to your way, to your seen and done.
We love you for being so stupid too. I see the Millennium as same and
want you to name your savior once, twice, three times before I accept
you too. Name Him to live. A septagenerian is all that lives me now as
age old dies for this and sees me cap life much lower to be. See it
come. In the meantime Clay, a secular-generian becomes what I love
most, stamping God out of their life and our lives for hardships seen.
I only want to love you says it all and I cannot. Plague me to this by
making the cash that swings others null and void in six (6) days time.
No one will accept your wares for this as seen. Medicate your need for
see that leave with timely death too. The Pet Sematary is what leaves
for dead what others will not follow. Thanks to note Barbara H. Talk to
you soon if.
Elizabeth Smart No My Blue Balloon 03/12/03 1738
To touch my Amber Alert still no Elizabeth found yet. We stage thee
to see an Elizabeth return in a haze of simmering hate. The tears - the
miracles cited "a miracle exists still I think" I hate thee to think at
all. Elizabeth is a girl who died at age fourteen (14) in Atlanta,
Georgia - not here. She is still dead at nineteen (19) except for me
and lives in the trunk of a car yet. You don't even have her body yet
(in Virginia still). No news, just Jews making little into light. For
every light, a Jew. No Elizabeth. No Jews. Hala (say "Haley") plays her
well enough for you. So many tears, so many lives at stake as I target
you all the same as ever. Miracles my only every ass to you I kill thee
for this with my mind no coward but still not yours either.
Nothing Special To Perplex You In Here 03/12/03 1437
My friend John from New Jersey begs a few words mite and here goes
(you get ignored for being too pretty only and me not having the time
for a blowout mostly). The shark in an aquarium, as such, has no food
they want and eat to spare. In a submarine they see red the color by
scent and know where it lies. They go right up a submersion tube and
lick the walls looking for food they scent. One tells me I smelled
something and kept rising up and then red everywhere torturing me I
bite what I can until "it" shows me out ("it" is its nose what led from
the "warm" water it feels it). A shark rising slowly in your tube by
snout makes me laugh hysterically why wait and they too hate it and try
and get out first. Have some ladders to rise on the sides quick from
your waist-high entry. In the meantime, sharks see no plastic "a door
somewhere" they think to say and bother it not. Stop using red to
indicate anything to anyone around water it draws them like yellow
couldn't and make sure plastic sandwich bags make it back to your
shores - not in their bellies with food - a bad lesson for them or just
you. Plastic sealed from within rises you to the top of the water as
anything feeds their thought. I change these to be with me - not you
(never let me see you pet one). Hi to John see me sometime keep it low
no problem.
Wielding Your Cat Powerses And All You 03/11/03 1959
Demons despise the way of the world. Now you can here Cat Power's "Shaking Paper" right here at dougmoon.com you to be.
Tracey Meets Bobby 03/11/03 1635
I'm watching Tracey Ullman on HBO (The Zone you honor me pigs - the
little sphere over the big one I feel you thanks) while looking for a
job and you know they slip new ones in from time to time while avoiding
her friends and all. Tracey in mind asks me about teen idol Bobby
Sherman and her visit per him. "She took a cab to my house and asked to
see the Disneyland in my backyard. She liked it and left." Turns out
Tracey didn't care for the exhibit as old and worn and perhaps done for
him by a teen idol himself - his dad Tab Hunter (Tab was there as it
was being built). Give credit where credit is due you. Bobby just died
three (3) days ago at Cedars ("they take insurance others don't take" -
see Traveler's who hospitals must accept in lieu of billing you) and no
one knows for sure why (a Catholic reigns). Find out. Tracey continues
to amuse herself at my expense. Bobby used to tell people he was
"Christ" she would say and he added "for fun only." Now you know - just
to keep the name around and all. Hi to Mars you did this too I slap you
down only.
Internet II Space 03/11/03 1447
I hear talk of Internet II in forming stages and know your beast. A
"nostrodam" claims knowledge of the future no one sees and adding the
suffix "-us" means "somewhat taken" as no person (the name misformed
from half-truths and guesses as to by Christ, mostly). The Internet and
the university are both being dissembled in favor of nothing you have.
If you think that smart people are going to tackle tough issues in
front of the world you have made many mistakes and no one teaches
anything about me in my realm. See the university become common centers
of trait and form (teaches people to read and write only - not to think
for us or speak) and also of other institutions as having no bear in
this world. All will be centralized and softly spoken to press what
carry real news - not mayhems of glory. People will work less to do
their part and no one is going to think for us as done to it. What are
you learning? We don't need that your half-facts. Having rejected this
spells your condition forward. You were right but see it come. Christ
hates education. Doug hates news of it. See Internet II as reserved for
those who no longer think much of it. Call it what you will.
An Act Of Sacristy Untaken 03/11/03 1018
It's no secret that if you say one thing to me about my sex
(endless masturbation, coiffures - women, etc.) you lose your sex. Only
the dead foray and I blind them. Never make me yours to see, hear, or
know. You are no one. A woman who has a late-term abortion grows a
stick from her uterus to the ground essentially for making me labor to
produce one baby after kind has been done. You have a fight with a male
and kill the newborn inside just as if it were yours. We know you think
nothing of it, but we did. Can't say hi but know your fault. That stick
is made by you with drips that harden with the baby's blood of sort.
All symbolic and hateful to your way. We kill what we hate and that is
hate. Die of it first before I hate you. Ours does not escalate - it
punishes you. Keep knowing as I punish me too. Caring about all sees
you done nicely.
Terrorist Act 03/11/03 1004
Talking about terrorists again? You are a murderer of the self
living. That is where a terrorist comes from - being subjected to your
way. Too much self expended at you and yours. No one's gonna live you
that. Terror is what it takes to move this world.
Your Free Gift 03/11/03 0951
With my new plasmas in tact and fore, I have ordered the
construction and delivery of heat resonance bombs - a new order for
you. Heat resonance bombs are chamber bombs (now supposedly built by
the French) that come together heat rod and chamber contact full of
Hydrogen compress or Titanium made better than you could. This web of
bombs deep made in the Earth's mantle is going to blow you a hole
larger than life each time I hear the word no or kingdom come me. I
speak to you once and get what I came for or see you and yours live
deep down within it. My anger made this to come no problems. Fact or
fantasy? I hate people. How real is this? As real as Shiraq and Ishmael
fading to black you. I set your bombs off on you all the time by heat
imagination on it 'til it blows up boom just for you and just because
I'm in a bad mood. Why do you think they store them off and around?
Get The Money Facts 03/11/03 0936
Don't tell people I'm going broke. I've been broke for a long time
- about a year. I live with a friend that I supported directly in life
and helped to succeed (my ex as now dutiful only) and I do not work (no
one in California hires this). I have bills unpaid as all of my
possessions sit in a storage chamber for now almost two (2) years. My
cell phone is disconnected for non-payment, I have a five hundred
dollar ($500) credit card in arrears with storage payments, and a few
other minors to pay. No big deal I did what I could to keep all clean
but have lost much faith in this happy endeavor. I live only. No one
wants it, but I continue making the choice for you as long as I can.
Never think I have money - I have my possessions what little you can
manage to speak of it. All weighed out, I continue on path, but it's no
glory yet. See yourself here? Why would you do that? In my mind, I've
told God never let it rise for you. Keep all money from changing hands.
How long can you fight me? If I lose my stuff, you spend an eternity
putting it back together as I throw it away once, twice, three times
on. Keep fighting to my gift. Keep dying for the pleasure.
Neurology Is The Study Of Feelings As If 03/11/03 0901
We say to ourselves (my many phases of self) "What are we going to
do to plague the world today?" A simple meaning to a word will do for
now. Both "phase" and "neurologen" do not make me happy enough in
meanings provided, so let's review to my perfection. A "phase"
continues on path, and is not necessarily linear (for "can be traced or
followed" - straight is really "angular" in quality - scrap all of that
now) and that quality must be stated out and beyond. Now "neurologen":
The prefix "neuro" is from the Latin "neural" and that means "felt".
Taking away the ending "-al" to mean "first-hand" and replacing with
"-is" for "left of" or "not so much" makes it less than felt or more
toward "seen". We use "o" to replace the "-is" in form-wise or what
continues beyond satisfaction seen yet. That gives us "neuro" for "what
may be felt or what may be seen" as unknown to us, really second-hand.
Then use "logo" for "stamp" or "light seen made yours" in your head. We
use the ending "-en" to signify "no happenstance or culture seen". That
means the ending "o" switches to "-en" because we consider it
legitimate in cause and deed. The "en" comes from the Latin word for
"entropy" - a French word - "entropus" what means "no problem seen and
considered yours to bear". A decay? Not really, but sort of taken and
used. Yours to bear, but witness this not. Not a failure, but somewhat
dubious to speak of it. A neurologen sees what they see and we think it
is the same thing. A neurologen sees us as local and used by the same.
Not so.
More Shit 03/10/03 1501
This feels like only a government operation to do a smart person
down, so read up this, Pigs. This shit is still about lesser people -
those who have not achieved (that does not mean as approved by you and
yours, it means having done to you) and/or have not been embraced
(welcomed by all yards) - taking comforts at my expense I'll match you.
This isn't pure form, this isn't who I am without God messing around
I'll kill you. I never let anyone make me feel that bad I've seen you
and celebrate your every move with zeal because it matters ever not
good going. Cancer to be? Like I would ever deliver a pleasure to your
sane without shitting all over it to no wit's end. You'll be this. My
mother said.
If I Could You 03/10/03 1428
No one has anything good to say about this and that's your tip for
stupidity's take - I mean come on, Fool Of The World Done. Oh, sure -
we repeat a few things and I get crazy sometimes with my angers and all
over your complete motherfuck-up to me, but you never had any better to
look at and thus hate where it comes from so what. I tell mind above
and all satin pigs everywhere that I could write a general interest
page like this without assistance and still be quiet attractive to the
read (every challenge reverts to little embeds I didn't get the first
time around and missed meanings as such didn't I tell you I don't write
most of this shit and wouldn't anyway spelled like that?) Choose life,
Moron - I lived better. Face it, I hate this shit and do it to pass the
time in tent. I don't know what you're favoring out there, but it's
soon enough dead according to me and my bother. All of this shit and
then you (better run). It's like all of the Latin I speak so fluently
to wit; I say it all and then learn what it means aftersaid with you as
I speak the lesson in English. Does that make me wrong or you any less
knowing of it? No. And then all of the personal stuff I stick in to
pleasure you to never win me. I'm so angry you should now die I can't
believe what it's going to take to make this happy I need a death
beyond your own death. This thing allowed (said) "We're going away for
thirty (30) years" as my guide to being this or simply then torture.
You are not special to me evercome. You can shove it straight up your
"special" ass until you feel forever come by God. I asked Om the
highest saint (the dumbest and thus least wily) "Is this a proxy load I
too would reject?" Nope - just me bargaining up I hate it already. Sure
when you're dead with your thirty (30) years packed in the cat's bag
I'm God for you. Retards end this worship. Your world a piece of shit
to it my service, my mass. "We really just don't want you here."
California? Do we need to talk about that again to your only detriment
I'm still white and the "w" means "wanted"? Other than, why the fuck
would you speak to me that? Because you are fucking stupid? We have
that information already. Tell us when you're dead only and yet to die
further as the hate self oft does. Who cares? You only see it again
possibly armed.
Color Molo 03/10/03 1258
I argue colors with mind even as we speak. Moon thinks there are
three (3) stickers on top of the universe: yellow, red, blue - with
white as 'lights on' and black as 'lights off'. I think a hue (what a
color is) is damned special and challenge you routinely to make a new
one happen. Mind defers me. Mind tells me that all colors are
"halogens" or "light spoken". As radiance and pull make one think there
is something there that isn't, you may see a color happen twice over. A
color is radiance and pull over white only. Radiance is defined as
branching out to the left of it, and pull is defined as branching out
to the right. Both matter. Pull left is symbolic and pull left is not
symbolic. Pull right is only hue or color. Both matter. These three (3)
offered first: "red" is phase symbolic or half its strength seen -
i.e., no one has actually seen red as counter to anything else. Red is
labled "phase neurologen" plus too to make it "phase neurologen" plus
too. What does "phase neurologen" mean? Must be taken from above only
"straight" and "around thought or seen to be" the thought being no
thought to endure as simply sighted. Color was done to us and we pipe
it to you sort of. See blue and yellow else you. I immediately ran to
Om (origin mind) and asked what of. Three (3) colors just seen in light
as done of me and held within it. Don't go thinking any more to you.
See also: "Anteneurologen" (will not be seen by you - e.g., example,
air in the air) and "omnineurologen" (will not be seen ever by anyone
other than God no change I can't make this for others happen as faked
only to represent e.g., spirits with no sight form attached by me,
devlins or what's below us as anything light does not reveal as "third
phase" or left of light as smaller content - "fourth phase" is light
content as all from top down). I am omnineurologen, thank you no. Now
stop acting like I'm ruining your homebound Christmas with talk of
gifts I received just left by it. Santa's real you my heaven said.
Do It Anyway Says It 03/10/03 1001
With this God stuff and the Devil cast out of Heaven (um, the
previous administration made to eat shit here but only come due what
you do not rise above stays well below you) we see a tendency to think
nothing is taken by folks in mind (a higher thought) and all is seen
well in time and well before thought of. So what. I deliver to my
satisfactory effort, not to the endless possibilities for reasons away.
Once here at my little site, it is done to the world and that is good
enough for those who recycle a grand now awkward past to master this
future. Your future is being futile as made humble to it only as it
cost you everything once enough.
Laid Bare 03/10/03 0942
I'd love to tell ya more but I just can't. The Mary story below is
about women trying to take control of what is not theirs, of what they
cannot be, and my perceptions stir them to smooth. A woman like any
black or underside account has to live as just that and see no more
possible. We resist this when men are nagged by their women as personal
saviors to the loss (but not for long, mind you - a fight bare to won
brings thought more of and then a gun) into making changes for them I
shoot back at delay only this. Stay your place, Bitch - you have all
you're going to get without survival tactics and a rubber knife. Do
most feel better than me? Probably not I serve you my portion you eat
only this seconds will count ya.
Bare With Me 03/10/03 0928
The songs of Curve speak to my good and to my evil way. The voices
that guide me take all you offer only to reject your sane, your
humility, in favor of staying still same and to that I ask "Who are you
speaking to?" as if we ever spoke to you. Stay silent. That one voice
coming to terms, bridging the gap, and then nothing found to be (a
dinner or two sees calm and then you see what of it remained with you a
second plate of food causes no alarm to those seated does it?) How
dumb. It is the remote, the simply powerless in it to change that feel
the sting - not me (it don't mean a thing if it ain't got that sting do
wop do wop). Let's keep talking it's just easier and from time to time
I interest to give you nothing but truth and that is denied flatly only
ever after as my truth denies you. Oh, the games we play. I laugh when
we make things better for I too never stop issuing what's mine out into
the place you shame me and think why in the world anyone there would
make use of something akin to marked cash that has failed to find their
a pleasure opt times before now you hand them notes of. Charge it to my
account and then pay on demand says it best to a bankruptcy I know lots
more of them coming your command wrench fat tooth given away as gifts
to no one special I now know. Sorry.
The More That You Give The Less You Receive 03/10/03 0916
Don't get confused - I always do my part or risk being what
pleasures people most. I hafta stay above the stink of it to smell of
that rose, but know when you've been made special and I am that only so
what a blacklist these days is no danger you. I do my part and try to
make better with but not to any extent that pleasures the care, so to
speak you'll do more. One minute you're God made man, the next humble
applicant to pridebound (then a crease, a letter off, or simply being
marked for death). It all says go to your own Hell but never to me mind
that. So, when reduced to being God you gotta play it straight. My mind
has the very truth in it and that's not pretty stuff to just give away
on request to anyone who asks for it. I style to truth mostly from
truth or truth esters.
Never Forget I Hurt You Too Real Bad 03/10/03 0828
Heh, heh - if you're like me, you just woke up from a beauty nap
after making sure no one could claim a vergent thought or misdeed not
your own to recent or fore. Like you, I'm not getting too much done in
a haze of undoing while others go off to work and smay (the true
vagabonds of cash and carry - what?!? what?!? what luxury did I forget
to thank truth for naught while you so commanding ashore of it all old
hey I got you that job and pretty much kept you from dying of malaise
and alcoholism see that grave ashpot?) Just never you mind. After all,
people have an obligation to make better of us as found to be in need
or way, and they didn't give a shit to our own comfort, somewhat,
sometime, well okay it only hurts you ever but I rest. Froid: "What
state is the world in now anyway you?" my can of Pringles stacked
potato snaps suggests an immediate topic for miming your part with
savory herbs the news is me. Butter frost, lather care, a notion of,
thought. I just wanted to tell the daytime deadbeats of the world
you're okay with me ever numb even if it always seemed that others
employed or taken to task took a great deal more from Target for
nothing more but showing up unhappy - um, oh yeah - "serious-minded".
Fuck you that stuff's all junky too I had it all when it was simply
better stuff (1993 was a great year sometimes I dwell). Guess they
don't need us now or see home during the day a part of supernation
status you this light skin (no fields) long nails (no labour) can you
pay for this all you sign of merce?) When I used to get home from
Target and having chosen with delight all I cared to interest, I would
think about how all of this stuff each item failed to change my life as
I emptied the bags. Each and every time you. Only drugs do that -
change your life, I mean - don't be dumb. Oh, sooner or later you come
to like your purchases and then a result not so new, a use not so
useful, a having not so note of it all (the drugs however Godlike, keep
paying certain a richness a tapestry of pleasures no fool of it sees
now cry for it too balance tinker thought smart is everything I do see
life loser no chance of it anyway see a living death afterhappens it
see only better as me then you alright us too). I'll never be happy or
something thought or maybe I am this. I'll ask God what to say. Like
any employer is God - ranchly unconcerned - and I've been doing alot of
fighting to now sense failures afoot but who's the boss? can't be fired
this time you never real my power die. Remember my friends, keep
working. They please me like you never could and quite frankly I royal
them for this as I call for them they come I didn't want better people
like you who asked for that I didn't you then.
The Vegetarian Plate 03/10/03 0823
For my own situation, I went back and took a careful look at what
happened to Christ - you know - the reasons for the crucifixion as
happened. It starts with something small: a fight with the mother. The
mother Mary made food happen for people. What does that mean? Mary
would go out into the world of theirs and make food happen for people
by negotiating with others - they knew where food was (who was
distributing from sources found - always shifting from gain to
gathers), and could easily point the way as such if bothered to note.
Apparently, Christ would make hurtful suggestions to Mary as she
labored, as such, and she retaliated by making him unwelcome at the
tables she forded as backed by those who could simply come and go of
it. Some would think a comment or two in the name of betterment were
welcome sign of care, others some would ask a refrain to all you speak
as then corded by a singular will that would hang all not respecting
the wish if found to be command of. So we see how one is run off, how
the ball gets rolling, and you think it amounts to nothing more as we
can seek for ourselves on in similarly the same ease, but not in an
environment were the cards are stacked against you in a vicious little
game of strip poker see yourself naked. These acts lead to not being
able to take care of one's self and what ensues has to do with special
people, but lets grab back hard and close. In Mary's case, the
inability to be free of another's say has to do with seeing truth -
your truth - too much to be found at mention. A truth unwelcome begets
other truths that appear to the imagination and to the unwelcome
glance. Our gift to you in this was not great - it is the ability to
make yourself sane only with bites back. Sane does not elevate your
status or relieve your duty, it brings offends to yet another imaginary
place that feels your way and sees your deed. While Mary was unable to
make herself at Christ's stature, she was able to concord certain
hardships that resonate with us today and on. No self accepts these
terms and keeps self afoot to bargain with self. We conform to lose a
bitch of self to it but at what you price you pay. A selfishness in age
procures much against those who would have us merely and we see death
bite back to the beast that bears it boldly now once, to twice, and
more than that even odd. Can you afford people? Not being able to
afford people keeps them all running around at each other's throat to
call. Can you live in the world that starved your child to death while
you sat and ate the response of well-wishers that saw the same in you
and cared less to speak than to eat? How cares. I see you with us here
again and I've rewarded Christ's troubles magnafold for being just that
only still. My lover is not my mother. My mother deserves my respect
and care as she respects and endeavors my care to it. None of us may
see what protects us from hurt with harms or what calls us away from
you there - over here pay attention will do. That's not what we wanted
though the self so unsure of what that quakes it. A statement of being
free of it to another that claims us ever only down and being here
under is no match a challenge to say. No one ever made Mary feel good
about anything ever again because she refused a note from those who
provide it too. No one is going to make my mother feel good about
anything either. We feature the lesson taught and think to haze in it.
What is still only unacceptable in caring way - our way - is leaving me
to starve with my mother at the helm. That is not real ever and no one
pays for it still God you will as signs my line. See my mother starving
of her own disease while you wait for what feeds you path, and I very
unwilling to take it up the ass to remain as I was and without care of
it. Never tell me this is what happens when people say things they
shouldn't say - find any other way to state it off. I went back and
killed the relieved of Christ state as the act was needing to be not of
him to kind and forth. No one was off the hook yet for this and that
starves an unworthy world to death too again while Hell coals its
shimbers to no fare. No one says it any different than the mirror
relays you and your mind's death became of it when. Avoid that plague
and get better trues for yourself (a real gift perhaps of renewed youth
or slender, not help avoiding hating saying) fat woman trenched this
time by being better of it, or see how pulling a man down can murder
generations planned of a trust and one deed in seconds while you wait
for no one special to serve same of it or roll this all back at the
pump to sane and self-serve only thank you no I'll be back you. My
mother's only unhappy - so what? See that as you too and make me eat
what of it while you bake back the time we spent together having more
or less the same you taste from time to time.
From A To Disease 03/09/03 1854
As I answer the most ridiculous question over and over (who is God?
not you or anyone who has one) don't remind me that you have problems
with the world - I know and cause to care. Gas is hitting two dollars
($2.00) a gallon as I wonder how even that could be with all else
having you down, down, down. We haven't resolved our problem and no one
comes to this hell or even has an interest in knowing better so few
strategies afoot (why haven't you paid? God again so pure of it says).
I travel out and away to wash right up here just where I was and that
has to satisfy someone or something. Soon this goes and no one named
Doug knows anything more. A little fact, a little fantasy, alot of fun
but somewhat ruinous you. Alot of people have died in the name of a
good time so what and still others in the name of something seriously
tone but easily sorted and washed you win like this too. Reading on in
exasperation? Why not floss your one good tooth or shave a nipple? P.S.
Christ told me he also died in a plane crash all the way down the dez
it went to you. He piloted the plane and crashed it outside of Montreal
1923. I have no sympathy for people who crash planes (not of my value
set) and prefer to die quietly with the hundreds of selected by choice
("Look over there - would God kill that old bitch in Row 23 like this
could crash before her daughter weds that guy who no longer gets any
overtime, churchgatherer, white trapplemarm, housebought, seems to be,
envaca, noodle rich, satisfied mind, last kept then in over, demaseat
taken, empty vest, heart purchase sane?") that plus these here Navy
pilots in commercial flight seen by all of it going down en route to
fatchy. I can't stand riding with folks in a Kennedy car, let alone
flying off into the wild you wander with a hobbyist sanvist. They put
ol' Humpty back together again while the Pet Sematary still hovels with
all the king's horses and all the king's men on backorder ("We're
waiting for a shipment of them throbbing ass-veins to arrive short of
it says.") I'd rather die you. Pride me beast you I bear to the wolf
who eats it raw and shaven not to.
Leaping Out To The Far Beyond 03/09/03 1828
I leave Heaven by leaping towards the Earth and my view is pointed
backwards from whence I came. I am only my head now. A swirl of light
energy that is Heaven's gate becomes my face (the orb) when my travel
juncture has passed - about four (4) hours worth of wait and think any
companions below me and astride as such - and I can now resurrect my
view of the Earth by turning to face it. My descent is marked and slow
and as I head into the ocean layers of sight and sound I pause for
about three (3) minutes to allow a necessary change to sighting that
stops me from knowing any of the bodies of the human dead about further
becoming unhappy as I wade through the depths of its known. To be this.
To be me. To be not without you too.
Other Stuff You 03/08/03 2040
Don't think going through space was your right - it isn't. The mind
goes up in loops and your spaceship sits there like it knows where to
go. Immense to you and to me too. Touch that too. In the meantime, I
need to get an MP3 encoder for Mac 9.x to deliver more dump. Power me.
The new Erasure album "Other People's Songs" punished me. Player Vince
Clarke has been dead since 1997 (cancer, lung - Berkfordshire, England
knows) and the gayest Andy Bell carried on with Devo's Mark
Mothersbaugh at the wheels - Mutato you know this now me. Not too I
tattle no Vince. So you. Other recordings to pend I recommend you only
"Pop! The First 20 Hits" now "Blue Savannah" my favorite only ever.
Tunnel Vision 03/08/03 1608
As joking of this, I tell people "if you cut open my mind, you'd be
pleased" as if anything were on the inside waiting to get out (many
favors I scare thee). I had a vision last night or so (my mind shaved)
of Earth from Heaven such as one who knows and sees. Earth hung in view
down a darkened corridor as all in view but hanging above cognitively
only (mind seen not there) a descent of sorts as dimensions of sorting
the mind as in a hangar for planes. So, a long dark hall with tricks
and trades. You see it. I felt lonely kinda for it seen. I hear of
plagues for going back and forth between to pay - not distance. Keep
the idea of scale afoot to perceptions - it is all and nothing to us
like the pride of blacks and royals. All is real to us, though.
We Don't Have Gay 03/08/03 1539
In my conversation with Mary, it was revealed to me that she likes
women and that was news to me to no bother. Christ stated abjectly that
"We do not have gay in Heaven. All men are with women [at least once,
we say]." I further inquire to find out he objects to the hurt of not
being able to note a person by what another sees - i.e., what they can
know: a ring, a heart out, etc. That's fine, but I object to noting a
person's good of them without speaking to them first - i.e., being able
to take of their good (as knowing) before making a reasonable effort to
note the good between us. Christ's way smacks of European descent (not
having to speak) and gives women a right-of-way I won't have in world
of chance to do and not of choice made mine. Note my failure to
advocate any without individual sense of it or desire to know more. I,
Moon, gave people the right to be gay, but that is pocket and useful to
us - not overdone. Gay is not the way of the world and will not be
overdone. One day, we may wake up and decide that gay does not have a
place here or there as divine rule. You see this not to me. Not on this
day. Christ adds "our selfishness delays you not, but sees our way of
having all for such seen. Christ loves gays too." In this day we see
our choices made for us. Not so. Each choice is made with us too. See
that and avoid talk of you. It is me I speak to and your way of taking
I resent your have. Who knew what you would get? Not me. Note that my
sense of note is royal. All seen as less in any concourse of rule and
reason. Maybe you don't ask to see. Maybe I can't show you. Maybe it
doesn't matter. See you. See my gay purity statement (I never had a
woman to me - no reason to have more yet) as no mindbush flattened to
you (too much option expanded out of reason). Why pay mind to be so
happy? Note: Three (3) of four (4) music CD's you buy are plagued to
you. The other one (1) is left to choice by no bother.
My Novena 03/08/03 1419
I told Mary in my conversation of mirth that I used to serve
Novenas (a Catholic service for Mary "the mother of God" - incense pot,
solar praising of the Eucharistic bread Monday eves) as an altar boy
and that they were praying for intercession by her to God over nuclear
arms (so such). She knew nothing of it (fact), but I told her her
intercession was real to me because I couldn't stop hearing her nagging
me in mind and I had that line cut. It was there for me and brutish.
Maybe still, not nearly as bad. Later in mind, parts of a fight about
this and mention of strategy to insert will. You guess too.
Some Comment 03/08/03 1357
Someone says that this is the price of being Catholic - being
bothered by Godway in the head. I haven't gone to church since I left
New Jersey (July 1987) and no Catholic I ever knew got one smidgen of
God to know to for sure just words. No payments to be with God there -
just ever beauty (go with the flow, Babe). I can tell you my experience
is not just Roman Catholic, nor is it pure (I used to sit at a table
with my lover's parents talking about how there is no God for
conversation's fact and fury - what do we know now?) We now joke of
Jews infiltrating the Vatican at all levels (to no grace) and making
Catholics pay dearly for bothering God with their lives as Jews have
refused to note of for fear of involvement or what else you. I see and
receive mean only and I contribute freely as still a hardcore personist
and lover of faith but no gallant towards contribution or deed. I do
what I'm told as meek and mild ever yet and get paid handsomely for
nothing new. Like any faggot, I prescribe the world I made of it and
see nature God restyled to my faith wait for crackers sheen love each
your flower so breathe light touches of. Our contributions to faith not
so welcome it seems. At times my own little rationalizations will do of
all in the face of God. I've seen yours. Not good. And still I agree.
So Proud 03/08/03 1335
I can't say anything nice anymore without cringing for self (always
now metered up middle - still clean though to no bargain), but I see me
called "coward". Huh? I walk the streets daily after doing you up, and
see no fear of it shoot me. I can't spend the day being deluged with
oppone (this woulda been drowned out long ago by method or only one nut
at the door done down to it) but wait to see that happen yet one day
planned by two or one. I'm only proud of the challenge answered and beg
you to see my pride first. Yeah - you. P.S. When I talked to "Christ"
(dead only as do you eat? ever been to Disney World? No? dead only, may
be a false God) lots of common references missing in action (nothing to
match "fuck" as no act seen in mind, phonus only) or anything past '43.
Just a spirit (a mind, a lifetime as I see it with definite potential
for more yet - in "Heaven" well okay ever dead only ever) that needs to
leave a lasting impression with codings to speak and cry. I would need
you to flash-die (insta-tear to hard crybaby) when you have me as that
too make sure to take your pills first trigger or have say. I like the
notoriety. I like to fuck.
Today's Fact 03/08/03 1327
I hate God. Hell? It is the promise of better that keeps us down.
If Setting You Down In Mind Does Not Kill You What Have You Won? 03/08/03 1300
Apparently I'm "not in charge yet." Sounds potent to me. Once
again, I'm being protected from my own harms while you make me tendency
suicidal (I hadda feel that myself before I talked to the possibly
offended dead - not a decision God kills me). Sounds more like judgment
day for me too as I work to improve the math skills of your children
(still noble - make one purity gay or not to bother without sense or
reason to pollute the mask of it in complex standing - no flower shops
or beauty schools to be afraid live your kids only). Anyway, know that
"someone special" has tried to do something special to you if I hated
you, and I had more reason to tell of it than you care to know or say
as beyond us both. The angels not half so happy in Heaven made me eat
shit to you and what can I kill to make this time of mine alone so
sorry I said? Nothing you have. With the tank now on empty, I'm being
told in mind as now refused "They'll make you change your name." To
blend in and further discount this? I'll try and report all of the
banter I receive as noted to you. For every Doug Moon, a place for one
hundred (100) people to sit and strategize the faith I bring. A
tattletale can only do so much while feathering his own nest. Stay
truth to no bother of it. My truth: I struggle to answer not, only to
bear it to you. Everyone sucks. Male voice: "We know we're going to be
killed - we're just trying to make the best of it [by making it hard on
you to achieve anything with this]." So? Is this me providing else? I
don't ask. At night, my body locks down and someone plays with
interiors to no pain but bothersome. Not to harm (my suggest) but to
"cleanse" my body. Start with the outside miracles I believe. Multiple
stings on the face as a child have saved me from diabetes before I knew
it why not? I laugh with the nossibilities and suggest making a
brand-new Doug Moon to giggle at every Jewish off-note like Britney
Spears is new. Remember my faith as more subtle kind. Only of the
practical senses need apply.
Perhaps A New Housing Complex To Separate An Old Woman And Her Money For Less Than Nuttin' 03/08/03 1237
Did you know that I'm "going to Hell?" Yep - I know it all sounds
glamorous, but I get threatened with that when things don't go my way
and I make my way differently. Who knows what's out there - not just a
man, but not exactly commanding of it either or you would know death
far sooner than said before I'd start decorating in Hell (write off all
else to making a memory - couldn't keep the bad ones either no choice
of it sees no thought of one nor a need to know better or worse). Other
than that, we laugh of the need to deliver you here without words or
meaning and see a four (4) year stint elapse before you feel the shot
heard 'round the world to it. You'll never know for sure God heard you,
and I'll never be sure I cared personally speaking 'round and 'round.
You see it. In the meantime, no one tells me anything I want to hear
and I get threatened with abandonment left and right that evolves in me
to now you only and perhaps more or less scurries about. Eat me then
burp after you fuck me. If, however, you're interested in thought of
you, I pursue each and every negative note to me in the same fashion
stated non (years on), turn my back on all to not see or feel, kill for
the complete intricate note (we got you all from head to heartache) and
never stop trying to know better of it all said. I don't want a life
marked by silliness and threatening act, so you see that we understand
each other - no one gets me alive. Yesterday I told you of a very nice
psychosequence that made me happy - I drew in best known individual for
the purposes of being best known to me only. I don't want to be known
to you after all as this but known of. As I make my way through life
and endure what of it to be what of it, know that I won't settle for
what you offer, but usually that's all I got to be so far: what's
offered - see you here. To take is to be God. To wait for an offer is
to be me. I'm me. Take me.
So Smart 03/07/03 2000
Jesus and Mary did come here with nixed results I trade thee. Jesus
ends a nice exchange and laughs with me by making me cry for him "his
death" on exit (who cared less then me) - do better last time - and
Mary quibbled forth so how about that Mary Cunt? Oh, I see that still
matters even beyond those hard times you now see ever so clearly to me.
A genuine court by me sends thanks for the fun and thanks not for the
ending fouls that challenge me to explain myself you see to better I
seem. No need to thanks again. Be more like me the one who comes to
make more of good thing happen as only what rests between what came
before you and then only to me. Only to me. See it done to. If I were
going to kill anything, I'd just ask that be. Speak to that with me as
you may fit to see me there first. Cuts to may twice, measures down
once.
My Bounty Lies O'er The Ocean 03/07/03 1919
My body lies over the sea - oh, sure you see it all souls hover me
over. One such example of not knowing nor wanting to is having your
s-hole (for "soul" - my shame suggests the long and winding hoad
through walls and toilet stalls and for so you shall see me wipe) talk
to you as living this unfit and being contrary as only in agreement
company with "God" and his candy dish full of peppershells. Oh, the
weakness to it! The whining and shaming it to plead me, the beginning
of a nuanced entry into Hell (so with you I'll follow), the
hopelessness of being just that - me done down in clown suit unshaved.
You'll be that here soon enough listening to ghost talk for hours on
end - "Yesterday, Jesus and Mary Christ came by as spirits and talked
for hours. In a heartless to heartless with Jesus (don't use that only
name - be loving and warm company to joy with us) that I was sorry He
died like I was just a minute late to stop his drowning and began
crying hard like I actually knew what I was saying about and a bubble
popped to end the halcyon so real only ever talking to a hinge on a
closet door you." Who died yet? I think I did both. I'll crucify you
myself over it I think to not I'm smart too think less. The past of
myself is yet to know this mine of but speaks this to us. But back as
my soul speaks, I question the overall worth of a shape that makes me
sane in the face of a God that sees not to make it so every howl you
nivit sooner or later why come to breed this back home we bred. Can't
you not talk of it some? Can't I do better with less of it seen to be
yours not mine? No. God needs to go key direct and get his holesale
cheaper by the left. After this next failure of just simply mine alone
in a world of having not to be seen by me and also too, you might sight
a reason to live as me in this before suggesting a place in my life
beyond this my life ends. I haven't planned a near-death extension yet
that doesn't exclude much of what happiness here bears else these
s-haves so still hear to be. The very of it shoal - that lightning rod
of higher cents that sees the come of what's done before the shelf that
bears it to me sees my need and thinks less of it as me without much
actually that blocks a wave goodbye to it. Come back to die it's first
to I see to be left without me. Thank the breadcrumbs in Heaven the
meat might make the meal after all I eat to be it. "Why crumb?" as only
asked to the most hard-boiled of layer eggs you. Would to take off the
"Mary Cunt" that says my image of this is not quite the same be
offended by grace as a lack of? Not as surely as let's be. Be that to
me first as I wait for a sight that longs to be seen near this or so to
the right of.
Doug Moon Please Die When One Half Eaches Your Halves 03/07/03 1641
Oh, Mister Mister you miss me half sure of it sees! One spell in
tarry suggests my little Excel spreadsheet proving laterally that
cosmic forces do work by one halving a square to make ".25" a figure
leaves me guessing too. Why would ".25" - one (1) quarter of a square
being quartered to provide "square identity" or lateral change seen -
be used if one (1) half of one side of a square "1" be just over at
".5"? Well, who knows more? If one (1) side of square "1" is also
another side of that same square "1" in value if not awful - what would
one quarter of that radiant (the only picture) be? One (1) quarter
(".25") as expressed as same. Take it or leave it at home. Have it
both. See me same. God did this with me as I instructed first. When God
is wrong, you are seldom right. See it never. Do it same anyway or feel
me there too with as somehow you.
Never Stopped By The Likes Of View Sees So Well Knows What I Do 03/05/03 1842
Nothing really to pinch in your oval pot today, but simmer me bell.
Dialing for dollars with your mother's armtoot again? Why waist the
Myrna DeVelva on a goblin the first fathers couldn't fix using our
smother's ought so cleverly basked in native tongue how barrain so say
this back to me as I speak it too softly in the center 'round a
catchhole no one plasters for fear of chipping it's painted luxe
interior (oiche! mos perlis marvets and chimpura havels swince all
around the damask you'll seek to persis chimique bon tout salavays at
once both this to be! take song! give wing!) That voice calendar soon
reaches the last inner-tube joke when the pages are finally discarded
at once you receive and hear December 31's inspirational message to the
monarch of flight that layed ten (10) eggs last year and ate two (2)
just this morning over talk of "winged-essence" and other slights of
the mand we all love hearing if buying to sell what's on hand for a
moment or two afterwish this year's stated close. We hell ya too soon
to be spoken in time for us. Our talks ever nuisant aren't over until
the truth makes the manner softer spoken for having it same. You can't
argue with me here and I make up the time where it makes matters most -
not in your shakebox to send sand back in time. "Thanks to dirt ours
saves lives less." Keep the mange. "I know you hate us, we do it
anyway." Never suggest a passion my hate where a Post-It will do more
of the calling back and answers that name.
Solid Clear 03/04/03 1548
When I write anything as concentrating done by me alone (my
original human mind function), mind above (spoken to the original mind
by myself as elevated to all known or perhaps some other idiot during a
harmless intrusion - no one paid for perfect yet you) is supplying
words and lines in-between clarings to joy and better me. This isn't
about what's right, it's about getting to proud of, to a hearty laugh,
to satisfaction for me alone - to my perfection as seen by me. I won't
settle for shit unless I have to and I nearly do not you. Pleasing you
is great, but I'm a real bastard about things that cannot rest unless
tweaked for slightly better. Maybe you see it. No one helped me with
this either now you know. After all, a word given to and retained by
you is no thought to receive then use. Thinking is seeing things better
than what's told of you. Better I take of only to save for the need of
as the highest glory known to me is being asked to shine on it first
without provocation. If not that, be breaking and mean for it. It comes
you. One more: Mind, God's mind, is brutal truth. I'm amazed only at
what is hyper-perfect and rendering to faith (knowing better as guides
thee to truth not seen yet to desire). A joy only ever (I get floored
by it all) plus me with you bad combo. What? It's me.
An Original Thought Comes Quickly Done 03/04/03 1527
That rhyming stuff - I can't stand rhymes really as equates to me
with being witty now also unduly solicitous or rubber thought as just
cracking in half until you can distribute it further to someone who
loved it as much you thought you did when you lived quite better as
well. So, my criticisms aside, I get rhyming junk (as profound thought
nestled within) from mind and I formulate some with (new each idea
revamped as your own too) while cringing at what I might think of you
too. The last rhyme is done to the heavens however and mind takes
exception with my flaw rendering. Here's truth displayed at a glance:
"When I think my need it takes but a glance to undo what I've said if
given the chance you said far too little of where this came from it is
eternal as death and minds with someone a fear half spoken is now in
the heart I've taken the last of this song apart it now rests as tree
in hallows of shade takes nothing of back what's to left but with whom
I just made just made is a symbol and a symbol is care to have is to
hold and you took no one there take none of this now it comes with your
shame a flame burns what will have no part of the same take back what
is yours or bury it to me when I dig up what's left you'll have none of
the tree so speak of it softly or hear of my care I left just what will
have me resting here on a stair if noticed step lightly for two have
become one and one is no more than just having fun no tears for the
weary shall water the dead the dead have now spoken but laugh in their
head two heads are half spoken when one lies in the ground speak your
part softly they leave them around we didn't want bother or nature to
be what guides over all as only a tree so care what you've written
until shame sends it back no weed takes what's left until someone gives
it a crack let the crack now reverse it open and take sun away what I
read from the woman is what you may say a woman is treasured beyond any
harm stay true to thy self or read longer yarn". Junk - perhaps a
woman's treasury keepsake. Long live art and mind's eye of it done
well.
So Smart About Things 03/04/03 1122
I know you're wondering about me again keep going. I left my
ass-shiny butterhaze Saturday night to go and stand in a gay bar and
drink a beer but high on aspers of course my heaven you. I never go out
anymore and fear someone remembers me bite-drunk dancing backwards off
the pool table to no bother (just kidding this of course - chances are
I already told you to go to Hell on one Sunday or another did you make
it?) I don't know anyone anymore if I can help it (no one is truly
indispensible - try and keep this too) and if that's not nice enough, I
can try and fit in somehow each unsuspecting my victim the lord of.
Having received my little gift so bitetooth gratifying life in hell
what could it be from the likes of you? my erstwhile friends never
bring this up and that's god enough white rabbit makes little round
christo poop eachwhere I leave and thinks of himself smarter too we all
laugh inside with us or more at chuckle while they cite drugs that's
unwelcome to hindtruth as infinitely more useful to type less you and I
simply marvel at how great everyone looks at each age to me. Keep
knowing me better than I do and I'll try to figure that out with you. A
drink ruins my buzz, socially speaking, plus I tend to cry for things
like the world's poor. To quote such as my mother speaks it to say "We
all have our poisons." Keep luvin' it.
Cloudbusting 03/04/03 1102
All of this coming to good I used to run from useless to both sides
now, but who can deny my potencies afoot? Protect the keepers unlike
you protect me. Yesterday, I stood on a sidewalk and chased a big cloud
away in minutes (I swirl with mind back and forth and rub it out of the
sky) for friend and foe alike have no doubt we loved it too. What no
faith? My fuse so tiny I would kill thee badly for being absent minded
one word off. I still feel bad about all I affect too hastily and ask
for a better done. Why can't I be better about things? Because I can't
the world so perfect but now under my attack by you. Be happy for no
man does this. I was you too and saw nothing I cared to talk about. Not
a thing. I have this or will thrill for you too.
Exacting Those Carnal Pleasures While Anyone Cares If You Do 03/04/03 1038
I apologize once again to my friends of regis harmony for being
semi-honest about things (my brand of purchase) while simply abusing
them all the same as. Feed me first or we'll pepper your foodstuffs.
Now back to wit: A woman in my head said this by me as I sat on the
wazithrone (remember all good for prompt so phase me): "Never buy into
the carnal pleasures of Doug Moon. Carnal pleasures are forbidden to
us. We can't make them illegal because people will just take them from
us anyway, so we attack the care on other ends." Of course I have
nothing to say to someone who already has the very rejection I fear,
but stay stupid about all with it (carnal huh?) until you know anything
for sure (you get sick) and stave the political stance on anything mite
(just me). My only message here on top is that no one here cares of
such mink or see more come you. So little of what I use to pleasure
myself with comes without have knowing my wares. I simply hadda get to
give to - something like that. Be aware of what hurts for you. Be
better for people, or settle for what's theirs. One day I settle
supreme wax and wane, but there are other roles I fear to play don't
bill me that just yet. No one needs an understudy for that part. What?
Oh. Remember, circles of life.....repeating coming back around simply
having it. You know. What wins this most? Don't be a grub. I hurt
before this too. Alot. Do you care? I deserved to hurt trying to take
of my good making the most of it. I deserved to suffer. I still deserve
it. Now you too.
Still Getting Your Wordsworth In Blue Chip Dingle 03/03/03 1638
So I'm identally (without reconciling our truth at the same time)
merving over the lyrics to the Cat Powerses - a dour little affair that
but one song breaches the overall talent quote and oven mitts must now
be drawn in force against the phase-neurologen bug light that dried
this stingy little cake right up the sides of the horse-drawn ashtray
that put all five (5) greases together in a minivolutionary micro-raze
vatch of Hetty Bospkar Queasy-Cakes (tastes more of like peanuts if
hothouse motherdung choco pudds or incomes the cramps). Such of it says
"we can all be free - you're just a man" just pieces keep dreaming once
said. in each one of these reams. lies what with lives in the head. no
secrets half spoken to tears already said. so to just dry them is no
fear of it wed. something something. if we just take of what's broken
to water the dead. something jerky. Let's chop down a tree for that.
Remember, no one would pay for what's free.
Like A Chip Of Crimpin' Hot Dung Lends A Hand To Your Honey 03/02/03 1922
You're a Jew and now how to act about all of this. It matters to me
as much as ever I said and you know I'm pretty firm about these kinda
things. A Jew? Not usually a problem as with any penalty levied against
the taking of one's good without asking of other opportunities afoot
maybe better than that even. I take the good of it only and the rest is
yours to avoid for fear of having it done you. What can I say to a
feeling-type Jew? Your people really suck in the way of making world
sense, but when I get to be just me we can fuck and hurt people with
someone else's words as per usual for them. Hope I'm good enough for
you to take exception with and then onward it moves up above right to
your mother's sanctum. These are unfortunate times for friend and
friend alike, but if you're like me, you could give a shit in favor of
priority sense and yes that will do just fine now leave. I still can't
afford to be better about things with regard to people, but if you can
and act up on me I'll throw you right out on your dumb ass. Business as
usual then for one who can't stand any more bullshit than is required
to feel my superior and then shine on ya. Be that. A Jew - how Harlem.
Two things: If I were a Jew, I wouldn't give a shit about what anyone
thinks - that's just me and for who I am. So what you live. Secondly,
I'll take up of what's me and let it be further to you and beyond yours
of it. Sensibly, I'm gonna stand behind what this is as my note to the
future and its fouls about. To settle upon nothing exceptional for the
purpose of saying a standard issue is my help. Good enough to be this,
and good enough to rot in the grave with you too. Another cunt so vows
it? Let me change. As long as that lives no one's paying too high a
price to miss of it just yet. A single nerve works it hide to hole.
Against My Hide We See Ourselves You And Improved 03/02/03 1813
My friend Miss Clay C. - estranged years ago for common acts
against my love - is now active in my mind with all others past and
present and he needs a note from me as now a simple warning you (all
too often, deceased motherfuckers come a' callin' to mend fences
betwixt me and their son or daughter so desperate to know me ah fuck
'em). Someone said you died being cheap as per usual in the ValuJet
crash (not real you ever - ValuJets indeed) and I thought that a bit
too perfect an outcome for one who is only destined to live on and on
fearing God like you do and the AYDS creeping up your ass. Sounds like
the old "life is too short" routine I've had to endure outright with
every other ex-lover I've left behind, but if you're smart, that still
means nothing in the face of betrayal and not getting what you want.
That being that, rise above and see what's here for someone thinking
about all of this as better and earned to you. I'm still a great, and
shameful behavior is now being generously rewarded by me over every
cowardice you entrust to fear, but why is it that I hafta stab down
first at any sign of life? It's my knife. My complementary ridicule
suggests nothing in your way ever (still all in your head with better
friends guilt), but we see how speech gets slurred and how can I stop
feeling like a garbage picker mending his ways with people who do not
care about anything you ever? Do I care? I do, but I didn't care enough
to slur it. Be nice about things and don't be a fool after all. Nothing
has changed, and most of the people I reconnect with are still shitty
but I'm still having alot of fun with them and it turns out I was worth
a shit too. This is all pure shit though like losers feeling it all
through my feelings are now hurt so bad. Feelings are real and so is a
lack of comfort now die as I writhe in pains. Is that enough now? By
the way, I finally told your mother Carolyn that you are gay - remember
how I used to threaten you as having her phone number for emergencies?
I still have the number, but now we use telepathy (God now very reals
to one who fears it only such like you do). She doesn't really like me
and I tell I her that I prefer your father anyway. He says he is better
looking than you and lives on Reginald. Nice stuff but people think I'm
trying to make them happy by jerking them off. Sez who? Come to done.
Be nice. I'm mean only still and you too. ValuJet - that's not real is
it? Clay? Two more: Your mother found out three (3) years ago she said.
She knew but controlled his way with her and others. Odd jobs, a tooth.
Your code name value is Beelzebub ("has a devil put aside for me" demon
frank, most notably of Salem witch trials with others Halliday notsuch
Fraser both hard bitches on the middle ear sue my left tit - not too
bad yours).
Ephedra Say Nothing Kills Like Alcohol For You Just As Bad As You Bought It Live Some Cry Some Too Only Worse You 03/02/03 1520
If you like it, it can't be all that good and that's too bad.
Alcohol rules you down to the dump - see it the new white meat then
drink right up I'm only amazed it rises each day I nearly note but only
in a passing fashion you skunk. The Chinese New Year: how is it so?
Starts off a rat welcomes a dog, a dog brings a snake, a snake invites
the cat, the cat makes a bird as newer yet, the bird sees a fox, the
fox rents a hound's tooth, the hound bats a butterfly off, the
butterfly flits and all seems well enough now tired this. Dragon breath
today says no new feelings yet to you and your home. Every twelve (12)
years an infestation of caring and tumultuous reasonings that strikes
it back. Largely false of you. One new fox upsets little. One new hound
sends it all packing. Eating rice did this to people already
malnourished and seeing crossways to village and shore relieved once,
twice, three times done. Do it over again maceedink. The Chinese New
Year is this year and a rat says it (all of this cultural exchange
better see some of this shit heading back out to sea - make a gay porno
from of your bountace and have what may count long enough to be ongoing
and seen a woman knows nothing of what pleases her best but ask for it
anyway guard to shack and know an ass never tires of running after
hindtruth ever so cleverly opponing a roundless circle of bait and
switch so minds the melody sang of). Bite you to be this my sewer lain.
Be normal. Have a cultural shame to bear at home. Kill your name of it
before calling back. Dial twice for one number. Memory serves you well,
speed-dial serves you a missing number. Play well. Do it for chrissakes
and then be for but me. You only think it all matters and you have the
time for a precious thought mostly your work is nearly ready undone.
Talasaie: Yet another nonsense person who lives within their mind as
defined. Never sees you opening up for a change or twice the bargain
has it. Words to simply wish away with you for age or consuming reason
abandons so fuels this down no say lasts a day longer than it had to.
Grind that meat and we'll pack the wings for the trip home you. Let me
do it for you we'll see better soon enough.
Observant This Chez Vils Neu Tic Tac Salade 03/02/03 0213
"He just thinks he's so special." Bitch, I'm only it over all you
ever loved to only then having to lose. This after having to endure an
endless harrass of your note and cycle so happy you have it all your
children each of a prodigal so gives to this my very ass of it. Let's
restyle all of this levy to faith: then again for not I'm God a jerk.
Envy it jealous I try to make you feel real good by being nuisant and
frothy but you can't be fooled so soons after once more again.
Remember, you're part of my overall package - having someones to trump
and muzzle so I just push you right down the dez as expected. Just
livin' it is a part of mine too that is adult that is mature thinking
growing up out in front of the neighbor - and who actually cares less?
More later on simply leaving a few things out.
Hand Over A Helping To Heart 03/02/03 0155
One of our friends here in LA (Sanford/Marques Wyatt/Prestige wants
you to know - heart failure) just died and that's still ugly, huh. I
hafta puzzle - the first god-like voice you hear in the darkness of our
only truth is mine and you wonder why that is. I'm sure I'm wasting my
time with this, but I try and help out if can careful to avoid pride
issues and any novice of hope everlasting. We'll fix you up soon enough
- get that mother of yours too. Sad to be, but having me pays right
down the line and now so special it has to hurt. Back to it, I'm like
the very Madagne (no you don't hafta boil the noodles first and rip
most of them in the process the oven will soften them no one you cook
for knows what's new about this yet e-z bakes it) in "Truth Or Dare" -
I gotta have it all done right out in front of you so you then see how
it all works fails me too. Death and Doug Moon - like two (2) maxi-pads
at a Stayfree outing. Why wait?